"Remember that night when I returned to Hogwarts, you were here to greet me, Professor"
When I came, the sky was covered with snow, and when I left, I was covered with stars, Amosta He stood still and looked at Snape, who was leaning against the wild boar sculpture that had stood for thousands of years by the big iron gate of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, with a smile on his face.
"Otherwise," Snape stood up straight and sneered, "Do you expect anyone to hold a grand farewell dinner for you, Amosta?"
Amosta smiled and said nothing. Under the brilliant stars, the two of them faced the refreshing breeze and stared at the ancient castle standing on the high ground. At the edge of the Forbidden Forest, the lights of Hagrid's hut were always bright, and the vast playground , the breeze passed through the tall club, humming happily, Amosta was in a trance, and for a moment, he seemed to really see the eternal existence.
"Have you been working for Principal Dumbledore?"
Expecting Snape, who was as boring as a gourd in private, to say what was wishful thinking, Amosta spoke first. , but his problem is very strange. Since the fall of Voldemort, Snape has been the Potions Professor at Hogwarts. In theory, he has indeed been working for Dumbledore.
But Snape obviously knew that Amosta's question was not about this, and he answered in the affirmative with a slight nasal voice.
A wry smile appeared on the corner of Amosta's mouth. He shook his head and pointed to the office on the eighth floor of the castle that was still flickering with candlelight.
"For what?"
Snape's eyes were no longer dark, but showed obvious hesitation. His gaze passed over the plants and trees in the great school in front of him, and he had been dormant in the depths of his thoughts, pale and colorless. Memories suddenly came flooding back to me like a volcano erupting.
Pain, helplessness, loss, hatred
Snape could not describe his mood at this moment. He had an impulse. He wanted to tell all his secrets to the person next to him. An outstanding young man who witnessed his growth, but when those words came to his lips, there was not even a sigh left.
"In order to atone"
For a long time, Snape said calmly. Apart from Dumbledore, this is the first time so far that Snape has removed his magic. And the disguise of the soul, give yourself the most authentic side.
Amosta stared at the stars like the sand of the Ganges and heard Professor Snape’s answer. He was not surprised. Human emotions may be the most complex thing in the world. It's ridiculous for you to expect that cold magic can perfectly hide your soul.
"I have some experience, about life"
Amos's unexpected words made Snape instinctively want to show sarcasm. He wanted to remind Amos The age gap between Ta and himself was huge, but when his eyes touched those purple eyes filled with shimmering light, Snape was suddenly stunned. He didn't know why a young man in his early twenties suddenly had more eyes. Vicissitudes of life
“I have experiencedThe rotation of the world"
The words Amosta confided softly made Snape even more confused. He stared at him blankly, not knowing how to understand this sentence. Perhaps, Amosta thought The expression means to enter the mysterious magical world from the Muggle world
Amosta closed his eyes tiredly. After a moment, he opened them again, and his turbulent soul returned to calm.
< p>"I have seen the most terrifying and selfish darkness in the human heart, and I have also bathed in the radiance of an extremely pure soul. Severus, life is only once for everyone"Snee This was the first time that Pu heard Amosta call him by his first name, but the strange thing was that he couldn't feel any offended anger in his heart. He didn't even feel a little bit of violation. Instead, he felt that it was natural. This weird feeling made Snape even ignore what Amosta was saying.
"Those painful pasts should not be the rope that binds us to move forward, those who have protected us with their lives. You don’t want to see someone who is burdened with pain and immersed in memories unable to extricate themselves. Severus, compared to atonement, don’t you think that living a better life is more worthy of those who sacrificed themselves?"
" You don’t know what I’ve been through, Amosta”
The misery that permeated Snape’s body was unbearable to look at, and his voice was hoarse like the despair of an explorer lost in the desert. Howling.
"There are many people in this world who have experienced losing everything. Severus, the dead are gone, and what is lost will never come back. Don't let yourself live in self-blame and hatred. "
Amosta looked at the office on the eighth floor of the castle again, and suddenly smiled,
"Do you think that a wizard like Dumbledore has experienced a lifetime of There have been so many heart-wrenching losses, huh"
"I'm not him, Amosta"
Snape's gasping voice sounded more like a sob, and he lowered his head, His tone seemed to be defending himself, but at the same time he seemed to be convincing himself,
“The great Dumbledore, the omnipotent Dumbledore, everyone admires me, but I am just an ordinary person. ”
Sometimes, Amosta felt very headache about Dumbledore’s existence. On the one hand, he recognized the indispensable things Dumbledore had done in his life for the peace and stability of the entire European wizarding world. On the other hand, he believed that Dumbledore was like a big mountain weighing on the hearts of every wizard in the contemporary wizarding world, making them dare not think of overcoming it.
At some point. To a certain extent, Dumbledore's existence itself seems to have restricted the development of the wizarding world.
Just like Severus in front of him, he was obviously indifferent to Dumbledore in private many times. He concealed his disgust and acted unruly, but when it came time to face his heart, he almost instinctively believed that Dumbledore was unsurpassable by mortals, whether in terms of magical power or wisdom in life.
< p>Three feet of ice does not last in a day.Amosta will not be naive.He was able to convince Severus to let go of his twenty-year obsession. He just hoped to plant a seed in this man who should be loved and embraced by the world. At the right time, this seed would take root and sprout. It bears fruit that is fragrant and pleasant.
"Then, let's do this for now, Professor Snape"
The aura of twilight lingering around Amosta disappeared. Now, he is the same strength and beauty again. An outstanding young wizard who coexists with unlimited vision for the future.
Snape also knew that this conversation was coming to an end, and his reason slowly regained control of his brain bit by bit. He pursed his lips and wanted to say something goodbye, but it was a pity. , he was obviously not as good at sensationalism as he was at brewing potions. Before he could think of what to say, he saw Amosta open his suitcase and take out a large stack of thick The parchment was handed to him.
"A little bit of dirty information about Gilderoy Lockhart, I discovered it accidentally"
Looking at Professor Snape who was checking the information, his eyebrows getting higher and higher, Ah Mosta's tone became lighter, with a smile on his lips.
"I hope you can wait until the final exams of the little wizards are over before reporting to Dumbledore or directly handing it over to the Ministry of Magic."< /p>
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The big iron door of Hogwarts slammed shut with a loud sound of metal clashing.
The breeze sings late, I am alone when I come, and I am alone when I leave.
"Goodbye, Professor Snape, I wish you a happy life"
Amosta waved his hand far away, turned around and left, striding into Infinity without any regrets. In the Dark
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