"If you don't break out in silence, you will perish in silence." Brother Xun.
Sakai Katsuko’s kiss was calm and long.
She and Gu Weijing were sitting and lying down.
The girl was kneeling on the lawn, while Gu Weijing was lying softly on the ground, with Shengzi placing her forehead on her lap, and her wet hair sticking to her forehead.
All his clothes were soaked, and even Sakai Katsuko’s clothes were soaked.
The boy on Katsuko’s lap really doesn’t look handsome at all.
The embarrassed and desolate look he looked now seemed like Miss Sakai had just jumped into the lake nearby and picked him up.
Such a scene is not romantic at all, and does not conform to the scene in any idol Korean drama that makes a young girl’s heart sparkle and give her first kiss.
At this moment, Gu Weijing felt in his heart that he was acting like a perfect osser.
Which outstanding girl would want to kiss a loser who was defeated by a challenge
However,
Sakai Katsuko still kissed her.
She did not kiss Gu Weijing on the lips, but kissed him on the forehead like a compassionate nun.
In other words,
This is a motherly kiss.
Gu Weijing's pupils trembled slightly, and his breathing stagnated for a moment. Even time was stopped the moment the girl's soft lips kissed her.
On the fountain nearby, the forest fairy with wings on her back silently stared at this noisy world full of the pain of not getting what she wanted with her broken marble head.
It seems like it has been doing this for a thousand years.
On the lawn under the sculpture.
The wind blows, and the water follows the water.
The girl in the human world kissed the forehead of the boy on her knee, and their skins were connected to each other.
At this moment, everything was silent.
It has been a long, long time since Gu Weijing could remember who had kissed him like this.
The sense of detachment between Mona and him is very well managed.
She would take the initiative to hold his hand, and would reach out to hold his arm while walking on the beach promenade by the sea.
Mona also hugged him, and Gu Weijing once thought that the relationship between them was very close.
Only kisses.
In such an open environment as an international school, they had never kissed each other.
Gu Weijing didn’t dare, but Mona probably didn’t want to.
Miss Chairman is not willing to easily cross the small boundary between a perfect friend and a 60-point lover.
Sometimes.
Under her guidance and control, you can cross the line a little bit and have a little bit of lust and ambiguity.
But kissing and kissing crosses the line too far.
Maybe I kissed you last timeHis own woman is still his mother.
But that was already a very distant memory, so long that he couldn’t even remember whether it really happened.
Gu Weijing is the one who was abandoned by his parents.
He vaguely understood.
Actually, his father was not as talented in Chinese painting as his grandfather said, but in the chaotic current situation in Yangon, painting was really not a promising profession.
So his father hated painting, hated their book gallery, hated the poverty and chaos here, hated Gu Tongxiang’s insistence that he pick up the paintbrush and inherit his family’s learning, and wanted to rush with all his strength. Go out and change your life.
And never come back.
Gu Weijing even knew.
When he was three years old, when his father was promoted to a position at the local headquarters by the French bank where he worked, he insisted on taking Gu Weijing with him.
He wants his son not to experience what this country has to offer and the pain he has experienced.
Get French nationality, study in a French school, and become a citizen of a developed country.
Become those who sit on the "sliding pole" in Southeast Asia, rather than lift the "sliding pole".
It would also be good to become a doctor or lawyer in the future, or to study finance and become a denboy. This is the life his ideal son should live.
Instead of running the ancestral calligraphy and painting shop on the Yangon River from generation to generation, it was so outdated that he felt suffocated.
It was Gu Tongxiang who stopped this.
The old man banged the table and shouted to his son, "We are a family of calligraphers and painters. My father passed the calligraphy and painting shop to me, and I have the obligation to pass it on to him."
You shirked your responsibilities like a coward, and your son must carry them.
This is your choice
Old man Gu Tongxiang, who seems kind-hearted now, actually threatened at that time that if the skills of his ancestors were no longer passed on to his generation, he would go dancing tomorrow River of light.
In a sense, it was Gu Tongxiang who was wrong in this matter.
