"After Chen Nanxing passed away, I was afraid that my parents would be worried, so I could only pretend to be fine and go to work, numbing myself with work until I fainted that day. I was afraid that I would be like Chen Nanxing, that's it. Leave this world quietly."
"As long as I calm down every night, I can't help but think about her. My heart is blocked and my heart aches. Why, she is not even thirty years old. , she is really the kindest girl I have ever seen in the world. Don’t they say good people are rewarded? Why are you treating her like this? I know I shouldn’t impose these emotions on you, but you are the only one who knows Chen Nanxing here. I can only tell you this so that I can feel better. This is the only thing I can do for her."
Xu Hongdou seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and her tears were like spring water. Continuously gushing out, crying until I was hoarse.
Qin Hao hesitated a little, stepped forward and hugged Xu Hongdou tightly. Perhaps he was still immersed in pain, Xu Hongdou did not notice anything strange, and subconsciously put his chin on Qin Hao's shoulder. Crying more deeply.
Da Mai was coding in the room. When he heard the "wow" sound outside, he thought it was wind, so he casually sent a message to Nana, "The wind is so strong tonight."
p>As a result, Nana replied in the next second, "Listen carefully again."
Before Damai could figure out the reason, Nana sent a photo directly. .
In an instant, Damai rushed out of the room and secretly stood on the balcony to peek into the small courtyard.
"How about a blast?" Nana sent another message.
Daimai responded with three thumbs up emoticons, "That's awesome, so Brother Hao and Sister Hongdou have settled their feud."
"It's more than just settling their feud, I see. "It won't be long before we are ready to eat wedding candies," Nana posted a snickering emoticon.
Da Mai replied to Nana, "Suddenly I felt like I was watching an idol drama. Sure enough, the love between a talented man and a beautiful woman is so eye-catching, but why is Sister Hongdou crying so sadly?"
"Don't worry about it. Don't ask Hongdou when you see him tomorrow, so as not to be embarrassed, you know." Nana warned worriedly.
"Yeah, I understand. I'm going back to code."
For a long time, Xu Hongdou didn't know whether he had finished venting or was tired of crying. He gradually came back to his senses and realized that It was inappropriate. He wanted to push Qin Hao away, but found that he was hugged very tightly.
"You can let me go now." Xu Hongdou sniffed and reminded softly.
Qin Hao slowly let go of Xu Hongdou, but when Xu Hongdou violently broke away and wanted to escape, Qin Hao stopped him and hugged him around the waist.
"Xu Hongdou, I knew you wanted to run away when you encountered a problem. You are a little liar."
Xu Hongdou glared at Qin Hao and said angrily, "Let go." , you are the liar."
Qin Hao ignored Xu Hongdou's struggle and pressed against her shocked eyes.
After Xu Hongdou reacted, she struggled even more fiercely. However, what happened to Qin Hao’s hand around her waist?There was nothing she could do to break free, and her little fist hit Qin Hao without any pain or itch.
Gradually, Xu Hongdou felt that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe, and his brain seemed to be deprived of oxygen, slowly losing resistance.
Until Xu Hongdou suddenly felt a strange feeling coming from his chest, she pushed Qin Hao away with all her strength.
Qin Hao's right hand showed a semi-oval shape, and he explained to Xu Hongdou with a slight embarrassment, "Instinct, instinctive reaction."
"Rogue" Xu Hongdou glared at Qin Hao angrily One glance and walked upstairs.
As a result, Xu Hongdou's face turned red when he heard the sounds of chaotic footsteps in the corridor. He quickly climbed up to the second floor with a stamp of his feet, closed the door, and breathed heavily.
Xu Hongdou subconsciously reached out to cover her face and found that it was unusually hot.
"It's so abominable that this guy takes advantage of others' danger"
Lying on the bed, Xu Hongdou couldn't help but get entangled. After all, Qin Hao was the man Chen Nanxing wanted to confess to. If If I date Qin Hao, does that count as trying to steal a boyfriend from my best friend?
I spent the whole night speechless.
Xu Hongdou heard someone knocking on the door, and was about to cover herself with a quilt and go back to sleep. However, her cell phone rang again. When she saw the caller ID, she was so frightened that she lost all sleep.
"Just answer the call, what are you afraid of?"
After half a minute of mental preparation, Xu Hongdou pressed the answer button.
"Hey, what are you doing?" Xu Hongdou said in a deliberately fierce tone.
As a result, Qin Hao hung up directly and shouted outside the door, "I'm still sleeping. What time is it? Get up and have lunch."
