Tony huddled in the corner of the ward holding his cat.
The big boy opened his mouth forcefully, trying to scare away every adult present with a fierce expression.
Dool, tears, and snot formed into a sticky mess from his chin, and his ferocity was not intimidating but comical.
It is funny but also reveals a profound helplessness.
Looking at the face on the screen with all the facial features twisted together, Gu Weijing sighed.
He remembered what Mr. Sloth once said to himself when he read The Little Prince to him.
In the past, old Europe trained heirs and taught them how to display the so-called "temperament" of elite aristocrats.
A very important practice tip is not to show anger, fear, or fierceness on your face.
A person who can always maintain the appearance of being tired of everything is more unfathomable than a person with jingling gold coins in his pocket.
The offended king should calmly and calmly seize the hilt of the sword of revenge, and draw the sword without changing his expression.
Swearing loudly and loudly is something only a fool would do.
When Queen Elisabeth of the Austro-Hungarian Empire was stabbed into the body with a sharpened file by an assassin who suddenly jumped out of the street in Geneva.
According to the literature, the last words Princess Sissi left in the world were just a very calm question: "Sir, what can I do for you?"
A A guy who easily writes anger on his face in life shows that he is usually unable to make any changes to his surrounding environment and can only resort to the most powerless emotional expression.
Baring teeth and arrogant claws is his weakest resistance to life.
If you show your teeth and claws, it means that a person is powerless in life.
Biting then simply develops the concept of "powerlessness" to the point of despair.
Even if he is as powerful as boxing champion Tyson.
When he stood in the boxing ring in 1996 and was losing ground, and when he was beaten anxiously, he jumped up and bit his opponent on the ear, what the audience in front of the TV felt was not like a beast. Wild and ferocious, but the vicissitudes and helplessness of the fallen hero.
Whether it is Tyson who is about to lose in the boxing ring, or Tony who is holding the cat.
Except for the hard teeth in the mouth.
They have nothing else to protect what they hold dear.
Gu Weijing felt that if one day he wanted to paint a painting with the theme of "helpless and desperate souls", Tony would be the best ready-made subject at this time.
No one even cares about his helplessness.
The illustrator’s assistant was hurriedly apologizing to the doctor who was bitten. Some people were watching the fun with a sneer, and some people were shouting that if it couldn’t be done, they should just ask Tony to take Amy back.
Even Jian Arnold was troubled by her son’s sudden appearance.Tired of it.
The illustrator, who was just a middle-aged man back then, sternly ordered him to stop making trouble and hand Amy over to the doctor quickly.
Nga Wang’s grin can even scare the Budao children so much that they sit down on the ground.
Tony's grin could not scare anyone in this ward away.
What's the use of being scared
The one who wants to take Amy away from this big child is not the veterinarian who suffered an unreasonable disaster, but the God of Death.
Death is the most irresistible force for all living things.
He can hold it in the doctor's arm, but he cannot hold it in the throat of the God of Death.
Tony may not understand what everyone is saying, or he may simply be frightened.
Tears flowed down his cheeks one after another, and his eyes were red and swollen like two big peaches.
"Meow."
Amy in the cat's cradle meowed softly.
The cat's meow broke the confrontation between Tony and the adults.
In the camera, the tail of the skinny cat in the boy's arms swayed slightly.
"Amy"
The cat on the plate shook her head and supported her body with her front paws. It seemed that she wanted to jump on his shoulders or head as before.
But she became weak and fell back into the basket in failure.
Tony carefully brought the cat's cradle to his eyes, took out a freeze-dried goat's milk stick from his pocket and tried to feed it to Amy.
Amy turned her head, sniffed, and then stuck out her tongue.
She did not lick the goat milk stick, but gently and tenderly licked Tony's cheek.
Once, twice, three times.
Strongs of tears flowed from the corners of Tony's eyes, and were licked away by the cat.
The pet ward slowly became quiet, and the veterinarians looked at the scene in surprise.