His behavior was exactly the same as the classic Eastern-style unreasonable authoritarian parent in the famous "Parents Are Bane" discussion group that Gu Weijing visited Dongxia Douban in his spare time.
Fundamentally speaking, Gu Tongxiang really has the character of an authoritarian Eastern patriarch.
But on the other hand, Gu Weijing was not resentful.
Because grandpa is really good to him.
Even Gu Weijing must admit it.
Between him and his cousin Gu Lin, the old man's heart is indeed biased. There is nothing for the aunt to complain about.
Gu Tongxiang may have always felt guilty about Gu Weijing and did not let his grandson live a "higher life", so he has been trying his best to compensate him.
Just.
This kind of Gu Weijing has been missing since he was a child.Less love from parents.
His parents separated a few years after arriving in France. They lived well and never came back.
Gu Weijing sometimes calls his elders in France during holidays.
Both parties greeted each other politely. His father wished him success in his studies, and Gu Weijing wished his father good health.
Gu Weijing then waited for his father to politely ask him if he wanted to go to Paris during the holidays.
He politely refused again and said he would talk about it next time when he had a chance.
Then say good night to each other and hang up the phone.
Both parties handled the entire process very skillfully.
Not like a father and son, but like two strangers who politely talked to each other according to a designed customer service form.
Only Gu Tongxiang was rubbing his palms next to the phone at this time.
Appearing nervous and hesitant to speak.
When the old man learned that Gu Weijing originally planned to go to the French Academy of Fine Arts to attend college.
On the one hand, Gu Tongxiang patted his chest and promised that even if his grandson went to school, he would definitely be able to pay for the tuition and living expenses.
On the other hand, the old man became obviously more nervous.
Even in daily life, the old man was careful not to mention Gu Weijing’s parents. Occasionally, at the dinner table, news would come up that “bank work is so boring” and “people in investment banks are He's a vampire, he makes such money without any conscience." This kind of weird temptation statement.
Gu Weijing found it a little funny every time he saw Gu Tongxiang showing such entanglement.
He knew what grandpa was afraid of.
His grandfather was afraid that he would hate the other person and that he would have the idea of giving up on his artistic path, just like his second son.
A long time ago, he wanted to tell his grandfather, don’t worry, I will not accept his father’s invitation.
Even if Gu Weijing goes to France to study, he will continue to advance on the road of painting instead of becoming a bank clerk.
This is not because after studying art for more than ten years, it is strange to switch to finance in college.
Okay.
It is indeed strange.
However, it is not difficult to apply for business majors in France. Deulwich College does have art students every year who apply for similar majors at the request of their parents.
Of course, it was not because of Gu Tongxiang’s violent remarks that “banks are boring and investment banks are vampires” that convinced him.
But because he is a sensitive child.
He understood from Gu Weijing many, many years ago that he was the abandoned person.
That summer fifteen years ago, when my father boarded the Boeing 747 intercontinental airliner flying to Charles de Gaulle International Airport.
Just like the hot and rainy weather in Myanmar, his three-year-old son was forever left in the corner of his life.
The abandoned wild child will never be abandoned againThe parents turned around and hugged them back.
Gu Weijing can get along so well with the children in the Lucky Orphanage, can dance with Jasmine, and can hold Budao and talk to each other all afternoon with great patience.
Not just because he is rich, nor just because he has a kind heart.
Perhaps Gu Weijing himself did not even realize that he saw some reflections of himself in these children.
Old man Gu Tongxiang doesn’t understand.
In fact, every time we call, both parties are quite embarrassed.
The greeting "Weijing, my son, are you okay" came from the phone receiver, which is essentially the same as the online shopping customer service "Dear, pay attention to your health, and remember the five-star review." There is no difference in emotional content.
Gu Weijing understands this fact. He knows that his father also understands that he understands it.
If Gu Weijing nods and agrees to his invitation one day, the middle-aged man on the other end of the phone will feel at a loss.
Both father and son now do not want the other party to invade their schedules and lives again.
Gu Weijing’s father already has a new life, a new environment, and a new order.
Gu Weijing was brought up by his grandfather. When he lived with his grandfather for more than ten years, he was his closest relative and the best elder to him in the world.
