A cold wind blew on the road, and it rained heavily not long ago. I was in a completely bad mood. I held my guitar in my arms and walked on the national highway while cursing the woman who abandoned me in the wilderness. To vent, I have already greeted her whole family. All the bullshit sympathy and bullshit self-injury are all fake. They are purely deceptive.
It is simply a villain’s heart to judge a gentleman’s belly, which is unreasonable!
I sniffed and sucked back the mucus, but a sudden shock made me sneeze. I don’t know why tonight, but it was inexplicably cold. I took advantage of the moonlight and glanced at my watch. It was three o’clock in the morning. Halfway through, I caught a cold, but I could still only see the outline of Shanghai’s night view from a distance.
That blurry outline was far away from me, but I could see it, as if it was hanging from me. I walked forward, carrying my guitar on my back, like a poor boy with a dream, moving towards my dream. I walked into the city, but that was not the case for me. I was tricked, victimized, and a safe victim.
I don’t know how long I have been walking. Sleepiness has occupied most of my head, as well as my own exhaustion. I have arrived at the Bund in Shanghai, caught a taxi, my phone has been turned off, and I don’t have anything on me. Cash, I looked out the window, the sky was already slightly bright, my sleepiness was blown away, but my eyelids were still heavy.
When I arrived at my destination, I immediately picked up my guitar without even thinking about it, opened the door, threw half a pack of cigarettes from my body to the driver, and while the driver was still stunned, I ran away. As I was running wildly, I heard the driver cursing in a fluent Shanghainese accent. I have been living in Shanghai for several years and the accent is already familiar to me. His curses were very bad and dirty.
I ran to the rental house panting, and then looked behind me to make sure the driver was not chasing me. I cursed, "Damn it, I've never been so embarrassed. I can't even pay the taxi fare." "
I glanced at the parking space downstairs and saw Shirai Akie's Ferrari 296Gtb. I was very angry. She abandoned me. What kind of neighbor are they? There are neighbors who harm each other.
I walked up to the Ferrari 296Gtb and wanted to lift the guitar and smash it down angrily, but after thinking about it I decided to let it go. I put my hand down. I couldn’t vent my anger on this car. I couldn’t afford it even if it was sold. After getting out of the car, I walked upstairs. The sky outside had gradually turned white, and a few birds chirped from the green plants downstairs.
I returned to my house, put the guitar away, washed myself, and walked to Shirai Akie’s locked door with two dark circles under my eyes. I suppressed my anger and knocked politely. Knocked on the door, but no one answered after a while.
"Your uncle, you haven't gotten up yet."
I rolled up my sleeves and didn't plan to break down the door. Instead, I looked around and rummaged around. A key came out, and this one should be her spare. The key she gave me yesterday disappeared for some reason. Most likely, this woman took it secretly behind my back when I let my guard down while I was playing and singing.
I opened the door and thenI walked in and looked around the living room. No one was there. The sunlight from the balcony had already shone in. I walked outside her door. I took a deep breath and cursed: "Shirai Akie! You damn, treacherous person." You actually stabbed me in the back, causing me to walk back to Shanghai. Do you have any conscience?"
No one responded, so I became even more presumptuous and said, "Open the door." ! Come out to confront me, how can you be so shameless and scoundrel, pretending to be pitiful, and even try to kill me?"
I swallowed a mouthful of water. Still no one responded, so I knocked on the door and made some noise, "You set all this up, right? Use my hobbies as a hook, you are invincible, kid, I have never seen you like this You have some bad money, but you are still so scheming. You are really shameless if I reveal my true feelings."
My mouth is dry, why is there still no movement inside? Isn't she at all? Not back? No, no, her car is parked underneath. It’s impossible to leave the car here and leave. Could something have happened to her?
Regardless of politeness and shame, I forced the door open with the key. She was lying on the bed, covered with a quilt. The whole room was quiet, without any noise. The curtains were closed, and there was no light from outside. When we came in, it was very dark. She was panting with a thin voice. I looked at her and found that she was sleeping. I was startled and it was a false alarm.
