"Qin Linye, I really don't want to kill you."
Scenes of scenes flowed through Qin Xiaosu's or Qin Xiaoyu's mind.
These scenes include the scene where she almost killed Qin Linye not long ago, and the life-and-death showdown between her and him who knows how many years ago.
"But, I have no choice."
She opened her eyes.
She wanted to fall asleep to restore herself, but the thoughts in her spiritual world kept coming and going, making it difficult for her to fall asleep for a long time.
Especially the scene where Qin Linye wanted to stop her with the determination to die together, but suddenly let go at the last moment and allowed her to kill him...
It is even more disturbing. Her thoughts, which had been calm and empty for who knows how many years, were rippled.
Maybe...
The reason why she suddenly held back her hand when she was about to kill Qin Linye was also for this reason.
Sorry.
His shadow will always remain in my heart.
It’s just...
One thing even she had to admit was that she could no longer forget him.
"Qin Linye, why are you still haunting me?"
She murmured to herself, full of sadness.
She lowered her head and looked down at the long river of time flowing forward quietly.
And she is entrenched at the end of the long river of time and space, summarizing and converging parallel universes and parallel time and space.
It’s just...
She has been in this state for who knows how many years.
Nothing in this world remains static!
The only constant is change!
She thought she could determine all variables and make all variables unique. However, over the years, the number of parallel universes and parallel time-spaces that she constantly summarized has not only not decreased, but has increased in number.
What seemed to be a desperate fact before her - she would never reach the ultimate state.
She sacrificed everything for the ultimate state.
Sit back and watch the death of his parents and relatives, sit back and watch the death of his beloved, and even kill him with his own hands, which made him terrified.
But the result is now...
The truth cruelly points to an almost unreachable realm.
It seemed that everything she had done and paid was in vain, and the pain, loneliness, and emptiness she endured were completely meaningless.
Suddenly, Qin Xiaosu’s experiences and memories emerged in her mind.
My childhood sweetheart.
Brother and sister depend on each other for life.
Every little thing in daily life.
The noise in life.
You quarrel with me, I will quarrel with you.
When you bully me, I let you bully me, and when I bully you, you also let me...
There is laughter and laughter on one side,On the other side is a road that has never been completed even though I have devoted my whole life to it. It seems...
It will never be finished.
"What is the meaning of life...? The ultimate?"
She couldn't think about this question herself.
Involuntarily, he thought of Qin Linye and all the experiences and details of Qin Linye's short two thousand years of life.
His whole life, it seems...
He has been fighting to guard Xuanhuang Star.
Although in her opinion, his so-called struggles have no meaning at all. It seems that without him, Xuanhuang Star's future will not change much, but he still spares no effort to devote himself to it. All efforts, maintenance, struggle...
Until everything is given.
For Xuanhuang Star, I will give everything.
In other words, for the family on Xuanhuang Star, for her Qin Xiaosu, for Lin Yaoyao, for everyone who loves him and who he loves, he gives everything.
Until death.
After a long time, her thinking calmed down a little.
She thought of him who had stopped him from entering the ultimate path at all costs.
And in the end, when they were about to die together, he chose to be merciful and died in her hands.
"The meaning of life is to give..."
She murmured to herself, and after a long time, she shook her head again.
"No!"
She recalled the wonderful moments of her reincarnation in just two thousand years, and then recalled the billions of years since she stepped onto the ultimate path. Emptiness, pain, melancholy...
Faintly, there seems to be enlightenment.
At this moment, she seemed to see the true meaning of life.
"The meaning of life... is entanglement..."
She raised her head and looked through the long river of time towards the Guixu Universe.
Entanglement.
Just like in this world, there are men and women, yin and yang, positive and negative, birth and destruction.
The two opposing concepts are constantly entangled, intertwined, and changing, and finally create a wonderful and brilliant life.
No single individual has its own meaning.
Because when he is reduced to aloneness, to eternal one, he will lose all meaning.
Only when there are two individuals, can there be changes and differences, the meaning of life will be born, and the world will be rich and colorful in this eternal change.
After realizing this, the empty and dead world in front of her seemed to suddenly come to life, embellished with brilliant and bright colors.
She looked up and immediately "saw" Qin Linye emerging from the ruined world. He seemed to be searching and struggling in the endless universe, trying to swim out of this long river of time and start again. Return to this universe.
