Wei Shiqi looked at her expression, it didn't look like she was joking, but she was a little moved. Copying a poem is not difficult, the difficult thing is to make it appropriate. What was she thinking? Why did you choose him? Thinking of her experience and her mood, Wei Shiqi understood that people are different. What he regarded as a trivial burden might be a huge boulder that she could not unload. She carried a lot of things she didn't want to carry, and even the thought of "not wanting" itself became part of the burden. She always straightened her back proudly, but in the shadow behind her, her other self was under heavy pressure. Walk alone.
There is always a limit to the amount of pressure a person can bear. Yu Yao knows where her limit is. In order to avoid complete collapse, she needs to relax her tight bowstring from time to time. Firstly, This time, in the grassland outside Zhenguan, she chose to face the Tiele people's cavalry alone and chose death. This time, in the heart of the Chixia Valley, she chose Wei Shiqi and a man.
In order to convince herself, she found a somewhat stubborn and ridiculous reason. You read a poem to me. If I think it is good, I will agree to it.
Wei Shiqi stared at her and said nothing for a long time. He still had feelings for her, but this time, it was mixed with some other things, pity, love, it was hard to explain. He could understand her. He had had a similar experience. In another world, before the last straw fell, he chose to escape.
Escape, escape alone, abandon everything, forget everything, go to a strange place, and start life again.
Wei Shiqi raised his flying sword, flattened the stone pillar, and wrote the word "cold" at the beginning. Two sentences, fourteen words, he didn't read it, he just wrote it down.
Although we are thousands of miles away, in the dark mountain heart of Chixia Valley, the sound of water drips intermittently, but it seems to be back to the past, in the south of the Yangtze River where the mountains are warm and the water is soft, the former residence of Qizhenshan In front of the window, smelling the fragrance of flowers in the wind, I quietly read through the poetry collections of my predecessors. That was the life she once lived, far away from the hustle and bustle of the world, without blood feuds, immersed in other people's chants and lamentations, forgetting herself.
"What's down there? What else is there?" Her voice became confused and ethereal, coming from a distant place that even she felt strange. She seemed to be expecting something, but also felt scared.
Wei Shiqi slowly wrote the remaining two sentences. When the tip of the sword carved the last word "Tong", Yu Yao raised her hand to wipe away her tears and couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, "I... ...I can never go back..." She murmured to herself, "I will try to like you, and you can also like me, if... you want."
"Think clearly. ?”
“Yes.” Yu Yao raised her face slightly and looked at him bravely.
Wei Shiqi leaned over and kissed her gently on the corner of the mouth. He moved very slowly, leaving enough time for her to think. She could refuse or dodge, but she didn't. In the darkness, Yu Yao was very nervous, her body was trembling slightly, her fingertips pierced her palms, but she didn't feel any pain. She didn't know what would happen next. Although she was panicked, she felt faintly.expect.
Wei Shiqi hugged her waist, kissed the corner of her mouth again, and moved towards her trembling lips. In an instant, Yu Yao's breathing stopped. She closed her eyes tightly and was at a loss. She raised her hand several times to push him away, but then retracted it. Her heart was in a trance, as if it was floating in the clouds.
After a long time, her tense body relaxed, her lips opened slightly, and her hot breath blew on Wei Shiqi's cheek.
When Wei Shiqi’s hand reached into her clothes and pressed against her smooth belly, a stubborn thought flashed through her mind. Sooner or later, a clean body will be stained by dirt, so it’s not cheap. Those stinky men who look down upon you might as well make your own choices.
The breathing gradually became lower and the heartbeat calmed down. Yu Yao felt that her heart was empty, and her body seemed to be missing something, but also seemed to have something added. Indulgence made her feel better, and the burdens on her heart became bearable. Could it be that when a girl becomes a woman, she can bear more? Hatred, harassment, helplessness, and loneliness once whipped her like a whip, driving her to the edge of madness, but now, she feels better.
She stood up, straightened her messy dress, tied up her long hair, and walked into the dark stone pillar without looking back.
Wei Shiqi squinted his eyes and looked at the verses on the stone pillar. He hesitated for a moment and did not cut it flat. He replaced it with a stone pillar that was further away and continued to use the sword to carve the words. It was still the four-dimensional pieced together. Sentence - a moment is worth a thousand pieces of gold, you must know how to do it. The waiter helped her weakly, and Jiangzhou Sima's green shirt was wet. The distance was far away, and he returned to the state of a child holding a pen, writing words as big as a palm and crookedly.
There was a lack of Lihuo Qi in the belly of the mountain. Yu Yao could only rely on swallowing pills to replenish his vitality. He was in a hurry when he left Liushi Peak and only brought two bottles of Five Elements Qi Restoration Pills. , it was a drop in the bucket, and after taking the remaining Qiankun Yiqi Pill, she had no more pills on hand.
Yu Yao walked up to Wei Shiqi, grabbed a handful of jade slips and placed them in front of him, saying, "I'll trade these with you for the Qiankun Yiqi Pill."
Wei Shiqi knew what she was thinking and wanted to figure everything out clearly. He took out the Qiankun Yiqi Pill from his arms, handed it to her with the bottle, and said: "I don't want your things, I'll give them to you."
Yu Yao refused to answer and asked stubbornly: "What do you want?"
"I don't want anything, I just want to help you. Do you believe it?"
Yu Yao shook her head.
Wei Shiqi said: "It is necessary to be cautious. No one in this world will be kind to others for no reason. All efforts, whether intentional or unintentional, hope to be rewarded. This kind of reward, Sometimes it’s immediate gains, sometimes it’s long-term gains, sometimes it’s inner satisfaction. No one is exempt from the vulgarity of being courteous for nothing, and is either a traitor or a thief. Instead of believing in hypocrites who don’t mean what they mean and whose hearts are hidden in the ghost world, it’s better to be clear about it. ""
These words touched Yu Yao's heart. This is exactly what she thought, but it was not as clear as what Wei Shiqi said.The superficial warmth was torn away, and she was nakedly talking about sacrifice and reward, but she couldn't fully accept it. She retorted: "That's not necessarily the case. Between mother and child, and between husband and wife, there is always sacrifice without expecting anything in return, right?"
"Parents pay for their children because they actually hope that their blood will continue. , The husband pays to his wife because he hopes that she will give birth to children for him. There is also a hidden purpose behind instinct and nature. The root of the relationship between people is nothing more than the word 'interest'."
Yu Yao felt that something precious had been broken deep in her heart, but she couldn't defend it. She lowered her head and thought for a moment, then forced a smile and said, "What do you mean when you tell me this?"
Wei Shiqi took her hand and said, "I just want to tell you that between you and me, Time, no need to doubt anything, what I want is you, you have given me what I want, there is no need to pay anything more."
Yu Yao took the porcelain bottle from his hand and said, "Okay. I'll give it to you."