The night breeze sent the young man's gentle and enthusiastic words to the person opposite, but Gu Yan was really stunned when he heard these words.
It was true that he liked Lu Yunzhou, but he never imagined that Lu Yunzhou liked him too.
Lu Yunzhou continued to speak, with a firmness in his tone that Gu Yan had never heard before, mixed with the tenderness that Gu Yan was very familiar with: "I know you may still be a little unable to react now, You may even feel a little uncomfortable..."
When he said this, Lu Yunzhou's tone was a little helpless: "After all, I am now a person of the same gender as you. It’s normal to not understand when I’m confessing to you. But now that I’m standing here and telling you these things, I’m ready.”
“To be honest, I have never been right. Did anyone have any interest other than competition until you showed up? "At first, I really thought your skills were very good. After I recruited you into the team, I realized that I had found a treasure and wanted to." I was nice to you, but... then this kind of care seemed to have changed."
"I don't know how to describe this feeling, but some feelings seem to be better if they can be described. Very pale."
"I also wanted to return to normal, but obviously I can't."
"So I want to follow my heart."
Gu Yan gradually recovered from the initial shock after hearing Lu Yunzhou's confession. Listening to Lu Yunzhou's words, he slowly recalled all the interactions with Lu Yunzhou some time ago and found some clues.
No wonder Lu Yunzhou became so cold towards him last week. He always thought that he had done something wrong. In addition, he had just realized that he had feelings for Lu Yunzhou at that time. In terms of mind, it was precisely when he was particularly concerned about his image in Lu Yunzhou's mind that he carried a sense of uneasiness in his heart every day.
So it’s because...is this?
Lu Yunzhou finished saying everything he needed to say, and looked at Gu Yan with some anxiety.
When he noticed his disordered heartbeat, he was also a little at a loss.
How long has it been since you felt this way?
It has been a long time since he started to be the captain, and nothing could make his usual calmness and self-possession go away.
But at this moment, his heart was beating like a drum.
Gu Yan was silent for a long time, struggling in his heart.
He indeed likes Lu Yunzhou, and there is no way he can deny this.
Otherwise, how could he explain why he always wanted to get closer every time he had close contact with Lu Yunzhou, and why at this moment when Lu Yunzhou confessed to him, his usually calm mind seemed to be I feel out of control, unable to think.
But... is he really okay?
Although Gu Yan hates Wei Qingyang, heIt was undeniable that since what happened with Wei Qingyang, he had always been hesitant about falling in love again.
He didn't know if he was worthy of Lu Yunzhu. After all, Lu Yunzhu was so good and he had liked him as his idol for a long time, but he had a dark history like Wei Qingyang.
He felt now like the star he had to look at every night suddenly set one day.
It happened to fall on his shoulder.
Gu Yan always thought that he would not have such good luck.
So he subconsciously felt that he was actually dreaming.
Just when Lu Yunzhou was about to say, "It's okay, don't feel embarrassed," Gu Yan finally raised his head, looked directly into Lu Yunzhou's eyes, and after taking a deep breath, While organizing his words, he said: "I...actually..."
After a pause, his hand unconsciously picked up the hem of his coat, and then Continue: "I had a conversation once before, with a boy."
Lu Yunzhou raised his eyebrows when he heard this.
It's not surprising that Gu Yan actually fell in love. After all, the kid is so good-looking, there should be a lot of people chasing him in school.
What surprised him was that Gu Yan actually had a boyfriend.
"So I think actually..." Gu Yan continued, trying hard to think of an answer that would not misunderstand Lu Yunzhou.
Seeing Gu Yan's appearance, Lu Yunzhou had a preliminary guess about his last boyfriend, so he said, "Because of this, do you feel that you are not worthy?"
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Gu Yan nodded subconsciously.
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Lu Yunzhou was amused by Gu Yan, and he looked at Gu Yan with bent eyes. The question he asked seemed to be a joke, but he was very serious: "You and that...ex-boyfriend, Have you ever kissed?"
Gu Yan was still immersed in the emotion of confessing to Lu Yunzhou. He was stunned for a moment when he heard this question, and then shook his head: "No."
< p> "So... you haven't been to a hotel?" Lu Yunzhou originally wanted to be more straightforward, but he was afraid of scaring the children, so he found a more tactful explanation.Gu Yan was still frightened by these words, but quickly shook his head: "No."
"Then, do you like him?" Lu Yunzhou finally asked The most critical question came up.
Gu Yan pursed his lips and continued to shake his head, adding an explanation: "I actually didn't like him, but at that time I didn't know if I liked boys, so... ..Want to give it a try."
Lu Yunzhou nodded clearly, and then made a decision: "You don't even like him, and you haven't hugged him, kissed him, or been to a hotel, so that doesn't count as a conversation. Love."
"Xiaoyan, this can’t be regarded as falling in love, it can only be regarded as you having a licking dog.
The last sentence Lu Yunzhou said was extremely straightforward. Gu Yan raised his eyes to look at Lu Yunzhou and repeated: "Licking a dog?" ”
“Yeah. "Lu Yunzhou nodded with great certainty, "So Xiao Yan doesn't need to think whether he is worthy of me because of this, it's not like that. ”
“Put it all aside, ignore your ex and all your distractions, and just tell me. "
"Do you like me? "
Gu Yan blinked slowly. While he was still struggling fiercely in his heart, he suddenly remembered what Shen Jue said to him that night.
"Then do it again. Try it once. "
"Do you like Lu Yunzhou because of your admiration for the strong or because of desire? ”
Because...what?
Because he also likes Lu Yunzhou.
His instinct said that he wanted to try again .
So he raised his head and looked at Lu Yunzhou, who was looking at him patiently, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and then he looked at Lu Yunzhou with a serious face: "I like you. "
"But I might still..."
Lu Yunzhou didn't let anyone finish what he said. He knew what Gu Yan wanted to say.
< p> He softly stopped what Gu Yan wanted to say and asked softly, his voice seemed to be bewitching: "That's enough. ”“I know you still have a lot of worries, but I want to know——”
“Do you want to try it with me?” ”
“Give me a trial period. How long will it last?” As long as you want. If one day I disappoint you, you can end it at any time. "
Gu Yan's long eyelashes trembled. After calming down several times, he finally determined his mind. He nodded slightly towards Lu Yunzhou, and then added in a low voice: "But I am actually a very boring person. ..."
Before he finished speaking, he was pulled into an extremely warm embrace with the breath of autumn.
"You don't Boring. "
"We, Xiaoyan, are the best. ”
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[Yes! Our Xiaoyan is not boring, we are the best.
Hehehehe, super good figures are together~ < /p>
There must be a probation period, after all, Xiao Yan still has some lingering fears about the previous relationship~]