If Amy were a human being, she would now be a dying patient lying in the ICU with tubes inserted all over her body.
A few months ago, the tumor in its brain had compressed the nerves and affected Amy's vision.
In other words.
She is a blind cat.
Just now, Amy had been lying in the cradle without moving, and the doctors even thought that Amy had fallen into a coma.
It’s really something that is difficult to explain scientifically
Amy’s actions can also be explained as the cat probably smelled its owner’s scent by relying on its remaining sense of smell.
But why does she lick tears instead of milk sticks
Cats are indeed animals that cry, but that is just a stress response after the tear glands are stimulated. Milk sticks are food, and tears should be just water and salt in a cat’s worldview.
No one knows why.
The cat just gently licked his cheek and licked it offTony's tears.
"Meow."
Amy meowed softly.
"Meow." Tony meowed softly.
The two of them seemed to have said their final goodbyes.
Amy retracted her tongue, placed her tail gently beside her, and stopped moving.
In the camera lens.
The doctor’s final movement of taking away the cat’s cradle was very careful and gentle. The scene just now had a heavy and solemn feel that made it difficult for people to hold their breath.
Everyone who saw such a scene felt as if a big stone was weighing on their hearts.
They should be used to the separation of life and death between pet lovers and animals.
The fees for pet hospitals are very expensive, and the clients who can come here often have pets that are basically like formal family members to them.
The owner cries like a dog parent or cat mother whose own child has died. The doctor sees one or two every month.
But at a certain moment just now.
They were really in a trance and mistakenly believed that there was a human-like emotional soul attached to the body of the folded-eared cat in the cat's cradle.
It was not a cat saying goodbye to his owner, but like a mother saying goodbye to her child. The emotional connection between them is so strong that it’s hard to understand.
Tony sat quietly on a chair on the side.
Jane Arnold held his son's hand.
Tony neither made a fuss nor cried, nor laughed. His unfocused eyes had lost some of their sparkle.
It seems that it is not only Amy who is separated from him, but also a part of his soul.
Gu Weijing closed the iad screen and exhaled slowly, trying to expel the depressing feeling in his chest and abdomen from his throat.
The video called "Love Ceremony" in front of me is much more serious than the imagined process of pet death.
Sadness spread around Gu Weijing like a real mist.
For Gu Weijing, this kind of sadness is just a light and uncomfortable feeling based on empathy. However, in the heart of the autistic patient named Tony, this kind of fog is still there. Over the next twenty years, it solidified into a curtain around his heart that isolated him from the world.
The defense line of the soul is more difficult to overcome than the barrier made of molten iron.
Gu Weijing sat in the corner of the studio.
He thought quietly.
I want to drill a path through this barrier that is large enough for a psychiatrist to get through. The penetrating power of that set of illustrations must reach an unprecedented level.
Gu Weijing didn’t know whether he would be able to add illustrations based on this photo to his collection of alternative illustrations.
This kind of sad emotional transmission may be strong enough.
But is it a good thing for Tony to experience such a scene that he doesn't want to look back on?
Gu Weijing was a little unsure of the degree of it.
"I have a question and would like to ask your opinion. Is it a wiser choice to avoid the painful memories that I cannot bear?"
I struggled for a quarter of an hour.
Gu Weijing decided to seek help from someone he thought was wiser.
He selected this video and sent it to Mr. Sloth along with his painting ideas for his opinion.
"How should I draw"
After a long time, three more sentences from Mr. Sloth appeared on the phone.
“Carl Jung, one of the most famous psychologists in history, said that escape is an instinctive protective response of human beings. The pain of memories will destroy people from the inside out, so people will think We use all kinds of ridiculous reasons to avoid facing our own souls. This is our self-protection mechanism. This sentence is usually used by psychiatrists to comfort people who suffer from depression when they face the loss of their husbands or fathers.”
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"However, Jung also said another sentence: Only those who face their souls will awaken."
