After Lu Tian finished saying this, his eyes glanced elsewhere.
He didn't have the courage to look directly into Jiang Baige's eyes, because he didn't know how she would view him after saying "If you don't fall in love, you will die" to the person he likes.
But I will no longer think of him as a simple and sunny boy.
The contempt and turning away that he expected did not appear.
"No, I know."
Jiang Baige was not trying to comfort Lu Tian, but she had also felt this way in her previous life, but...
p>"I also know that once people find something more interesting than falling in love, they don't want to fall in love at all."
Lu Tian opened his eyes in surprise, and for a moment, he didn't I know whether to be amazed by the rich love history of the person in front of me, or to be surprised by the fact that my sweetheart does not want to be in love.
"My focus now is always on learning and writing... You should know this."
Of course he knows.
"But do you have to choose between the two? Stop falling in love in order to spend more time writing?"
"Of course not, but you also You know, falling in love takes time. ”
In her last life, she had several fruitless relationships that all ended because she had to study, review, and write, and had no time to walk the road with the other person or hang around the other person.
"At first, of course I wanted to stay together every day, but as time went by... I was happy that I finally wrote a sentence that I felt satisfied with, but he didn't understand. I shared the books I had read, but he was not impressed. Interest, in turn, you blame me, why do you spend a lot of time reading, thinking, writing... These are tasks that are just perfect for one person, but if there is one more person, the rhythm will be completely disrupted. ”
Jiang Baige was immersed in his memories.
"Without exception, they blame me for not accompanying them. But what do they want me to do with them? Watch his favorite TV, play his favorite poker, go to his friend's party, sleep He feels happy physically and mentally...Who am I? His companion animal?"
Lu Tian hurriedly said: "I...I am different from them"
"You. How to guarantee that?" Jiang Baige looked at him with raised eyebrows, "Didn't you really like Ye Zhi at the beginning? I think she is the most serious person you have ever taken... But after we got together, you still didn't. Bored? Isn't it half-hearted?"
Jiang Baige paused and poked his sore spot: "I haven't asked you yet, when you saw Ye when you went home during the summer vacation. Did you know?"
"You... don't change the subject."
"It seems that she hasn't forgiven you yet." Jiang Baige sighed. The tone was to help Lu Tiantan, "Then have you ever thought about it, if - I mean if, I promised you, dated you, and then one dayGod we broke up..."
"We won't..."
"You won't break up with me? How credible do you think this is? Jiang Baige laughed, "Do you still remember why we became friends?" ”
“Article from the school newspaper. "
He still remembered, which made Jiang Baige a little relieved.
"Yes... but my words are far from me. I wrote in the article that I like rainy days, but if my balcony leaks when it rains heavily, it won’t be romantic, but it will be lying on the ground wiping the endless dirty water while sweating profusely and I can’t help cursing my dad. , rainwater, sweat or saliva mixed together to form a winding stream, flowing from the balcony to the bedroom, and then leaked to the downstairs. The downstairs ran up angrily, banging on the door and demanding an explanation from me. At this time, I I stood up suddenly, but accidentally flashed my waist. The embarrassment was not over yet. The ceiling finally couldn't bear the weight of moisture and fell apart. A piece of wall hit me hard on the head... I was hysterical, exhausted, and helpless. Beauty, if you happened to be standing aside at that time, would you still think that I am the young artistic woman in the article who reads, drinks tea, listens to the rain, and sleeps on a rainy day, and understands the softness of your heart? "
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After Jiang Baige finished speaking, he felt a little regretful. He should really record this paragraph and write it into the novel.
Lu Tian tilted his head and started imagining this scene, feeling that his mind was buzzing. It could be tolerated once or twice, but what if this scene happened often?
He thought about dating? Later, he checked Ye Zhi frequently.
At first, he felt that it was because Ye Zhi cared about him, but his half-heartedness was true, so he began to feel that Ye Zhi was interfering with his freedom. ...
He is just in love with her, not completely subordinate to her, just like Jiang Baige said just now, he is not her "companion animal"...
See Lu. Tian didn't speak, and Jiang Baige also regained his breath: "More than that, if you fall in love with me, you must always accept that you may not be among the top three in my life. If there are good books to read, I will mute your phone calls. If inspiration strikes me, I'll write until I completely forget about my date with you. What if... Do you remember the companion animals I just talked about? I'm afraid it's difficult for two people to always maintain independence from each other when they are dating, so if I'm not willing to do it, then..."
I can only let Lu Tianlai endlessly match her rhythm.
"This is a bit..."
"Yes, this is a bit overwhelming. Jiang Baige completed the words for him, "But, Lu Tian, don't forget what made us meet in the first place... You definitely don't want to see me change like that, right?" "
Lu Tian bit his lip and said nothing.
His hesitation gave Jiang Baige a chance: "If you don't want to make the same mistake as Ye Zhi, thenSo we'd better not date each other. In this way, when we meet, I don’t have to hide from you, and you won’t have your self-esteem hurt..."
"But I don’t want to see you with others..."
"Me and others fall in love? Jiang Baige laughed loudly, "You can do it, why can't I?" But I can promise you..."
Lu Tian's eyes shone with light.
"I promise you that if I fall in love with someone else, I will never appear in front of you. "
The light dimmed again.
Fortunately, at this moment, Lu Tian's cell phone rang. He showed a somewhat embarrassed expression, turned his back, and walked away Two steps.
It's a pity that his phone missed the call...
From the conversation between the two, Jiang Baige could tell that his girlfriend had returned to the dormitory safely and reported to him. Ping An, by the way, where is he now?
Lu Tian's tone was not impatient. Jiang Baige thought that he still had feelings for his girlfriend... but there were too many feelings. < /p>
Jiang Baige gently raised his feet...
After a few minutes of calling, Lu Tian turned around, and Jiang Baige was no longer clenching his left fist. Tightening and loosening, he turned to a short tree beside him that just happened to cover a figure.
"Classmate, you have been eavesdropping for so long. Now I am the only one here. You can come out now." ? "
A few seconds later, an equally tall figure slowly walked out from behind the tree...