I sat in front of the computer for a long time, writing, deleting, and still not satisfied.
I have been struggling until now to apply for leave. In fact, I really don’t want to ask for leave because I have asked for leave a lot this month.
In fact, regular readers know that I will not take leave unless absolutely necessary. After all, Long is a full-time author.
But it probably started a while ago, and I seem to have some mental and physical problems. I can't sleep at night, I feel dizzy during the day, and my brain always seems to be filled with half a bottle of paste.
I updated 4k words yesterday, then I went to bed, slept for three hours, woke up again, got up and wrote the chapter I made up in the morning, and then I am still confused until now.
Everyone has given me a lot of support this month, with a lot of votes, rewards and book reviews. I really want to write as much as possible to repay everyone;
But I really can’t write anymore today, and I blame myself very much.
I plan to go to the hospital for a check-up in the next two days.
I can only say sorry to everyone tonight.