The other party responded to her with silence.
Just like every time she told him about the harm Chen Dongguo might cause to Jing Chai and Chen Xi, she remained silent.
There is a huge gap between them here, which makes Jiang Baige unable to tell him that in fact, she has too much love, so it is impossible to be moved to tears by his little "narrow love". Be grateful.
And she doesn't need to tell him, because she doesn't need to prove whether she is loved in front of him.
When love has been simply "reproduced", it is in vain for her to tell him about the broad possibilities of love.
She should have given up long ago, she thought, her fault was that she always had illusions - maybe about handsome guys, maybe about "soul mates", maybe about being understood possible.
But now, she was forced to recognize reality again.
What she should do should actually only be related to herself from beginning to end: maintain the animal's nature of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, and do what she wants and is beneficial to her.
Just like Wen Mian reminded her just now, there is no need to have such a high "moral standard". Under a system that has never tilted the balance even half an inch towards her, those are just constraints and restraints on her. Encirclement and suppression.
Just like being a mother, you must be strong to your mother, virtuous to your wife, and obedient to your daughter...
Jiang Baige decided to end the farce of this pair of cows playing the piano.
"Your love is so narrow, and you even try to use your feelings for me to define my perception of the world." Jiang Baige responded with the same "helpless sigh", "I feel that in the church Before I get love through compromise and catering, you should first learn how to survive alone."
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Baige thought of the time she accidentally talked to Shi Xin about herself in the villa. works.
Shi Xin was surprised that the heroine in her works did not have a "destination", and finally concluded: "You hate men."
At that time, she was still worried about his She was attracted by his face, so she ignored his shallow and prejudiced soul, so she asked him in a friendly manner why he said that, because those female protagonists may have boyfriends in the end... at least, they also have male favorites.
Unexpectedly, these words made Shi Xin even more angry. He emphasized righteously that that was by no means a destination, let alone perfection.
Having said that, the filter brought by his handsome face was completely shattered. Jiang Baige turned her head away from him, trying her best to eliminate the influence of this beauty in her heart. Come on portion size and say.
"Is that what you think? But maybe this is just because you men can't live without women, but women can live well without men."
There was continued silence after that, until Chen Xi's appearance interrupted the conversation.
In fact, from that time on, she knew that whether as a lover or as a writer, sheFor people who also like writing, Shi Xin is not someone who can stand side by side with her.
I just know that when my hormones kick in, I still don’t make any sense.
Fortunately, it's all over now and it's time to get back on track.
She put down her mobile phone, squinted her eyes, stretched, and her thoughts returned to herself——
After finishing the postgraduate study, her senior year will be completely her own.
She didn't make good use of it in her last life, perhaps due to lack of cognition. Instead of playing around, she stayed in school and continued her life of taking classes and writing papers.
This time, obviously it cannot be so "wasted".
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In the blink of an eye, the first semester of my senior year has come to an end.
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Jiang Baige learned from Liu Shutong that the dual degree course in the last half semester will be very easy.
There is no midterm exam, and the final exam is mainly about papers, which means that in the next half semester, she will have more freedom in time and location.
This freedom has nothing to do with her writing and everything to do with her travels.
She decided to travel abroad, and her first stop was France. She wanted to visit Beauvoir's hometown and try to sit in a cafe and write her story.
From her sophomore year to the present, she has accumulated a good amount of savings. After learning that she wanted to travel, her mother generously announced that she would fully support this event financially. "Pilgrimage".
On the day she went to apply for a passport, she received a message from the editor.
The editor asked her when she could publish the third new article.
Jiang Baige's heart skipped a beat, because during this period she has been busy with Lin Xingran's official account...
Lin Xingran has been quite appreciated by Duguhe recently, and Duguhe even made an exception. Give her, who has not yet become a full-time employee, the opportunity to write a book alone.
Of course Lin Xingran was extremely energetic and focused on the new book. In order to show his support for her, Jiang Baige also took the responsibility of updating their public accounts alone.
The writing of the novel has naturally slowed down, but Jiang Baige is not panicked. Anyway, she has finished writing the apocalyptic novel and just ended the serialization some time ago.
Because neither of her two long novels received the "big hit" she wanted, she did not plan to start a new book immediately, but gave herself time to breathe and think.
Jiang Baige gave a somewhat strange reply: [Editor, the apocalyptic article is not finished yet. I also want to take some time off before writing a new article. ]
Unexpectedly, Congee said: [Baby, your heart is too big. The statistics of your first book suddenly soared this week, and even the apocalyptic novel was on the natural list. I want to recommend one or two lists to you after this book is finished. If you have figured out what to write about in the third book, we can do it while it’s hot.Iron, grab this wave of heat. ]
The advantage of writing more is that every time an old book is completed, it may lead to new books.
Especially those that suddenly took off after the end - Jiang Baige completely understands this mentality, because she doesn't like to follow serials, not to mention that some authors often interrupt updates and become stuck. That feeling is really... It's head-scratching.
After being reminded by Congee, she remembered to open the author's backend, which she hadn't looked at for several days.
If you don’t know, this manuscript fee is a new high in the past two years.
As a result, her plan must also be adjusted accordingly.
After struggling for a while, she once again gave priority to online articles. Perhaps this is a blatant preference.
However, she does not intend to give up on Beauvoir's hometown: the guide will be followed and the passport will be issued, but the time may be slightly delayed.
More energy is put into the third novel she is preparing to write.
For Jiang Baige, maybe realistic novels are better to write. But the problem was the subject matter. She had never been in the entertainment industry, and her experience in the field management of the previous day was not of much help. What's more, what she wanted to write about was the director, a person who was in charge of the entire crew.
What she wants to write about is not the person who is already standing in the center of the crowd, but the process of how this person went from being unknown to the center of the crowd.
It’s too difficult.
After Jiang Baige struggled and overturned for a week, she finally made a difficult decision: not to write!