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Chapter 1203: Song in return

The appearance of the child makes the dean become conflicted and divided. He always explores issues related to death, but rarely thinks about what life is.

No matter where a person goes, he is heading towards death, so the dean previously believed that measuring the length of death can clarify the meaning of life.

The special growth environment made him a monster, and the curse had penetrated into every nerve and blood vessel of his. But even so, when he faced his own child, his ugliness was full of Scar's heart was still beating violently.

Whenever he sees his child, two voices always appear in his mind.

A voice told him that the child was a gift from death.

Another voice is saying that children are the continuation of life.

The dean could not convince himself. The quarrel in his mind was getting louder and louder, which had seriously affected his disguise.

Having tasted the benefits of wearing human skin, the dean no longer wanted to be regarded as a monster. He tried his best to hide his illness. As a result, he became more and more divided.

He couldn't reconcile it, not just about his children. No matter what he thought about, opposing thoughts began to appear in his mind.

For example, on the issue of how to treat himself, a voice told him that he should receive treatment and admit that he was a patient and a monster in other people's mouths.

Another voice is urging him to kill his children and resolve the differences at the root.

The dean's behavior became increasingly weird. During the day, he wore a white coat to treat painful and desperate people. After returning home at night, he would put on a hospital gown and lock himself in the room, facing the patient. The mirror speaks.

Gradually, his wife discovered something was wrong, and at this time the most contradictory point appeared.

The human voice in his head told him that the best way to deal with it now was to confess to his family, admit that he was sick, and actively seek treatment, but the potential cost of doing so was to destroy his current home.

He knew his wife very well, and he knew that what his wife liked was a doctor who was personable, well-known in the industry, and had a bright future. Once you admit that you are sick, your career and family may be ruined.

Another voice in the dean's mind kept tempting him, telling him not to care about what those monsters thought. This was a sick world, and he just needed to hide himself as before. If humanity makes him feel confused and miserable, then just wipe out the last vestige of humanity.

If you want to be a human being, everything you gain now may be lost.

Continue to be a monster, but you can have happiness and joy.

The dean did not make a choice, and his soul became more and more antagonistic, until one day, the seeds of the curse took root and sprouted, and a black flower bloomed in his heart.

That night he had a dream. He dreamed that he was lying on the bed wearing a hospital gown, and there was a version of himself in a white coat standing in front of the bedroom mirror.

With the same face, one is a patient and the other is a doctor.

The dean in a hospital gown represents the remaining humanity and reason, while the dean standing in front of the mirror is completely swallowed up by curses and malice.

Good and evil have nothing to do with strength and weakness. In dreams, patients representing human nature are being treated by doctors full of malice and curses.

The most tragic thing is that as humanity is "healed" bit by bit, malice will completely occupy the dean's body.

The dean kept having the same dream over and over again.

The mental separation became more and more serious, and slowly, his soul was torn in half.

The dean couldn’t tell the difference between dreams and reality. He didn’t know whether he was lying on the bed in reality or the bed in the dream. Anyway, he could always see the man in the white coat. , the malicious self.

Gradually, he began to wonder if there was another version of himself in reality

From thinking, realizing soul and body, the dean found that he seemed to have split into two people. .

These two people are both him, but they are completely opposite.

One is evil, the other is good; one has committed a heinous crime, and the other is constantly punishing himself with guilt; one is full of despair and thinks that he is the god of this sick world, and the other is eager for happiness and wants to be ordinary. people.

The dean in the white coat, which represents the curse, imprisoned the dean in the hospital gown, which represents humanity, in a nightmare. He did not eliminate his own humanity, but completely stripped it away.

The dean in the white coat, who was left with only negative emotions and malice, completely turned into a monster in human skin.

The evil thoughts in the body are no longer restrained, the cursed flower blooms in the heart, and black mist floats away.

The dean in the white coat did not know what the black mist represented. It was also the first time for him to see the black mist full of despair and death in the human world.

Without the restraints of humanity, the dean in the white coat's daily behavior has no flaws at all. He is a devil disguised as a human.

