168. The dashing scumbag

Shen Youchu has never thought about this proposition - what would life be like if he had not met Chen Hansheng.

She had thought about what her future life would be like after meeting Chen Hansheng.

Very common and very simple.

When you are in college, study hard and help Chen Hansheng with work;

After graduation, see what Chen Hansheng has planned, and just follow it yourself.

In the future, getting married and having children, taking care of Chen Hansheng's parents, supporting her mother-in-law, and running a family were such simple and traditional concepts in her mind.

She did not have great ambitions and was unwilling to accept new ideas. However, she met a boy like Chen Hansheng who did not follow the rules, and the people and things around him.

Shen Youchu raised his head, and the freshman junior sister in front of him was like this.

"Sister, I actually like Chen Hansheng more deeply than you do, and I am willing to do anything for him."

Luo Xuan stared at Shen Youchu, then turned around after finishing speaking Leave 101.

Shen Youchu stood silently for a while. Just when he was about to continue cleaning, he felt his chest was tight again, his breathing seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't take a breath no matter what.

She squatted down slowly while holding the broom. It took a while before she felt better. She insisted on cleaning before locking the door and returning to the dormitory.

The next morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 as usual, carrying a rare bag in his hand, and Shen Youchu also bought him breakfast as usual.

"What's wrong with your complexion?"

Chen Hansheng suddenly asked, and Shen Youchu looked a little haggard.

"It's okay, the weather is too hot."

Shen Youchu said softly.

It is the end of summer recently. If it rains again, autumn will officially begin in Jianye.

"Spring is freezing and autumn is coming, so I can't change my clothes casually recently. At this time before, my mother used a stick to force me to wear long sleeves."

Chen Hansheng picked up the breakfast and But at this moment, he also showed his wrist.

In fact, with the scumbag's usual thoughtfulness, the wound on his wrist has been treated, and it would be difficult to spot it without careful observation, so he dared to walk in front of Shen Youchu struttingly.

Chen Hansheng knew that Luo Xuan had created a misunderstanding, and Shen Youchu noticed it, but she lowered her head and said nothing.

After Chen Hansheng finished eating, he raised the bag in his hand and said: "Today I am going to the New Century Electronics Factory. I have a project that I need to participate in."

"Yes."

Shen Youchu nodded, but just when Chen Hansheng was about to go out, Shen Youchu suddenly said from behind: "In the evening, shall we have dinner together?"

"In the evening?"

Chen Hansheng felt a little strange, but he had never done anything to feel sorry for Shen Youchu recently, so he replied frankly: "It's hard to say tonight, this project is very important, and I might have to stay up all night. I'll eat after I get back from work."Bar. "

Shen Youchu said "Hmm", and she sent Chen Hansheng to the door. Looking at his leaving figure, she rubbed her chest and sat back on the chair to rest.

Chen Hansheng went to the new Century Electronics Factory participated in the initial seminar of the MP3 project. He participated in the recording as an office administrator, synthesized the opinions of all parties at the meeting, and finally came to an intentional conclusion.

An ordinary administrative employee in this job. It can't be done because there is no way to fully understand Zheng Guanti's intention, so it must be completed by Chen Hansheng, the "male best friend". In addition, he is also the initiator of the MP3 project.

This kind of large factory with 1,000 people will set up a new department or carry out the project. Demonstration often takes a long time.

It often takes a two-hour meeting, a 15-minute break, another two-hour meeting, preparation for dinner, and another two-hour meeting after dinner. Rest for 15 minutes, and so on, and repeat.

Fortunately, Chen Hansheng was mentally prepared. He knew that 200,000 yuan would not be easy to get, and this was also a learning process, so There was no burden in doing it, but Zheng Guanti felt a little guilty.

