No one knows what Shi Yan is thinking.
Vivian didn’t expect it, and neither did Chi Pingye.
Vivian, who was lying on the ground and eavesdropping through the crack in the door, only heard a few words. She had no idea, but felt that it was not worth it for her father.
She didn't understand why he didn't break up with him.
She didn't understand why he still talked to him so loudly.
She told her not to consider her, why didn't he listen?
Is it a love brain?
Do you still love Chi Pingye?
Vivian didn’t want to think about Shi Yan like this, but she couldn’t control her thoughts.
In the room, Shi Yan’s words fell silent.
He slowly let go of his hand and was about to take a step back away from Chi Pingye, when the latter moved.
He hugged Shi Yan, shaking his head as if he heard some joke, and stubbornly refuted his words:
"Impossible, impossible."
"Baby, stop talking nonsense."
"Gu Zhi and I, I don't like him at all. I just..."
" It is impossible for an alpha to like a beta. "
"Alpha only loves an omega."
"You are really confused."
"I'll take you to the hospital. You'll know when your fever goes away."
"You were infected by that strange Vivian... House told her the secret of the Chi family." ..."
"Were you fooled by the secret in her mouth?"
"Foolish baby, she lied to you, that's why you were fooled. "
No...
That's not the case...
The explanation given by Chi Pingye was too pale.
Shi Yan clung to his body, inhaling his pheromones - the smell of strong liquor, making him more and more groggy.
Sanity is crumbling bit by bit.
Shi Yan knew that Chi Pingye wanted to be an ostrich to escape the truth. He didn’t want to argue with him. He already had a plan. As long as he followed it, he could change the future, but the high fever and the smell of strong alcohol The pheromones made him a little out of control.
It is right to say that a country is easy to change but its nature is hard to change.
He was reborn and changed from forty to more than twenty, but the things in his bones remained the same.
He still wanted to make trouble, cry, go crazy, and ask for love from his alpha. Therefore, at the moment when his reason gradually disappeared, he couldn't help but refute Chi Pingye's explanation:
< p> "Chi Pingye... I don't want to ask...""But isn't the person you like a beta?"
"Your first love...his name..."
"Oh, um, Song...Yan? Alexander Song. Your Alex, isn't he just a beta?"
"If alpha only loves omega, who is he?"
"Chi Pingye, you love him so much that after his death, you are only willing to accept that he looks exactly like him "How can you say that alpha only loves omega?"
Chi Pingye's body was extremely stiff.
After the name was spoken, his body froze.
Speak at the right time:
[Host, Chi Pingye’s favorability has increased a little, and it is now 86. 】
【Why? 】
【Will guilt also increase his favorability? ]
Full of doubts.
Shi Yan did not answer.
He had tears in his eyes during the immersive performance.
Afraid of being noticed by Chi Pingye, Shi Yan moved slightly, buried his face in his chest, and let his clothes absorb his tears.
But I don’t know why there are more and more tears.
Covering up has turned into hiding something.
A large piece of Chi Pingye's clothes on his chest was wet, and Shi Yan felt particularly uncomfortable with his face pressed against it.
Therefore, his voice sounded particularly sad and sad.
"Look, I'm messing around again, right?"
Chi Pingye said nothing.
Shi Yan knew that he could not refute.
He should give up as soon as he is ready, and should persuade him to go back and think about it. As long as he survives his susceptibility period, the plan can proceed smoothly.
But he couldn't do it.
His heart was bleeding, and he just wanted Chi Pingye to hurt with him.
So, he mentioned that name again:
"Chi Pingye... don't lie to me... I know you don't love me at all..."
< p> "Your Alex has differentiated into a beta, the same beta as Gu Zhi, don't you still love him?""Why alphas only love omegas, it's all experts who say it It’s a lie.”
“Don’t you sentimentalists always say that feelings are more important than pheromone matching?”
“I think you are right.”
"Love is free."
"You can love people of either gender."
"Matching is just cold physiological data. Higher animals like humans have no You shouldn't choose a spouse based on compatibility..."
"So, we are not suitable, we should divorce."
Chi Pingye, who had been silent for a long time, spoke.The hoarse voice is terrible:
"Impossible."
"Baby, it is impossible for me to divorce you. I will never divorce you."
