"Lele, do you think Yang Binbin will call the teacher?" Du Miaoshu asked worriedly as she walked far away from the scene.
When Le Yun knocked Yang Binbin away just now, there were classmates nearby who were peeping, but no one said anything. If Yang Binbin called the teacher and asked other students to testify, the situation would be unfavorable for Le Yun.
"He can scream if he likes. At most he will be punished or banned from taking the college entrance examination. I'm afraid he will be a fool." Le Yun is not afraid of boiling water. Anyway, if she can't take the college entrance examination, who of them will Don't even think about entering the examination room safely.
Du Miaoshu was completely speechless. Her deskmate made it clear that those few people would not dare to make the matter bigger. She felt more and more envious of her deskmate. It’s good to be underage. You can fight happily. If you had known this, , she had to jump to the triple jump no matter what, and then became a "vulnerable group" among the Big Brothers and Big Sisters crowd, and became a glorious little genius.
Huang Yali ran far away, and her hanging heart slowly fell to the ground. She hurried back to the dormitory. She thought that Yang Binbin would call the teacher to report that Le Yun had beaten him. In the past, she When Zhang Jing and Le Yun get into fights and quarrels, Yang Binbin will always notify the teacher for them as soon as possible. This time, he will definitely not let Le Yun go if he gets beaten.
Unexpectedly, after waiting for several days, she heard nothing. It was as if the incident had not happened.
Huang Yali was so depressed that she asked why Yang Binbin didn’t report it to the teacher. Such a good opportunity for percussion music was wasted.
The days are passing by, and the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer. Everyone is getting more and more nervous, and when they are nervous, they are full of fighting spirit. After twelve years of studying hard, no one asks, but they want to become famous in one fell swoop. .
Perhaps she was scared. Schoolboy Yang and a few clowns didn’t come to cause trouble. Le Yun’s mood became better and better, more and more relaxed. With her brain like a computer, I have a super good memory and feel no pressure in college entrance exams or anything like that.
What made her a little puzzled was the melons planted in the space garden. She thought that they would be gone after just picking them. The fact is that if the main vine of the vine seedlings does not die, it will grow melons and fruits. Instead of growing side branches, the branches grow branch after branch, seemingly endlessly.
So, she picked another bunch after another. Eggplants were picked once a day or night, watermelons were picked once every two days, and tomatoes were picked day and night. It was another busy week. The vine finally lost its vitality, so I quickly pulled out all the seedlings, chopped them into pieces, dug a hole and buried them in the ground, so that the seedlings could be returned to the fields as fertilizer.
The new week begins again, and Le Yun welcomes the aunt, the most helpless relative for every girl who cannot hide away.
She is only fourteen years old this year and had her first menarche six months ago. According to normal adolescent development, menstruation at the age of thirteen and a half is considered normal development.
On Monday morning, when she felt that her aunt was coming, Le Yun’s nerves were tense, even her skin was tense. She drank two large cups of brown sugar water at noon and took the brown sugar water with her in the afternoon. In body.
After drinking brown sugar water for half a day, in the evening, the signs of the arrival of my aunt were very strong.The attack hit Le Yun so much that she could barely straighten her waist. She couldn't go to the evening repair. She asked for leave and returned to the dormitory without even eating dinner. She lay on the bed wrapped in a quilt and shivered.
She had very severe menstrual cramps. She fainted from menarche dysmenorrhea and even had to go to the hospital. After that, she visited relatives every month, and the pain was so painful that she felt like dying every time.
This time is no exception.
The pain came one after another. Le Yun was so painful that she was sweating profusely. She curled up into a cocoon, as if that would relieve the pain.
In fact, even if you curl up into a ball, you can't reduce the pain. The throbbing pain will only increase and become more and more fierce.
The pain before the arrival of her aunt tortured Le Yun cruelly. The pain made her eyes flash, her limbs twitched, and she could only hold the quilt tightly with both hands and grit her teeth.
"Grandma, it hurts." In the unbearable suffering, she was so painful that her body was bent into a shrimp, her eyes were filled with water, but she could not shed a single tear.
It hurts, it hurts too much.
This time it hurt more than the previous times.
"Ah-" When another wave of severe pain hit, Le Yun couldn't bear it anymore, a whimper escaped from her lips and teeth, and water finally came out of her eyes.
"Grandma, I hate her, I hate her, I hate her"
Once, she promised grandma that she would not hate or complain, that she would not live in hatred, and that she would live happily. Happy, but she can't do it, really can't
In the past, she might be able to forget, but when her relatives came and tormented her to death every month, even if she wanted to forget, Those old things will also flow out of the dusty heart, reminding her of the hurt caused by those people.
Pain makes memories clearer.
Belatedly being hurt, vague words came to mind - "Damn it, how much hatred is this, how can you be cruel to such a young child, poor child, such a young child?" If you get hurt here, I'm afraid you will suffer in the future."
Le Yun remembered those words from the doctor. Through her tears, she vaguely saw her grandma's face again, and heard the frightened voice - "Doctor, What will happen to my granddaughter in the future? Is it possible that she will never be able to have a baby again?"
"Old man, your granddaughter's uterus was severely damaged. For such a young child, the uterus has just been developed before it is fully developed. It’s hard to say that you can’t have children. One thing is for sure. Even if you recover from your injuries, you may not be able to avoid the pain during menstruation. You should try your best to nurse your child back from an early age.”
What else did the doctor and nurse say to grandma? Le Yun didn't hear it because it happened three years ago. At that time, she was in so much pain that she almost lost consciousness. However, she could remember clearly what she heard even when she was conscious, even when she was unconscious.
I didn’t understand much at the time. It wasn’t until my menstrual period half a year ago that my stomach hurt so much that I didn’t know what was going on. When I woke up and found myself lying on a hospital bed, I asked the doctor and found out that she had fainted due to severe menstrual cramps and was beaten by the teachers. After being sent to the hospital, it was only then that I remembered those dusty events and understood what the doctor meant when he said that I would have dysmenorrhea in the future.
Grandma once taught her not toShe must live in the shadow of being hurt, pursue light, and be happy. Even on her deathbed, she never forgets to teach her not to live in resentment.
She always keeps her grandma’s instructions in mind, try to forget some hurts, forget unpleasant things, and look towards the sunshine like a sunflower.
The memory of "Grandma" came to mind like a movie, and Le Yun burst into tears. Grandma, forgive me, I can't forget all the hatred.
It’s not that she doesn’t want to forget, but she really can’t forget. This kind of pain always reminds her not to forget how cruel some people are, and not to forget the hurt she has received.
"Woo" The pain in her lower abdomen was severe again. Le Yun hugged her belly in pain. The person who made her suffer this kind of pain. If she becomes a prostitute in the future, she will have to retaliate with an eye for an eye. Eyes, repay the pain that person gave her tenfold