Xu Hongdou looked at the phone The time was actually almost twelve o'clock.
"Oh, I got it."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Hongdou was still struggling, and then she heard Qin Hao knock on the door and said, "Stop dawdling, things will eventually work out." You have to face it, don't always think about escaping."
After hearing Qin Hao's departure, Xu Hongdou patted the quilt angrily, "Huh, you said it as if you know me well."< /p>
"What's there to be afraid of? I didn't run away."
After a while of mental preparation, Xu Hongdou got up from the bed and went to the bathroom to wash up.
When Xu Hongdou went downstairs, it was already half an hour later. When she came to the small kitchen, Xu Hongdou discovered that the food was not completely ready yet. It was obvious that Qin Hao had calculated that she would wait for a while. It won't come down for a while.
"Good morning, Sister Hongdou." Damai approached her with shining eyes.
This sudden enthusiasm made Xu Hongdou very uncomfortable. Thinking of what happened last night, Xu Hongdou couldn't help but feel hot in his cheeks and could only respond mechanically.
"Good morning."
Damai remembered Nana's instructions yesterday and did not mention anything about last night. However, in Xu Hongdou's view, everything Damai said was It happened last night, because this kid can't lie at all, everything is written on his face.
“Well, Damai, we’ll change it later.Take a seat. "
While serving tea, Xu Hongdou quietly said to Damai.
Damai agreed without thinking too much.
However, when Qin When Hao came to the table, he also changed seats with Mr. Ma and still sat opposite Xu Hongdou.
“Eat more lotus root to nourish your mind and calm your mind. "
Da Mai also took the opportunity to assist, "Yes, Sister Hongdou, this lotus root was bought by Brother Hao from the market. "
"Thank you. "Xu Hongdou ate in small bites, always feeling that the taste of this meal was different from the previous ones.
After eating and drinking, Qin Hao said to Xu Hongdou, "When you are full, let's go out for a walk. . "
"It seems that I am washing the dishes today." Xu Hongdou finally found a reasonable reason.
However, Damai once again sent an assist, "I will do the dishes today." Wash, Sister Hongdou, you don’t have to worry about it. ”
Xu Hongdou had no choice but to follow Qin Hao out of the small courtyard.
The two of them came to the grassland by Erhai Lake. Xu Hongdou couldn’t help but suspect that this guy was It wasn’t true that he just asked her to come for a walk.
As a result, at this moment, Qin Hao stopped and sat directly on the grass. He also patted the grass next to him and signaled. Hongdou also sat down.
Xu Hongdou sat vigilantly within an arm's reach of Qin Hao.
Qin Hao didn't care and said slowly, "Have you thought about it?" "
Xu Hongdou looked at Qin Hao with a puzzled look on his face, "What are you thinking about?"
"You don't want to deny it, right?"
"You , rogue." When Xu Hongdou saw Qin Hao's vague smile, he realized that he had been fooled. He angrily grabbed a handful of grass and threw it at him. Unfortunately, it was blown to the Erhai Lake by the wind.
"You have to be responsible for me anyway"
As for Qin Hao's sudden behavior of being a scoundrel, Xu Hongdou was embarrassed and annoyed, "What a beautiful thought, why didn't I realize that you were a scoundrel before? Fortunately, Chen Nanxing didn't do it at the beginning."
When Chen Nanxing was mentioned, Xu Hongdou's mood fluctuated again.
"Chen Nanxing, can you tell me about her?"
Xu Hongdou turned his back and quietly wiped away the tears that fell from the corners of his eyes. After a while, he turned around, but his eyes were not looking at Qin Hao, but facing Erhai, with a look of memory in his eyes.
"Chen Nanxing and I met in college. We were both majoring in economics and management. We had been in the same dormitory since our freshman year. There were many disputes in the girls' dormitory. I didn't have a good relationship with several other girls at that time. They often quarreled, and Chen Nanxing always acted as the peacemaker. ”
“At first, I thought she was a weakling because she had no temper and smiled at everyone. But then one time, I got into a fight with several other girls because of something, and I beat them one by one. There were three of them, and everyone else was watching. Only Chen Nanxing helped me pull one away, and then I beat the two until they lay on the ground. From then on, they never dared to mess with me again. ”
Qin Hao quietly acted as a listener"Later on, you and Chen Nanxing became good friends."
"Well, although we won the fight, the three of them began to isolate me from then on, and even Chen Nanxing also fell in love with them. She was on the blacklist. I saw how pitiful she was, so I decided to take her to play with her." Xu Hongdou looked like "I'm very loyal" and almost made Qin Hao laugh.