Shi Yan smiled, crying:
"Why?"
"Don't tell me that you love me."
"You don't at all Love me.”
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"Give me a real reason not to get a divorce."
Chi Pingye couldn't tell.
If he were normal, he would be able to make up a dozen reasons in one minute.
But now, he is in a susceptible period.
He said:
"I love you."
This was the first time Shi Yan heard him say I love you.
So fake.
It was so fake that he wanted to yell right away.
He held back, gritting his teeth and holding back.
He raised his head and looked at Chi Pingye's face.
The lying alpha's face was expressionless, but there was a trace of panic in his eyes.
Shi Yan sniffed and said calmly:
"Lie."
"I will never believe such a lie."
"Stop lying to me, okay?"
"Do you know how I will spend the next ten years?"
"There are three or six in a year. Fifteen days. "
"You gave me three hundred days of indifference and disgust; during the remaining sixty-five days of vulnerability, you will come to me and say you can't live without me... ”
“I have become a psychopath that everyone hates.”
“Because I firmly believe that you who came to me during the vulnerable period love me, you just love me. I have always refused to recognize my heart."
"Then you and Gu Zhi had Vivian."
"For the first time, I realized that you really didn't. Love me."
"You drug me..."
"It's Gu Zhi's turn... but it's completely different..."
"Chi Pingye, I I went crazy at that time."
"I cried and made a fuss, rushed into the ward to beat Gu Zhi, and went crazy to see Vivian..."
"I stood on the rooftop of the hospital holding Vivian, and almost jumped with her."
Shi Yan firmly grabbed the hem of Chi Pingye's clothes, the tone of his voice They were all calm, but the raised veins on the back of his hands showed that he was not emotionally unstable at all.
He was just holding back.
The faint smell of blood spreads in the room.
I don’t know if the wound on the palm or wrist opened.
The disliked scent of rouge and gouache is everywhere.
Shi Yan himself sometimes felt that the taste was too sweet and pungent. It was Chi Pingye who was in the susceptible period who said he liked that taste.
In the end... that was also a lie.
He didn't like the smell.
He likes the taste of fruity pheromones.
Gu Zhi wears peach-flavored pheromone perfume all year round. It was a coincidence at first, and then it was catered to.
"Can you please let me go?"
"I will really go crazy... I really don't want to become a madman..."
"I guarantee that you and Gu Zhi will be happy... you will have everything you want... I don't want to become a madman again... I beg you, please let me go..."
When he said this, Shi Yan became more and more excited.
His whole body was shaking.
Visible to the naked eye, it is about to collapse.
Chi Pingye is ready to comfort him at any time.
"Baby...baby, don't do this..."
Before he could finish his words, Shi Yan suddenly withdrew his hand and took two steps back.
He buried his face in his hands, shook his shoulders, and cried softly for a while.
Chi Pingye, who was in the susceptible stage, immediately stepped forward, his hands already on Shi Yan's shoulders, and words of comfort were on his lips. The man who was covering his face and crying suddenly raised his head.
His eyes and nose were red from crying, and he looked extremely haggard.
He sniffed hard and raised his hand to wipe away the tears that were falling down.
He apologized and said:
"I'm sorry."
"I shouldn't have lost control of my emotions."
"Really I'm sorry."
"I'm really not a qualified Duke's companion."
"You see, I really can't even give you the most basic decency. Not yet."
Shi Yan choked for a while:
"It's not your fault that you haven't fallen in love with me after so many years of marriage."
"I'm really unqualified."
"I'm sorry for ruining your shirt... that piece of clothing... that piece of clothing that you stored in the cloakroom, It must have a special meaning to you."
"I'm sorry for breaking it..."
"Gu Zhi once told me that he loved someone. It's all right."
"When something happened, I just thought that I would be happy after venting, and I didn't think about you at all."
"So I probably did. I don’t love you very much either..."
Shi Yan smiled reluctantly:
"Chi Pingye, I don’t love you that much, you don’t need to"
"You see, I have really changed..."
"Chi Pingye, I am really different from before..."
" Everything Vivian said is true. "
"Don't you understand what kind of person I am? ”
“One suicide and one ICU visit cannot smooth out all the edges and corners of my body.” It's time..."
"Chi Pingye...can you believe me? Separation is good for you and me. ”