Lu Xin's anger reached its peak at this moment.
He couldn't stand the plan that the old dean said, and even thinking about it made him feel crazy.
Black particles surged crazily like dark clouds because of his anger.
The layer after layer was lifted up into the sky, as if to fill the entire twisted abyss space and burn it into a twisted shape.
His eyes were burning with black flames like stars, and he looked towards the old dean coldly.
But at the next moment, Lu Xin, who looked like a roaring demon in the black flames, actually rolled the angry flames aimlessly in all directions. He even raised his hand, but But he stopped his movements again. He stood silently for a long time, as if a low sigh sounded in the black flames. Then he slowly opened his eyes, and the black particles slowly calmed down.
Anger cannot solve problems.
Lu Xin has understood this since he became a human being.
The old dean, who was originally cold and even looked at Lu Xin crazily, seemed to be provocative.
He is not afraid of Lu Xin's anger, and naturally he is not afraid of confronting him.
Even if Lu Xin's anger could drown him countless times, it would still be the same.
However, he didn't seem to expect that Lu Xin would suddenly calm down, as if he suddenly figured out something.
This made him slightly curious, so he calmed down and looked at Lu Xin.
At this time, Lu Xin's whole person was wrapped in a mental turbulence that was changing with black particles and was like a flame. Even if the old dean borrowed the initial power to stabilize his consciousness, he was still Lu Xin's black particles could not penetrate, so he could only frown and look at Lu Xin hard. But at this moment, he suddenly found that the twisted space around him was moving away.
As if the flying ribbons were dispersed from before his eyes, the chaotic spiritual power intertwined and changed, and then stabilized.
The old dean found that he was back in the residential building just now. The walls, chandeliers, and floors were all changing from illusion to reality. Even the food on the table was still steaming, as if The distortion and confusion just now were just an illusion.
He still sat at one end of the long table, and Lu Xin sat at the other end. .
Beside the table, everyone else slumped on their chairs, enduring panic and despair in the spiritual world.
At this time, Lu Xin seemed to have lost all his anger, and looked very calm as he picked up the bottle.
Slowly, he poured a cup into his own cup.
After thinking for a while, he tipped the wine bottle over again, and a string of wine pillars fell to the ground. The wine in the old dean’s cup in the distance was full.
It looks like magic.
"So"
Lu Xin slowly put down the bottle and frowned, seeming to be thinking, "Are you doing this on purpose?"He arranged this situation for me"
He seemed to be asking for advice, "Because of the past, he deliberately arranged to torture me"
"This"
The old dean was a little surprised when he first returned to the residential building.
But he quickly adjusted himself and was silent for a while before shaking his head with a smile.
< p>"Not really. ”He was still as calm and natural as before, and explained with a chuckle, “My child, I only made this arrangement based on rational considerations. My purpose is just to ensure that the sacrifice proceeds normally, so I did it.” Such an arrangement was made. I know you won't do this, so you won't interrupt my plan. After what happened, you became a different person. ”
“In other words, a person. "
""
"In this case"
Lu Xin was silent for a while and tentatively said "Thank you"
Laoyuan Chang smiled silently, then shook his head and said, "This is your own effort. ”
“But I still don’t quite understand”
After Lu Xin was silent for a while, he softly said, “Why must we promote this sacrifice so firmly”
< p>Such a question seemed to be repeated.But the old dean quickly understood why Lu Xin asked, and he did not hide it and explained softly
“Because that’s the only way to do it. ”
“This is a desperate world. You must admit that you cannot prevent the initial arrival, and you are not its opponent. More importantly, everything in this world has fallen into darkness and madness, and is always on the verge of collapse and destruction. When the madness and despair of this world are far greater than the beauty and hope, there are still things that can continue to exist. Is it necessary?"
""
As he said these words, he seemed to be faintly touched and picked up the wine that Lu Xin poured for him in front of him.
"Don't pretend you don't know. "
He was holding the wine glass, but his eyes turned from the glass to Lu Xin, and his voice became slightly colder. "You actually know what this world is really like. Now, of course you can say that the world is beautiful and life is good, but you and I both understand that this is just because you are too strong, so strong that everyone needs to consider your feelings, so you see the beauty. "
"But haven't you seen the true face of this world?"