“I’m so sorry, you were so busy from morning to night that you almost forgot that you were a college student. ”

Chen Hansheng smiled: “If it weren’t for the fact that there are often class or student union affairs that need to be dealt with, I would have almost forgotten about it myself. ”

At around 11 o’clock in the evening, the New Century Electronics Factory’s first demonstration meeting finally reached an intentional decision, allocating all resources in the factory to establish a new department, and inviting bids for manufacturers to produce MP3 monitors.

MP3 is mainly composed of a central processing unit, a display, and a memory card. New Century Electronics Factory focuses on the research and development of the core central processing unit. The display business is provided through bidding partners. There are several local electronic display companies in Jianye .

“I’ll ask the factory driver to take you back. ”

Zheng Guanti was very satisfied with Chen Hansheng’s efforts today. Although he didn’t say anything, he summarized his opinions very well, which shows that Chen Hansheng has a deep overall understanding of the project.

"Thank you, Mr. Zheng. I'll come back tomorrow. ”

Chen Hansheng was not polite. It was inconvenient to take a taxi so late, so he asked the factory driver to take him back to school.

When he arrived at the entrance of the Finance Academy, the driver turned his head Said: "Secretary Chen, here we are. "

Chen Hansheng was thinking about something. He grinned when he heard the title. What is the secretary doing if you have something to do?

After sleeping, it was dawn again. In the morning, Chen Hansheng carried his bag again and came to 101. He found Shen Youchu Lying on the table

“Are you uncomfortable? "Chen Hansheng came over quickly.

Shen Youchu raised his head, and his rosy face was slightly pale, and his whole person had a sense of powerlessness.

"It's okay, you have breakfast first. . ”

Shen Youchu raised his head and took out breakfast from his bag.

Chen Hansheng touched Shen Youchu’s forehead, which was hot as iffever.

"Let's go to the hospital."

Chen Hansheng made a quick decision and immediately took Shen Youchu to Jiangling District Maternal and Child Health Hospital.

Chen Hansheng asked about Shen Youchu’s symptoms in detail along the way. In addition to fever, there were also a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, anorexia, insomnia, weakness and so on.

These seemed to have no special symptoms, so Chen Hansheng registered as a specialist in internal medicine.

Although the registration fee for a female internal medicine specialist in her 50s is relatively expensive, her attitude is not very good.

After hearing about Shen Youchu's situation, she directly placed an order and said: "Let's do an X-ray first to rule out organic disease."

Chen Hansheng was shocked: " If it’s so serious, do you still need X-rays?”

The female expert raised her eyelids and glanced at him: “I already said it was ruled out. If there are no organic lesions in the chest and lungs, that would definitely be the best. "

Chen Hansheng nodded and said nothing. What the female expert said made sense.

There are many patients queuing up in the radiology department. They are noisy and noisy. Some people are talking loudly on the phone, some are sitting numbly on cold stainless steel chairs, and some are running back and forth on the stairs.

Hospital, this is a place where hope and disappointment coexist at the same time.

Shen Youchu looked at the room full of people. She was a little scared. She turned her head and looked at Chen Hansheng: "I feel much better. Is it okay to go back to school? You have to go out too."

Perhaps because of being in the hospital, the "hug" gesture was very warm. Although Shen Youchu was also very shy, he gently lowered his head on Chen Hansheng's. On your shoulders, close your eyes and listen to your heartbeat.

Generally, there are two copies of X-ray results, one is the report form, and the other is the black-and-white film. Some people wait here just to get the black-and-white film, plus there is a steady stream of new patients coming in. That's why it seems crowded.

Two female doctors were doing the X-rays. They were young and impatient. They shouted in a high-pitched voice: "After the photo is taken, you go to the right window to get the report. The registered doctor has read it." No problem, come back and get the film, because the film time is a little slower."

"Also, be careful not to jump in line, because there is no name on the film, so be careful of confusion."

However, the environment was too noisy and not many people heard the doctor's instructions. The female doctor did not want to repeat it a second time and arranged for people to enter the shielding room.

