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Chapter 319 How I love him

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When Aleister woke up again, she appeared in a familiar yet unfamiliar place.

The reason why it is familiar is because Aiwass has come here often... and the reason why it is strange is because Aleister has never arrived here.

——This is the "Morgan's Wonderful House" that Morgan gave to Aiwass.

When Aleister opened his eyes, he found Isabel sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at him with some surprise.

Aiwass showed Isabel these two forms of himself before setting off for the Theocracy. That's why Isabel turned a blind eye to the sexy news between Aiwass and "Aleister"... and because of this, Isabel immediately recognized Aleister's identity.

"Why did you come here... You haven't come to see me in your sleep for so many days. It was more than half of tonight before you came in..."

Isabel said lowly He complained loudly, stretched out his hand to curiously touch Aleister's long black hair that was as smooth and clean as a wig, and was a little worried: "You are not drunk, are you? Girls should be careful when they are alone outside. It's safe."

"...I didn't actually drink."

Aleister subconsciously raised his head and rubbed it gently in Isabel's palm, but she didn't even drink. He didn't realize this intimate gesture of his own, just like he would subconsciously bend down and lower his head when passing by a low threshold that would hit his head.

She defended herself: "I am researching a mysterious item involving Tiansi... but it is possible that it caused me to fall into a coma. But don't worry, there are still people around me who can Protect me."

At this point, Aleister suddenly realized something: "Do you come here to wait for me every night?"

Want to enter Morgan? The ticket to Miaomiao House is a drink before bed.

The reason Aleister entered this place after being unconscious was probably because she suddenly became drunk after coming into contact with that weird piece of liver. The strong drunkenness poured into Aleister's heart through the contact, and she was probably already falling into a deep sleep at this moment.

Suddenly, Aleister felt Isabel's touch on her hair turn into a slightly harder massage. She obediently followed Isabel's movements and made a sound that sounded like pain: "Oh, oh, oh..."

"You have time to study that kind of thing, why don't you come and see me."

Isabel rubbed Aleister's temples with some resentment, and whispered: "I have a lot of things to say to you... in order to avoid getting excited when I see you. Forgot, I have to sort out the outline every night after drinking, and if I pile it up now, I have already written several pages..."

"Ugh..."

Aleister felt guilty for a moment and didn't know how to explain it, so he could only make a sound that seemed to be in pain, hoping that this would relieve Her Majesty the Queen's anger.

But Isabel was reluctant to press Aleister hard.head - although Aleister himself may not feel it, Isabel of the Path of Beauty can clearly perceive that Aleister is a part of Aiwass. Like the relationship between a man and his reflection in the lake.

"...How should I call you?"

Isabel said softly: "Should I still call you Aiwass?"

"I am... …Aleister. Aleister Crowley”

Aleister stopped calling, which may not be very good, and remained silent for a while before announcing his name. .

The moment she hesitated, it was whether she was still Aiwass.

But in the end, Aleister made a decision - regardless of whether she was Aiwass or not, she did not want to be Aiwass's meal replacement here. This is unfair to Isabel or Aiwass. She was, after all, just a fleeting phantom, a speck of fuel thrown into the fire... nothing more.

If Isabel has feelings for herself, it may also make her feel sad when parting - even if she keeps a pet for a few months, she will feel sad when the other person dies. That's not to mention a living person with deep feelings.

And given Isabel’s character, her sadness may be even more difficult to contain.

For those who remember themselves and never forget them, Aiwass is enough.

Aleister thought so in his heart.

Now that I think about it, this may be the underlying motive behind Aleister's instinctive escape from meeting Isabel - in this world, sleep is a very reasonable need. Although most extraordinary beings do not have a hard need for sleep, everyone needs to contact the dream world through "sleep".

——As we all know, it is difficult for people to dream when they are not sleeping.

Hearing this, Isabel just smiled mysteriously - unexpectedly, Aleister didn't understand the meaning of Isabel's smile, which made her slightly flustered.

Isabel climbed onto the bed, and Aleister subconsciously shrank back.

But she was quickly grabbed back by Isabel and hugged her from behind.

Feeling the hot air coming from behind, Aleister felt a little creepy on her neck for a moment - but at the same time, she felt a kind of attachment and familiar intimacy.

The moment Aleister smelled Isabel's breath, her abdomen and taut calves slowly softened. Although her upper body was still struggling a little, she seemed to have no strength to resist.

I am obviously a clone that transcends the path, but why...

This thought flashed through Aleister's mind.

"Why are you so nervous?"

Isabel whispered behind Aleister's ear: "Aren't you a girl? Girls hug each other. Hugging, isn’t it normal?

"...or do you still think of yourself as Aiwass? But if you are Aiwass, why don't you dare to get close to me?"

"I..."

Aleister was speechless for a moment.

But Isabel bluntly expressed her feelings: "Are you worried that... after you develop a relationship with me, it will not be conducive to your integration? Are you worried that I will be sad for your departure? ?"

"...That's true."

Aleister was silent for a long time and replied calmly: "I am just a phantom after all, and no one can remember it. Stay with me, the only meaning of my existence is to promote Aiwass to a higher position.

"I am not a part of Aiwass - because he left me, he is still there. It's Aiwass. He has Aiwass's appearance, Aiwass's personality, Aiwass's memories and everything. And my appearance is false, my identity is fabricated, even this face is just a replacement for someone else, and I don’t even know her complete name.

"So, you don’t have to have too much contact with me, and I’m afraid I won’t have too many contacts with you. You don’t need to drink every day, as this is not good for your health. We can let go Time...for example, contact once every half a month or a month? If you just deal with important matters, I think the time is enough.

"We can actually be more business-like - you just deal with the things that need to be done. Tell me if I can help you solve it and I'll help you think about it. As for the really important thing, I still have to convey it to Aiwass... After all, my thinking is too transcendent, and the many strategies I propose may actually harm you and Avalon..."

Aleister closed his eyes and suddenly said a lot of words with scattered thoughts and somewhat convoluted logic.

But Isabel just tilted her head and responded with a brief sentence: "What are you afraid of? ”

For just a moment, Aleister fell silent.

She was quiet, as if she was asleep.

The Road to Beauty The ability to perceive people's hearts is much stronger in the dream world than in the physical world, because there is no confusion between acting and expression, and there is no room for "lies" when Isabel comes into contact with Aleister's body. Isabel can read all of Aleister's emotions

——Emotions can speak

Just like a perfect opera, you can understand it roughly even if you don't understand the language. What a story; an actor with a lot of emotional tension, you don’t need to understand what he said, but you can also feel his heart.

At this moment, Isabel felt strong loneliness and panic. .

Aleister should be extremely powerful, because she is the transcendent half of Aiwass, which means that she can also summon the powerful phantom... easily. Even if she is not completely invincible in this world, she should be a rare opponent.

But on the contrary...Aleister's heart is extremely fragile.

This is different from the Aiwass in Isabel’s memory.

"Since you said you are not Aiwass...can you listen to a story?"

Suddenly, Isabel whispered softly behind Aleister: "About... …How I fell in love with Aiwass.”

Aleister’s body trembled subconsciously for a moment.

Without waiting for her response, Isabel said: "In the beginning, in my memory...Aiwass was always calm, wise, knowledgeable, and convincing. His soul is bright, his mind is clear, and he will never panic, fear, rage, or anger at any time, as if all despicable words cannot be used on him...

"That kind of posture is better than that of a mortal. Rather, he is more like a god—a god who is respected and respected. "Recent transcoding has been serious, which makes us more motivated and updates faster. Please use your little hands to exit the reading mode. Thank you

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