"When you were released to Qinggang by a generation of researchers, and then recruited by the Qinggang Special Clearance Department How was your life before?"
"Do you still need me to tell you?"
""
Listening to the old dean is like a sharp scalpel Still pointing to the essential issue, Lu Xin was slightly silent.
That was indeed a bad memory.
I had not learned to be lazy and fussy yet. Fish.
But I will still suddenly,Then lost his job.
I work for so long every day and am reluctant to spend it on myself, but the money I have saved is still not enough to feed and clothe the children in Hongyue Primary School. I am working hard, Teacher Xiaolu She was also working hard, but she also stumbled and was turned away by countless cold looks. She cried and said that those people were eating steaks worth hundreds of dollars, but I just wanted to add an egg to my child
That It's such a hopeless life that people don't dare to have a future.
"You live in Qinggang, and I have traveled to all corners of the world."
The voice of the old dean was even a little heavy at this moment, "So I I have seen more things than you."
"I saw the true background of this world, the greedy labor market, which treats people as cattle and sells them on chains; I saw the cruelty In a weird exhibition, they scalded the skin of a five-year-old child and wrapped it in a black dog robe; they saw half-clothed slaves digging soil with their hands in the farmland, their hands polished off the flesh and blood, and they used pale bones to Go dig up the frozen soil."
"I also saw the so-called new generation of doomsday nobles who were addicted to the aroma of black grass. They even took their superiority for granted. They never thought about it. They put all their energy into studying how to build a new civilization and order in this doomsday world and find ways to turn others into slaves for generations to come."
"Can we still not understand this world?"
"Then just look at what kind of ultimate has been born in this world"
"Paranoia, chaos, fear, Numbness, vanity, greed, silence, confusion, lust for power, stealing, nightmares, and"
"Anger and death"
""
Old Dean He said the conclusion coldly, "Ultimately, they are the representatives of this generation's civilization. They will not lie."
Lu Xin sat opposite the old dean and was silent for a long time.
In this empty room with only two people awake, the voice of the old dean seemed to echo for a long time and refused to disperse.
After a long time, Lu Xin nodded slightly and said, "I know, what you said is true."
"But I still"
< p>He paused for a moment and then said, "I believe there are beautiful things in this world.""Ha"
The old dean seemed to sneer faintly, and then he was just indifferent He looked at Lu Xin.
Lu Xin was also pondering, slowly thinking about his answer, "I have seen some of the things you mentioned."
"It is indeed difficult to enter the eyes. I have even seen more cruelty, but"
He thought carefully before speaking out
"I will not ignore these bad things, but also I can't deny those good things. I saw a man who had broken his leg and had difficulty moving, but still worked hard for a group of homeless children.Running around in this world with the same destiny. "
"I have seen people working hard to build high walls to resist the madmen outside the city. ”
“I’ve seen people risk themselves against mental monsters they didn’t even understand”
“I’ve seen people die but still remember own responsibility. ”
“I have seen that when despair comes, people who could have hidden behind the scenes stood in front of the stage”
“”
He said in one breath After saying so much, even the old dean seemed a little surprised and looked at him with a slight frown.
The expression of ridicule on his face was gone.
"So, I think. There are still many beautiful things in this world. "
Lu Xin looked at the old dean and expressed his conclusion, "They are just sleeping temporarily because people are too scared. The red moon incident is a disaster. It makes everyone too scared." I am afraid, so I hide my kindness and beauty. "
"So, the world is not desperate, it just needs to be awakened"
""
After hearing what he said, the old dean's eyes were already wet He narrowed his eyes and looked at Lu Xin as if he didn't recognize him. After a while, he suddenly shook his head slightly and said with a self-deprecating smile.
I knew you would turn into a human before, but I didn't expect that you would become the person you are now. "
""
"Because I have grown up"
Lu Xin followed the old dean's words and replied, "It is also because you are old. "
"Dean"
He hesitated slightly and called out this title in a strange way, and then continued, "In my eyes, you were once a The image of being unattainable. For a long time, yes, the period when the background of my life was still black as you said, all I remembered was the previous stories you told us, the civilization and order you talked about."
