I haven’t seen him for almost a year. Lin Chengzhi has changed a lot.
If Lin Chengyun was here, no one would take the initiative to mention it, and no one would think that the two of them are twins.
Lin Chengyun, who stayed in the capital, was tall, thin, fair, and handsome like a scholar.
Lin Chengzhi, who has been in the Northwest for a year, has become darker and thinner. He is not as tall as Lin Chengyun, and his mental appearance does not look like a sixteen-year-old boy in his prime, but more like a man in his twenties. A frustrated person who has been tortured by life and lost his energy and spirit.
"Chengzhi."
Lin Chengzhi's appearance at this time has nothing to do with his name.
"Sister." Lin Chengzhi looked at Lin Yizhi, who was coming after a long journey, with a tired smile on his face.
He stepped forward to take Lin Yizhi's baggage, then bent down and said to Qin Yusheng, "Comrade, thank you for sending my sister here."
Qin Yusheng smiled and patted Lin Chengzhi's shoulder. , almost knocked Lin Chengzhi's little body to pieces.
He took back his hand and touched his head with some embarrassment, thinking that he didn't use any force.
"Comrade Qin, thank you for sending me over. Come in and sit for a while."
Qin Yusheng smiled and waved his hand, "If I can't get my sister-in-law, I have to go back."
As he said that, he took out a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to Lin Yizhi, "Sister-in-law, this is the phone number where you can contact me. Keep it."
Lin Yizhi took it and said, "Thank you, I have it too. Here are the things for you."
Lin Yizhi opened Lin Chengzhi's backpack, took out two cans of wound ointment and handed them to Qin Yusheng, saying, "This is the wound ointment I made myself, and it works well. You take it and use it."
Qin Yusheng took it in his hand and said with a smile, "I have long heard that the wound ointment made by my sister-in-law is miraculous, so thank you."
"No need. Thank you."
Lin Yizhi and Lin Chengzhi watched Qin Yusheng leave before walking towards the farm.
"Mom."
"She passed away." Lin Chengzhi said in a low voice.
No miracles happen.
Wang Yanxin didn’t even survive two days.
"There was no funeral, and my mother's ashes are still at home."
Lin Yizhi's heart contracted suddenly, throbbing with pain.
"Sister"
Lin Chengzhi noticed that Lin Yizhi beside him had slowed down, and turned to look at her worriedly.
"It's okay."
Despite this, Lin Chengzhi still came to Lin Yizhi and observed her condition carefully.
Sometimes Lin Chengzhi wonders if he had paid more attention to his mother's body and emotions during that time, whether she would not have died.
Many people on the farm knew Lin Chengzhi and had a good attitude towards him.
As Lin Chengzhi walked, he told Lin Yi, "When we first arrived at the farm, some people in the farm were very unfriendly to us because of our father's status."
"But because of Mom becameThe doctor on the farm, so even my father and I had a much better time on the farm. ”
“My mother not only treats people but also livestock on the farm. When swine fever broke out on the farm this spring, my mother took the lead in treating it.” ”
When Lin Chengzhi was talking, Lin Yizhi was listening quietly on the side, as if following Lin Chengzhi’s words, she also saw with her own eyes that Wang Yanxin had been busy helping the farm to make great achievements this year.
The two of them walked and talked until they came to the adobe house on the edge of the farm.
“This is where we live. "Back home, Lin Chengzhi finally had a smile on his face.
Although he did not stay in the capital like Lin Chengyun, during the days when he came to the Northwest with his parents, even though he lived It was bitter, but he enjoyed the love of his parents and lived a good life as an "only child"
Even though this "good life" did not last long
Lin. The adobe house that Chengzhi and his family lived in looked simple from the outside, but it was quite tidy inside.
As soon as he entered, Lin Yizhi saw Wang Yanxin's urn and the photo next to it.
Lin Yizhi's nose. Feeling sour, he knelt down in front of Wang Yanxin's ashes and kowtowed three times to her photo.
It has been almost seven years since Lin Yizhi came to this world, and he spent the most time with Wang Yanxin.
Even if Wang Yanxin is not very competent as a mother, Lin Yizhi has to admit that she does feel the long-lost maternal love from Wang Yanxin.
Dissatisfaction and complaints are all because of wanting mother's attention and love.
"My mother left you a letter. This letter was specially asked by my mother. You asked me to deliver it to you personally, so I never sent it. ”
Lin Chengzhi helped Lin Yizhi up and then took her to his room.
Lin Chengzhi’s room was converted from a utility room. It was small and crowded, but it was okay. Neat.
Lin Chengzhi stuck the credit tape that Wang Yanxin left for Lin Yizhi under the bed board, and when he took it out, it was a thick letter.
After giving the letter to Lin Yizhi, Lin Chengzhi gave it to Lin Yizhi. She left a separate space, closed the door and went to the main room.
Lin Yizhi took a deep breath and opened it.
Dear Zhizhi, My daughter
Are you okay?
I often dream about you recently. I dream that you are always following my butt to help me pick up medicine and help me. .
In my memory, you are always obedient and sensible, and never cause any trouble to me.
Sometimes I wonder, who are you like? But I am so considerate.
You look like him.
When I came to this conclusion, I deliberately ignored you for a while, because every time I saw you, I couldn't help but think of him.
Thinking of his gentleman, his gentleness, his variousBeautiful, beautiful makes me feel that being with him is the luckiest thing in my life.
I don’t want to drag him down, I don’t want to drag you down, and I don’t want to drag down your stepfather and Chengyun Chengzhi because of my affairs with him, so there is only one way I can go.
Zhizhi, please forgive my selfishness. If possible, have no contact with that person.
He is an extreme individualist. If an accident happens, he may take care of you, but he will never take care of your two younger brothers.
In addition to being your mother, I am also their mother.
Sorry.
Wang Yanxin’s letters are very scattered. In addition to the initial letters and simple greetings, she writes almost whatever comes to mind, as if she is writing it in a hurry and putting it away in a hurry.
I dreamed about the winter of 1960 last night. It was so cold that it was so cold that people felt that even if they survived today, they would starve to death tomorrow.
That morning, Lin Manying ran out of the room and said that you were dead and starved to death.
That was the first time I attacked Lin Manying. I was so good to her, why did she curse my daughter?
But I was timid and scared. After I beat Lin Manying After that, I was trembling all over, watching you unable to take a step out of your room.
It seems that as long as I don’t go in, you will always be sleeping and never leave me.
Chengyun also said that you had expired, so Chengzhi dragged me into the room.
I still clearly remember how I felt at that time, as if someone grabbed my neck and told me
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