Chapter 24 Yuyan rejects dawn

The car stopped steadily at the entrance of the orphanage, and Yu Yan walked out of the car. She tried her best to smile gratefully at Li Ming, and said softly: "Brother, thank you for accompanying me to the hospital. You stayed up all night last night, and you should be very tired now. Go back and rest early." There was something in her words. A kind of indifferent calm, as if nothing just happened.

Dawn deeply felt the pain in her heart, the endless torture that was tearing her apart like a sharp blade. He knew very well that she might be trapped by the clutches of illness at any time, which made it impossible for him to leave peacefully. So, he gently but firmly put his arms around her shoulders and whispered softly: "Yu Yan, let me stay with you, okay? I can help you take care of the child."

" No! " She shook her head wildly, took two steps back, tears rolling down like broken pearls. She choked and said, "What you have done for me has gone beyond the boundaries of an ordinary friend. How can I accept your sacrifice with peace of mind? Any contribution should be rewarded, but I can no longer give you any reward." "

Liming stepped forward and supported her shaky body: "Yu Yan, I never thought I would need anything in return from you."

"It's because you don't want it. Any repayment will make me feel even more guilty. " She continued with a choked voice: "I chose to hide Shijun because I didn't want to implicate him. Likewise, I didn't want you to be affected in any way. Can you understand my painstaking efforts? "Due to her excessive emotion, Yu Yan's eyes suddenly turned dark, and her world seemed to have been stripped of its color. Her hands trembled in the air, groping helplessly, trying to regain her lost vision.

Li Ming gently supported her, and the warm hand waved gently in front of her eyes. "Yuyan, you can't see it, can you?" He said with a choked voice, "Don't be afraid, I'm by your side."

She shook her head gently, with a hint of Determined: "I'm fine, I can go home by myself." Although her vision has disappeared and her body has lost her balance, she still tries to move forward. However, she was helpless and finally collapsed on the ground, looking so fragile.

"Yu Yan, let me help you, okay?" Liming looked at her distressedly and tried to help her up. But she shook her head gently again, as if refusing all help. After a while, her vision gradually recovered in the darkness.

When she could finally see the appearance of Dawn clearly, a complex look flashed in her eyes. She said softly: "Please don't come to me again in the future, otherwise I will leave this place." After saying that, she gritted her teeth and climbed up from the ground, holding on to the wall, and walked firmly towards home step by step. Go, the back reveals extremely determined.

Yuyan walked home with difficulty step by step.

"Yu Yan", Shijun's voice sounded softly behind her, and she turned around slowly, her eyes cold and deep, as if he was a completely strange existence.

He approached her with heavy steps, his fingers trembling slightly, and he gently stroked the gauze on her forehead. Tears slid silently down his face. "Tell me, where did this injury come from?" His voice was filled with deep trembling and concern.

Yu Yan pursed her lips tightly and did not respond to his inquiry. The urge to escape surged deep in her heart. Recalling that a few days ago, at the beach, she once asked him whether he loved Wenqing or whether he truly loved her. His answer was very firm. He said that his relationship with Wen Qing had become a distant past and that he could only have room for her in his heart.

However, today in the hospital, she witnessed him embracing Wen Qing. The happy scene was like a sharp knife, mercilessly piercing her heart. Her heartache was more intense than any illness. It was a despair of being betrayed and deceived. Her heart seemed to be torn into countless pieces, scattered in the wind, unable to be pieced together.

His trembling hands gently placed on her thin shoulders, trying to explain everything today to her, "Today, I went to the hospital to visit Wen Qing..."

Yu Yan suddenly interrupted him, her voice was firm and decisive: "You don't have to explain to me, we are over, you have the right to love anyone." At this moment, she had He made up his mind, if he really loved Wen Qing, not to mention Wen Qing was his lover. She is willing to let go of her worries and let her love drift away with the wind. In this way, one day in the future, even if he learns that she died of a serious illness, the pain in his heart will be slightly relieved. She can no longer accompany him through the future, but she sincerely hopes that he can live a better life.