He is obviously made of malice and curses, but he has made himself the embodiment of humanity and reason.

Patients who don’t know the truth think he is a benevolent doctor, colleagues think he is a good leader, and his wife thinks he is a perfect husband.

The dean in the white coat will only take off his disguise in front of his newborn child. The emergence of life is the root cause of the dean's split. The dean in the white coat, which is completely made up of curses, is also full of feelings for the child. curious.

He began to "treat" and "experiment" on his children, and his biological son became his first real patient.

In constant attempts, the dean discovered the existence of black mist. This black mist was born in the depths of nightmares and drifted through the human heart. Its essence is the memory that people are least willing to face. Made of forgotten pain and despair.

The discovery of the black mist made Dean Whitecoat ecstatic. He felt that he had touched the real world.

He originally thought that this was the unique ability of the cursed seed. Only he could see the black mist and become a bridge to the black mist.

But in the subsequent experiment, he put his child into the black mist. The life that was as ignorant as a piece of paper became ferocious and twisted under the invasion of the black mist, and the newborn heart was also buried. The seeds of the curse also began to spread out into the black mist.

At this time, the dean slowly realized that there is more or less black mist in everyone's heart. As long as the method is right, everyone can become a bridge to black mist.

The dean in the white coat began to collect black mist secretly. He enjoyed the process of spreading doom and despair, and experienced the joy of being regarded as a savior.

He was the one who caused the pain, he was the one who relieved the pain, and he was the one who finally sent the patient to a dead end.

This life lasted for a long time, until his child slowly grew up and turned into a deformed monster.

The child who didn’t know how to hide almost exposed the dean’s secret. In order to continue hiding in the dark, the dean killed his own child. However, before killing the child, he gave away his son’s consciousness. Into the dark mist in my heart.

He has always been curious about what the source of the black fog looks like

Using the monster he cultivated, the dean saw a black sea of ​​fog deep in the nightmare.

All the despair in the world gathers together. They are forgotten by people, but they will never disappear.

The foggy sea is full of monsters that only appear in nightmares. In addition, there are also lost people.

The dean is becoming more and more interested in this world. He feels that he was born here and that he is desperate.

He was no longer satisfied with using the will of a child to enter the sea of ​​fog, and began to try to use different patients to enter the sea of ​​fog through the bridge in their hearts.

About a year later, he met a patient from Hanjiang.

The young man named Chen Xiao was hit by a car while trying to save others and fell into a severe coma.

The man rescued by Chen Xiao was named Luo, and his family was in business. In order to save Chen Xiao, he spent a lot of money to hire many doctors, and among those doctors was the director.

Dean in White Coat wanted to enter the black fog through Chen Xiao's heart, but when he succeeded, he was very surprised to find that the patient was standing on the edge of the black fog world.

On one side of him was the thick black fog of despair, but on the other side was a city made of flesh and blood.

If Black Mist is pure despair and pain, then Blood City is the only hope in the Black Mist world that cannot be called hope.

When a desperate memory is forgotten, the despair and pain in it turn into black mist, and the remaining traces of desire and struggle merge into the Blood City.

The black mist is filled with hideous and terrifying monsters, and the bloody city is filled with people covered in wounds.

The director felt that this patient was very special and there must be some kind of secret hidden in him.

He found Chen Xiao and made a seedAfter trying this, he found that only his consciousness could leave smoothly, and he could not take Chen Xiao away.

After thinking for a long time, the dean in white coat felt that the reason might be the dean in the hospital gown.

He was the first person to split the consciousness of opposition. The dean in the white coat entered the edge of the Blood City, but the dean in the hospital gown was still imprisoned in another place. There was a constant conflict between the two. contact.

Dean in White Coat told Chen Xiao his treatment plan. In order to separate the opposing consciousness, Chen Xiao endured unimaginable torture in the blood city and black mist.

In the end, the young patient's consciousness separated, and the side that retained his humanity was named Chen Xiao. The side that was bound by the blood city and full of negative emotions named himself Chen Xiao.