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Even though I have been to the artist’s studio many times in the past few days.
When the assistant opened the door, he was still shocked by the magnificent scene.
Long before the flight of Ms. Anya, the co-founder of Zaohe Space Gallery, landed at Auckland International Airport in New Zealand.
A dedicated guest room in Jane Arnold’s Emerald Lake Ranch has been emptied into a dedicated studio at the artist’s request.
Beds, tables, TV cabinets, vases, coffee tables
All furniture and furnishings have been moved away.
The fireplace was cleaned and boarded up.
The walls were covered with a layer of pure white wallpaper, the sofa was pushed to the corner, and the thick cashmere carpet was rolled up and replaced with plain cushions.
After the construction guy who wrapped the wallpaper left, the originally warm and comfortable guest room turned into a pure white room. At best, it feels like a starship science fiction, and at worst, it looks like a hospital. The bare wooden hut in the cold morgue.
The servants in the ranch are a little confused and want to know the meaning of this tortuous request
This is Jane Arnold's home.
Of course there is a professional studio belonging to the master illustrator in the ranch, with all the painting equipment available.
Modern, ancient, printing tools from electronic tablets to engravings, as well as various fill lights.
The value of the real estate here is not as valuable as the scenic studios in Provence, South France, used and visited by Picasso, Cézanne, and Manet that have become cultural symbols.
But the facilities are of course the best in the world.
It’s not good to just work there
Buying a new studio would be like farting in your pants, just looking for trouble.
To thisSeeing the confusion of some amateurs, the assistant laughed and expressed his disdain for the ignorant country bumpkin.
Assistants are professionals who serve artists.
He is a professional. Although he didn't understand it, he didn't ask at all.
The first thing the assistant understands after entering the industry is that trying to understand the thoughts and ideas of great artists is the most meaningless thing in the world.
Don’t waste your life studying their wild ideas.
That has never been understandable to mortals.
Andy Warhol had the habit of collecting daily necessities. Whether it was the canned skins he had eaten, the morning newspapers he had read, used napkins, or even hotel pillow towels, there would be a dedicated person who would organize them in storage boxes. By the time he died, hundreds of storage boxes had filled an entire warehouse.
Beethoven liked to put a big bathtub in the living room, where he could soak in the water and compose symphonies. But this is not as good as Schiller. Schiller must smell the smell of rotten apples before he can create with inspiration.
When his friend Goethe visited his home, he almost vomited from the smell of rotten fruit.
Among the great painters, people like Uncle Sakai, who likes to chew donuts and roast chicken breasts to create, are really very well-behaved and normal.
For example, the Hamburg Academy spent millions of euros on a 1:1 replica of an entire Jiangnan garden on a lakeside in Germany, excluding the labor and design costs of the school’s teachers and students, just to make Mr. Cao Xuan The husband's stay was comfortable and it was considered a routine operation.
Art has always been an extremely abstract product.
This circle never looks at the meaning, but only looks at the social status of the artist and the value contained in his name, and whether he can bring in enough resources.
The more powerful an artist is, the fewer unmet demands there are in the world.
If you reach Hearst’s level, whether you want to have dinner at No. 10 Downing Street or have dinner on the International Space Station, as long as you make this request, you will find a way to spend time to do it. of.
Nowadays, apart from the rich, big artists are most interested in commercial space travel.
Assistants, galleries and agents are the containers that help carry the blooming inspiration of artists.
Anya is also a good mid- to high-level artist.
In addition, she flew to New Zealand specially at the invitation of Jane Arnold, so a pure white studio was not too much to ask for.
He just needs to be the container.
If Jian Arnold had no objection, even if someone asked to demolish the house, the assistant would quietly find the construction team to study the architectural drawings.
After Ms. Anya started working these days.
He suddenly realized that wanting a pure white studio was not Anya's creative quirk.
As expected of the co-founder of a gallery that favors modern art style, he has his own unique and special creativity.
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