After everything was settled, Wen Ruyu suddenly felt that she was going to lose Jia Erhu forever, and she couldn't control her emotions.
Jia Erhu suddenly felt a little guilty. He didn't know whether he really wanted Wen Ruyu to get ahead in letting Wen Ruyu enter the official career, or whether it was for his own face.
Especially after he knew that she could no longer marry him after entering the official career, he still facilitated this matter. Isn’t it because there were too many women around him and he was a little too busy? He just wanted to stay with Wen Ruyu forever. Is it a relationship between lovers?
The image of Zhao Xuerui suddenly flashed in his mind.
Yes, in fact, deep down in his heart, he felt that Zhao Xuerui was more perfect and more suitable to be his wife.
However, Wen Ruyu's tears made him break his defense in shame and self-blame.
He hugged Wen Ruyu tightly, let out a long sigh, and said, "Wife, why don't you come back to Changling with me? We won't be an official anymore."
Wen Ruyu was shocked
She looked up at Jia Erhu, and an impulse immediately surged in her heart to return to Changling with Jia Erhu, just like an ancient woman, with her Ruyi Lang Just like you elope.
However, Tu Yalan's words always lingered in her ears.
And she also thought that if she gave up everything, she would be completely dependent on Jia Erhu for the rest of her life and lose herself completely.
As time goes by, even if Jia Erhu always sticks to him, his feelings will probably fade away in the daily trivialities of pots and pans.
For example, Bai Jieping and Gao Yide, they used to be so talented and like-minded, they attracted the envy and jealousy of many people, but now
And for example, Tu Yalan and Dongfang Daxing, Tu Yalan is more than 10 years younger than Dongfang Daxing. I think back then, she also wanted to have a good figure and beautiful appearance.
But there will always be other women around Dongfang Daxing, and there will always be women younger and more beautiful than Tu Yalan.
For the sake of a momentary impulse, I am afraid that I will have irreparable regrets and regrets in the future, which will always accompany me throughout my life.
In the end, Wen Ruyu decided not only to keep a certain distance from Jia Erhu, but also to maintain her high advantage over him.
Only in this way can he always look up to himself.
Rather than giving up everything to marry him and become a wife in name only, but have to endure his debauchery outside, it would also make him feel that he is the one who supports her.
It is better to work hard in your official career. Even if you are his lifelong lover, you are still above others and have him worship at your feet forever.
Thinking of this, Wen Ruyu kissed Jia Erhu with tears in her eyes and said in his ear, "This is the opportunity you bought with your life. I must cherish it."
Also Yes, I prefer you to think of me when you sleep with someone else in your arms, rather than thinking of others while you hug me..
More importantly, your career has just started. After I enter the official career, I can help you in countless ways. "
Jia Erhu said, "I don't need your help."
Wen Ruyu explained, "In fact, while helping you, I also gained spiritual comfort and was able to Pouring your heart and soul on the road of struggle for the man you love most is like giving a pair of wings to the man you love most. It is every woman’s lifelong dream.
For most women, this is just a dream and a luxury. Now I have this opportunity, and you created it for me.
Giving up this opportunity would make me feel more heartbroken than wasting my life. ”
After saying that, she sobbed again.
Jia Erhu was also a little confused. He didn’t know what to say, so he simply lowered his head and kissed her crazily.< /p>
After a long time, Wen Ruyu let go of Jia Erhu, took out a handkerchief to wipe away her tears, and said very seriously, "Although Chen Lingyan is not very beautiful, she should be the one who loves you the most and is the most suitable for you." people.
And I also reached an agreement with her. Once you marry her, she will acquiesce in our relationship as lovers. If you marry someone else, I'm afraid we can only drift apart. Once the incident comes out, , you and I will both be ruined. "
Jia Erhu held her in his arms again and said, "Don't think so much. You study hard and look back at how your work arrangements are going. Let's take it one step at a time. Maybe we will still have a chance to live together in the future. "
Wen Ruyu smiled reluctantly, "Maybe, but I don't want you to have any psychological pressure or burden.
You are so handsome and handsome, and you are so capable and well-connected. You will definitely have a successful career in the future, and there will be many, many women who like you.
I just hope that when you face a choice, you will not give up the opportunity you should seize because of my existence.
Living with the person you love most is of course a kind of happiness.
Isn’t it a kind of happiness to be able to help the person you love the most to live happily with others?"
Jia Erhu said nothing more. At this moment, he could He felt that Wen Ruyu loved him with all his life and all his emotions, and such a woman could never let him down
He kissed Wen Ruyu tightly, caressing her whole body with his hands, wishing he could bring them together. Their bodies melted together
When the train was about to leave the platform, Wen Ruyu burst into tears on the platform, and Jia Erhu's eyes in front of the glass window were also wet.
At this moment, In their emotions, it seemed that they were the only two people in the world.
As the train left, Jia Erhu calmed down from his previous emotions and felt that he still had a lot to do.
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Slowly, Wen Ruyu's beauty and body fragrance disappeared into the darkness outside the window as the distance grew farther and farther away.
But Wen Ruyu, who was standing on the platform, did not leave for a long time. .
She was still thinking, was her choice really the right one?
On the way back to the guest house, she even lay on the bed to rest. She had been extremely passionate with Jia Erhu these days. The scene has been lingering in her mind.
Even lying in a neat and clean quilt, she could feel the smell of male hormones on Jia Erhu's body, lingering around her.
She kept reaching for the left side of the bed, because that was where Jia Erhu liked to sleep.
Every time he reached out to touch the sheets beside him, what came to his mind was Jia Erhu's strong body and his snoring after exhaustion. Please remember to collect it, the latest and fastest website without anti-theft, free to find books and add books, you can join the qq group 887805068