Chen Hansheng checked the time and said to Shen Youchu: "I'll get the report in a moment and ask the registration expert to take a look at it. You wait here for the film and stagger the actions to save time."

Saving time is one thing, and on the other hand, he wants to know the results as soon as possible.

Soon, Shen Youchu’s report sheet came out of the window, and he heard the words “Shen Youchu"When the name was mentioned, Chen Hansheng's heart actually shrank rapidly. He took a deep breath and walked over to get the report.

As soon as he received the report, Chen Hansheng's first reaction was to glance down until he saw the inspection results. When he saw the words "No abnormality in the lungs" in the column, he felt his heart drop again.

Chen Hansheng felt a little funny when he thought about it. He turned to look at Shen Youchu. She was still obedient. There were many people waiting in line to pick up the black and white film. Shen Youchu looked a little naive and silly with his head lowered.

Chen Hansheng smiled softly and held it. Ask the internal medicine expert for the report.

“There is no organic disease. This chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time. ”

The female expert still has a few brushes, and she quickly analyzed it: “The first is that she has been under too much pressure recently, fever and anorexia are all complications. She can try to change her species. environmental life. "

Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed: "She is still a college student. Unless she rents a house outside, how can she change her environment? "

The female doctor shook her head and said: "Changing the environment does not necessarily mean changing the living environment. Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of changing the environment. "

Chen Hansheng remained silent.

"In addition. "

The female doctor continued: "There is another reason. Your girlfriend has a very good figure. I suggest that the underwear be tailor-made in a lingerie store, because the underwear currently on the market may not fit perfectly. The tightness may also be a reason.

Chen Hansheng was relieved, stuffed the report sheet into his bag and left.

In fact, the external cause is easy to solve, it is nothing more than spending money to customize it; however, the internal cause is Chen Hansheng himself, which is a bit difficult to solve.

Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he could not explain the two reasons directly. He just explained vaguely: "Don't worry, there is no big problem. I will go to the factory over there first."

Shen Youchu nodded. Just as she was lining up alone, a middle-aged woman carrying a bag walked over diagonally, holding a child in her arms and holding a report sheet in her hand, with a very anxious face.

Middle-aged women asked one by one: "I'm sorry, can I join the queue? The doctor said there are some problems with my report and asked me to get the film for her to take a closer look because she had to get off work at noon. ."

No one in front of her paid attention. When the middle-aged woman walked up to Shen Youchu, her eyes were filled with anticipation. Shen Youchu didn't say anything and moved back a little to make way for her.

"Thank you, thank you."

The middle-aged woman thanked her hurriedly, but the person behind her was unhappy: "College student, if you want to be a good person, then you must give up completely. Come out, stand at the end and line up again, we all have something to do."

Shen Youchu did not argue, and stood at the end of the line with his head lowered.

However, the order of taking the reports was all set. Shen Youchu’s kindness caused all the X-ray films of several people including himself to be messed up, soWhen she was in line, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen Youchu into the room.

"Are you here alone?"

The female doctor asked seriously.

Shen Youchu was a little at a loss: "My boyfriend is here too."

"Where are the others?"

"Let's go."

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"Where is your examination report?"

"It's not with me either."

The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly: "Then you are now What are the symptoms?"

"Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness"

Shen Youchu replied, her heart beating suddenly.

"That's it, the symptoms are about the same."

The female doctor nodded: "Although I can't see your report sheet, the film shows that you have begun to spread."

Shen Youchu was too confused to hear what the doctor said later. There was only one impression in her mind - the spread of cancer cells.

"...In this case, we recommend that you be hospitalized for further examination..."

Finally, the doctor concluded like this.

"I have cancer. What will happen to my mother-in-law, what to do to my sister, and him."

Shen Youchu's head seemed to be empty, and he slowly walked to the lobby of the hospital, and the ambulance pulled Stopping at the door with a piercing siren, doctors and nurses hurriedly carried the patient on a stretcher and rushed to the emergency room, shouting: "Make way, please don't block the way."