"Yuyan, things are not as simple as you think." Shijun's heart was filled with helplessness and bitterness. He longs to eliminate the misunderstanding with Yu Yan, hoping that one day his sincerity can warm her wounded heart and allow her to open her heart to him again and accept his emotions. However, a trick of fate made him make a promise to Wen Qing that he could not break. This emotion may be destined to be buried deep in his heart and never see the light of day. He is well aware of Wenqing's stubbornness and fragility. If he breaks his promise, Wenqing may really choose to go to a dead end. Such heavy pressure made Shijun feel depressed, but he could only bear it silently, hoping that one day all misunderstandings and barriers would disappear and peace and harmony would return.

"I am not eager to know anything about you," Yu Yan's voice was calm and firm, revealing an unquestionable attitude,"I just hope to maintain my peaceful life. Is this too much? ? "Her mood swings made her headache surge. She tried her best to keep her body balanced and not let Shijun see her vulnerability. However, tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes like broken beads, unable to be suppressed.

Shijun wiped away the tears on her cheeks distressedly and said in a low voice: "Yuyan, I once swore that I would never let you shed another tear for me. No matter what happens,No matter what happens, please believe that my love for you is always the same and indestructible. "

"Love? "A sarcastic smile appeared at the corner of Yu Yan's mouth, "The moment you hugged Wen Qing tightly, was that so-called love still growing quietly in your heart? "

Shijun's body trembled suddenly, as if he was pushed away by an invisible force, and he took two steps back.

"Zhang Shijun, please don't try to use your false words again." The warmth to blind my eyes. Today, I am no longer the weak and helpless Fang Yuyan who relied on you. I already have my own independence and tenacity, as firm as a rock. Even without the appearance of Wen Qing, the relationship between us has long been like a broken mirror and can never be restored to its original state. Please completely give up those unrealistic fantasies. I have already cut off the idea of ​​getting back together, and there is no room for maneuver. "Her words were firm and decisive, as cold as her eyes. She took out the key, opened the door, walked into the house, and then closed the door heavily. The door blocked her and Shijun's sight, and the scene inside the door It is something that Shijun can no longer spy on.

Yu Yan leaned against the door, her eyes gradually closed, as if filled with endless sadness, tears slipped quietly down her white cheeks. Slowly dripping. A severe headache ripped through her body mercilessly like a beast. She felt unable to hold on anymore, and her body fell to the cold ground like a fallen leaf.

Her trembling hands were on the ground. She groped around in her bag in panic, but the medicine bottle seemed to be playing hide and seek with her. Memories came to her mind, and she realized that she might have left out those life-saving medicines in the car at dawn. She struggled to support her weak body. She crawled towards the desk, every movement was like fighting against fate.

Finally, she got the medicine bottle, and the medicine in her hand seemed to be her only hope. She took several doses without hesitation. After taking the pills, the taste of the medicine spread in her mouth. After taking the pills, she felt exhausted, and her body felt as if it was being pressed down by a heavy object. She lay on the ground, her consciousness gradually blurring, and she finally fell into a drowsy sleep. .

Shijun’s eyes were fixed on the wooden door. There was the person he loved most in his life. However, it was today that he clearly remembered that time. The shock, despair and pain in her eyes pierced deeply into his soul like a sharp knife. He kept recalling the pain, and questions surged in his heart: For the sake of his promise to Wen Qing, did he really do it? Did it betray the deep relationship between them?

In his mind, the past between him and Yu Yan flashed like a movie. Yu Yan in his memory was always smiling, no matter what they faced. She would always encourage him with a smile. It was with her company and encouragement that his career flourished. Today, he has become a successful person in the eyes of everyone, but no one can understand the emptiness and pain in his heart. < /p>

He lost her, which was the biggest regret in his life, even if his career was successful.There was no way he could fill the void in his heart. Since their reunion, he has never seen her smile again, replaced by endless tears and sadness.

If time could be turned back, the accidental car accident would not have happened three years ago, her eyes would not have gone blind, and he would not have let her disappear from his world for three years. However, the wheel of fate cannot be reversed, time cannot be returned to that distant moment, and everything cannot be rewritten. Shijun silently withdrew his gaze, turned around and walked towards the unknown distance, his back revealing endless loneliness and desolation.