I staggered open the door, and then fell in. The moment I fell to the ground, I hit my forehead. A numb pain came over me for a moment, stimulating me. The power just now was so powerful that it made me dizzy. The dizzying drunkenness was temporarily buried.
I was drunk in the nostalgic bar, lying in the back seat of the Cadillac ct6 with Duan Xunxun, and was intoxicated. When Shangxin sent me here, he reported my identity to Chu Yue. After witnessing me completely entering the room, I took the already drunk Duan Xunxun away.
I got up and held on to the sofa to relax. I felt dizzy and my eyes were a little blurry. I rubbed my eyes to let myself see the road clearly under my feet.
It was so hot, and there was no air conditioning at home. I could hardly maintain my consciousness. I could no longer find the air conditioner remote control on the messy table. I went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and filled all the refrigerated food inside. He took out the beer, sat on the sofa and drank himself like crazy.
In order to calm my beating heart, prevent my blood from burning up, and keep it at a normal temperature, after taking a few sips, I leaned back, leaned my body on the sofa, and unbuttoned my collar. Looking at the clock hanging on the TV, I was stunned.
In such a half-drunk and half-awake state, my artistic conception seemed to have reached its peak, and many irrelevant memories came to my mind. People are drunk, but their heads are sober.
I seemed to have forgotten time and everything. I thought of Duan Xunxun and Shang Xin, two friends I met in Suzhou. The emotional friction between them made me, a bystander, sigh. Start to reflect on whether your persuasion is correct.
If the sky is sentimental, the sky will grow old, but if the sky is ruthless, it will take care of people.
I may have done something wrong. I should not have broken up Duan Xunxun and Shang Xin. What could be wrong with him pursuing love wholeheartedly? Chasing love is human instinct. When you reach a certain age, you will be full of yearning for love, long for sweet love, long for care, and long for meeting a considerate beauty.
This happens whether it is an animal or a human being. We should not judge or stop them. I feel sorry for Duan Xunxun, sorry that he could not love him, sorry that he was relieved, and sorry that he was in the dark. At night, light up that insignificant cigarette.
In the same way, I also feel sorry for Shang Xin. It’s a pity that she can’t get over her emotional pain and tortures herself slowly. It’s a pity that she doesn’t dare to make a choice and can only find another way. It’s a pity that she never forgets her. It’s a pity that she never forgets her. She was deeply entrenched in Suzhou and refused to leave.
I regret that I should not have chosen to interfere with their affairs. I regret the choice I made to be the intermediary for Shang Xin to express his feelings. I regret that I could not stand by and separate them. Let the identity gap that has already created a gap become farther and farther away.
At the bar, Duan Xunxun said: "I will not disturb you anymore, I will not raise sensitive topics with you again, we will be friends from now on..." ··”
I never show himIn his tone, he could sense the reluctance to give up. Even if he had to go against his own wishes, he would not let his beloved face embarrassment. He would unconditionally believe and obey unconditionally. Shang Xin had already taken root in his heart. Duan Xunxun has been defeated since they met.
He lost to Shang Xin, and Shang Xin lost to a man who failed him. To untie the bell, someone needs to tie the bell. If I can help Shang Xin get over his emotional pain, then I can help Duan Xunxun and her The love river between them was bridged, and as the acting Yue Lao, he tied the red thread for them.
The premise is how should I help them? What are the specific actions? I have made the wrong choice, and if I make another mistake, it will be really doomed, and it will alienate each other, or even destroy them.
I have to wait and see how this matter will change, so let’s set it as my second goal of living in Suzhou. After completing the first goal, I will get married and start a business with Chu Yue, and have a solid backing. It will become easier if you can get support and help the two of you to be at ease.
My eyelids were heavy, and I gradually fell into a deep sleep. It was dark in my dream, and I had no consciousness in my whole body. I was shocked when I woke up. It seemed that in just a blink of an eye, everything outside had been turned upside down. The kitchen There was the sound of the range hood working.
The air was filled with the aroma of food. I lay flat on the sofa and wrapped myself in a blanket. The living room was very cool, and the air conditioner was blowing cold air, but I didn't feel the slightest chill.
I pushed my body up, slowly, sat on the sofa and looked at Chu Yue who was busy in the kitchen, stretched out my hand to rub my temples, and drank till I broke. The stamina of the wine was like a guillotine. It was so scary that I couldn't help but wailed and held my head in my hands.
Chu Yue heard the noise and poked her little head out of the kitchen to check. Suddenly she walked out, her steps were quick, and she gently pushed me down on the sofa and lifted me up. Blanket on body.
"You drank too much. Your head must hurt when you wake up. You lie down for a while and I will rub it."
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Chu Yue said softly, I nodded, frowned and closed my eyes, lying on the sofa, feeling her slender fingers pressing my acupuncture points. The pain has been relieved a lot now.
"Hey, Xiangyang, why do you drink so much? You are in a mess."
She said a little disappointed, sitting on the side of the sofa and rubbing my head. .
"Because I am emotional."
When I said this, I was confused and didn't understand why I said I was emotional.
Chu Yue was stunned for a moment. After seeing that my complexion improved a little, she withdrew her hand and looked at the bottles and cans of beer on the glass table. She frowned and said, " Do you recall those sad past events again? After I saw the message sent by Shang Xin, I got off work early and rushed home without stopping. You were so drunk that you lay there.I was unconscious on the sofa, and I was very worried. The moment I saw you in such a mess, my heart was beating fast. "
I slowly sat up and sat together with Chu Yue. At this moment, I didn't know what to say. I could only stare blankly at the beer cans. I smoothed my hair and said : "I'm sorry for making you worry..."
She shook her head, "This is not something to worry about. "I looked at her and didn't understand what she meant. She continued: "You always drink when you are sad. The first time we met, you couldn't let go of Gu Wei. You got drunk alone in Duxing Bar, and even got drunk in Yu. At Qing’s wedding, you were so heartbroken that you drank the entire bottle of liquor by yourself..."
Her voice was small, full of regret and loss. , her figure looked lonely in my field of vision, as if she had returned to Shanghai, full of helplessness and pity.
I took her hand and held it tightly. Perhaps this kind of action can make her feel warm, and she won't feel like she's alone. Expressing her heart with actual actions is more tangible than verbal promises.
She leaned towards me gently and leaned on my shoulder. At this moment, her eyes were red and sparkling with tears.
"Xiangyang...are you leaving me?" "
Her voice was very thin and choked, and her eyes were covered by bangs. Even though they were so concealed, I noticed that the dam she was trying to control her tears had collapsed. She couldn't help but shed tears.
She expressed her inner speculation, which was obviously nonsense. She sought inner stability and longed for my answer.
" No! I won't leave you. I just drank a lot because I felt sorry for Shang Xin and Duan Xunxun. It's not what you think. ”
I answered firmly and asked her to face my eyes. She turned her head, stunned and even surprised. We looked at each other, tears fell from the corners of her eyes and lingered on her cheeks. I gently stretched out my hand to wipe her tears, feeling very melancholy and even having a sore nose.
I hate to see my most important person cry because it will resonate with my heart.
< p> "Be good...don't cry...be good...don't cry...be good...don't cry..." < /p>My voice was choked, and her cheeks became a little blurry in my eyes.
Three words of "goodbye, don't cry" made Chu Yue calm down, and she hugged her. My body was trembling slightly. She tried her best to control her emotions and strive to be the master of her emotions. Her hair was tangled on my shoulders, and the unpleasant smell of alcohol on my body lingered with her own light body fragrance.
Leaving a touch of fragrance on the tip of my nose is the blooming flower in my heart and the bright light in my life...