"Damn, it turns out you are sleeping."
I slapped my mouth and walked up. I just scolded her for not responding. I walked to the bed and really wanted to I pulled her up from the quilt, but I resisted the idea. I looked at her. Her face was very red, her hair was messy, there was even cold sweat on her forehead, and both sides of the pillow were wet.
Does she have a fever?
"Hello, Qiu Hui, hello."
I squatted down and shouted softly in her ear. She didn't respond. I reached out and touched her forehead. It was very hot. .
"I really have a fever."
She must have driven too fast yesterday with an open top, so she would definitely catch a cold. She didn't take medicine to prevent it when she got home, and her cold turned into a fever. It's perfectly normal, it would be strange not to have a fever.
"Humph, you will have your retribution one day."
I got up and had no intention of carrying her to the hospital. I was still worried about her abandoning me and driving back alone last night. , I am angry, and now I can take advantage of others' danger and curse a few words happily to relieve the hatred in my heart.
"You deserve to have a fever, you will be burned to death, you treacherous person."
I cursed, somewhat relieved, but a sense of dizziness came straight from the sky, and I quickly held on to the wall , leaned my body weight back, and after I stood firm, I touched my forehead and lifted my bangs. It was hot. The temperature was not low. I had a fucking fever too.
I glanced at Shirai Akie, who was lying on the bed in a cold sweat. Although she was at fault first, she let it go and her brainIt will definitely burn out. I already have a low IQ, but it will be tragic if I become mentally retarded later. Human life is better than God. Even if there is a grudge between us, it will not be fatal.
I couldn't bear to see her suffer, so I went downstairs and asked for some antipyretics from the clinic outside. Then I went to her room, boiled a cup of warm water, held the water and the medicine, Sitting on the edge of the bed, he slowly floated her up and leaned against the head of the bed. Now that she was slightly awake, she probably wouldn't remember.
"Open your mouth, take some antipyretic medicine, and then take a nap."
She obeyed obediently, opened her lips slightly, and I handed it to her She drank a few sips from the water glass to moisten her throat, and then took the pills. I was also unambiguous, not afraid of her saliva, picked up the water glass she had just drank, took a sip myself, and took the pills.
She lay down and immediately fell asleep again. I lifted the quilt for her and brushed away the broken hair stuck to her face. Even if I took the medicine, I still felt dizzy. But there is still work today, and I can't leave today's tasks to rest again, otherwise I will definitely be scolded.
I looked at Shirai Akie and sighed. He was so stubborn, like a donkey. He forced himself to trick me outside even though there was no cold wind.
It was myself who suffered, and I was also implicated. I patted my cheeks with both hands to cheer myself up, picked up the music box on the table, and adjusted the timer. Just six hours later, at that time Her fever should be gone, and the music box will act as an alarm clock to wake her up.
After I finished, I left the rental house. I was very tired and mentally depressed, but I still had to go to work.
Damn it, why should I torture myself? Why should I go to work sick? My resentment came up immediately. I walked back to Shirai Qiue's room. I was exhausted. It was a tiring job, even if the salary had not been increased, it was unreasonable to go to work despite being sick. I sat down on the sofa and exhaled a thick breath.
I simply lay down and just made do with it here and fell asleep. I couldn’t go back to my room. I was afraid that something might happen to Shirai Akie by herself, so someone had to guard her. Just in time, I Drowsiness came over me immediately, and I closed my eyes and fell asleep...
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"Dududu"
The phone rang, pulling me out of my sleep. I picked up the phone in a daze and answered the call.
"Aren't you awake yet?"
Yu Qing asked. I hummed and looked towards the balcony. It was almost dusk outside. I had a really comfortable sleep this time.
The dusk light fell on the gray living room, and a wonderful and famous painting was born, but I was not in the mood to pay attention to this scene.
"You are absent from work today. Lao Huang is very angry. Today is not a pleasant day. Explain to him yourself why you are absent from work. After a while, you can clean up and wait for me downstairs. I will take you to dinner and tell you something by the way. ."
"Okay."