At the moment of separation of consciousness, the dean in white coat took Chen Xiao away from the Blood City, while the uncontrollable, cruel and tyrannical Chen Xiao was left in the Blood City.

After returning to reality, the dean became very interested in Chen Xiao. He was curious about why Chen Xiao’s heart was connected to the edge of Blood City.

He was observing in secret and recording everything. No one knew that he was a demon in human skin.

A few years later, Chen Xiao’s child was born.

This child has a pair of blood-red pupils. He seems to be able to see through people's hearts and see many things that adults cannot see.

Other children like to cry, but he is always smiling, as if nothing in the world can make him sad.

Chen Xiao knew why his children were so different. In order to escape from Blood City, he paid too much, including being hit by countless negative emotions and experiencing despair that was unimaginable in the world.

Looking at the newborn in his arms and his face with an innocent smile, Chen Xiao gave his child a name with special meaning, Chen Ge.

The world kissed me with pain, but I responded with songs.

As he grew older, Chen Ge showed more and more abnormalities. He would enter the world of black mist in his sleep and return to reality when he woke up.

He saw all kinds of people and all kinds of strange ghosts.

I don’t know if it’s because of his bloodline or his father’s reasons, but even if his consciousness is not separated, Chen Ge can freely travel through the black mist, blood city and reality, and all of this is seen by the dean.

The dean in white coat has a special medical file. He lists Chen Ge as patient No. 1, Chen Xiao in Blood City as patient No. 2, and Chen Xiao in reality as patient No. 3.

After hiding in human skin for decades and still not being discovered, the dean’s ambitions grew. He wanted to cure this sick world.

He began to contact Chen Ge behind Chen Ge’s parents’ back. He wanted to use Chen Ge’s ability to bring the forgotten despair and pain back to the world.

As a cursed seed, he firmly believes that the world of black mist is the real world, and reality is just a cover-up for pathology.

The dean approached Chen cautiouslyGe, he used his decades of accumulated experience to help Chen Ge open a door in the Blood City.

That door connected Blood City and reality. Although it only existed for a short time and then disappeared, it gave the dean hope.

He frequently came into contact with Chen Ge in the Blood City and Black Mist World, which eventually aroused Chen Xiao's vigilance.

However, in order to complete his plan, the dean didn't care about this at all. He had a crazy idea. He wanted to make Chen Ge's consciousness split into good and evil.

Leave the good to Chen Xiao, he will take away the evil.

In order to create an opposing consciousness, he crazily tortured Chen Ge in the world of black mist, but he couldn't succeed, and was eventually chased by Chen Xiao.

Seeing that he had been exposed, he simply brought the monster he had cultivated to Hanjiang and kidnapped Chen Ge.

The dean did everything he could to elicit Chen Ge's will and kill Chen Ge again and again, but even so, he still could not succeed.

No matter what he does to Chen Ge’s will, he cannot tear apart or kill Chen Ge’s will. When the sun rises, Chen Ge’s will will definitely return again.

Chen Ge's will cannot be separated, so the dean has no choice but to find another way. He is already a top master at playing with people's hearts, and after decades of exploring in the black mist, he is better than anyone else. Everyone knows that place.

With careful planning, the dean triggered the black mist and erupted into a terrifying black tide.

In order to save those memories in Blood City that were covered with wounds and forgotten by everyone, Chen Ge chose to merge with Blood City. He tried to influence Blood City.

After the dark tide has passed, those forgotten memories have not dissipated, but Chen Ge’s will can no longer leave the Blood City.

The dean stole some of Chen Ge’s flesh, blood and organs, and the rest was taken away by Chen Xiao

In the cursed hospital, all the memories in the sky were completely shattered at this moment. The long past begins to fade away.

The man in blood-clothed clothes, holding a blood-colored key and with terrifying murderous intentions, stared at the dean in the black mist.

He desperately pierced the key into the interior of the shrine, and foul-smelling black blood continued to flow out of the shrine.

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