Seeing this scene, she was startled for a moment, and then she seemed to think of something.
"You...it's still you..."
She said.
Then, I watched Qin Linye quietly swimming in the long river of time, struggling, looking for a way home.
This kind of constant struggle and hard work...
"It's quite cute."
She smiled slightly.
But as she watched, she fell silent again.
This kind of cuteness and this kind of struggle originate from his heart.
It stems from his entanglement with the person or thing he wants to need.
He wants to return to this universe, wants to see the people he wants to see, and wants to see the things he wants to see...
And these...
But the entanglement, these linkages, do not belong to her.
Her him had passed away a long time ago and died in her hands.
Just to prevent her from falling into this situation.
After reading this, her heart was filled with melancholy again.
Fortunately...
She once again set her sights on Qin Linye in the long river of time.
"He" became him - Qin Linye, and she also became Qin Xiaosu.
How will things develop next?
Qin Linye kept ups and downs in the long river of time, and finally found the main universe from the long river of time, and stood in front of her again, but in the end, there was still only death waiting for him.
Even if there are traces of "him" on his body, he still cannot be her opponent.
"Do I really want to do that?"
She said to herself.
In her mind, it had been dusty for countless years. She even thought she had forgotten it, and memories that she didn’t want to recall suddenly emerged one after another.
Obviously the quantum immortality method she practiced was passed down to her by Qin Linye, but he knew that she wanted to be strong and was willing to let her become the top talent of the Cangyu Empire, while he kept a low profile and hid behind the scenes. .
The same is true in Wuji Tianzong.
He was like a gentle and warm-hearted big brother, taking care of her and helping her, making her the only saint of Wuji Tianzong.
His achievements have never been inferior to hers.
But he has always lowered his sense of existence, leaving him almost no resounding name in the universe.
Everything is done to fulfill her and indulge her.
Let her brilliance shine in the starry sky.
Even in the final battle, he looked like he wanted to die together with her, but in the end...
He still held back and died in front of her. 's subordinates.
"Brother..."
She looked at Qin Linye, who was constantly traveling in the long river of time, trying to find a way home, and her eyes gradually became misty: "You are really a ...Idiot..."
Her eyes looked forward.
TimeThe long river is still vast and endless, and we don’t know when it will truly end.
Even if she really reaches the end of time and space, summarizes and combines all parallel time and space and parallel universes into one, and achieves eternal oneness, is that really the life she wants?
Her eyes fell on Qin Linye again.
The more I look at it...
The more I think Qin Linye looks more like "him".
The firepower is passed down from generation to generation.
Nothing better than this.
"You are still you, but you are not you anymore. The person you need to find is me, not me, but...Qin Xiaosu..."
The information about "Qin Linye" in her mind became more and more detailed and clear.
The scenes in the past that she thought she had forgotten are still vivid in her mind.
“Thank you for your dedication and sacrifice for me. Your sacrifice has left an eternal landmark in my heart. I will never forget it. I cherish it all and long for it even more, because All this allowed me to find another meaning of life."
She looked at Qin Linye and felt the thoughts constantly emerging in her heart.
He and her, Qin Linye and Qin Xiaosu.
This scene is so similar.
It seems to be destined to something.
Witnessing something.
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“You have always let me, indulged me, and pampered me. I have become accustomed to your pampering and taken it for granted. Therefore, when the two of us had a dispute, In one moment, my reaction will be so violent, and when we two fight, I will be merciless, so that I will eventually kill you..."
The next moment, those who have been her The suppressed and almost obliterated humanity of Qin Xiaosu began to revive.
The part that belonged to her gradually dissipated when Qin Xiaosu recovered.
“People who truly support, depend on and love each other should be equal and respectful, rather than one party doting on the other without limit. In the past, it was you who let me, now it’s my turn to let you. Once, I will indulge you once, pamper you once..."
She turned her head, and at the moment when her true spirit was about to disappear, she once again looked at the person who was still looking for a way back to the main universe in the long river of time and space. Qin Linye.
Then...
The true body entrenched at the end of the long river of time trembled slightly. It seemed that it could no longer carry the induction and convergence of endless parallel universes and parallel time and space, and it just collapsed. , turned into thousands of streams of light, like a golden storm, sweeping across, pulling Qin Linye out of the long river of time, and projecting it straight into the main universe that gave birth to him.
"Now, I don't owe you anything..."