Jia Dalong swallowed dryly and said with a guilty conscience, "Of course."
Wu Niya smiled bitterly and said, "Dalong, if you had any blood that a man should have, I would have been with you a long time ago." Got it.
I came to Haicheng and met your wife. At first I thought the reason why you couldn’t be with me was because you found a more beautiful woman.
But you have been married for almost a year and still have no children. If my guess is correct, you have lost your ability in that area."
Jia Dalong was startled and blushed.
Jia Erhu’s face was expressionless, but his heart was already stirred up. Is Wen Ruyu still a virgin?
Wu Niya continued, “Although you were very hopeful to take the exam. Going to college is just a matter of hope. The reason why I am willing to accept you is really out of sympathy for you.
More than once, when you were hiding outside the window, watching Jia Shuisheng and your mother. When we are together, you seem to be solving problems by yourself."
Jia Dalong's face turned from red to purple.
Wu Niya continued, "Because of this, I deliberately pretended not to know when I found out you were peeping on me taking a shower.
While I sympathized with you, I also felt that I feel sorry for each other.
In the village, we are all weak and bullied, so I think only when we come together can we help each other.
Now that you think about it, you should have witnessed the scene when your mother and Jia Shuisheng were together, and you felt a sense of guilt in your heart about the affairs between men and women, but the physical reaction made you have to do it yourself again and again. Solve the problem.
Over time, the impulse of adolescence combined with the sense of guilt has caused your psychology to be extremely distorted, so you have lost that aspect of your function.
If so. In this case, you'd better let it go and don't harm any woman, because being a widow is the most painful torture for a normal woman.
You are now an associate professor in the university, so you should know this better than me. It makes sense."
Jia Dalong was touched by Wu Niya, and what he said was true.
Since his father's death, Jia Dalong often saw Jia Shuisheng sneaking into his home, and later often saw his mother following Jia Shuisheng to the back mountain.
When he witnessed his mother and Jia Shuisheng doing things together, his anger and hatred were covered up by fear. Later, he peeped at them almost pervertedly and solved the problem by himself.
Although he realized that his mother was a bad woman and Jia Shuisheng’s behavior was actually a crime, that scene constantly stimulated the cortex of his brain and made him feel an unprecedented sense of pleasure and joy. excited.
It was under this contradictory psychological torture that he gradually lost his ability in that area.
In fact, he still hides a huge secret in his heart.
Everyone who is older in the village knows what happened between his mother and Jia Shuisheng.Jia Shuisheng's wife also knew.
Not only Wu Niya knew about Jia Dalong's peeping, but Jia Shuisheng's wife also knew about it, but she just didn't dare to say it.
One late autumn night, Jia Dalong was peeping in the grass in the back mountain. To be precise, he was eavesdropping on his mother and Jia Shuisheng when they were together. Jia Shuisheng's wife suddenly appeared next to him. .
Out of revenge, Jia's wife actually hugged Jia Dalong and kissed her.
After waiting for Jia Dalong’s body to change, he actually wanted to do something with Jia Dalong.
Jia Dalong was both shocked and scared. In addition, the mountain breeze on the autumn night was chilly. After Jia's wife hugged him and lay on her body, he couldn't do it.
Later, Jia’s wife comforted him, probably because of the cold weather and nervousness.
Sometimes when his mother and Jia Erhu were not at home, Jia’s wife often sneaked into Jia Dalong’s room. After several attempts without success, Jia’s wife realized that something was wrong with him and even asked Jia Dalong to go to the hospital. Look at the huge psychological pressure this puts on Jia Dalong.
But he found that it was fine when he solved it, but not as long as he was with a woman.
Later on, he always solved problems by himself, and this was still the case after marrying Wen Ruyu.
Seeing his depressed look, Jia Erhu shook his head, "As a son of man, when your mother is insulted, you don't dare to stand up.
< p>After leaving you for so many years, your mother sent you money, but you still accepted it, but you never thought of going back to see your mother, and you didn't even answer the phone.The most disgusting thing is. I'm angry that you only spent 200 yuan, and you brazenly told me that you took away my father and mother's graves.
You probably don't know that Sister Jinhua spent tens of thousands. For $1, I knocked down the old house and built a two-story house.
Forget it, you are cowardly and selfish, but you actually lied to me
Sister Jinhua helped. You have so much, she opened a teahouse in this city, and it’s just opposite the KTV, but you didn’t even tell me.
I really don’t know what’s going on in your head.”
Jia Dalong sighed, "Erhu, I know you look down on me, but have you ever thought about it for me?
You are not the son of my father and mother. No matter how coward your father is, or how bad your mother is, It has no impact on you, but do you know how much impact it has on me?
But what can I do?
Jia Shuisheng is the village chief, and Jia Yong is wandering in the society. What can I do?"
Jia Erhu said angrily, "You are still defending me. Stop talking about it when I was a child. When I grew up, I chased Jia Yong all over the village to kill him. From then on, he You don’t dare to mess with us anymore, but you went to his house and knelt down to apologize.
Are you doing it for me?
You think you are about to go to college, and you are afraid. You can't afford tuition and living expenses, and at the same time you know that Jia Shuisheng is having an affair with his mother, so you just take a fancy to his family's money.So he did not hesitate to betray me, betray my mother, and later betray Sister Jinhua. "
Jia Dalong spread his hands with great grievance, "What do you want me to do? I'm not as capable as you, and I'm not as capable as you. Apart from leaving as soon as possible the village that has humiliated me all my life, I can What else can you do?"
Jia Erhu said, "It's not just that. You hate that village and our mother, mainly because you feel that your mother has given you all the love that should have been given to you. Half of me, even more than I gave you, blinded you with your selfish mentality.
You just said that once you become famous, you will settle accounts with those who owe you.
But what I want to say is that you have really stood out, and the first person who wants to settle accounts is me.
If your mother were still alive, you would still settle the score with her.
Isn’t it?
You are a typical person who is domineering at home and cowardly outside."
Jia Dalong asked, "No matter what, mom What she did makes me, a son, feel embarrassed and makes me unable to hold my head up for the rest of my life. Don’t you think I should hate her?” Please remember to collect it. The latest website is the fastest and free to find books without anti-theft and add books. You can add qq Group 887805068