Boys, let’s get down to business first.
I may need a two-day holiday, that is, I will resume updating on October 8th.
The following is an explanation of some recent events, as well as my apology.
Anyone who is interested can take a look.
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This book has more than 1.7 million words, which is not a lot on this platform, but for me There are so many, so many that I couldn’t even think about them before.
With the support of so many big bosses, the results were beyond what I could have imagined.
I did not live up to the support.
After all, I really have a lot of bad habits, such as super serious procrastination and laziness. For example, I like to get high, watch short videos, and read two pieces of chicken soup copywriting, which makes my blood boil and I make promises. And then it just couldn’t be done.
I would like to say sorry to the big guys here.
Of course, I have to explain that many bigwigs feel that the results of the 19th grade have risen and become floating, and they no longer take readers seriously.
I really don’t have this.
I thought about the reasons for this statement, mainly in terms of updates and attitudes.
Let’s talk about attitude first.
For example, not asking for leave after a break, this happened twice.
To be honest, it’s not that I’m in a bad mood. How can I be qualified to write a book with such good grades to the point where it’s so high and low that it collapses?
I just don’t dare to send a leave request. I can’t explain the reason. I just don’t dare to face the big readers. It’s just a giant mentality.
I really miss the days when I wrote that my hands were shaking with excitement. I happily copied book reviews, went to the comment area to interact with readers, and wrote a short composition when I had nothing to do.
After all, I have never seen a big scene and have little experience. I have done a lot of funny things.
But now, to be honest, I haven’t read a book review for two months. I even deleted this platform. I don’t dare to look at the background data and can’t click on it. , I rarely participate in the circles of authors anymore.
(ps: I don’t mean to blame readers for bad reviews. I am like that. Even when I am most frustrated, as soon as I start writing, the only thought left in my mind is that I feel comfortable writing. Isn’t it uncomfortable for people watching? ! It’s silly, but it’s really confident.
But at this time, if someone seriously tells me that it’s really uncomfortable, I’ll be embarrassed at first. I doubt myself and don’t know how to write, so I can only imitate the way I wrote before, but my mentality is different, and the things I write will be different after all)
I used to ask my operations officer friend to tact me To paraphrase the opinions of the readers recently, I can’t even accept this euphemistic way. Every time I see my friend’s awkward smile that is about to stop speaking, I can directly think of a hundred sentences.
From this point on, in addition to coding, IIt is directly out of touch with the Internet articles.
This kind of secluded state of making cars does not allow me to concentrate on the plot. It only makes me more and more afraid and disgusted with this matter.
To put it bluntly, I don’t have the ability to write well, and I don’t have the mentality to withstand pressure.
Sometimes when I get impatient, I start talking about chicken soup like crazy, and then I talk eloquently.
I have too many bold words and cannot write them anymore. When I need to issue a chapter or a leave request, I feel really embarrassed. I look for excuses like crazy. If I make too many excuses, I feel even more embarrassed. It is a vicious cycle until It's so messed up, I don't want to say anything.
That’s it for the attitude issue. I apologize and bow to the bosses.
Next is the question of updates.
For those who write online articles, the number of words is money. Who doesn’t like money? I also want to earn more.
I can’t write it.
The reason why I couldn’t write it is also very simple. The book was originally expected to be 700,000 words, and I tried to finish it to give myself the satisfaction of finishing the book.
Why 700,000 words? Because 300,000 words are on the shelves, 120,000 words are updated a month, and it is finished in three months, which is almost the number of words. After that, you can use it as you like, and the completion will be considered a success.
As the results improved, I started to make up the settings and conceive of the subsequent plot.
With Daqian, Nanyang, Hongze, Xianting and Human Dynasty, finally completed, the conception of these four major maps.
Well, the person who came up with this idea has never written such a long one. It was purely based on fantasy.
So it is inevitable that the more you write, the more difficult it becomes.
Some bosses said that if you can’t write it, it will be finished. The problem is that as soon as I came out of Nanyang Treasure Land, the line of Xianting was laid out. I wrote the story of Xuan Qing in the first chapter. Now I don’t have it. When I write about Immortal Court, I don’t think it’s the end. Isn’t it just that the eunuch changed the word?
Summary.
My friend told me not to make any random promises in the future, such as making up for an update. Don’t brag until you make up for it.
But, but.
I promise once again, no matter whether anyone cares about this matter (bragging, I still hope someone cares, otherwise it would be so sad), I will finish writing it.
With 1.75 million words, this is the closest I have come to finishing it. If I give up halfway, I will have nightmares when I sleep in the future.
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My family, who knows? I used to write my essays with high spirits, but now my essays are full of shame.
If you are not capable enough, you still have to accept criticism. How can you escape by being an ostrich?
It’s really outrageous. People write books to practice their writing skills, but my writing skills are getting worse and worse, and then I leave it here to practice my mentality.
(The last short essay before the end of this book, from a certain giant baby from Kawenka to Broken Defense) Recently, the transcoding has been serious, which makes us more motivated and updates faster. Please give it a try. Little hands exit reading mode. Thank you