I responded.I hung up the phone. When I thought of Huang Wentong's angry look, my sleepiness immediately dissipated. I sat up with a blanket wrapped around me. I felt warm for no reason. I picked up the blanket and looked at it. I was wondering. Who immediately thought of the woman Shirai Qiue.
She must have woken up. She put a blanket on me. I got up and put on my shoes, and came to the door of her boudoir. She was still lying on the bed, but the music box had moved.
Is she pretending to sleep? Test it out.
"Aren't you awake?"
I said deliberately, and then walked in, deliberately letting out the sound of footsteps. I came to the bedside and looked at her face. She was looking sideways. Her body and face were half buried in the pillow. I picked up her wrist and her brows suddenly frowned. It was just a small, small, and hard-to-detect move, but I noticed that her eyelids moved. For a moment.
I raised her wrist, and then said with a slight smile: "I heard that people who pretend to be asleep keep their wrists down."
I let go, and her wrist actually Hanging in the air, I suppressed my laughter. Did she have a fever and burn out her brain? She actually believed this trick. However, I did not laugh in her face. Instead, I put on a very calm expression and said seriously: " It seems that I'm not pretending to be asleep, I'm really asleep."
I picked up the music box, adjusted the time for her again, then gently put it down and walked out of the door without making any noise. Xiao, I walked out of the door and immediately turned around and hid by the door frame without looking back immediately.
After a while, I heard the sound of the quilt being lifted, "Idiot Xiang Yang, you don't even know I'm pretending to sleep, hehe."
She picked up the towel on the table The music box turned the clockwork, and the music started playing. She leaned on the bed with a smile on her face, listened, and then sang the lyrics that the music should have...
I clicked I lit a cigarette, turned my head over the living room, and exhaled the smoke. This woman was a bit naive, but she was very happy. It was good to play without violating each other's bottom line. I smiled. I don't know why I sighed so beautifully. Listening to the music and her natural voice, it turns out that she can sing.
As the cigarette burned out, she finished singing, and it was time for me to leave. In just one cigarette, I wrote down these lyrics.
It’s been a long time since I’ve acted so innocently. Sometimes, it’s nice to tease a simple woman like Shirai Akie. She has a playmate so she won’t be bored.
I tiptoed downstairs and found Yu Qing’s Audi A6 downstairs. I got in the passenger seat and didn’t see Cheng Cheng. I asked, “Where is Cheng Cheng? You old couple. , why don’t you come out together today?”
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I handed Yu Qing a cigarette. After taking it, he did not smoke or pin it to his ears. Instead, he opened a hidden drawer in the car, put it in, and said: "Let's go Pick her up, she just got off work."
I said oh, and then took out my mobile phone. When I was about to make a call, I turned to look at Yu Qing who was driving and asked, "Is Lao Huang really angry?"
I was still a little doubtful. He nodded and I was unambiguous. I dialed Huang Wentong's phone number. He should have returned home at this time, probably to eat. If he disturbed me at the dinner table, there was no way he could scold me in front of the whole family. .
The call was answered immediately, "Yan Xiangyang! If you can do it, do it; if you can't, don't do it! Do you dislike the location in the office that makes it difficult to sit down, so you have to stand?"
Huang Wentong I was so angry that I could feel the hair on my hair standing up through the phone and a cool feeling on my back.
"Manager Huang, I have a fever. I am really ashamed of the company, your expectations, and your training. It was me who held the company back, and I caused everyone to be hurt. I still Choose to resign. The company will probably be better off without me. A piece of mouse droppings will ruin the whole pot of porridge."
I laughed along, although it was a bit fake, but the other end of the phone fell silent for an instant. , Yu Qing also looked over immediately, with a very shocked expression on his face. He wanted to speak, but I immediately raised a finger in front of my lips to signal him to shut up.
"Forget it if you resign. These are just my angry words. Don't take it seriously. You are still of some use to the company. Just make up for today's tasks tomorrow."
"Okay, thank you Manager Huang for giving me this opportunity, I will cherish it."
I flattered Huang Wentong, my voice was kind and low-key, without any rebuttal or emotion.