How could he bear to let down the elder who was the best to him in his life?
Just.
This kind of left-behind child's life of being abandoned by his parents puts pressure on him from the side.
Constitutes a burden on his shoulders.
It also constitutes his inner inferiority.
When Gu Weijing was knocked down by his inner demon, many illusions arose. He thought he was once again thrown from the sky, falling towards the endless void.
He was abandoned by his parents 15 years ago.
He can also pick up the paintbrush and use the artistic light burning under the pen to keep warm, just like his grandfather hoped.
15 years later, if the light of art is also taken away.
He will have nothing.
This kind of fear entangled with many negative emotions should have no cure, until Sakai Katsuko’s kiss directly melted him.
Sakai Shengzi didn’t know where Gu Weijing’s bad mood came from.
It doesn’t matter.
The girl could see the lingering fear in Gu Weijing's heart from the long stare.
From his confused eyes, Miss Sakai saw his heart lacking love under great pressure, and the inexplicable and sudden surge of unconfidence after his skills took off.
I saw the "poor, weak and helpless" Gu Weijing under those dark eyes.
So she kissed him.
That’s why she kissed so softly and so seriously and affectionately.
She kissed Gu Weijing on the forehead, and also kissed the fearful and fearful person who was armed with outstanding painting skills.In the heart of a little child with low self-esteem.
In Socrates’ poems, he praised a god named Colonus.
Chronos is the ultimate god who transcends all control of time. He holds a sickle in his hand, and time is like an iron ring with no beginning and no end, rotating around him.
His divine name is also the source of the root "" of the word "eternal time" in Latin.
The only thing in this world that can lead to eternity is love.
Sometimes, apart from the scythe and scepter in Cronus' hand that can cut off time, the only thing that penetrates time is a girl's kiss that can penetrate Gu Weijing's appearance and mark fifteen years. In the heart of the little baby in front of me.
This is a maternal kiss fifteen years late.
It is also a lover’s kiss that welcomes new life.
Gu Weijing felt a peaceful power spreading from his forehead.
It has a moist touch and a gentle warmth, passing from the top of his head to his cheeks, neck, torso and limbs.
Gu Weijing was stunned and in a daze.
The surroundings he could feel were filled with the fragrance of flowers. The back of his head was resting on a soft place, and warm water seemed to be rippling between his forehead.
This floral fragrance, this softness, this warmth.
Little by little, it came from Miss Sakai's body, and using the physical contact between them as a bridge, the girl forcefully stuffed it into his body.
Gu Weijing felt a tight feeling of support.
Thoughts are like water, and warmth is also like water.
Water-like heat reverberated in his chest, slowly occupying the space of negative pressure.
Is this the power of dopamine and hormone secretion?
Gu Weijing asked himself strangely in his heart. He felt the instant changes in his body. Gu Weijing did not change from this kiss. Being aroused in lust.
He just felt very at ease.
He just felt that Miss Sakai, who was holding him next to him, was as warm as a ray of sunshine.
The original emotions fell and collapsed like a big avalanche. Gu Weijing stood in the mountain, watching the pressure and fear coming. He didn't know what kind of power could compete with it.
Suddenly, the sun rose.
The sun rises in the east, the sun shines brightly, and the snowflakes in the sky are dissolved into gurgling water at this moment, the noise disappears, and the worries recede.
In an instant, there was only the breeze blowing on my face.
I have a bright pearl, which has been locked up by the dust for a long time. Now the dust is gone and the light is born, shining through thousands of green mountains.
Gu Weijing suddenly found that his hands stopped shaking.
He fell silent.
He opened the system and looked again at the column of Chinese Painting Techniques v4 Career Level 1 49035000.
When the mood is extremely complicated, let alone professional first-level Chinese painting techniques.
Even if it is a legendary drawing knife painting, I am afraid that the level he can perform in his hands is not as good as Ms. Anya's.
But now.
Gu Weijing, who calmed down again, felt that he should no longer be able to draw a semi-professional wisteria flower.
He had the courage to try again.
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