Qin Shi slumped on the sofa palely and feebly. The word "farewell" often tripped people's hearts. The words he didn't have time to say and the things he didn't have time to do turned into bitter tears.
It turned out that during this period, the one who accompanied them was not Chen Mo’s body, but the Dharmakaya condensed with the “One Sword of Heaven and Earth”. As for Chen Mo himself, perhaps on that snowy night, on that The night I gave him supper, the night I ate hot pot in that company, I left.
As an elder brother, Chen Mo couldn't worry about his younger brother, and as a disciple, he couldn't worry more about his master.
Qin Shi's vision became blurred, wrapped in a layer of tear mist, and he could not see the surrounding things clearly.
He knows everything and can make Chen Mo say things like "I don't have time", "The enemy is too scary", "Master can't stop", which proves that this is a catastrophe, a A world-ending disaster.
Neither Chen Mo nor Qin Yunhao may come back.
Qin Shi was breathing rapidly, and his heart throbbed hard with every breath. No one could feel the same when he thought that his father and brother would die tragically in the ruins of the deep sea...
He had no choice, he was just an ordinary person, an ordinary college student.
"Huh..." Qin Shi took a deep breath, clenched his hands, and felt a little white hair on his finger joints, feeling uneasy.
Seeing this scene, the three little ones looked at each other, walked over gently, and gathered around their master.
"Meow~" She loves to be cute on the fifteenth day of the lunar month. She rubbed her head against Qin Shi's hand, giving him gentle comfort.
Chu Yi and Bian Mu looked at each other and communicated quietly in their own language.
First grade of junior high school: This time, Chen Mo will probably die without a chance to survive.
Bian Mu: Do you know something?
First grade: The so-called deep sea ruins were actually built by an immortal three thousand years ago in order to seal a fairy and a flower. If the fairy is still alive, then... < /p>
Bian Mu: Fairy! Fairy! Are you kidding? There are still immortals in this world?
owner.
Bian Mu was thoughtful: What do you mean? He has always been your master? He only lived for about twenty years. Assuming that you have lived for a long time... What you said is contradictory.
Lying on Qin Shi’s lap on the first day of the year: I don’t know.
Bian Mu rolled his eyes: I don’t know what to ask, I hate cats like you the most!
Qin Shi rarely showed a fragile and helpless side, with fear and loneliness occupying his heart.
The three little ones accompanied him silently.
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Five o'clock in the morning.
In the somewhat messy bedroom, Jiang YumiI opened my eyes drowsily and wanted to go to the toilet.
In the darkness, she sat up and her pajamas slipped down, exposing her shoulders. After calming down for a long time, she fumbled to turn on the desk lamp and was about to get out of bed when she suddenly saw a letter on the bedside table.
Suddenly, Jiang Yu felt no sleepiness at all. He looked around with a vigilant look on his face, thinking: I locked the door before going to bed. Only a kid in the house has a spare key, but he doesn’t dare to attack me at night. .
After all, she had 100% trust in Qin Shi's character, that is, a love brain whose eyes were full of Su Qingrou.
What’s more, she is Qin Shi’s future sister-in-law.
Thinking, thinking, Jiang Yu stared at the closet. Recently, he watched some suspense movies. Some perverts would take advantage of the owner of the house not being at home to hide secretly, such as in the closet or under the bed... .
But she was obviously overthinking it. She was purely trying to scare herself, and nothing else. With her alertness on the 15th day of the lunar month, she would be able to spot a stranger in her home in a second.
Jiang Yu walked over nervously and opened the closet. There was no one hiding there.
"Chen Mo..." She realized later that except for Qin Shi, who had the spare key, Chen Mo was the only one who could get to her room quietly.
Jiang Yu's heart skipped a beat, and she had a bad premonition, staring straight at the letter.
She quickly picked up the envelope, took out a folded piece of letter paper, opened it, and read silently:
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[When you see this letter, I have already left. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. ]
[I wanted to tell you something in person, but I couldn't, so I had to choose this way. ]
[To this day, I don’t know if I like you? Is it love? Or simply not disgusted? 】
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In just three sentences, Jiang Yu's hands trembled, and at this moment, sadness surged into his heart.
He left, he left like this,
Why? Why...
Jiang Yu's body gradually lost strength and fell limply to the ground, like a beautiful abandoned doll.
"I have tried so hard...so hard to teach you to love me...don't you understand my heart?"
She sobbed softly. , perhaps the best things in the world are often those we long for but can’t get. She had everything materially since she was a child, and she also had a happy family, but she did not have a beautiful love of her own.
Jiang Yu bit her lip, trying not to cry out. She calmed down and continued reading:
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[I tried to find the answer, but the road ahead was foggy. Standing in the fog, I couldn’t see myself or you clearly.......]
[Until tonight, when I wrote this letter to you, I had a different kind of emotion. My heart seemed to be grabbed by a hand, which made it difficult for me to breathe. For a second, I understood...]
[I really fell in love with you and couldn’t bear to leave you...]
[Recalling the past, The first time we met was five years ago. When you were in your junior year of college, I saved your family on the way. You hugged me tightly and cried in fear, leaving me at a loss. That was the first time I was hugged by a girl. It feels weird...]
[The second time we met, you were already an excellent female president. You and Jiang Baichuan appeared in Wenhuang Village, and you kept staring at me. At that time, I I wonder if you are sick...]
[Later, you stayed in my world, taking me shopping, taking me to the movies, taking me abroad, taking me I did many things. I am relatively simple. I take you to buy groceries, take you to bask in the sun in sunny places, and take you to do some things that should be particularly boring in the eyes of girls...]
[But you Don’t dislike me, always stay with me, leave your tenderness to me...]
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Crying, Jiang Yu just Smile, she is actually very gentle.
"You idiot, when I'm with you, even if it's just a small thing like buying groceries, I feel happy. I feel as happy as a couple buying groceries and cooking at home after get off work."
All encounters seem to be for loss, and all good things seem to be for the past.
In the trajectory of fate, what is left is loneliness, which cannot be escaped.
Jiang Yu was a little distracted, thinking about something absently. After a long time, she rubbed her nose, stood up and sat on the edge of the bed, using the light of the desk lamp to read the last few sentences of the letter:
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[ I left not because I wanted to give up on you, but because I wanted to do something I had to do. ]
[This matter is dangerous, and even I can't guarantee that I will come back alive. ]
[After three years, if I don't come back, it means I'm dead. Please forget about me. ]
[In three years, if I come back alive...Jiang Yu, will you marry me? ]
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At this point, the letter ends, with the word "Chen Mo" at the end.
Will you marry me...
Jiang Yu had already burst into tears, "I do, I have always been willing to marry you, I want to be your bride, this It is my greatest wish."
"Chen Mo, I will wait for you, not to mention three years, thirty years, my whole life, I will wait for you forever!"