"In fact, before I knew you were alive, I always only remembered the good side of you"
""
Suddenly I heard Lu Xin say The old dean seemed slightly moved by this, and moved his body unnaturally.
"But now"
Lu Xin shook his head gently, "Even if you don't say that you have. I don’t think that way about what we did either. "
"It's obvious to you now"
He looked up at the old dean and said softly, "You are just a desperate old man. ”
“You are so desperate that you don’t want to believe that good people and bad people are actually the same people all the time.”
“You don’t want to believe that this world has a future, so I want to change back to the world I once had"
""
"You"
The old dean seemed to realize something from Lu Xin's calm voice. Suddenly became slightly nervous
He understood people and Lu Xin. When he heard what Lu Xin said, he suddenly understood why Lu Xin's anger disappeared. Why did he suddenly calm down at such a desperate time and even be able to discuss it with himself rationally?
Because he has already made a decision.
Only those who understand what to do and decide to do it will have such calmness and reason.
"Dean, you are right."
When the old dean began to get nervous, Lu Xin showed a relaxed smile and said< /p>
"Of course I won't kill them. I won't hurt these classmates. I will only do my best to protect them."
"But I also understand your plan. Will stop it."
He smiled and said, "Because I think this world is still worth saving and deserves to have a future."
"So"
He suddenly raised his head to look at the ceiling, and when he raised his eyes, the ceiling of the residential building suddenly disappeared. His eyes directly saw the dark red tentacles in the air where countless spiritual tentacles were hanging down. The tentacles and the depth are so deep that it is indescribable. Even just a glance makes people feel that they have entered a huge spiritual sea like the vast starry sky
Facing the unpredictable, unknowable and irresistible beginning, Lu Xin’s eyes Became determined.
“Isn’t your plan to sacrifice this world to the Prime, and then ask it to help you shape the civilization before the red moon?”
“Then I will become the Prime , and then refuse your sacrifice"
""
""
Boom
When Lu Xin said these words , even the old dean seemed to have exploded a nuclear bomb in the spiritual world.
He was calm and rational, but suddenly he panicked like a tremor and almost fell off his chair.
There seemed to be endless madness in his eyes, his pupils shrunk to a needle, and he stared at Lu Xin at this time, his voice trembled slightly, and he tried his best to stay calm, "Child , I said, that is not feasible, you can’t do it”
“The plan of a generation of researchers is essentially absurd, and there is no possibility of success at all”
"Initially it will submerge all consciousness, even you who have the only consciousness"
""
"It is still a bit challenging"
Lu Xinmian The old dean was frightened, but he just smiled and nodded, saying, "After all, it is a trial of God."
As he spoke, he drank the wine in the cup, because he took care of it. The image of this moment, so I drank very quickly and took a big mouthful. I suddenly felt the spicy taste in my mouth. I covered my mouth with my hand and coughed without trace. Then I looked at the old dean with a smile and said, "But, I believe I will definitely have a chance to win. After all, I have promised many people to help them"As a human being, you must always mean what you say. This is the rule. "
""
The palms of the old dean's hands were trembling, and the body made of spiritual power reacted instinctively like a real body.
He couldn't help but want to stand up and use his weak body to hold Lu Xin.
"By the way, Dean"
And he was there. When the dean's body was about to rush out, Lu Xin suddenly turned his head and smiled at him
"You are indeed a little behind compared to the genius researcher at the Lunar Eclipse Research Institute"
""
Hearing these words, the old dean felt as if he had been hit hard. He instinctively wanted to reach out and hold Lu Xin's hand, and fell down slumped.
There is endless confusion and pain on his face.
Different people may have different understandings when they see the expression on his face.
There was horror, frustration, and overwhelming sympathy.
"Child"
He used his last strength to say something to Lu Xin that had nothing to do with his plan.
"If you do this, not only will the probability of success be very, very small, but also it will be very sad."
"Even if you temporarily stop the initial attack, the sacrifice will not disappear. , just stopped temporarily. "
"You are using endless torture and your own life in exchange for a hope with a very low success rate."
""
Lu Xin Weiwei was silent, turned to look at the old dean, and saw a little but real distress in his eyes.