"Words are not helpful, actions prove it."
After that, he hung up the phone. I looked at the phone and couldn't help laughing. Yu Qing immediately said: " You kid, I thought you would be scolded, but I didn’t expect you to resign."
Yu Qing was a little shocked, but also a little surprised. I put down the phone and said with a smile: "Old Huang is just. It was just a matter of words, so I just took the gamble and resigned. He immediately lost his ability to answer the question and naturally lost his temper."
When the car arrived, Cheng Cheng had already arrived at her company building. Waiting next, she opened the back seat door, sat on it, and threw her bag aside, "I'm so exhausted, Miss."
She complained, and I rolled down the window. , took out a cigarette, lit it, and said vaguely: "Look at you, such a spoiled child, you are already tired after just one day of work."
"Xiangyang, I haven't seen you for just a few days and you are starting to hurt your sister, right?"
Cheng Cheng was a little aggrieved and kicked me in the back seat when she saw me smoking. I ignored her. After exhaling a puff of smoke, I turned back, pointed at the dark circles under my eyes and said: " Did you see? I didn't sleep last night."
Cheng Cheng raised a middle finger at me and said with a speechless face, "Who knows where you went to show off here last night. What's the use of your glorious "records"? Believe it or not, I will get you drunk later and throw you into a public toilet.Where to go. "
"Hey, you still want to get me drunk. Don't you know that I was the biggest drinker in the dormitory in college? Even your husband Yu Qing has been my grandson several times.
I felt a little proud, looked at Yu Qing, held a cigarette in my mouth, and asked, "Really?" Yu Qing. ”
When I was in college, it was true that Yu Qing couldn’t beat me in drinking. According to the agreement, he would be my grandson for a week, but this kid wouldn’t admit it even to death after he woke up, so he went to the hotel with the girl. After finishing the job, he just put on his pants and ran away. Even when he was found and beaten to death, he refused to admit that he had done it. He was very slippery.
Yu Qing did not reply, but pressed the seat adjustment button. I was sitting in the passenger seat, and the back cushion of the seat immediately fell back.
"Cheng Cheng, give him some good fruit to try. This guy is so arrogant and must be stopped. "
As Yu Qing spoke, he smoked out my cigarette and threw it out the window. Cheng Cheng moved to the other side, then opened the bag with a smile and took out a pile of cosmetics.
"Holy shit, you guys are really at a loss, what are you doing? Your husband sings and your wife follows you, two double acts. ”
I was a little surprised and panicked. I was wrapped in a seat belt, and now I was almost lying flat on my back. The safety buckle was still locked by Yu Qing, and I couldn’t open it or get up. I could only watch helplessly. Cheng Cheng took out her lipstick and drew it towards me with a smile.
"Cheng Cheng, don't be impulsive. Don't listen to Yu Qing. I'm your brother or sister!" sister! "
As the lipstick got closer, I panicked even more. Yu Qing looked at the rearview mirror and laughed.
"You are my brother, so you must obey your sister. , just draw it for me, no big deal. "
Ah!
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After getting out of the car, Cheng Cheng drew a few tortoises on my face with lipstick. Standing by the green belt, he washed his face with a mineral water bottle, and then looked at the two people behind him with anger and hatred.
After washing his face, he followed them to the familiar heart. I found a seat in the restaurant, but I didn’t give this bad couple a good look all the way, and kept making a bad face.
“Okay, okay, brother Xiangyang, don’t worry about my sister, it’s my sister’s. no. "
Cheng Cheng apologized to me. I couldn't stand her persistent pursuit. I put down my bad face, opened a can of beer, and drank.
Yu Qing put some vegetables in my bowl, and then gave Cheng Cheng some vegetables, and then said: "It's a good thing to call you here this time. "
I looked at Yu Qing. He was smiling, and he smiled calmly in the face of danger. I asked, "What good thing can make you and your wife hurt me?" "
I took a sip of beer, but it was weak and boring.