Then immediately A large number of people came in. Shen Youchu stood in the middle of the crowd and suddenly felt as if he was transparent.

The sun was shining at noon, and the white sunlight penetrated the leaves of the sycamore tree, leaving a round spot on the ground. Shen Youchu walked outside the hospital, and her legs suddenly lost strength. She slowly sat down On the nearby curb.

Looking at the cars rushing back and forth, the steaming duck-blood vermicelli at the food stalls, and the pedestrians passing by in a hurry, Shen Youchu breathed in the hot air, and she felt like her soul had returned. come over.

"Does all this have nothing to do with me?"

Shen Youchu was trying to convince himself to accept this fact, when he suddenly felt a little salty in his mouth, and he didn't know when the tears would fall. .

She picked up her PHS phone and pressed the call button to receive Chen Hansheng's cell phone immediately, because only his cell phone number was stored here.

But at this moment, she suddenly remembered those Korean dramas Hu Linyu watched a while ago.

"Youchu, if I get leukemia like the heroine of "Blue Life and Death", I will find a place with the most beautiful scenery and die quietly."

"Why not What about talking to your parents?"

"I don't want them to be sad, anyway, these diseases cannot be cured."

Hu Lin said plausibly: "You can't tell your lover either. , because this will drag them down and find a legitimateReasons for breaking up, after all, when everyone is powerless, it is really cruel..."

"Justifiable reasons. "

Shen Youchu thought silently.

At noon, the radiology doctor came back from dinner. After checking the information, he suddenly said: "Oh no, someone took the wrong film this morning. Shen Youchu The report is still here. "

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At around 7 o'clock in the evening, Chen Hansheng, who had been in meetings all day, finally walked out of the office and looked up: "It's raining." "

"Yes, the first autumn rain. "

Zheng Guanti followed and walked over: "Want to stay for dinner tonight? ”

Chen Hansheng waved his hand: “I can’t eat it at all, my head is full of numbers.” ”

Zheng Guanti didn’t force himself. Chen Hansheng had put in a lot of effort in the past two days, and the results were obvious. The 200,000 yuan was really worth it.

The driver in the factory drove the car over on his own initiative, and Chen Hansheng Say goodbye and leave.

The continuous high-intensity work made Chen Hansheng seem to have returned to his previous busy life, a little irritable and a little tired, but thinking about seeing Shen Youchu soon, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt hopeful. < /p>

"Boom. ”

A loud thunder woke Chen Hansheng up. The car was almost at the school gate. The driver wanted to take him in. Chen Hansheng refused. He asked the driver to drive back directly.

He jogged all the way. When we arrived at 101, Shen Youchu was indeed inside.

For some reason, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt something was wrong. After turning around, he discovered that 101 had been completely cleaned, and even the pots had been wiped.

“What are you doing cleaning on a rainy day?

Chen Hansheng said disapprovingly: "Anyway, we will be stepped on again. Have you had dinner?" "

"Eat. "

Shen Youchu raised his head and moved his mouth, but hesitated to say what he wanted to say.

Chen Hansheng was very observant. While wiping his hair with a towel, he said: "Don't hesitate. Yes, tell me what you have to say. ”

“I, let’s break up. "

Shen Youchu said suddenly, his voice was like a candle in the wind, without any power.

"Kacha"

A flash of lightning flashed, followed by a sound from the horizon. The low muffled thunder shook faintly.

“What? ”

Chen Hansheng is 100% sure that he heard it wrong.

Break up?

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, clenched his fists hard, and pressed his toes The corner of the table, so that there was some support, repeated again: “Let’s break up. "

Chen Hansheng finally heard clearly. He threw the towel on the table with a bang and stared at Shen Youchu: "Did you take the wrong medicine tonight? "

In fact, Shen Youchu was extremely scared. She not only had to bear her own panic, but also faced Chen Hansheng's confusion, so she nervously grabbed the corner of the table.

