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Chapter 45 I don’t know pain

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Isabel's eyelashes trembled slightly.

She snorted and slowly woke up from the slight shaking.

What just happened

The memory of the last second still remains when talking to Aiwass.

Then she vaguely felt the whole world shaking and wrinkled. It was like a sudden shaking earthquake shattering everything, or like a fragile and thin cardboard box being washed away by a flood. She vaguely heard the terrible roar of the hurricane, as if she was on the battlefield, listening to the earth-shattering roar.

She shuddered and felt great fear. It was as if the house she lived in was about to be destroyed by a tornado. The sense of crisis made her feel like she was about to wake up the next moment, but she heard another sigh.

A voice as dry and hoarse as sand grinding her throat said, "Go on to sleep."

So she fell into a deep sleep again.

When I woke up again, those remaining things were like a dream, vague and elusive.

But she was already in a dream.

Can the person in the dream still dream?

Isabel fell into a brief confusion.

"Your Highness Isabel."

It seems that a voice was heard, Shafiya's voice came from outside the house.

So Isabel immediately woke up and her expression returned to calm.

She tried to lift the quilt and get up. Only then did he finally realize that it was not him who felt dizzy, but the "house" itself that was shaking.

This is a boat.

Although she had never been on a boat, she still instinctively realized what it was.

Why was I still with Aiwass just now and then on the ship the next moment?

Is it because I have lost my memory for a while?

Isabel’s mind popped up After thinking about it, he raised his head and looked at Shafiya with a somewhat melancholy look.

"Are you not sleeping well, Your Highness?"

Shafiya said softly, "Would you like to go outside and enjoy the sea breeze?"

"I just thought about Ai Wentz."

Isabel shook her head slightly, crying.

Of course this is also a performance.

Compared to waking up from sleep, I felt "confused" and "confused".

It is relatively reasonable to suddenly feel melancholy and sad at night. Not to mention, now Isabel can barely be regarded as a subjugated princess, so it is normal for her to be unable to sleep and think wildly.

As expected, Shafiya did not suspect anything wrong with Isabel at all.

She comforted "Aiwass will be fine. Isn't Sherlock with him?"

"But, he has been away for so long"

< p>Isabel's voice was full of emotion, and tears suddenly appeared in the corners of her eyes. "I want to see him now."

Seeing that this princess, who was usually very autistic, now showed So strongA few of them became willful in their feelings. Shafiya just smiled bitterly, but she felt a touch of joy in her heart.

This was the first time she had seen Isabel have such clear likes and dislikes.

Before this, Isabel never made her attitude clear. Ask her if she's okay, and she'll just nod lightly and won't comment much. No matter what is given, he will accept it, and no matter what he is fed, he will eat it.

She never refuses, but she never seems very happy.

Meg has a strong and free-spirited personality, and is naturally optimistic. She has never cared much about children's emotional problems and cannot understand them at all; George does not understand girls' thoughts at all and has no understanding of them. To him, there is no difference between a princess and a prince.

But as a half-elf, Shafiya can empathize with Isabel. I feel sorry for this most vulnerable little princess.

As a half-elf, Shafiya Morgan’s bloodline is quite pure.

Generally, the bloodline of half-elves is one-half, one-quarter or even less, but her bloodline is at least 80%. Because almost every generation of her ancestors would choose elves as their partners.

They admired their ancestor Morgan so much that they did not even change their surname.

According to the tradition of Avalon, after their ancestors became apostles, their descendants often changed their surnames. Through this ceremony, it is expressed that one has no intention of holding on to the glory of the ancestors and will survive on one's own strength in the future, and will never cause trouble to the ancestors or ask for help from the ancestors when encountering trouble. "Always remember and inherit the glory of our ancestors" is completely opposite.

The Morgan family is an exception.

Perhaps it is because she did not become a knight of the Silver Crown Dragon, but became a fairy on the path of love and chose to follow Ying Tiansi. Her descendants did not hide this surname. They generously inherited the name of Morgan. Trying to use this method to purify the bloodline and restore the long lifespan and powerful talents of the elves.

In this case, Shafiya has received a very strict education since she was a child. Not only must he learn the language of Avalon, he must also learn the language, common sense and understanding of the Theocracy, as if he were not a human but a pure-blooded elf born in Avalon.

The elders in the family live a long life, and even my great-grandfather is still alive and well. They have high expectations for Shafiya because she has a beautiful face, elegant temperament, and very obvious elven features. She also knows the complete etiquette of elves, and her accent is the same as that of elves in Theocracy.

Even the elves of the Theocracy cannot tell whether she is a human or not. If she gave birth to an offspring with an elf again, she would be considered an elf.

Shafiya was once like a doll, listening to her family’s education and obeying her family’s orders.

Delicate, cold and silent, like a caged bird.

This and IsabelSomewhat similar, but different. She is not like Isabel, suppressed by the shadow of death and thus blocking her soul. It was because she had seen everything clearly at a young age and knew that there was no possibility of her resisting, so she might as well just accept the reality.

If you don’t resist, you won’t feel the pain.

If you obey orders from the bottom of your heart, there will be no unhappiness; if you are dissatisfied and try your best to change reality and wait until everything settles, you will have missed the original vision. Just like the toys you wanted when you were a child, you no longer like them when you grow up. Is there any point in waiting until you make money to buy toys later?

Obviously, no.

So Shafiya chose another path.

"I don't like that anymore," she told herself. If you can't change reality, then change yourself.

She kept repeating this, constantly rewriting her own mind. Because of this, she reached the fourth level at a young age, came into contact with the fifth level of the authoritarian path, and stood beside Queen Sofia, who had just ascended the throne.

"Domestic animals are not domesticated because they are stupid, but because they are too smart."

The young queen's seemingly unintentional words deeply hurt her heart .

In the end, she chose rebellion.

She married an ordinary human being.

That was his subordinate, an arbitrator in his thirties.

The other party does not have any special talents, nor does he have the apostolic blood of the founding family. Not even the elf that I yearn for. Just because the other person loves him from the heart and wholeheartedly is not because he loves the name "Morgan", let alone the blood of elves, but because he only loves himself.

“From now on, I am no longer Morgan”

After blocking an assassin invited by her family for her husband for the third time, Shafiya angrily broke off from the Morgan family relationship.

Now, she looked at Isabel. It's like looking at your past self.

The depressed, silent, painless Isabel is just like Shafiya when she was a child;

And now Isabel is fully awakened and has her own will, likes and dislikes

It’s like Shafiya who has learned her fate and rebelled against the destiny of her bloodline.

The former queen taught her this experience.

And now she wants to return it to her granddaughter.

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