Chapter 381: Death by Desire for Fireworks
"So that's what he said."
Aleister sighed and changed the subject, "Speaking of which, you still have The urge to transcend the path?"
Looking at David's obviously hesitant expression, Aleister added, "If so, you can tell me.
"After all, it will be difficult for us to see each other again in the future, and we are not usually in the same social circle. You can use me as a tree hole to vent those things you dare not say to the people around you. ”
“That still doesn’t work. "
Unexpectedly, David rejected Aleister's proposal.
"Why"
"You and Mr. Aiwass are Friend, and I respect him. He was an amazing man who was gentle, honest and kind. "
Mr. "Knight" hesitated for a moment, and then said, "I don't want him to know that I am a person who tends to go beyond the path. ”
Wow.
You are so good at complimenting people.
Aleister even felt choked by the praise and didn’t know what to do for a moment. responded.
But soon, a gentle smile like a coaxing child appeared on her face, "Let's make a deal, David. I swear I won’t tell Aiwass what you said to me, how about”
“But is this really okay?”
David said with some worry, “You guys If they are friends, then they are hiding something from their friends. I am afraid that you will quarrel because of this. I respect you all, and if you have a quarrel for this reason, it will be my fault. ”
“That’s it. If I want to tell Aiwass about you, I have to get your permission first. Is that okay?"
Aleister seemed to take a step back.
And David was obviously successfully coaxed. He thought seriously for a while, and then nodded slowly “That’s okay. If you want to quarrel over this matter, remember to say no to me. If it is an emergency, I will agree by default. "
"To be honest, I think you are more suitable for the path of devotion. "
Aleister sighed, "You are indeed a good boy. ”
But when he heard Aleister praise himself as a good boy, David curled his lips instead, obviously not happy.
He did not continue, but said calmly. He put on an adult face and spoke seriously, "Miss Aleister, I have seriously considered the three questions you asked me. "
"Just call me Aleister. "Aleister chuckled and added.
"Yes, Your Excellency Aleister. "
David is a little stubborn, but maybe he just doesn't dare to call Aleister by his name.
He said seriously, "I think I can at least do the first two points. Stability did it.
“The courage to face death, and the courage to challenge an invincible enemy.consciousness.
"Only the third point is to give up the victory that has already been achieved to seek greater victory, which is a bit difficult. I think I may be able to do it, I have that determination. But after all, I have not really I have faced such a painful decision, so I am not sure whether I will be able to do such a thing."
At the beginning, it was clear that I didn't want to talk about it. But after he started talking, he started talking non-stop.
Obviously he usually has a lot of worries and troubles, but he doesn't dare to say these words to others.
Although Aiwass knows that the illegality of Avalon's transcendence path largely comes from the illegality of the Noble Red, which monopolizes the knowledge of transcendence path promotion. And with the Noble Red now being wiped out, the Transcendence Path will soon be lifted.
The restrictions on other paths are basically career restrictions. For example, the twilight path may be a preservationist or a necromancer. From the general moral perspective of the Avalonians, the former is a good guy and the latter is a bad guy.
But obviously, David, who is not familiar with politics, does not understand the problems with this position.
He simply felt that he was touching Avalon's taboo.
On the one hand, he did feel the resonance of Taoism, but on the other hand, his father's identity made him dare not say this to anyone.
He is afraid that his father will be disappointed in him, and he is also worried that he will cause trouble for his father.
Only "Miss Aleister," a transcendent person who transcends the path, but a very friendly senior who prevents him from embarking on this path, can make him boldly say what is in his heart. sad.
David sat across the table and kept talking to Aleister.
It started with the "Three Principles of Beyond the Path" that Aiwass once showed him, and then he talked about his classmates smoothly, and then started to talk to the humanoid Aleister. The tree hole complained.
He thinks his classmates are too naive. There are no ideas, no dreams, and no responsibilities. They seemed to be just living one day at a time, squandering their time casually, which made David feel uncomfortable all over. Because he was repeatedly taught by his parents, which put tremendous pressure on him; but from another perspective, he did feel very tired.
That’s why he skipped classes. His skipping classes was not out of fun, but because he believed that “the teacher couldn’t give him what he wanted.” He wanted to learn something more useful and profound. But even his parents didn't know what David really thought.
Because David did not dare to say these words. He felt that this was "too transcendent" and would make people question their suitability for the path. Therefore, he is still deliberately concealing his true thoughts
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Aleister just smiled and catered to him. As David talked, it gradually became natural.
From the upright sitting posture, he gradually turned into a lazy posture lying on the table. David is 1.6 meters tall, butThe interrogation chair that was too tall to highlight the tall image of the interrogator was still too tall for him, causing his legs to swing back and forth very naturally.
