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Chapter 5 If I die

Wei Shiqi was imprisoned in a small space, and his hands and feet were not allowed to stretch. He felt like a mummy, unable to break free from the shackles of the shroud. The surroundings were gray and silent. Wei Shiqi coughed lightly, and the echo lingered for a long time.

He closed his eyes and observed carefully, the demonic energy in his body was slowly flowing, the sword pills and the Yin locks were as desired, and there was no difference. He was just trapped by the "Three Corpse Soul Binding Talisman" and could not escape temporarily.

Wei Shiqi felt relieved and turned his head and neck. His joints creaked like rusty door hinges. The demonic energy was boiling. His limbs jerked outward and he regained his freedom. Regardless of whether it is a treasure talisman or a spiritual treasure, as long as it is used to capture people, it has its limit. If it exceeds the limit, it cannot capture people and cannot trap them.

He patted the sword pouch and took the five-color divine light sickle into his hand. He waved it with all his strength, and the silver light suddenly surged, cutting through the void and washing back and forth like a sea wave. The space in the "Three Corpse Soul-Retaining Talisman" finally withstood the Unable to control the Maurya King's innate magical power, tiny cracks opened up and gradually spread to the entire world.

Wei Shiqi suddenly activated his flying scythe, and a wisp of skylight shone in. He jumped up, broke through the "Three Corpse Soul Binding Talisman", and was bathed in the heavy rain again.

Xu Lingguan and the Bian sisters were nowhere to be found. The wilderness was vast and it was difficult to see far. Wei Shiqi pondered for a moment, then flew up with his sword and circled around. There was no trace of anyone.

"I'm really a headless fly now..." Wei Shiqi chose a direction at random, activated the Hidden Snow Sword, and shot out with lightning. The sound of thunder continued, and it flew out in an instant. Hundreds of miles.

With vast mountains stretching in front of him, Wei Shiqi lowered his flying sword and found a protruding rock to temporarily avoid the rain.

With all his clothes ruined and naked, he took out a set of navy blue robes from the two-phase ring and put them on. This robe was prepared by Qin Zhen for him. He didn’t expect it to be sent out so quickly. usefulness.

Listening to the sound of rain, Wei Shiqi thought that when he goes out, he must prepare a few extra sets of clothes, preferably cassocks that are invulnerable to water and fire. Otherwise, in the middle of a fierce battle, suddenly Being naked with a hammer hanging is a very embarrassing thing.

After sitting for a while, he felt extremely hungry. He picked at it, took out a piece of dried wild boar meat, tore off a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, chewing it slowly, looking a little dazed.

Qin Zhen also prepared this wild boar meat for him.

Junior sister Xiao said to him, "You are my honey." This is what she thought and what she did.

What would he do if someone threatened him with a sword on her neck? How much would he pay to keep her safe? Hidden Snow Sword? Mountain and River Vitality Lock? An arm? A pair of eyes? Even his own life?

Qingming once asked him, "If Qin Zhen and Yu Yao were captured to threaten you, would you surrender without mercy, or would you still fight after being trapped?" At that time, he fooled him, but Qingming's words were like a needle, always stabbing him. in mind.

What would you do?

Once this thought came to his mind, he could not get it out. He felt a cruel pleasure, forcing himself to think about it more and more.Go, just like a child changing teeth, he can't help but use his tongue to lick the gap on the gum.

Emotions are luxury goods and require full and unswerving devotion, which is exactly what he cannot do. In essence, he is an indifferent person, with a cold nature in a sense. Husband and wife are like birds in the same forest, and they will fly apart in the end of the disaster. He has deeply understood the weight of this sentence. Yes, he likes Qin Zhen and treats her pretty well, at least he thinks he is pretty good. But as he said to Bian Ci, there is no love without reason in this world, and there is no hatred without reason. The same is true between men and women. There is selfishness and profit driven behind all efforts, lifting the veil of tenderness and revealing those things that are not pleasant and more essential.

Be kind to a woman, love her, and pay for her. What do you want to get? gratitude? take care of? Share? accompany? mating? Fertility? Reproduce?

What exactly do you want to get?

"I don't want anything." Wei Shiqi seemed to be comforting himself, but also seemed to be convincing himself.

His thoughts became extremely active, and he saw clearly the origin of his thoughts.

For mortals, life is a journey that starts from countless starting points. Destiny is like the falling flowers on the branches. Some fall on the heads of beauties and are picked by delicate hands. Some fall in the toilet and are picked by delicate hands. Flooded with shit. However, the end of this journey is the same, no matter how long or short, no matter right or wrong, no matter how hot or cold, no matter the ups and downs, the end of the road is the grave, no one can be an exception.

From the moment we are born, we move towards death step by step. Once we come to this world, everyone is waiting for death. What we spend is just a period of waiting. During this waiting time, there is always a need for some comfort and anesthesia, to stay awake at all times, and to always be aware that death is bound to come, there is no escape, and it will drive people crazy. So everyone, consciously or unconsciously, consciously or unconsciously, pursues something, money, power, wine, women, feelings, music, art, even a comfortable life, luxurious enjoyment, children's achievements, self-realization , social recognition, moral superiority, etc., to name a few. In the hearts of a thousand people, there are a thousand kinds of desires, some are normal, some are distorted, but in any case, desires are necessary, because only by having something to ask for and something to rely on can people temporarily forget death. shadow.

But he is different. He has tasted the taste of life. He has completed the journey from the beginning to the end. He knows the impermanence of fate, the meaninglessness and worthlessness of life. He knows that life is like sand in the hand. The tighter you hold it, the more you hold it. It drains away faster. Everything is the moon in the water, flowers in the mirror, everything is illusion, only death is the real existence. For all living beings, only when they reach the end of life, the last moment of life, will they see the cruelty of death. However, for Wei Shiqi, he cannot deceive or anesthetize himself at every moment.

No comfort, no anesthesia, no sustenance, death'sWith the sickle hanging on his head, he lives soberly. Every day is torture. Nothing can comfort him. Qin Zhen can't do it, Yu Yao can't do it, embark on the path of cultivating immortals, and live dozens of lives like a mortal. For so long, these are not enough.

In this world, no one can live forever.

If I die, this world has no value.

Until he came to the Demon Suppressing Tower and faced the Sky Fox Ruan Qing, he learned that there was another world outside this world.

He seemed to see himself on Tiandu Peak again, walking step by step on the rugged mountain road. At that time, he always felt that there was something buried deep in his heart, which could not be explained. , now, after experiencing so many twists and turns, he finally understands.

Because life is a journey that starts over, and because the end of the road can be full of surprises and accidents, he chose to be indifferent, no matter what he gave up, no matter how much he paid, no matter how his body and mind became twisted. It looks like he wants to pass through the crack in the sky high in the far north to see the legendary world.

In that world, there is a wider unknown world.

In that world, time passes at another speed.

In that realm, maybe he can escape the inevitable outcome and gain eternal life.

Ruan Qing gave him hope and comfort, for which he was grateful.

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