"Boss, how long does it take for it to be ready? My order is about to run out in ten minutes, can you hurry up?"
I stood in front of the food pick-up port anxiously, Passing by the window, the owner of the fast food restaurant was busy frying rice. There were many customers in the store and there were many online orders. The boss looked at me dissatisfied and cursed through his mask: "Why are you urging me? Wait a few more minutes and I won't be able to wait." Didn’t you see that there are so many customers in the store?”
At the end, I added a curse word in Suzhou dialect, and I was speechless and helplessly watched the order in my hand gradually disappear. With the decreasing countdown and the urging messages from customers, I sighed, helplessness filling my heart. No matter how much I urged, I would not give priority and could only stare at the time in pain.
Perhaps the experience of the past few days has made me accustomed to this life of running around, and I even became angry because an order was rejected over time. I became impatient and kept wandering in front of the window. He took out the lunch box and hit it on the table, almost falling to the ground.
Without even thinking about it, I immediately picked up the takeout and ran outside, got on my electric car, and drove to my destination. I was so nervous that I could only hope that the customer would not cancel the order, but that it would just time out. It takes a while and does not affect the taste.
Until I climbed the twelfth floor and knocked on the customer’s door with great effort. He was shirtless, very fat, with tattoos on his arms. He looked at me with dissatisfaction and disdain. Looking at me, I was sweating profusely. This residential building was old and there was no elevator installed. I had to sprint all the way up.
I suppressed my fatigue and forced a smile.
"I don't want this takeout, just take care of it yourself."
The man said this calmly, and I was stunned for a moment. He closed the door hard, deafening, then I What was the desperate effort just now? What the hell does it mean for me to be scolded and looked down upon because of a few-dollar bill like yours? Your "no more" will cost me half my life. Where can I complain?
The mobile phone in my pocket received a warning message about complaints and money being deducted from the platform. I felt disappointed, and there was an irrepressible anger burning in my chest. I threw the takeaway on the wall angrily, " "Fuck you."
I vented my anger wantonly, blaming all my anger on the takeout. The lunch boxes in the fast food were immediately scattered, and the rice filled the narrow corridor, with all kinds of miscellaneous things, and a wisp of it. The heat was rising, and I took a deep breath in an attempt to calm myself down.
This was of no use. The man who heard the noise opened the door and stretched out his head to check. Following my venting gaze, he saw scattered fast food lying on the ground. He cursed angrily: "Are you looking for death? You threw the garbage in front of my house. Do you believe I asked you to lick it clean?"
I was worried that I had nothing to vent about, so I quickly stepped forward and slapped him in the face. On the man's face, "What's the dog's name? Do you care what I do?"
The man was stunned for a moment at first, and then he got angry. He opened the door and opened the door.My whole body was exposed, and I pushed me with both hands, "You are just a stinky delivery boy, you are nothing. Damn it, I will beat you to death!"
I didn't give him a chance to fight back, so I kicked him I kicked back into the house, my anger and fighting spirit completely ignited by the sentence "stinky delivery," I picked up the fire extinguisher in the aisle and threw it on his head, "stinky delivery, smelly delivery, I You're just a stinky takeaway, I'll fuck you to death!"
I hit you hard, and the man screamed. He hugged his head and huddled on the ground. Because he resisted all the attacks, no blood was seen. I threw away the fire extinguisher, picked up the lunch box scattered on the ground, straddled the man directly, and forced it into his mouth, "Eat! Isn't it the takeout you ordered? Eat! Why don't you eat it? Is it delicious?! "
I yelled angrily, my hands were stained with oil, I stood up and kicked him a few times, "Damn it, why are you pretending to be a social person? When I hit the car with a brick, you didn't know who you were. "Stay in my womb and bark like a dog, I'll beat you until you bark."
I glanced at him disdainfully, then turned and walked towards the stairs, feeling very dissatisfied. On the first floor, the man chased me out, furious and throwing the fire extinguisher at me. I ducked and he once again aroused my anger.
