Naked, letting the spray wash over the body, this is a perfect body, with dark and bronze skin color, clear muscle lines, and slender legs. The abdominal muscles are evenly angular, and the chest muscles are not too developed, but they are full of wildness as they rise and fall with the breathing. There is a dark red mark on the chest the size of a woman's fist. As he breathes, the pain spreads from the mark to the whole body.
He touched his cheek, which still had a faint red mark from wearing high heels. This is the first time in my life that a woman has stepped on my feet.
Sitting blankly on the sofa, thinking a lot, Ruan Yu will not go back to her hometown. Her parents worked hard to send her to Donghai to go to college. Now that she has dropped out, she cannot go back to see her. Yes. In Donghai, the environment she was familiar with was limited to the Financial College and Minsheng West Road. As a weak woman who dropped out of college and had no skills, where could she go and how should she live.
I don’t know when Zuo Qiu walked out of the bedroom, holding an envelope in his hand and standing quietly to one side.
“In a bad mood”
Lu Shanmin looked up at Zuo Qiu, “Without money and power, can’t you control your own destiny?”
Zuo Qiu slowly Sitting next to Lu Shanmin, "Animals are divided into strong and weak, let alone humans."
"Ruan Yu is missing."
"Oh".
"Am I useless?"
"Oh".
"I don't even have the ability to seek justice for her"
"Yeah".
"How can I become strong?" This was the first time Lu Shanmin had a strong idea of becoming strong.
"Well, give birth to a good child and find good parents."
"What about people who don't even have parents?"
"Oh, the best choice for such a person is to bow his head and live his whole life honestly. If he doesn't accept his fate, he will probably die. Some of them will end up like Wang Dahu. Well, maybe one in ten thousand can stand and have the last laugh."
Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly, "This is just like what Lin Dahai said, living a life of bending over."
Zuoqiu nodded, "At least I can survive."
Lu Shanmin looked at Zuoqiu calmly and said, "You are not in a good mood today."
"Yeah."
"Why"
"Because I peeked at your letter".
As he spoke, Zuoqiu put a torn letter on the table, stood up, and patted Lu Shanmin on the shoulder, "Look slowly, I'm going to code."
Grandpa’s calligraphy is on the envelope, and it is still the familiar Zhao style calligraphy. It is full and straight, with a good physique, just like Grandpa’s character. The starting point is a little less neat than usual, the frustration is a little more thick, and the ending is a little less free and easy. Lu Shanmin seemed to see his grandfather's trembling hand gripping the pen tightly, but unable to consciously control the action, and writing with all his strength.
Looking at the envelope on the table quietly, extremelyI longed to open the letter, but I couldn't help but feel an unprecedented fear in my heart, more fearful than facing the big black bear alone for the first time. It felt like opening the letter would open the door to hell.
Sitting at the computer desk, Zuo Qiu was typing away, filling the screen with garbled characters. After typing, he deleted it, and after deleting it, he typed again. Finally, I put my ten fingers on the keyboard and listened quietly to the movement in the living room. Ten minutes passed without any sound.
A simple mountain villager came to the East China Sea with curiosity. Whether he was surprised or disappointed, looking back at the small mountain village thousands of miles away, things have changed, whether he has gained or lost. How will he face it and what changes will he make? Whether it is transformation or sinking, silence or explosion, Zuoqiu does not know.
The letterhead trembled violently, and tears fell on the paper like a rainstorm.
"My grandson, mountain man, when you receive this letter, grandpa has already left. Dao Yi and Lao Huang both said not to tell you for the time being, for fear that you would not be able to accept it, but grandpa knows that you are Strong child, when you grow up, you should know and be able to bear it. In Grandpa's heart, your heart is stronger than anyone else."
"Last time, grandpa told you that there is no black and white in the world. Black and white only exist in the human heart. This time, grandpa will tell you that there is no black and white in the world. There is no black and white in the human heart. I don’t know if you can understand this sentence. I mean, let me give you an example."
"From a young age, in your impression, grandpa must be a man who eats and sleeps silently, stands upright and behaves erectly. He is meticulous in everything he does, and he is serious when he speaks. In fact, there is another side of grandpa. When you are not around, I am actually an old man who is not serious. I often make jokes and laugh at his talkative words and weak crotch. , I have never even touched a woman’s thigh in my life. I would also go to Lao Huang’s house to steal some oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar when he was not at home. Well, I remember a few times you wondered why you were eating more oil at home. In fact, I stole it from Lao Huang. After I stole it, I would imitate Dao Yi’s handwriting and leave a note: “Pindao is here for a visit.” Hey, think about it, Dao and Lao Huang started to fight each other as soon as they met. In fact, I played a lot of role in it. "
"Hey, I was worried about leaving a good impression on you, so I didn't plan to talk about these things. The reason why I decided to tarnish my image of a refined gentleman in front of you is because grandpa just wants to tell you that people's hearts are like water. , shapeless, even for my grandfather, who has read the books of saints and sages all his life, not to mention the vast number of sentient beings. ”
“Mountain people, you can cry if you want. No man can bleed but not shed tears. What kind of man can he be if he doesn’t shed a few tears even when his grandfather dies?” ”
“Mountain people, you are not allowed to come back now. When you were in the mountains before, grandpa hoped that you would be down-to-earth and a mountain people for the rest of your life. But since you have chosen to go out, you must work hard and never look back. The most taboo thing in life is to swing between the two ends. No matter how difficult the chosen path is, you have to keep going."