He suddenly felt relieved, nodded slightly, and said
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"Dean, you are really a good person when you show your weak side. "
""
After saying this, Lu Xin stood up easily, smiled, and walked forward with him.
< p>Everything in this residential building began to become distorted and chaotic, and the space overlapped layer by layer.Lu Xin walked up the invisible steps in this illusory and confusing space.
While walking, he slowly took off some things on his body
There were the red glasses he wore on his face, and the black glasses he usually held in his hands. In the bag, there was the mysterious playing card that sealed his mother's spiritual palace, and even a bank card that he had secretly hidden from others.
The bank card didn't work, so he took it back. Go and put it in your pocket.
Step by step, Lu Xin stepped on the invisible steps, raised his hand to disperse the endless hanging spiritual tentacles, and walked towards the beginning.
The red moon seemed to occupy half of the sky.
At this time, Lu Xin looked like he was about to walk into the red moon.
"He was ready to do it. What?"
In the black bag thrown down by Lu Xin, there was a skinless littleDogs and other little monsters, etc., all trembled out of the bag and looked up at Lu Xin helplessly. At the same time, as the ultimate sister, who replaced Lu Xin as a witness, there was also the distant Qinggang is using its own spiritual power to support the baby who initially struggled to protect the world.
There is also the roaring and desperate father, and everyone in Qinggang.
The gray-haired fire thief, in this abyss that blends with reality, is filled with endless weirdness
They felt something at the same time, and subconsciously turned their attention to the spiritual level. He looked at Lu Xin at this time.
Lu Xin stood in front of Hong Yue, paused for a moment, and looked back.
He saw Qinggang at this time. In the orphanage, Teacher Xiaolu was holding the children and hiding in the basement. He saw the dolls fighting against the original spiritual tentacles. He saw Chen Jing and Han Bing. , I saw Professor Bai, Mr. Su, Minister Shen, I saw Vice President Xiao, I saw the black-hearted aunt selling vegetables downstairs, I saw the gecko, Tiexui, the drunkard, the goddess and the red snake, the naughty child and the watchdog.
Beside me, there is No. 2 who hopes to escape the nightmare of God, No. 3 who wants to go home to guard his wife and children, No. 5 who wants to invest in the research and development of new drugs to make money, and some who want to put all this aside. No. 8, who was last full stop, and No. 12, who had been hiding for so long but could not escape and finally came back. No. 14, who had always been timid but was willing to accompany No. 12 in planning an assassination plan against the old dean.
The obedient Little Nineteen, and Little Seventeen who is not Little Seventeen, my sister
Dracula’s Doomsday Legion is in the north, where there are awesome Clockwork Orange and loyal Old Wang, Beautiful red shoes.
At Miss Bazooka's defense line, there are Xia Chong, who has finally been upgraded to a senior investigator, and his good friend Scalpel.
In this corner of the world, Gao Ting and Lao Zhou Xiaozhou are obliged to escort relief supplies in the wilderness
A small and well-behaved village outside the chaotic land
Too many, too many
"What's there to worry about?"
Lu Xin suddenly laughed, and his inner thinking became clearer than ever.
“There are indeed many dark and crazy people in this world, who have made the world scarred and exhausted.”
“Perhaps if this world had its own consciousness, it would When I became depressed and desperate under the gaze of the heavy red moon above my head, I thought that it would be better if such a tragic experience had never existed, if it was just a nightmare and disappeared when I woke up."
"However, I believe it still chooses to continue living, carrying this wound, towards a new future"
"Otherwise, why would he create so many beautiful and lovely people"
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"Tomorrow is always there, the shadow is only temporary"
""
Thinking this in his heart, Lu Xin glanced at the world with nostalgia, then turned around and left Entering the red moon.
Until the figure disappears in the light of the red moon,He always had a smile on his face.
"Brother"
A long and crying voice rang out in the altar of chaotic spiritual power, and my sister panicked to the extreme.
She is the person who knows Lu Xin best, and her brother is a coward
He is most afraid of loneliness. He will even cry when he sees no one at home when he goes home.
But this time, he threw down the black bag and left everyone.
He faced the beginning alone.