This is Yan Xiaoyun’s first day out of prison.
Before she could do anything, she rushed straight to Lili's grave.
She felt it was all her daughter's fault.
Had I not given birth to this broom star, I would not have been fired from the factory and became a laid-off worker because of the birth.
Yan Xiaoyun secretly went to the countryside to give birth because he mistakenly thought he had a son in his belly. He hid in Tibet and gave birth in fear.
The result is a worthless girl, what’s the use?
So when Lili was still alive, Yan Xiaoyun hated her very much.
Let her sleep in the kitchen all year round.
I was disgusted that she couldn't control her excretion when she was two years old.
I was disgusted that she always said she was hungry.
I was disgusted that she would cry when she was fine, causing trouble among the neighbors. She seemed to be a vicious mother.
Yan Xiaoyun only felt that Lili was very vicious at such a young age.
She actually asked her neighbors for food while she was away. Didn't she just want her neighbors to accuse her of not being a competent mother?
How ridiculous.
Her own children can be beaten and scolded as much as they want, and disciplined as they want.
The neighbor was also nosy. Not only did he secretly feed Lili something to eat, he even reported it to the community so that people in the community could condemn her.
What’s more, the community notified the media, making it seem like they were some heinous villain.
The more they behave like this, the more Yan Xiaoyun hates Lili.
Finally, when Lili was five years old, the daughter's esophagus was scalded by Yan Xiaoyun's bowl of hot lard and she died.
Yan Xiaoyun originally just wanted to find a place to discard it, and didn't even want to prepare a serious cemetery.
She is just a young child, not an adult, not married, and a daughter. How can she be buried in a serious grave?
You must know that Yan Xiaoyun cannot enter her own ancestral graves and genealogy.
But this matter happened to be brought to the police station.
Yan Xiaoyun still doesn’t feel that she has done anything wrong. Lili is his daughter. She just took back the life she gave to Lili.
Why should she be punished?
She was actually sentenced to seven years in prison.
And because Yan Xiaoyun has no regrets and no guilt for his past crimes.
She always spoke the truth and was very convinced that she was not wrong, so her sentence was not reduced for a day, and she was released after seven years of imprisonment.
The other female prisoners in the prison also disliked her.
OrdinaryMothers raised their eyes and eyebrows at her.
Fortunately, Yan Xiaoyun was a shrew, so she didn't suffer too much, but she still held her breath in her heart.
So on the first day she was released from prison, she found Lili's grave and had to spread her ashes.
That night, Yan Xiaoyun hugged the shovel and slept very soundly in the dilapidated and leaky abandoned carport.
In the middle of the night, a sudden cool breeze from nowhere woke her up.
Yan Xiaoyun woke up in a daze, thinking a little dullly.
Isn’t it June now? Why is it so cold at night?
Then she remembered the miserable place she lived in, which didn't even have a door. I couldn't help but feel a little resentful towards my son in my heart.
The wind passed through the narrow cracks, making a whining sound.
It sounded like crying.
Yan Xiaoyun only found it annoying, so he buried his head and planned to continue falling asleep.
But the whine got louder and louder.
It was as if someone was crying and approaching her.
Yan Xiaoyun is not afraid. Otherwise, she would not dare to lift the grave.
She only found the sound of the wind annoying.
Caught off guard, a child's voice sounded faintly resentful but very clear.
"Mom, Lili is hungry."
Yan Xiaoyun, who never believed in retribution from ghosts and gods, felt his back soaked in cold sweat in an instant.
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In the past seven years, Yan Xiaoyun has never felt that he was wrong for a moment.
She only felt that her fate was bad, that the world was unfair, that her neighbors were nosy, and that the judge was targeting her...
There was not a moment when she felt that she had missed out.
Lili died because Lili was not good, Lili was disobedient, and Lili was punished by herself for eating secretly.
What’s wrong with disciplining children?
The fault lies in Lili’s disobedience to discipline.
That was Lili herself who deserved to die.
She never even dreamed about Lili once. Not once.
Because she has no guilt at all.
Even now, Yan Xiaoyun's first reaction was still furious when he heard Lili's voice clearly in his ears!
She felt that Lili was looking for trouble.
Yan Xiaoyun sat up from the broken straw mat and cursed loudly: "Yaoshou little beast!"
"If you don't want to be reincarnated as a pig or a dog! Why are you pestering me! "
Before she could curse for the third time, a thin blue-gray hand gently pressed on Yan Xiaoyun's calf.
Yan Xiaoyun's yelling immediately stopped.
That hand can be seen clearly in the moonlight.
This is a right hand with a cigarette burn scar on the back of the hand.
Yan Xiaoyun vaguely remembered that one time he lost money playing mahjong and was in a bad mood. When he got home, he saw Lili, who was two years old at the time, having pooped her pants again.
Yan Xiaoyun burned it with a cigarette butt when he was angry.
Because it had not been treated, the scar remained on the back of Lili’s right hand and was very obvious until her death.
Yan Xiaoyun screamed twice as if his neck was stuck, and was speechless.
"Lili, I'm so hungry..."
The faint voice sounded again.
Lili’s face emerged in the moonlight.
She stopped at Yan Xiaoyun's leg and did not move forward. She just held Yan Xiaoyun's calf with one hand and stared at Yan Xiaoyun with her eyes.
The wound at the corner of the mouth was scabbed, and some of the brown-black bloody scabs were torn open, revealing the bright red flesh underneath.
There was a cruelty on Lili's face that was unfamiliar to Yan Xiaoyun.
"Mom, give Lili a bite."
Lili rubbed Yan Xiaoyun's calf in a very affectionate manner.
Like a young animal.
The light in his eyes was like a beast that had been hungry for a long time.
Yan Xiaoyun was so shocked that he couldn't speak, and just shook his head subconsciously.
Lili didn’t care about Yan Xiaoyun’s reaction.
She pressed her face against Yan Xiaoyun's calf again.
The cool breath he exhaled hit Yan Xiaoyun's skin. It gave her goosebumps again.
She finally knew what the cool breeze she felt just now was about.
In the early summer of June, Yan Xiaoyun was as cold as if his whole body was immersed in ice water.
Lili finally couldn't help it, her eyes were so hungry that they turned green.
"Lili, just take one bite, just one bite."
Lili murmured, opened her mouth, and nibbled on Yan Xiaoyun's leg!
Yan Xiaoyun screamed.
Lili ignored it and chewed the meat in her mouth.
Blood dripped from the corner of Lili's mouth.
Under the pale moonlight, Lili's delicate and pitiful face looked like a ghost in Yan Xiaoyun's eyes.
"Lili is so hungry, mother, Lili is so hungry."
Lili chewed and swallowed while still talking pitifully.