Under Aleister’s guidance, David successfully talked about his emotions.
He does have a girl he likes in his class.
That is the child of a bishop, who is as old as him this year. Her mother, like Bishop Mathers, was a spiritual councilor of the Round Table Hall. Probably because of this, they were able to study in the same school.
At first, David secretly fell in love with her because of her gentleness and kindness.
Because he felt that the other party had a "mature" temperament, or that he felt different from the thirteen- or fourteen-year-old kids around him. That kind of feeling of taking care of people, like a sister. Against the background of those carefree children, it seemed that the other party was much precocious than the others.
But David did not confess to her, but secretly observed.
But soon, he felt disappointed again. Because he found that the other party was actually not as mature as he thought. She would be willful, noisy, and also like the same things that children like.
What shocked him the most was that at a social party, he saw the girl arguing with her mother, saying that she wanted to go home, and even burst into tears. It was with her at school. The kind of gentleness and wideness in it and a completely different image.
David never quarreled with his parents.
He admired his parents very much and dreamed of becoming a great person like them, able to protect others with his own life.
"That's right."
Aleister said softly, "So you don't like her?"
"Yeah."
David nodded, but felt a little disappointed. "In other words, I never knew the real her. What I fell in love with was just a silhouette of her, but I thought that was all of her."< /p>
"Not bad, you can also say some philosophical words."
Aleister smiled and said, "You can figure it out for yourself, that's pretty good."
"Yes, so I plan not to fall in love or get married in the future."
David raised his chest and raised his head and said seriously, "I will protect Avalon with all my life."
"Then you will be beaten by your father." Aleister said with a light smile.
Hearing this, David shrank his neck and did not dare to speak.
He does want to be a "hero". He was indeed beaten by his father.
In fact, his original dream was to become a "sacrificial hero" and be worshiped and mourned by people. Later, after being beaten by George, he reluctantly gave in and changed his dream to "hero".
"But I still want to fight to the end and sacrifice for others."
David whispered his true thoughts, "If I had a wifeWith my children, they will definitely feel sad because of my death, just like I will be sad if my father dies. And if I die, it will probably affect their lives, so I think it would be better not to get too close to other people. ”
This is the thought hidden in his heart.
If he hadn’t had such a happy chat with Aleister, he would never have expressed this thought.
Because this seems to be admitting that his sacrifice has "ulterior motives", then he is no longer a pure hero, but just a fanatic who yearns for death.
If so, Aleister. What she was thinking.
She also felt that it was not so much that David wanted to be a hero, but that he longed for a heroic death like fireworks.
This was his way of transcendence. It is determined by the adaptability of the road.
In other words, when his parents have not transcended the adaptability of the road, the fact that he has such a clear desire to transcend at such a young age shows that he has the ability to transcend the road. It's abnormal in itself. It's just that the great guardian's education is so good that it hides his problems.
Maybe he can be promoted. The sorcerer gave it to him.
This kind of career that leads to death is undoubtedly the most suitable for David.
"Let's do this, David. "
Aleister said softly, "Do you believe me?"
"I believe in you very much, Sir Aleister"
David was firm He said with some eagerness in his eyes, "Is there any task you want to entrust to me?"
Although Aleister is different from the image of a mature woman he imagined, she is gentle and intellectual, like a sister. The image really makes him want to keep getting closer.
He also believes that Aleister is by no means a bad person.
In other words, it can make his father recognize him and let him get in touch with him. There is no doubt about Aleister, she must be an innocent good person
And looking at Miss Aleister, wearing only a sweater, being tied to a chair in the interrogation room in the depth of winter, this is... It made him feel a little uncomfortable.
If there is anything I can do for her,
"In this case, you can go find Miss Ligeia after you are promoted again. "
Aleister said softly, "Just say that Aleister introduced me and got Aiwass's permission. I want to seek the secret of shedding and rebirth from her. Just say that you are looking for seven memories that can be used in rituals."
Hearing this, David couldn't help but widen his eyes and straighten his body.
He Suddenly he realized that this was not a mission, but an opportunity.
He listened carefully to the mystery Aleister told, with a faint purple aura in his eyes.
< p>Ligeia, who was holding Aleister's skirt and preparing to enter, stopped at the door.She closed her eyes and listened for a while, then shook her head silently.
Wait for Aleister to finish telling David everything and wait for David to confirm.Details later. She waited for a short while before reaching out and knocking on the door.
"Miss Crowley," Ligeia said in a childish yet inexplicably majestic voice, "the interrogation has been completed. You can leave now."
Then, She pushed open the interrogation room door.
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