"Come back to see grandpa after you have stepped on this path firmly. Anyway, grandpa will be here. I won’t move my nest in that mountain valley."
"Don't worry, it will be very lively when grandpa leaves. Dao Yi, Lao Huang, and Xiao Nizi will see me off, and most of the villagers will come. This morning, the party secretary and the village chief came to see me. They both wanted to When I was the host of my funeral, we almost got into a fight. There was also a fight between Dao Yi and Lao Huang. You don't know, Lao Huang was a monk when he was young, and they would also get into trouble when doing rituals. Xiao Nizi proposed that one be responsible for the day and the other for the night, but it didn't stop. After a person dies, his soul cannot be seen and can only come back at night. Both of them wanted to do something at night, but they almost got into a fight. In the end, Xiao Nizi decided. Nizi took out a coin and flipped it heads and tails, which stopped a fight.”
"Xiao Nizi is a good girl. Although she is only fifteen years old, she is more sensible than many people in a lifetime. She keeps her home and outside in order. Grandpa has lived a good life during your absence for the past six months. These are magical days when food comes, mouth is opened and clothes are stretched out, all thanks to Xiao Nizi, grandpa likes this girl very much."
"As you know, the house is bare and there is nothing good. The only valuable thing is a jade bracelet that your grandma gave as a dowry. I think Xiao Nizi has taken good care of me for half a year. It doesn't mean that I have no place to put my old face, so I'll just give this bracelet to her."
"Mountain people, grandpa has been telling you truths for twenty years, but these are grandpa's truths. Just forget them, don't take them too seriously. You will have your own truths in the future, and that is Good reason. Grandpa believes in you, and you must also believe in yourself."
"Grandpa is gone. Just feel sad for a while. Don't take it too seriously. Grandpa's grandfather also passed away. Didn't he also live to be seventy years old?"
"Mountain people, the rest of the road may be difficult or confusing, but it doesn't matter. You can break through the miasmatic forests in the mountains, and you can also clear away the fog of life."
Inscribed to Lu Shanmin’s grandfather.
Date xxxx, the fifteenth day of the first lunar month
Naked, letting the spray wash over the body, this is a perfect body, with dark and bronze skin color and muscle lines. Well-defined and slender legs. The abdominal muscles are evenly angular, and the chest muscles are not too developed, but they are full of wildness as they rise and fall with the breathing. There is a dark red mark on the chest the size of a woman's fist. As he breathes, the pain spreads from the mark to the whole body.
He touched his cheek, which still had a faint red mark from wearing high heels. This is the first time in my life that a woman has stepped on my feet.
Sitting blankly on the sofa, thinking a lot, Ruan Yu will not go back to her hometown. Her parents worked hard to send her to Donghai to go to college. Now that she has dropped out, she cannot go back to see her. Yes. In Donghai, the environment she was familiar with was limited to the Financial College and Minsheng West Road. As a weak woman who dropped out of college and had no skills, where could she go and how should she live.
I don’t know when Zuo Qiu walked out of the bedroom, holding an envelope in his hand and standing quietly to one side.
"Not in a good mood"
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Lu Shanmin looked up at Zuo Qiu, "Without money and power, can't you control your own destiny?"
Zuo Qiu slowly sat next to Lu Shanmin, "Animals still have strengths and weaknesses. points, let alone human beings.”
"Ruan Yu is missing."
"Oh".
"Am I useless?"
"Oh".
"I don't even have the ability to seek justice for her"
"Yeah".
"How can I become strong?" This was the first time Lu Shanmin had a strong idea of becoming strong.
"Well, give birth to a good child and find good parents."
"What about people who don't even have parents?"
"Oh, the best choice for such a person is to bow his head and live his whole life honestly. If he doesn't accept his fate, he will probably die. Some of them will end up like Wang Dahu. Well, maybe one in ten thousand can stand and have the last laugh."
Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly, "This is just like what Lin Dahai said, living a life of bending over."
Zuoqiu nodded, "At least I can survive."
Lu Shanmin looked at Zuoqiu calmly and said, "You are not in a good mood today."
"Yeah."
"Why"
"Because I peeked at your letter".
As he spoke, Zuoqiu put a torn letter on the table, stood up, and patted Lu Shanmin on the shoulder, "Look slowly, I'm going to code."
Grandpa’s calligraphy is on the envelope, and it is still the familiar Zhao style calligraphy. It is full and straight, with a good physique, just like Grandpa’s character. The starting point is a little less neat than usual, the frustration is a little more thick, and the ending is a little less free and easy. Lu Shanmin seemed to see his grandfather's trembling hand gripping the pen tightly, but unable to consciously control the action, and writing with all his strength.
