": I don't care whether society accepts us or not. Does society accept a couple like my parents and are they happy?"
The words "parents" seemed to trigger Gu Zhizhuo's anger switch. He suddenly became resentful.
": Zhizhuo, even if your parents are wrong, this is not the reason for you to ignore human ethics." The old man looked sad.
": Great-grandfather, you just don't agree no matter what, right?" Gu Zhizhuo's tone was decisive.
"Yes, I will never agree to such a ridiculous thing happening in my Gu family." The old man slapped his palm hard on the table.
": Little uncle." Gu Zhizhuo looked pitifully at Gu Zhiye, who had said nothing from beginning to end.
Gu Zhiye stared straight ahead, not looking at him.
Gu Zhizhuo waited for two seconds, and the last light in his eyes called hope completely dimmed.
": I have packed my things and will leave with Kevin and the others later." Gu Zhizhuo's voice suddenly became very soft and a little erratic.
": Are you leaving your family for an outsider?" The old man was quite shocked.
": I will come to see you often in the future." Gu Zhizhuo lowered his head, not daring to look into the old man's eyes full of rage and pain.
": No need." The old man turned around and waved his hands with a decisive tone, thinking that he was angry at Gu Zhizhuo.
Gu Zhizhuo looked at the old man in front of him who was half a head shorter than himself.
The back of his great-grandfather has always been a very tall presence in his mind, like a shack that can protect him from the wind and rain, while his uncle is like his elder brother, who is above the shack that can both protect him from the wind and rain. A large tree that gives concealment.
He clenched his fist tightly and opened his trembling lips, ": Great-grandfather, uncle, take care of yourself."
He turned around and left the study.
The old man closed his eyes resignedly, and the moisture in his eyes wetted his trembling eyelashes.
Ling Lu happened to walk out of the door and saw Gu Zhizhuo coming out of the study at the other end of the corridor with red eyes.
He walked towards her and asked as calmly as possible, "Let's talk?"
Ling Lu opened the door and invited him in. She did not close the door tightly, leaving A crack.
Gu Zhizhuo walked to the sofa and sat down, and said apologetically, ": I didn't tell you the truth at the beginning, I'm sorry."
": It doesn't matter." Ling Lu He picked up the teacup on the table, put it in front of him, and poured him a cup of tea.
": Do you remember saying such a thing?" Gu Zhizhuo looked at Ling Lu.
":What are you talking about?" Ling Lu raised his eyes.
": You said that the pain of loss in a person's life is far more profound than the happiness gained. Happiness will not last forever, but pain will always exist."
": I think you should be able to understand the choice I made this time." Gu Zhizhuo paused for a few seconds, as if trying to suppress the emotions surging in his heart.
He looked at the brown color in the tea cup, his eyes were dull, and there was not much expression on his face, as if he had entered memories.
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Immediately afterwards, he narrated in a slow and calm tone.
": My parents are in a corporate marriage, and their responsibility is to produce offspring after union. This is also what the older generation requires of them."
": The two of them have no Any relationship, my father had someone he liked before he married my mother. "
": My father was weak and could not withstand the coercion from his family. After getting married, he continued to maintain his own small family. And when he married my mother, the aunt was already pregnant. "
": My mother is arrogant and unwilling to say anything coaxing, so they went for in vitro fertilization in order to complete the fertility mission. "With me."
": I was raised by my aunt. Since I was born, my mother has been in the ancestral hall all year round eating, praying and praying. She never cares about me. My father is at that house all year round and never comes home. Twice, in order to deal with the elders who came to visit me. "
": My aunt often tells me that there are no parents in the world who don't love their children. As long as I am obedient and study hard, my parents will be proud of me. "
": I have been striving for the top since I started school. I will never be willing to stay in the second position if I can get the first place."
": One day, the test results came out, and I took my When I went to see my mother for the report card that ranked first in the class, she didn’t even open her eyes to look at me. But even so, I still ranked first all year round. I thought that one day she would recognize me. ”
": One day when I was ten years old, I came home from school and searched the whole family but couldn't find her. I learned from my aunt that she had become a monk. It was also that day that I learned that my dad had given me another sister. "
When Gu Zhizhuo said this, he revealed a kind of powerless resentment, and then a weak smile appeared on his face and said: "She didn't even want to wait for me to come home from school to notify me. "
Ling Lu shook Gu Zhizhuo's hand, hoping to give him some comfort.
": Since I can't get her recognition and attention if I study well, then I will study badly."
": In the following time, I got into fights every now and then, and the teacher called me "parent, my parent" I never showed up, my aunt always went to school to pick me up.”
“: The more this happens, the more I hate everything around me for no reason, just like my parents gave birth to me to complete their mission. They threw me away like trash."
": At that time, I vented all my dissatisfaction with them on society, shaking my fist whenever I disagreed with them, no matter whether they were people I knew or not. ”
“: Until one day, I broke one of my hands in a fight and went to the hospital.Only then did my aunt and her family know that I was not doing well, so they took me to their old home to take care of me. They carefully guided me and educated me, and now I am barely going astray. "
": I have never known who I am since I was a child. Maybe it is because of the lack of love. I have low self-esteem. No matter how good my aunt and others are to me, I still think that I am dependent on others. "
": The more I grow up, the more I realize that I am twisted and evil inside. I see people who are in a similar situation to me have no sympathy in their hearts, and even some schadenfreude. ”
“: The moment this idea appeared in my mind, I was scared myself. I have obviously received a good education, and I have been moving in a good direction. "
": At that time, I realized that the evil in my heart could not be completely eliminated. The seed called distortion had already grown into a towering tree, and its branches had long been covered with evil. All my internal organs. "
": I just hid it very deep, but I was unable to get rid of it completely. These low self-esteem and distortions will accompany me until I die, and they will remain in my lifeless body. Decay in the body. ”
“: Kevin is like an old father, and Willow is like a mother. Living with them I can feel a family atmosphere, and I find myself in them. Something that I have longed for since I was little. "
": This is my last attempt. If it ends in failure, I will swim alone in the world. "
": Just like you in the past few years, go find yourself and be a free person who is not bound by any relationship or identity. ”