Pain, pain, pain...
Clear and real pain came from the left arm.
This kind of pain is completely different from the light 'pain' in previous dreams.
Xu Qiji recalled the scenes in his past dreams - he occasionally dreamed of being chased. In the dream, the pursuer fired several shots from behind, hitting him many times. A transparent gun hole.
After being shot in the dream, although I felt something like 'pain', that kind of 'pain' was light, false, and rootless.
It is said to be pain, but in fact there is no nerve pain at all. The 'pain' is just a setting, and the brain will not feedback the real feeling of being 'shot'.
But now, as long as he twists his right hand harder, his left hand will hurt!
The harder you twist it, the more severe the pain will be in the brachioradialis muscle of your left hand.
Xu Qiji almost cried out of her eyes.
——Maybe he is one of the rare ruthless people who can make him cry?
【Not a dream? ]
Xu Qiji slowly loosened his fingers and gently blew on the red brachioradialis on his left hand.
The burning pain, redness and swelling are the brachioradialis muscles silently rebuking their master for being ruthless, cruel and unreasonable.
This painful feedback impacts the brain, forcing the brain to accept the reality.
[This kind of pain cannot be a dream. 】
If this is not a dream, then what is going on with me?
Really lost your memory?
Xu Qiji looked up at the ceiling and began to be in a daze.
I was stunned for more than an hour.
During this period, he vaguely heard the sound of his wife busy in the kitchen. After a long time, he heard the sound of her going out and locking the door.
More than an hour later, the hunger in his belly summoned Xu Qiji back from his daze.
He sat up from the bed.
During this hour, his brain was constantly going through the process of [accepting reality, shutting down, restarting, and accepting reality].
Using this almost violent method, Xu Qiji tried hard to calm down his mentality, and first reluctantly accepted the fact that he would "cut off the movie until three years later".
Xu Qiji is not the kind of person who likes to escape reality.
He is positive and optimistic by nature.
When he encounters a problem, he will find a way to solve the problem instead of solving the person who raised the problem.
The fragmentation has already happened, so any pretentious thoughts are unnecessary.
There is no point in blaming others.
——Besides, from the current point of view, his living situation in three years will be very good, and there is nothing to complain about.
Now, what he has to do is to accept the reality and think about why he was "fragmented" when he has the opportunity to find out the reason.
If there is a chance, find a way to recover the memories within 'three years'.
AtIn the era of big data information, three years of information is extremely precious.
In the worst case scenario, if there is no possibility of recovering the memory, then he has to re-acquire the general events of the past three years, and not let the blank space of these three years affect his future life.
People always have to look forward.
......
Maybe it was because his body became stronger and his heart was strengthened after three years. A big heart can accept things and has a large capacity.
After thinking about it, Xu Qiji got up from the bed, took off the clothes on the hangers and put them on using unfamiliar and accustomed techniques.
【Since it is not a dream, there are some things that you must pay attention to. ] He began to think about some details.
First, he had to 'remember' his wife's name through external means.
You must not reveal your secrets on this point.
If a man can't even remember his wife's name, he is likely to die.
Also, we need to understand what his job is and how he makes money to support his family.
Next, he has to support his family, and eating soft food is not something he considers.
——This may be the reason why Xu Qiji conceived the story of "Xu Qiji's Life" before the film was cut off. He began to list in his mind some of the details and aspects that need attention in life, and even more... A list.
"If you want to know her name..." Xu Qiji took out his phone and pulled out a long address book.
There should be her number and name on it, right?
The first time he opened the address book, he found his ‘wife’s’ number.
Because in the first row of the address book, there are several top numbers.
Wife, dad, mom...
Xu Qiji reached out and rubbed his temples while brushing his teeth. The buzzing sound of the electric toothbrush made his head buzz like a resonance. stand up.
Well, it’s concise and clear, and I recognized my wife’s number at a glance.
But no name is marked.
"Really, can't I mark my wife's name?" Xu Qiji looked at the mirror and said distressedly.
Men, be sure to note your wife’s name on your mobile phone, so that if you lose your memory one day, you won’t be afraid of not being able to remember your wife’s name.
Never trust your own memory... A good memory is not as good as a bad writing.
The address book continues to scroll, and there are many familiar names on it, such as dormitory friends in college, good classmates in the same class, and relatives at home.
There are also some unfamiliar numbers, which should be people added during the "Three Years of Amnesia".
After swiping, Xu Qiji also found the number of ‘Comic Editor Mai Sui’. After clicking on it, he found that this number had a high frequency of calls with him.
And it was mostly the other party who called him.
"..." Xu Qiji's brushing movements froze again.
Comic editor?
"Three years after the break, will my job be to draw comics? But this is not what I studied in college." Xu Qiji felt that his Tianling Gai was faintly heating up again, and he felt like he was about to boil. The impact of brain vapor is a sign of rising up.
Although after graduating from college, most students do not rely on their majors in school to make a living...but his major is very different from painting.
He studied finance...
He knows nothing about 'drawing comics'. He can only draw simple cats, dogs, and pigs. .
If he really relies on this industry to support his family and make a living...then he's done for.
[Perhaps I can consider moving bricks at the construction site? 】
Xu Qiji gently clenched his fists and looked at his muscular arms - he thought he had gained weight after sleeping, but in fact this was him three years after the episode, and he was stronger. Quite a few.
With this level of strength, it should be no problem to move bricks?
Xu Qiji seriously considered the feasibility of this plan.
......
He washed, changed, and then ate breakfast while scrolling through his cell phone.
Xu Qiji used the information on his mobile phone to improve his "three years of fragmentation" bit by bit.
At this time, there are a lot of unread messages on the chat software on the mobile phone.
Most of the unread messages come from some groups.
For example, everyone may have the 'loving family' on their mobile phones, and his own small group of 'Old Xu's family'.
In addition, he also pinned a small group of "Six Musketeers of Chengjiang University", which included members of his university dormitory, Gao Cuan, Zhang Ping, Yang Yue, Su Qiqi, and Zhang Banpo.
The small group has always been lively.
Seeing that the six friends who were still sleeping in the same dormitory last night were now scattered all over the world, Xu Qiji felt complicated.
He opened the chat box of the small group, thought for a while, and entered a message: "Brothers, do you believe in time travel?"
"Pfft~ Lao Xu, you are getting married. It’s only been a few years, but you still want to travel through time? Do you want to return to the single life?” Zhang Ping replied with a smile.
"Time travel?" Yang Yue also asked jokingly: "Hahaha, Old Xu, do you believe in cultivating immortals?"
Xu Qiji: "..."
Okay, time travel sounds a bit too mysterious.
Why don’t we just talk about the more realistic topic of ‘three years of amnesia’?