Shi Yan is really super happy.
When Chen Suiping went to Xu Shengsheng's house upstairs every day, he couldn't help but be happy.
Family members, who knows?
I am let down at least once a day!
It would be even more perfect if Chen Suiping could continue to verbally and physically abuse and bully him.
He didn't want to leave this world at all.
But the side effects of the sickly beauty halo are obvious.
Shi Yan could clearly feel that he was losing control of his body.
When he woke up one morning, his eyes suddenly went dark.
He suddenly couldn't see anything.
This situation lasted for about ten minutes.
Chen Suiping didn't notice.
Just like five years ago, the first thing he did when he got up was to kiss his lips.
But unlike five years ago when Chen Suiping was so eager to devour him, Chen Suiping’s kiss five years later was very perfunctory.
He leaned forward, touched his lips lightly, and jumped up from the bed:
"I'm going to brush my teeth."
He left the bathroom.
Shi Yan didn’t tell him that he couldn’t see.
He was lying on the bed, eyes open, motionless.
He said in a very soft voice:
"It's actually good not to be able to see."
When Chen Suiping came back to change clothes after washing, Shi Yan's The light returned to his eyes
Chen Suiping smiled at him:
"You are so lazy today, Yanyan."
Shi Yan smiled at him like a normal person:
"Because it's going to be winter soon. You know, once winter comes, I can't leave the bed."
Five years ago, Chen Suiping would come up to him and tickle him with his cold hands. .
Five years later, Chen Suiping smiled, changed his clothes and left the room.
He said:
"Turn on the air conditioner if you feel cold."
After that day, Shi Yan's body began to have various minor problems.
He increased the dosage of the pain pump.
When it hurt before, just press it.
Now, he needs to press twice.
Chen Suiping didn't notice.
He knows nothing.
Shi Yan likes how he feels at ease, but he must complete the task before this body completely decays.
So, he made a little preparation.
No, Xu Mingcheng came to the door.
I guess his preparation worked.
It’s not in vain for him to open a small account and post on Weibo to show his affection.
:
[Host, it’s me who opens the trumpet to show affection. ]
[Yes, but the content was dictated by me. ] Shi Yan added and praised his dear system, [Of course, without you pushing 77 to Xu Shengsheng, things would not have gone so smoothly. 77 You are really awesome and we are a perfect match. ]
Stuck for a moment:
[Perfect partner? ]
Shi Yan said yes.
Disconnected.
Sitting on the sofa, Shi Yan looked at Xu Mingcheng and secretly pressed the button of the pain pump.
His actions did not hide Xu Mingcheng's attention from him.
Xu Mingcheng couldn't sit still anymore. He ignored Shi Yan's exclamation and picked him up from the sofa.
He took him to the bathroom mirror, pointed at the person in the mirror and asked:
"Are you happy? Why do you lose so much weight because you are happy? Have you ever looked in the mirror? ? You are no longer human!"
Shi Yan said nothing.
He looked at the mirror blankly.
Really, really beautiful.
The aura of sick beauty is really awesome.
The person in the mirror was so thin that he looked almost indistinguishable from a skeleton to the naked eye, but the flesh on his face had not fallen off, and his skin had not turned yellow, and was still as white as snow.
Only the lip color became lighter and lighter.
The misty and melancholy temperament is stronger than before.
As delicate as a sickly beauty, like dewdrops on a lotus leaf in the morning.
If the sun is stronger, it will evaporate and disappear.
It's like a broken umbrella struggling to hold up in a violent storm.
In the next second, it will float into the air and into the distance with the wind and rain.
Full of fragility.
This is Shi Yan’s favorite and most satisfying appearance.
But it’s definitely not what Chen Suiping likes.
Because during these days of getting along, Chen Suiping's favorability has not increased at all.
All that was collected was his negative emotions.
Guilt, unhappiness and boredom are the most common.
Xu Mingcheng is different.
The pity in Xu Mingcheng's eyes almost overflowed.
He pointed at the person in the mirror and asked Shi Yan:
"I have only been here for a short time and you have already used the pain pump twice. Happy people are like you. ? ”
Shi Yan was speechless.
He fell down unsteadily.
Xu Mingcheng supported him with all his strength:
"Are you okay? What's wrong? Where do you feel bad?"
Shi Yan leaned on Xu Mingcheng's body, his eyes dimmed. , said softly:
"I can't see again."
"What? "
Xu Mingcheng didn't understand.
"What do you mean? "
Shi Yan did not explain.
He ended the topic.
"I shouldn't have... come back... it's all my fault... "
"Chen Suiping must be very unhappy these days..."
There was obvious choking in Shi Yan's voice.
"He lives every day. Everyone goes to see...Xu Shengsheng. "
Xu Mingcheng's breathing stopped for a second:
"...you know? "
Shi Yan actually knew?
His eyes were filled with surprise.
