At dusk, I walked out of the office building. Chu Yue was waiting for me at the door early. She did not hide her appearance or the charm she exuded. Under the light of dusk, her figure looked a little lonely. , I walked straight towards her, there was a trace of expectation in her eyes, I smiled, trying to break the tranquility of this moment.
I walked towards Chu Yue and asked softly, "Have you been waiting for a long time? I will go back by myself, and you don't have to come to the door to wait for me."
Chu Yue slightly He shook his head, raised the corners of his mouth, and said softly: "I just came here not long ago, and I happened to see the beautiful sunset, so I stayed a little longer, and I don't trust you to go back alone..."
Me He chuckled, walked to her side, stretched out his hand to gently touch her head, and then lifted up the broken hair hanging on her face, "Little fool, can I still run away? Are you afraid that I will abandon you? I am already I won’t play with you anymore.”
“Huh, you still want to see me? Am I not good-looking? I’m not good-looking, so you don’t like me?” "
Chu Yue said with fake anger, I chuckled and responded: "You are good-looking, beautiful and virtuous, otherwise I would sleep with you if I were an ugly one? I wanted to run away without even looking back. "
"You are the only one who can talk."
Chu Yue pinched my arm and we walked side by side without saying anything. , enjoying this rare and precious tranquility, suddenly, a gust of wind blew by, carrying the warmth of the sunset, blowing Chu Yue's hair, and she gently stretched out her hand to caress it.
She said, "The wind is a bit strong today."
I nodded, "Yeah, but it's very comfortable. With you here, what can I do no matter how strong the wind is?" Is it possible that I can blow you back to Suzhou?"
At this point, Chu Yue fell silent. She bit her lips, pondered for a moment, looked at the setting sun, and said softly: "Xiang Yang, I'm afraid I really have to go back. I only asked for three days' leave from the company. I will go back to Suzhou tomorrow. I can only accompany you in Shanghai for a short day."
After that, she With a look of frustration on her face, she traveled all the way to Shanghai to find love and the warmth she needed in her heart, but she had to be separated and returned to Suzhou alone, where there was only family affection, no love, and a lack of companionship. It can be lonely.
We continued walking, I didn’t reply, I was thinking, the pace was slow, night gradually fell, the city lights came on, illuminating the road ahead of us, Chu Yue held my hand, waiting. When the traffic light turned green, she said to me: "Xiangyang, I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want to be separated from you. I'm afraid I won't recognize you in the vast sea of people. It's very charming here, the neon lights are beautiful, but I am afraid of sinking, I am afraid that after sinking, you will leave me, I am afraid of all possibilities, I hate separation, I hate the pain, I will be melancholy, this feeling makes me very helpless.”
Our hands were holding each other tighter, and our fingers were intertwined. I looked at the neon tall buildings in front of me, and suddenly seemed a little indifferent, without a trace of familiarity. I have lived here for a long time, but my heart still can't get close to it, and I can't accept it. I'm tired. , maybe it’s really time to take a break, “I’ll ask my boss for a leave tomorrow. If approved, I’ll go back to Suzhou with you and accompany you on the road so that you won’t be alone.”
< p> Chu Yue was overjoyed, confirmed it with a smile, and said, "Really? Don't lie to me. You can lie to me about money, you can lie to my body, but you can't lie to feelings.""Really?" Yes, it’s true.”
Chu Yue and I looked at each other. She was happy because she was with me. She was happy and I would go back to Suzhou with her, and I was happy too. , I am happy with her happiness, and I will laugh when she smiles. This is happiness, and I am content if I can make the people around me happy, even if I sacrifice some of my own profitable interests, I will not hesitate.
"Let's go, I'm hungry. Do you want to go home and eat my cooking, or do you want to eat outside?"
Chu Yue asked me, but her eyes were caught by attract.
I held hands with Chu Yue, walked across the zebra crossing, and passed by a food street. Her eyes fell firmly on the stalls and hawkers. The aroma of delicious food came to her nostrils, attracting Chu Yue. With her eyes and footsteps, it was obvious that she was asking me where I was eating, but I couldn't resist the temptation and stared intently.
I smiled, held her hand, and walked towards the food court, "You little greedy cat, your greedy mouth is watering, and you can't even keep your eyes away. We are here." Let's eat on the street."
I complied with her wishes. She happily walked in front of me, held my hand, pointed to a few crowded stalls not far ahead, and said, "Okay. Ah, okay, Xiangyang, I want to eat that one, and this one..."
I smiled and bought her what she wanted. We sat at a skewer stall. The open-air dining table was filled with snacks and a stack of grilled skewers, which was really tempting. After the meal, I held Chu Yue’s hand and walked home, and Chu Yue’s face was filled with a satisfied smile. , seeming to have forgotten the sorrow of being separated tomorrow, we strolled on the streets at night, enjoying each other's company.
Chu Yue suddenly stopped, stared into my eyes, and said sincerely. "Thank you, Xiangyang."
I held her hand and responded with a smile: "Thank you for nothing. You are my girlfriend. As long as you are happy, I will be happy too. We Heart to heart, we know each other thoroughly. Whatever you like to eat, I will satisfy you."
Chu Yue leaned lightly on my shoulder, and we walked in silence, letting our thoughts drift away. When I was sleeping, I took a walk to the Suzhou River. We were all attracted by the night view, "Suzhou is also very beautiful at night."
