Chu Yue was already asleep on the bed, wrapped tightly in quilt.
I didn’t feel any sleepiness. Before I knew it, I came to the window sill, looking at the night scene outside, feeling the dampness in the air, and the inexplicable melancholy in my chest.
The helplessness in the middle of the night filled my thoughts. I didn’t know what I was doing. I just lay on the window sill and watched quietly. There was thunder in the distance, which was a prelude to rain. song.
I thought of Gu Wei, because the dinner two days later made me wipe away the dust of memories, push away the layer of fog, and clearly see the familiar face, and my eyes seemed to switch again. scene.
Back on the eve of the wedding, we met by chance in front of the parking lot. She still looked the same after not seeing her for many years. What changed was the temperament she exuded.
The moment I looked back, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, and my respiratory tract was squeezing. The person I thought about day and night stood suddenly in front of me. I really wanted to rush up and hug him. To her, I confided to her the grievances I had suffered over the years, and told her that I loved her, and that I fulfilled the agreement of "love" between us.
I didn’t abandon you and leave Shanghai. I restrained myself and restrained my eager heart. I wanted to cry, but I didn’t want my beloved to see me crying. At that time, I He turned away, the corners of his eyes were already moist, and he held back his tears.
I sighed helplessly, and a blazing wind came towards me. It was not far from the time of rain. The past is the past. If I continue to be entangled like this, I will not be able to move forward.
Although Gu Wei is my first love, she is not my Bai Yueguang. When I look back, I see Chu Yue sleeping peacefully on the bed. She is my Bai Yueguang. Ever since that day in Shanghai From the moment a beam of moonlight hit her, it was already destined.
It’s only a matter of time before we get together. She is Bai Yueguang in my heart forever. I will separate my first love and Bai Yueguang separately so that they will not be confused.
I touched my heart, and the chair left behind in my heart was always there. This was the space reserved for Gu Wei. Even if it was covered with thorns, it could not erode that noble chair. , like a magic, irresistible magic, driving away evil, waiting alone for tens of thousands of years, just for the once noble "Queen" to ascend the throne again.
I took out my phone and opened the photo album. I still kept the photos Xinyi sent me. Looking at her back sitting in the restaurant, I could only relieve my melancholy.
The white light of the mobile phone illuminated my face hidden in the darkness, and my eyes revealed melancholy. It started to rain outside, and the window sill got wet. I closed the window, and through the glass, I knew clearly I saw the raindrops beating wantonly, cleaning the dirty streets.
I turned off my phone and returned to the bedside. I gently touched Chu Yue’s cheek and pushed the hair on her cheek behind her ears. Looking at her sleeping appearance, my mood Somewhat soothing.
Maybe I have to abandon the old baggage. Even if I can’t forget Gu Wei, I can’t speak out in front of Chu Yue. We are all passers-by at the station of each other’s world. Even if we meet again, it will only be a temporary encounter. , the destination is different, the road is different, and the scenery along the way is also different.
We may meet the person we love, we may meet the scene that makes us happy, we may learn the philosophy of life, read hundreds of poems and books, and cultivate our sentiments, but our footsteps will never stop.
To love someone is not to care about her shortcomings, not to overly praise her advantages, nor to search for the person's physiological needs, nor to play for the sake of temporary excessive hormones. , love someone sincerely, cherish each other, and never date with the reason that our future will be bumpy and we can't see the end.
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From the beginning, from the first day of dating, we must hold marriage as the purpose and fulfill it as the end of life when we join hands to grow gray hair. This is the same for men and women.
In the process of dating, you need to see clearly whether the other person is your destiny, whether the other person's character conforms to the laws of social operation, and whether the other person's temperament will harm you and harm everyone's interests. .
Only by realizing this can we get the key to the door to happiness...
I lifted the quilt and covered Chu Yue’s exposed neck and shoulders. On the day of the wedding, he got rid of Gu Wei's shackles and even recast himself. In that suicide, Yan Xiangyang, who lived in the old era, lived a mediocre life and wandered around society in a muddle-headed way. Already dead, the one who was rescued by Qiu Hui was Yan Xiangyang, who was moving towards a new era, working hard to make progress in life, realizing his wish to love each other, and laying rail tracks for the future leading to happiness.
Suzhou River buried the old me and gave me a new one.
After rejuvenating, I can fly. Although the wings that were broken on the Beijing-Shanghai Expressway cannot be restored, I have got Chu Yue’s other half. As two-part birds, as long as we support each other and coexist, we can Once again experience the joy of flying in the sky and witness the blue sky.
Feel the whistling wind, travel through Asia, the Middle East, Europe, America and other places, go to the Sea of England to watch the sun never set, go to the Potala Palace in Tibet to see this great palace, and feel the beauty of the world. At dawn again and again on the road to Tibet, go wherever you want to go.
I believe that this wish will come true. In this insignificant corner of the world in Suzhou, we must first lay the stakes for the foundation of happiness, and let’s do it step by step...
I lay down on the bed, and the rain was still falling outside the window. The raindrops beating on the window continued, and even became more intense. The sound from outside lingered in the empty room. People who have fallen asleep will sleep more soundly. People who fall asleep will only find it more difficult to sleep.
I will no longer struggle for Gu Wei, this is the rain I face outside the window, a wish made silently. Once a person transforms, he begins to fear the past, and even hates it. It is like a fat boy. Before he exercised and lost weight, he was ugly and fat. After making up his mind to lose weight, he has a perfect figure, eight-pack abs, and appearance. There have also been changes.
When he goes out, he will enjoy the eyes that he never had, and listen to the praises of people around him. The more he does this, the more he will like himself now. If he is asked to return to his previous body, he will probably Not willing.
A more simple and clear example. In reality, you are a poor boy, living a life of saving what you can. Your work is mediocre, you have no fun, and you don’t even have a partner. Seeing that you are getting older and older, You can't find a partner to live with. Faced with family pressure to get married and arranged blind dates, you become numb, as if you have lost the meaning of life.
One day, you become the richest man in the world. You have money that ordinary people cannot earn in eight lifetimes. You can have women and anything you want. Everyone will respect you, respect you, and take pictures of you. If you flatter me, you will be dependent on this kind of life and will not want to go back to the hard life before.
Everyone is willing to pick up the hard-won hardships and the fruits that will change their life, no one is willing to give up, no one wants to be taken advantage of, everyone is smart, and no one is willing to turn back. go back.
That’s me. Now that I have someone I can trust for the rest of my life, I won’t give up and go back to the bad days that I could just live in. I have Chu Yue, so I won’t eat it. He looked into the pot from the bowl and went to find Gu Wei.
As for the celebration banquet two days later, it can only show that our fate has not come to an end yet...