"Damn it, I'm calling the police to arrest you. Just wait for me to deliver the food."
He angrily took out the mobile phone with a broken screen from his pocket and opened the capital Unable to turn on the phone, I picked up the fire extinguisher on the ground and walked slowly towards him, "Fuck, this phone was destroyed."
He said nervously, his heart was throbbing, what happened just now His ferocious look suddenly disappeared, leaving only fear. He backed away frequently until he retreated into the house, closed the door, and I slammed the fire extinguisher on the door, making several grooves.
"Stop, I'll break down the door and beat you!"
I roared through the door and threw the dented fire extinguisher aside. I walked downstairs angrily. My hands were very red, painful, and even trembling a little. The venting just now ignited my courage. It was also the first time that I got so angry and did something beyond my imagination. Things I expected.
My heart was pounding, and I was afraid of killing someone. I was already trying to restrain myself like crazy. I took out my phone and looked at the money that had been deducted, and the WeChat balance that had bottomed out. I felt helpless and helpless, and even wanted to squat down and cry.
I had to continue delivering food. I left the residential building and pretended nothing happened. I got in the car. Not long after I set off, my nose became sore and my vision became blurry. I felt that familiar feeling again. Tears welled up in my eyes. I wore a helmet so no one would notice my embarrassment.
My speed slowed down, and I listened to the roar of electric cars passing me one after another. I felt sad, why am I still so down and out? I also want to fight, but I have no skills in Suzhou. There is nowhere to do anything, so I can only engage in the most basic job of delivering food. Just say "delivery food smelly" and do it.Broken my Taoist heart.
The takeout I have worked so hard to bring is running around for you, just to the death and money. Whatever requirements are marked in the notes, I will try my best to meet them. Even getting the takeout has only achieved the goal. Same, not even saying thank you, just doing your own thing as if nothing happened.
If you can’t even get a thank you for all the hard work, then our food delivery existence is just to transport food to you? Even if you pay the money, we pay for the manpower and the profit is only a few dollars. Is it worth it?
If you have the ability to enhance your presence online and show off your authority, but if you don’t have the ability to fight with others and work hard in reality, you will be the emperor online, but in reality you are nothing, pretending to be cool, Pretend to be a god or goddess on the Internet and think you are awesome, and show off how awesome you are to others. Those who see through it will know your disguise at a glance.
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Among high-class people, who would play with these inferior things? Who would care about you, a person who gains a sense of existence by showing off on your own? What they care about is reputation and money. No matter how ugly a person is, no matter how inconsistent with public beauty standards, if he has money and power, who dares not to cling to him? Don’t say nice things?
I hated these people who bullied the weak and feared the strong. I parked the car on the side of the road and wiped my tears alone. I suppressed the unwillingness in my heart and calmed myself down without bursting into tears.
I squatted on the side of the road, looking down at the photo, the photo of Chu Yue by the moat, her smile, I tried to use this to calm my bad heart, I was living a good life, verbally It said that I should start working hard and find a job, but I am still depressed. Although I have made some progress, I don't smoke, drink less, and go clubbing less. I can give up on changing these.
The only thing that remains unchanged is my own heart, which is unwilling to make progress. Decadence has taken root. If you want to completely transform, you have to uproot it. Just cutting the leaves is useless.
I looked at the resumes submitted to Wuba City, but no one responded, which made me feel even more useless. I turned off my phone quietly, closed my eyes and lowered my head, no longer looking at the traffic in front of me. Allow yourself to calm down the thoughts raging inside you.
I desperately needed comfort. I couldn't restrain myself from sorting out my chaotic emotions, and couldn't maintain my daily image. I sighed, turned my head, and looked around to distract myself, which might help me calm down.
I saw a movie poster, a poster for an anime movie. I stood up slowly and felt that it was very familiar. I couldn't help but walk forward and stand in front of the poster and look at it carefully.
"Your... name."