Shi Yan, who pretended not to be able to see, did not move his eyes or blink. Eyes.
He looked directly into the mirror, his eyes were empty, but he saw every move of Xu Mingcheng.
He had indeed joined forces with Xu Shengsheng. > How else would he know that Chen Suiping went to Xu Shengsheng every day after get off work?
Chen Suiping wouldn't tell him this, and neither would Shi Yan. Xu Mingcheng didn't have a system, so it was Xu Shengsheng who was talking. < /p>
"How did you know? "Xu Mingcheng picked up Shi Yan.
Shi Yan said:
"Chen Suiping said let us go back to five years ago..."
"Five years ago When he is not busy or working overtime, he will tell me in advance, and I will always go to the balcony from time to time to help him keep an eye on the parking space while cooking dinner, waiting for him to come home. "
"Now...he doesn't say anything to me..."
"I just think he has to work overtime every day. "
"Until I accidentally saw his car driving into the community. "
The building they live in is in the second row from the back door of the community. Through the kitchen window, you can clearly see the entry and exit of vehicles at the back door.
Xu Mingcheng's chest was extremely tight. .
“I thought...he didn’t work overtime. "
Shi Yan's tone had no ups and downs. He was obviously talking about something that was painful to him, but his tone was exactly the same as saying that the weather was nice today.
Xu Mingcheng carried him back to the sofa. Go up and wrap him with the sofa blanket.
The blanket accidentally brushed against his eyes, and Xu Mingcheng was surprised to find that he didn't raise his hand to block it.
This...
p>He was shocked.
He raised his hand carefully and waved it in front of Shi Yan's eyes.
"You... ..." Xu Mingcheng's nose and eyes were sore at the same time.
You can't see? When did it happen?
He didn't ask.
Because Shi Yan was still there Talk.
Use him.He spoke in a calm, conversational tone.
"I cooked dinner for him like I did five years ago."
"Three dishes and a soup."
"It was a failure... a It’s not done yet.”
“My hands were shaking so much that I didn’t shred the meat properly. I shook it several times when adding salt.”
“But. I still put it on the plate."
"His aunt will deliver the food at six o'clock."
"I didn't open it... put it in the thermos."
p>"I think if he thinks what I cook is unpalatable, he will eat auntie's."
"I waited from about six o'clock to about nine o'clock."
< p> "It was nine fifty-two when he stepped into the house."Shi Yan smiled slightly.
"He didn't go to the kitchen... didn't take a look at the three dishes and one soup I made."
"I guess he went to Xu Shengsheng's place because he smelled of ginseng chicken soup." Ginseng flavor."
"After that day... I kept an eye out."
"It turns out that he goes to see Xu Shengsheng every day."
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Xu Mingcheng regretted it.
He regretted joining forces with Xu Shengsheng, and also regretted coming to test her.
"You know... why are you still pretending to be happy?" Xu Mingcheng asked hoarsely.
"Because I don't want Chen Suiping to feel guilty." Shi Yan said.
There was a click at the door.
Xu Mingcheng turned his head.
Standing at the door was Xu Shengsheng.
Xu Mingcheng asked him with his lips:
"Why are you here? Where did you get the key?"
Xu Shengsheng didn't know that Shi Yan couldn't see him. Opened:
"Brother Chen asked me to get a document for him."
The smile on Shi Yan's face disappeared.
The thin snow melted when it was exposed to the sun.
He sat on the single sofa with a blank look on his face, holding tightly the blanket Xu Mingcheng wrapped around him with both hands.
"It should be in the study, go get it yourself."
Shi Yan said calmly.
"Do you know where the study is?"
Xu Shengsheng said:
"Yes. I have lived in your house with Brother Chen for several years. "
Shi Yan said in a low voice:
"So... you also lived there."
Tread.
Xu Shengsheng didn't know whether he didn't hear it or was pretending to be stupid. He deliberately walked past the single sofa where Shi Yan was sitting and walked into the study quickly.
Shi Yan did not move.
Xu Mingcheng looked at his face carefully. It was so white that he couldn't tell whether he became so white because of Xu Shengsheng's words, or whether he was sickly pale due to weakness.
He asked him:
"Are you... okay?"
Shi Yan did not blink or move his eyes.
He tilted his head slightly, like a blind man, first facing the speaker with his ears, and then turning his head.
He smiled at Xu Mingcheng:
"I'm fine."
Fake.
Xu Mingcheng couldn't stand it.
The door to the study room was closed tightly.
Xu Shengsheng didn’t know what she was doing inside.
Xu Mingcheng lowered his voice:
"You are not good at all. You are so sad that you are going to die. I beg you, can you not bear it anymore? Happiness is happiness, Unhappiness means unhappiness."
"Shi Yan, when will you give up on Chen Suiping?"
"When will you let Chen Suiping get out of your life? There’s no time. Don’t you want to be happy in the last few days?”