Chu Yue said softly, and I followed her gaze to see the river. On the river where I committed suicide, the water rippled quietly, moving forwardIf the river flows away, where will the end point of Suzhou River be? Where will its starting point be? Suzhou River is like my love. Where will the end of my love be? Are you in Suzhou? So where is the starting point? Shanghai today?
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"Chu Yue, is there a moat in Suzhou? The source of the moat is right here."
I pointed to the Suzhou River, she nodded and pulled me Sitting down on the side of the road and looking at the river, Chu Yue fell into deep thought. She seemed to be recalling the hometown where she grew up, the moat that accompanied her throughout her years, and everything that witnessed her growth. .
"It looks like a moat here, but there is no graffiti on these guardrails. They are very clean and beautiful. When I saw the source of the moat for the first time, I realized how similar it is to the moat."
I leaned towards her and said softly: "I also want to see the moat in Suzhou. I haven't seen what it looks like. It must be very beautiful, even at night, with neon lights rippling on the lake. Hong, they are all so similar."
Chu Yue turned around and threw herself into my arms, feeling each other's warmth. Although the future is full of uncertainty, at this moment, our hearts are closely connected.
What is Suzhou like? Maybe that is another hometown that I have never met. Maybe in the future I will get married with Chu Yue and settle down in Suzhou. That will be my second hometown. I will live there and spend the rest of my life with Chu Yue.
"Where have you been today? You just stayed in the rental house and didn't go anywhere."
I lit a cigarette and looked at the Suzhou River Asked, she thought for a while and said slowly: "I went to your mall and bought some gifts to prepare for going back to Suzhou tomorrow. I brought some to my parents, two cigarettes and a few bottles of wine to my dad. Mom buys a necklace and bracelet as a way of honoring them."
I hummed. Even Chu Yue can honor her parents, but I can't properly arrange my father. Maybe I really should go back home. I miss my parents, the food they cooked, and the lake behind my home. I miss fishing. I miss the pastoral scenery in the countryside and the love and kindness.
"Xiang Yang, do you want to meet my parents? I want to take you to meet them to confirm our relationship. I will ask you to come to your door with these gifts. They will definitely like them and treat you The goodwill will increase."
Chu Yue hugged my arm and said softly, I understand her thoughts at the moment, let me show sincerity in front of her parents, so that my status in their hearts will be greatly improved. There will be no hindrance to your career advancement or even your subsequent marriage.
The love of ordinary people couldn't be simpler. After meeting both parents, having a meal and chatting together, and agreeing to the marriage, it is a sure thing and nothing will happen.
"Okay, then go meet the two elders. I want to try your mother's sex."They gave birth to a daughter with superb craftsmanship, and her own craftsmanship must surpass yours. ”
I took off the cigarette and put out the half-smoked cigarette. I felt that I no longer needed nicotine. Cigarettes can only accompany you when you are lonely, accompany your lonely heart, and divide your sadness. Drop it to make you feel comfortable and happy. I already have Chu Yue. I don’t lack company. Yesterday’s broken heart has been made up for. It was Chu Yue who held the fragments in her hands and put them back piece by piece, even if they were all broken. Blood and scars all over my body, I am not afraid.
Chu Yue nodded. In the lonely night, I have company. I feel that the growth rings of love have stopped spreading. In the city of desire, I I have found my unique love.
Chu Yue and I are ordinary people who cannot enjoy the happiness of high-class people and cannot understand the love values of high-class people. We just love each other and run in ordinary ways. Working hard for the purpose of getting married, buying a house and a car, saving money to have a baby, these will be my next goals.
Chu Yue leaned into my arms and said softly: "I am. I really want to be with you like this all the time. You make me feel so good. That night in the bar, I had already planned to leave Shanghai. I was very sad. I hated myself for being so cowardly and hated that I couldn't stay in Shanghai. I felt insecure and needed someone to accompany me. "
I lowered my head and already roughly understood what she was going to say next. She continued: "I met you and was attracted to you at first sight. I watched you get drunk and sing on top. Song, your appearance fascinated me. After that night, you left. Although I felt very sad, the experience of that night was unforgettable. I was pregnant. I desperately wanted to find you and asked around for your contact information. ·······"
There were tears in her eyes and her voice became choked up. I put my arm around her shoulders and comforted her: "Okay, everything is over. There is no need to miss those bad things. . "
"I really thought you were an irresponsible man. I was desperate. If you were responsible, I would have given birth to the child..."
She Nestled in my arms, sobbing, people always make mistakes, I didn’t know at that time the outcome of being together later, Chu Yue is the one who really understands me, I don’t know how blessed I am, with watermelon , also looking at Sesame.
I gently stroked and comforted softly. Facing the Suzhou River, I stared blankly. My memories are buried here. I have cried many times here, etc. I have been together many times and been alone many times, but without waiting for Gu Wei, it started to rain in my world. In the black and white city, Chu Yue held an umbrella for me. When the night sky came, she held a lantern for me, but I lived in Gu Wei.
As the night got darker, we returned to our residence hand in hand. Along the way, Chu Yue held my hand tightly, as if she was afraid of losing me. Chu Yue took out the gift she had prepared for her parents. I played with the gift carefully. I looked at her serious look. She was very concerned about her parents.
I came to the balcony and blew.It was windy and the balcony next door was dark. Qiu Hui didn't come back. She might have gone to her Tan Palace so late at night.
I will go to Suzhou tomorrow. This idea has been in my mind for a long time, which has further confirmed my decision. Every city has different people and flavor. I am tired of Shanghai. Go to Suzhou to see it. Appreciate everything there...
Perhaps, there will be unexpected gains.