Looking at the envelope on the table quietly, I was eager to open the letter, but I couldn't help but feel an unprecedented fear in my heart. It was more terrifying than facing a big black bear alone for the first time. It felt like Opening the letter will open the gates of hell.
Sitting at the computer desk, Zuo Qiu was typing away, filling the screen with garbled characters. After typing, he deleted it, and after deleting it, he typed again. Finally, I put my ten fingers on the keyboard and listened quietly to the movement in the living room. Ten minutes passed without any sound.
A simple mountain villager came to the East China Sea with curiosity. Whether he was surprised or disappointed, looking back at the small mountain village thousands of miles away, things have changed, whether he has gained or lost. How will he face it and what changes will he make? Whether it is transformation or sinking, silence or explosion, Zuoqiu does not know.
The letterhead trembled violently, and tears fell on the paper like a rainstorm.
"My grandson, mountain man, when you receive this letter, grandpa has already left. Dao Yi and Lao Huang both said not to tell you for the time being, for fear that you would not be able to accept it, but grandpa knows that you are Strong child, when you grow up, you should know and be able to bearLive on, in Grandpa’s heart, your heart is stronger than anyone else.”
“Last time, Grandpa told you that there is no black and white in the world, and black and white only exist in the human heart. This time, Grandpa will tell you that there is no distinction between black and white in the world. Black and white, there is no such thing as black and white in the human heart. I don’t know if you can understand the meaning of this sentence. Let me give you an example. "
"From a young age, in your impression, grandpa must be a man who eats and sleeps silently, stands upright and behaves meticulously, and speaks in a serious manner, citing scriptures. In fact, grandpa has another side. When you are not around, I am actually an old man who is not serious. I often make a joke and laugh at him for being a talkative but weak in the crotch. He has never even touched a woman's thigh in his life. I would also go to Lao Huang's house to steal some oil, salt, sauce and vinegar when he was not at home. Well, I remember a few times when you wondered why you were eating more and more oil at home. In fact, I went to Lao Huang's place to steal it. After stealing it, I would imitate Dao Yi's handwriting and leave a note every time, "Pindao is here for a visit." Hey, if you think about Dao Yi and Lao Huang, they would pinch each other when they met. In fact, I played a lot of role in it. "
"Hey, I was worried about leaving a good impression on you, so I didn't plan to talk about these things. The reason why I decided to tarnish my image of a refined gentleman in front of you is because grandpa just wants to tell you that people's hearts are like water. , shapeless, even for a man who has read the books of saints and sages all his life, let alone all living beings."
"Mountain people, cry if you want. What man can bleed and not shed tears when his grandfather dies? How can you be a good man if you don’t even shed a few tears?”
“Mountain people, you are not allowed to come back now. When you were in the mountains, grandpa wanted you to be a down-to-earth mountain man for the rest of your life, but since you have chosen to leave. When you go out, you must work hard and never look back. The most important thing in life is to be unsteady at both ends. No matter how difficult it is, you must continue on the path you have chosen."
"Come back to see grandpa after you have stepped on this road firmly. Anyway, grandpa is in that mountain col and will not move."
“Don’t worry, grandpa’s departure will be very lively. Dao Yi, Lao Huang, and Xiao Nizi will see me off, and most of the villagers will also come. The party secretary and the village chief came to see me this morning. Both of them wanted to be the host of my funeral, so they almost got into a fight. There was also a fight between Dao Yi and Lao Huang. You don't know, Lao Huang was a monk when he was young, and he also performed rituals. There was a lot of quarrels, and Xiao Nizi suggested that one be responsible for the day and the other for the night, but it didn't stop. After a person dies, his soul cannot be seen and can only come back at night. Both of them wanted to do something at night, but they almost started fighting again. , in the end it was Xiao Nizi who took out a coin and flipped it heads and tails to stop a fight."
"Xiao Nizi is a good girl. Although she is only fifteen years old, she is more sensible than many people in a lifetime. She keeps her home and outside in order. Grandpa has lived a good life during your absence for the past six months. These are magical days when food comes, mouth is opened and clothes are stretched out, all thanks to Xiao Nizi, grandpa likes this girl very much."
"You also know that the house is bare and there is nothing good., the only valuable thing is a jade bracelet that your grandma got as a bride. I think, Xiao Nizi has taken good care of me for half a year, which does not mean that I have no place to put my old face, so I will give this bracelet to her. ".
"Mountain people, grandpa has been telling you the truth for twenty years, but these are grandpa's truths. Just forget it and don't take it too seriously. You will have your own reasons in the future, and that is a good reason. Grandpa believes in you, and you must also believe in yourself."
"Grandpa is gone, just feel sad for a while, don't take it too seriously, grandpa's grandfather also passed by, didn't grandpa also live to be seventy? "Mountain people, the rest of the road may be difficult or confusing. It doesn't matter. You can break through the miasma in the mountains and overcome the fog of life." "Open".
Inscribed to Lu Shanmin's grandfather.
Date: The fifteenth day of the first lunar month of xxxx