“How about I take you abroad? Didn’t you say you shouldn’t come back now?”
Before he finished speaking, the door to the study room opened.
Xu Shengsheng walked out with the folder.
Shi Yan reacted quickly this time and turned his head to look at the study.
Xu Shengsheng raised the folder and signaled to Shi Yan:
"I got the things, I'm leaving first. I'm sorry to bother you."
Tread.
He left quickly.
Shi Yan slowly stood up from the sofa.
"What are you doing?" Xu Mingcheng knew that he couldn't see, so he reached out to help him, "Where are you going?"
"I'm going to the study..." Shi Yan said.
Xu Mingcheng picked him up and said:
"What are you doing in the study? Chen Suiping doesn't like others to enter his study. This is his problem..."
He bit Clicked the tip of his tongue.
Chen Suiping was not born suspicious and sensitive.
Five years ago, his study was not guarded against friends, family and occasional banquets.
But now, five years later, only Xu Shengsheng is allowed to enter Chen Suiping's study.
"His study...can't be entered?" Shi Yan was puzzled, "He never told me such a thing."
Xu Mingcheng noticed that the eyes of the person in his arms slowly began to open With light.
"Put me down..."
Shi Yan struggled for a moment.
He could tell from Xu Mingcheng’s words that Chen Suiping was different from him.It seemed like I felt refreshed all of a sudden.
Xu Mingcheng put the person down.
Shi Yan almost fell when his toes touched the ground.
Xu Mingcheng's eyesight and hands quickly helped the person.
He half-supported and half-carried the person to the door of the study.
Surprisingly, the study was in a mess.
Countless papers, design drawings, and documents were scattered on the ground randomly.
Some of the folders and books on the bookshelf are still in their original positions, and some have fallen down.
"What's going on?"
Xu Mingcheng didn't believe that Chen Suiping worked in a study like this on weekdays.
He watched the feast.
Shi Yan’s mouth moved slightly.
He suddenly shook off Xu Mingcheng and staggered in.
Bang——
He fell to the ground.
"Feast!"
Xu Mingcheng walked over.
Shi Yan waved his hand away.
He grabbed the paper on the ground:
"That's not right..."
"It's not this..."
One after another He was rummaging around nervously.
He didn’t have the strength to stand up, so he crawled on the ground:
“No.”
“Not here either.”
“ Not this."
He was flustered and at a loss.
Xu Mingcheng followed him, looked at him with red eyes, and asked him:
"What are you looking for? Shi Yan, tell me what you are looking for? I will help you Let's look for it together."
Shi Yan didn't say anything. He stood up from the ground with difficulty while holding on to the wall.
He walked to the computer desk and turned on Chen Suiping's phone.
The document he put on the desktop was deleted.
Trash was also cleared.
Really no more.
Shi Yan put his hands on the table, his whole body was shaking, and he cried.
He said:
"My... what I wrote..."
"It's gone."
"I The writing is gone."
"Xu Shengsheng took away the story I wrote."
"Did you remember it wrong?" Xu Mingcheng didn't think that Xu Shengsheng would take it away. The story of the feast.
Xu Shengsheng had no reason to take away the story he wrote.
"Will it be placed somewhere else?"
What Xu Shengsheng wants is Chen Suiping's heart.
Will taking away Shi Yan's story help him win Chen Suiping's heart?
It will only make Chen Suiping feel that he is sick.
Xu Shengsheng is a smart person.
He wouldn't do such a thing.
But is it necessary for Shi Yan to slander Xu Shengsheng?
"Could it be that Chen Suiping took it away?" Xu Mingcheng consciously found the truth, "What story did you write? Game plot? Or..."
Shi Yan did not answer .
He hurriedly found his mobile phone.
He called Chen Suiping.
Chen Suiping did not answer immediately.
Shi Yan’s tears fell on the computer desktop.
He was so desperate that he seemed to have lost everything.
This is not normal.
Xu Mingcheng was a little surprised.
What story is so important?
Why not back up if it is so important?
Before he could think clearly, Chen Suiping answered the phone.
He heard Shi Yan say in a crying voice:
"Xu Shengsheng... Xu Shengsheng took away the story I wrote."
"He took it away. The files I left on the computer were also deleted."
Chen Suiping answered him calmly:
"Yanyan, don't make trouble."
" How could Xu Shengsheng take away your story? ”
“He made an online drama with the guy in his boy band, and he starred as a villain, and he has been on the set these days.”
"Besides, he doesn't have the key to our house. You are also at home."
"How can he spare you who walks home every day..."
< p> "You don't believe me?" Shi Yan interrupted Chen Suiping, "He just said you wanted him to get a document... He opened the door with a key... The study is now in a mess, with paper everywhere...""Stop making trouble, I'm in a meeting. Can we talk about it later?"
Chen Suiping hung up the phone.