The wedding of Shijun and Wenqing is about to take place. However, Shijun's heart does not feel the slightest joy of the wedding. On the eve of the wedding, he stood alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window at home, staring blankly into the distance, but his thoughts involuntarily drifted back to the afternoon when he and Yu Yan were chatting at the tea party.
That day, he met Yu Yan, but his heart was filled with complicated emotional entanglements. He knew that telling her his decision would cause her unspeakable pain. However, after weighing the situation, he decided to choose honesty because it was the best way for her. He knew that avoiding her would only bring her greater pain.
The moment he saw her walking into the tea house with Li Ming, he felt uncontrollable jealousy in his heart. Therefore, he couldn't help but ask her if she really fell in love with Li Ming. However, now that she thinks about it carefully, Yu Yan's answer at that time may not be what she really wanted. However, at that time, he failed to understand the subtle emotions involved. The pain in his heart made it difficult for him to judge the authenticity of Yuyan's words. He declared to her unabashedly that he was determined to be with Wenqing, completely ignoring Yuyan's inner feelings.
The pain in Shijun's heart surged like a tide, and he could no longer suppress his deep attachment to Yuyan. He clearly remembered that at that moment, he ruthlessly left Yu Yan at the teahouse, and the despair and pain flashed in Yu Yan's eyes. He quickly grabbed the car keys from the table and drove eagerly to Yu Yan's home. He wanted to apologize to her and longed for her forgiveness. However, no matter how hard he knocked, Yu Yan's door was always closed, as if she was telling him in the most silent way that she no longer wanted to see him.
Shijun closed his eyes silently, and tears fell silently, moistening his cheeks.
Yuyan woke up from a coma. Although her body was still weak, she showed unprecedented determination and insisted on leaving the hospital. Faced with her persistence, although Liming was full of worries, he had no choice but to send her home.
Accompanied by Li Ming, Yu Yan stepped into the house, her face looking particularly pale and haggard. She whispered to Li Ming: "Brother, you have really worked hard for me by taking such good care of me these days. Please go home and have a good rest, okay?"
"No, Yu Yan "You can't see the world now and you need someone to take care of you. How can I bear to leave you alone at home?" Dawn gently held her shoulders, her tone full of firmness and care.
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"No," Yu Yan took two steps back gently, crystal tears falling silently from her cheeks,"I have repeatedly emphasized that I do not want to be a burden to you. We are just ordinary friends, how can I accept your sacrifice without any regrets? " She suddenly became excited and held her head tightly with both hands, trying to relieve the sudden severe pain.
"Yuyan, what’s wrong with you? Your head is over againDoes it hurt? "Li Ming gently supported her, her eyes full of concern and worry.
She pushed him away suddenly, her body lost support like a fallen leaf, and slumped feebly on the cold ground. Her Holding her hands tightly on the ground, as if looking for the last bit of strength, tears flowed down her pale face, moistening the corners of her mouth. She choked and said, "I admit that right now, I am full of fear. I've been dreading this day ever since the doctor told me that my eyes might go dark again. Therefore, I chose to reject Shijun's feelings. I couldn't let him sink into this endless darkness. However, I never expected that this day would come so quickly and so ruthlessly. What else can I do except silently accept my fate? "Her voice was trembling, full of helplessness and despair.
"However, I will never be a burden to you. I am grateful for the care and help you have given me. Now I have nothing, but the only thing I have is my dignity and pride. I don't long for the pity and sympathy of others. I just hope to lick my wounds quietly in the darkness of loneliness. Can you understand my mood? "Yu Yan sat on the ground, holding her knees tightly with her hands, trying to resist the trembling and uneasiness in her heart.
A teardrop slipped from Li Ming's cheek. He slowly walked towards Yu Yan and squatted He lowered his body and said in a gentle voice: "Yu Yan, I understand all your feelings, but you are not in good health now. You can't sit on the ground for a long time. I will help you up. As long as you are willing to go to bed to rest, I will leave. Is this okay? ”
Yu Yan obediently allowed Liming to carefully help her get up, and lay gently on the soft bed. Liming gently covered her with a quilt, as if covering her with a layer of warm sunshine. . She slowly closed her eyes, and the sound of dawn's footsteps echoed in her ears, gradually disappearing into the distance.