"Then we did all the things that best friends in college should do. We watched movies together, went to amusement parks together, and skipped classes together. Later, we graduated, looked for jobs together, interviewed together, and were hired together. Let’s face setbacks together and encourage each other.”
“Later on, we became busier and busier at work, and sometimes we didn’t see each other for half a year, but we never lost contact, even though I was older than Chen Nanxing. She is a few months older, but she has actually been taking care of me. For so many years, except for colleagues and clients in Beijing, I have no friends with whom I can even talk. She is like a light, always shining for me in the dark night. "Bringing warmth and hope."
Qin Hao took out a pack of tissues and handed it to Xu Hongdou, comforting him, "Birth, aging, illness and death are inevitable for all of us, so you should cherish the present and carry it with you." Chen Nanxing can live happily for the rest of her life."
Xu Hongdou opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but Qin Hao suddenly pulled her up and shouted at Erhai.
"Chen Nanxing, Xu Hongdou will be taken care of by me from now on. I will make her happy."
Xu Hongdou glanced around subconsciously and found that there was no one around. After that, he let out a sigh of relief, stepped on Qin Hao, said "childish" and ran away.
At six o'clock in the afternoon, Damai quietly asked Mr. Ma, "Do you feel that the atmosphere is a little different after Brother Hao and Sister Hongdou came back?"
"Don't you feel it?" ." Mr. Ma looked at the two people who were cooking and playing with the cat in confusion.
"Could it be that my feeling is wrong?" Damai scratched his head.
"You women, you just like to believe in the sixth sense, which is pure nonsense."
But when the food was served, Mr. Ma also noticed that something was wrong. Qin Hao had not been so active in picking up food for Xu Hongdou before. Xu Hongdou's eyes were also worth pondering, and there seemed to be a kind of charm in them.
After Nana came back in the evening, Damai told her what he had discovered. Nana also thought at first that Damai had knocked too much. They looked like a couple, but after careful observation, she was keenly aware of the situation. It was discovered that the two people had much more eye contact than before. This was obviously not the way ordinary friends communicated.
"I see. I always feel that something is wrong, but is the eye contact really reliable? Is there a misunderstanding?" Damai asked doubtfully.
Nana pinched Damai's chin and teased, "You, you will understand when you meet a boy who likes you."
Daimai's face immediately turned hot. , leaving the sentence "I'm going to work on the manuscript."
Fleeing.
NineAround one o'clock, everyone's biological clocks began to alarm one after another, and everyone went back to their rooms to rest. Only Qin Hao and Xu Hongdou were left sitting in the yard watching the stars.
"Tell me, which one is the South Pole Star?"
Qin Hao smiled and said, "We are in the northern hemisphere, so we can't see the South Pole Star."
< p>Xu Hongdou looked shocked, "How could it be possible? Chen Nanxing told me that when her mother gave birth to her, she gave birth to her for a whole day, from night to dawn. When she was finally born, it was almost dawn, and her father happened to be I looked up and saw the South Pole Star, so I gave her this name.""Either Uncle Chen mistook the North Pole Star for the South Pole Star, or Chen Nanxing lied to you about her. That's not how the name came about."
Qin Hao couldn't help but be amused when he saw Xu Hongdou's appearance of being shocked by his worldview.
Checking her phone, Xu Hongdou found that what Qin Hao said was indeed true. She couldn't help but gritted her teeth and said, "This little liar has actually lied to me for so many years."
Seeing that Xu Hongdou was again When she was about to cry, Qin Hao held her hand and said, "Let's go. It's getting late. Go back and rest early."
"Yes." Xu Hongdou held back her tears immediately.
On the second floor, Xu Hongdou was about to close the door, but Qin Hao blocked the door with one hand.
"What are you doing?" Xu Hongdou stretched his neck a little nervously.
"What are you thinking about in your little head all day long? I just want to remind you to close the windows, otherwise you will be carried away by mosquitoes again." Qin Hao smiled and hit Xu Hongdou on the head. For a moment.
"Good night."
Xu Hongdou rubbed his head and waved his fist at Qin Hao's back to express his dissatisfaction.
Unknown to everyone, after returning to the room, Qin Hao leaned against the door and sighed, "It's a pity, it's just one step away."
That night, Xu Hongdou dreamed of Chen Nanxing again. Shi Mohu's dream was different. This time Xu Hongdou remembered the dream very clearly. Chen Nanxing told her to cherish the present and live well.
In the dream, a tear fell from the corner of Xu Hongdou's eyes and she murmured in her sleep.
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