I muttered to myself and chanted the name of the movie. As a post-2000 generation, I am quite fond of these anime. I appreciate it. This is a Japanese comic. Maybe I can check it out. I’ve been in a really bad state recently, physically and mentally. I’m getting more and more exhausted. I’ve been working too hard and have lost a lot of hair. At the bottom of the movie poster, there’s the word “re-release” on it.
I took out my phoneI took a photo and sent it to Chu Yue. I wanted to take her to watch this re-release of the movie. After we were together, I didn’t seem to have watched the movie or sent her a bouquet of flowers. I couldn’t just let myself watch it, I wanted to Bring Chu Yue, the movie will be re-released on the 19th next month, I'm looking forward to it.
I looked at the information and thought that Chu Yue would definitely like this movie. I carefully took off the movie poster, folded it and put it in my pocket, got on my electric bike, and continued to roam around Suzhou.
Unknowingly, I have forgotten my anger and the sadness just now. Now I am full of energy. The thought of giving Chu Yue happiness makes me happy and happy.
Passing by a renovated shopping mall, I turned my head and looked at the hanging signboard, and immediately thought, Nancheng Mall.
This is a branch mall of Nancheng Company, and it actually opened to Suzhou. I shook my head with a wry smile. Although I was shocked, what use could it be? I have been fired, what does these business competitions have to do with me?
I couldn’t help but sigh, staring at those big words and feeling sad. Nancheng and I have been competing in Shanghai for so long, and we have used all kinds of scheming and secret tactics, and we have been fighting against each other for so long, only to realize that even Nancheng’s Branch malls have all opened in Suzhou, and Weixing can only gain a foothold in Shanghai.
This sense of disparity makes me overwhelmed. The top management of Weixing Company is stupid, slow and short-sighted. They only know how to fight for the fat in front of them and fight for it desperately, but they don’t know how to take a longer-term view and take a closer look. When a company opens in other places, the income will even be higher than the local income generated by other companies in Shanghai.
Alas, it may be too corrupt. If you have money, you will be free and easy. The chairman is away from the company all year round and travels around. The CEO of the company is the sole boss. He is like a villain. He excludes dissidents, installs relatives, and the president team. Fighting openly and secretly, cultivating each other's power and competing for status, such a huge Wei Xing is all corruption.
Huang Wentong should also rise to the top, at least as a vice president. I don’t know if he will wade into this muddy water.
Just when I was in a daze, suddenly, a Ferrari 296ctb passed by me, attracting my attention. It looked so familiar. The license plate was Shanghai. Is this Shirai Akie's car?
I chased after him. The Ferrari 296ctb drove very slowly and quickly reached the rear.
I looked at the Ferrari 296ctb close at hand, and saw the woman from the driver's seat, it was Shirai Akie! I don't know why she came to Suzhou suddenly. I want to know, and I was suddenly stunned.
I stopped the car and wanted to ask her why she was here. A horn from behind scared me to the point of getting goosebumps. I immediately turned around and saw a car honking its horn dissatisfiedly. It was me. It blocked the road and blocked the vehicles that were about to move forward behind.
"Hey! Don't take charge of that one."
The driver of the car stuck his head out and asked me to move away dissatisfied. I forced a smile, apologized to him, and then started the car again. Hui has left, her back is in the distanceAs I gradually became smaller, I also had to let go of everything and get back to normal.
Even if I meet Qiu Hui now, she won’t be too excited. I feel that my status in her heart is not so high, so I don’t need to let her care. It’s me who thinks highly of myself. I felt sympathy for her tragic childhood experience and felt ashamed of her self-righteousness.
In Shanghai, I hurt her so much. It is really impossible to improve my status now. Even if we reconcile, I will never forget that night with thunder and heavy rain, and that night when the water broke. A damaged guitar and a damaged music box.
I couldn't get over this hurdle in my heart. I owed it to her for saving me from committing suicide. I vaguely failed to fulfill my promise to her and help her find those lost childhood memories.