I encountered something urgent and asked for a day off. Poluo has become sick. Poluo has arthritis. A book friend who came to Boluo’s house saw that it was very serious. It also hurts on rainy days. There are many thieves on cloudy and rainy days.
Panluo usually relies on painkillers or some anti-inflammatory drugs to hold on temporarily. According to the doctor's advice, he needs to undergo a replacement surgery, but if he can, he can do it, because the joints have lifespan and so on. In addition, Boluo I am still quite afraid of going to the operating table under anesthesia.
Another point is that I cannot write a good plot. I am not satisfied with the plot I conceived... This sluggish state of inability to update has lasted for almost two months. To be honest, I can no longer do anything for myself. Justify anything.
I also want to write a lot, but I am a bit frustrated after seeing many book reviews. I want to satisfy everyone's taste. As a result, the more I do this, the more I struggle with the full creation at the beginning. The passion was also worn away.
But after I finished writing it, I looked at it and found that it seemed that what I wrote was something I had predetermined. So, what are you struggling with?
I will sort out the plot outline tonight and start writing it freely tomorrow. I may not be able to satisfy everyone’s tastes in the end, but I want to find the feeling of writing this book in the first place.