"Let's break up. , okay?"

Shen Youchu couldn't hold it any longer and let his tears fall, one drop at a time along his chin and into the cracks in the floor.

Chen Hansheng calmed down: "Can you tell me the reason? ”

“The teeth marks on your wrist.

Shen Youchu raised his head, tears already covering his whole face: "It was bitten by a girl, and the girl in isolation. Whenever I think of these things, I will worry in my heart." "

"What are you worried about? "

Chen Hansheng asked with a cold face.

"I'm worried that you will leave me. "

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng and said pleadingly: "Please, can you let me live alone?" "

Looking at Shen Youchu like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor said: "Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of change of environment. "

He walked over and wiped Shen Youchu's tears while saying: "You didn't leave me even when such a big problem happened during the quarantine. You will never leave me now because of the tooth marks on your wrist. "

Chen Hansheng knows Shen Youchu very well. After all, he firmly takes the initiative in this relationship: "The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding. There must be a reason for your nonsense this time. It should also be a misunderstanding. Can you tell me? ”

Shen Youchu actually wanted to tell Chen Hansheng, but as Hu Linyu said, this is a disease that lovers can’t do anything about.

So she didn’t speak, just cried and shook her head. .

At this time, the door of 101 was suddenly pushed open. Shang Yanyan closed the umbrella while entering: "It's raining really hard outside, I'm taking shelter here..."

She was stunned when she raised her head. She did not expect to see such a scene.

Shen Youchu was not used to crying in front of others, so she stood up and walked to the door, turning her head and looking deeply. A glance at Chen Hansheng.

This look was filled with dependence, reluctance, sweetness, and grievance, but in the end it was transformed into a sentence: "You have to be good. "

After Shen Youchu finished speaking, he rushed into the rain, and the figure looked small and lonely in the rain.

"Do you want to go..."

Just when Shang Yanyan was about to speak, she saw Chen Hansheng jumping out and chasing after her.

"Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu broke up? ”

This message filled Shang Yanyan’s mind. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but she gritted her teeth and suddenly took off her high heels, held them in her hand, and followed with her bare feet. .

Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the door of the dormitory. He shouted loudly from behind: "If you have any problems, we will definitely solve them if you tell them. But if you walk away like this, I am not around." A place where you can come when you want and leave when you want. "

"If you leave this time, don't even think about coming back next time! ”

Shen Youchu paused for a moment, but still rushed into the girls’ dormitory without looking back. At the corner of the stairs, Shen YouchuChu couldn't bear it anymore, squatted on the steps and hugged his knees, crying helplessly.

"I really want to have a next time, Chen Hansheng."

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Seeing Shen Youchu leave like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt a little confused In a daze, he let the rain wash over him.

"Kick, kick, kick"

Shang Yanyan also chased after her. When she saw Chen Hansheng standing alone downstairs in the girls' dormitory, she suddenly understood something.

She pulled Chen Hansheng to the corridor of the small garden, and then Chen Hansheng realized what he was doing.

He took out his cigarette and wanted to smoke it, but the rainwater soaked the cigarette and it hung softly beside his mouth. When Chen Hansheng got angry, he crushed the cigarette into the palm of his hand, and the tobacco leaves were all over his hands.

Shang Yanyan suddenly felt distressed. This was Chen Hansheng, a scornful and mature bastard. When had he ever looked like this?

She hugged Chen Hansheng from behind, pressed her body tightly against his back, and comforted her: "If you want to cry, just cry, I'm still by your side."

"What's the matter with you, stinky sister?"

Chen Hansheng violently broke away from Shang Yanyan's arms, and the water from his hair kept dripping on his face: "Why are I crying? From today on, I am a single scumbag again, so I should celebrate!”

On that night, Chen Hansheng, who was always in good health, had a fever of 40 degrees.

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