"Aren't we getting married on June 6th? I originally thought that Gu Wei would come back on June 5th, but it turns out that she has returned to Shanghai now. We want you to meet her in advance. "
Cheng Cheng said with some anxiety, his tone was slow and fast, he only spoke slowly on important words, and unimportant seconds passed by.
I was a little dazed, and slowly put down the beer can, and then looked at the food on the table absentmindedly. I was still hesitant about meeting in advance. If I met in advance, would she still be interested in me? Am I enthusiastic? Is there anything else we can talk about? In society, meeting my ex again will inevitably lead to some embarrassment, and there is a gap between us. What's more, it has been two years, and the relationship between Gu Wei and I has become as weak as the plastic film on the cigarette case. Can see through.
It has been two years. Although she went to Country M in the name of avoiding marriage, our relationship is still there and I am still her legitimate boyfriend. But what about one year later? Even less than a year later, she decisively broke up with me. Over the phone, I suppressed my grief. Although tears were streaming down my face at that time, I still calmly agreed.
We can obviously continue chatting. Although we can't meet each other, both parties still have each other in themselves, and the feelings given to them have not been cleared away, in order to get back together one day. I don't know that Gu Wei still has No, what she left for me is slowly dissipating.
Feelings are impeccable. Even if you are the strongest person in the world, no one can hurt you, but you will still lose to feelings. Feelings give people the color of life. Feelings are sentimental and ruthless. , it can help you see through all the beautiful things in the world, the roasted sweet potatoes by the alley, the bright fireworks on New Year's Eve, these are the beauty of fireworks in the world. Without emotions, everything is black and white.
Emotions are also ruthless, they can sting you. In a Chinese family, the guilt you feel towards your parents will accompany you into the grave. If you have disagreements in relationships, until you part ways, emotions will also give you a blow that will make you feel guilty. Your heart-breaking pain, the dull pain, no one can stand up under the control of emotion, everyone has lost to emotion, but there is no words.
I decided that it was time to end it. I looked at Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng. Their eyes revealed expectations, eager for my answer. I nodded, confirmed the matter, and will This matter hit the chopping board.
Their faces showed joy, but I said: "Let's meet at six o'clock the day after tomorrow, and go to a Xinyi restaurant for dinner."
Xinyi is me A friend of mine opened a restaurant by herself in Shanghai. She, Yu Qing, and Cheng Cheng were all acquaintances, including Gu Wei, so they decided to stay at her restaurant. Firstly, it was convenient, and secondly, everyone was familiar with each other, so they didn’t know each other when they met. It's so embarrassing. The third reason is that there used to be memories of Gu Wei and I there. When I was down and out, it was Xinyi who accepted me, let me work there, and helped me live a difficult life there.
Cheng Cheng nodded and said swornly: "Don't worry, leave it to my sister. I will definitely take care of it and let you have a romantic meeting, hehe."
I couldn’t help but laugh when I saw Cheng Cheng patting his chest and saying confidently. It can indeed be left to her to handle. I believe that in the future,If we meet tomorrow, maybe I can get the answer I want.
"But, you have to fight for the opportunity. If you can't grasp it, you will just go with the flow and pay for it in vain."
Yu Qing said, I nodded, not going through the process. Cheng Cheng pushed Yu Qing and whispered: "Why are you saying such depressing words? We have to prepare the ground for Xiangyang. They haven't seen each other for a long time, so don't be so talkative."
Yu Qing I just smiled...
I drank a lot of wine tonight and I started to fantasize again, imagining that Gu Wei would still love me after we met. On a romantic night, she and I put aside the previous estrangement and got back together. Regardless of Gu Wei's father's objections, we simply eloped again and fled further to places such as Xinjiang, Tibet, Guangxi, and Hainan. To the end of the world, as long as she is still by my side, accompanying me.
Not even Gu Wei’s father can stop us, let alone the material ravine.
I can be the superman who shields her from the wind and rain in her life. I believe that she must still love me, deep down in her heart, and our relationship is indestructible.
I returned home. After washing, I slept peacefully in bed. I was very happy. This sleep was very peaceful...
Today, June 3 Number.