Liming's heart tightened, and he hugged her tightly, comforting her softly: "Don't be afraid, I will take you out of this place, let's go together."
Liming carefully Escort Yuyan home. However, just when Yu Yan was about to step into the house, the severe headache she had been holding back suddenly broke out, like a thunder blow, instantly depriving her of her stability. She slid weakly to the cold floor, and all her efforts and persistence seemed pale and futile at this moment.
"Yu Yan, what's wrong with you?" Liming asked softly in a soft voice, carefully helping her up so that she could lean on the bed comfortably. Her face was stained with tears and her body was shaking involuntarily, which made Li Ming feel distressed. This was the first time he had seen her sick with his own eyes, and his heart was full of worry, "Yu Yan, what's wrong with you? Tell me, and I will be here to accompany you."
"Medicine...my medicine..." Yu Yan's consciousness gradually became blurred, and his body fell heavily on the bed. Tears silently fell down his cheeks and soaked the pillow towel.
Dawn's eyes fell on the inconspicuous little medicine bottle on the bedside table. He gently picked it up and observed it carefully. The bottle is smooth, but there is no sign at all, so it is impossible to know what kind of disease it treats. He asked softly: "Yu Yan, is this the medicine?" Then he shook the medicine bottle in Yu Yan's blurred vision.
Yu Yan held the medicine bottle with trembling hands. She gritted her teeth and tried her best to endure the pain. In the palm of her hand, she carefully poured out a few pills, put them into her mouth without hesitation, and swallowed them suddenly, without even having time to drink water to moisten her throat.
"Yuyan, what medicine are you taking?" Liming worriedly supported her trembling body, and a sudden realization came to her heart as to why Yuyan insisted on leaving the hospital.
Yu Yan shook her head gently, her eyes flashing with deep exhaustion. She responded with her last bit of strength: "I'm really tired and want to take a quiet rest."
She was exhausted physically and mentally, as if she had experienced a long and cruel war. The reunion with Yujun made her feel physically and mentally exhausted. The originally peaceful life was broken, and she had to face the pain buried deep in her heart again.
Shijun's unexpected arrival undoubtedly caused huge waves in her heart. She once thought that she had emerged from the haze of the past, and her emotional entanglement with Shijun had become a dusty past. However, his sudden appearance made her heart go through a storm again. Even though he was close at this moment, she couldn't tell him the thoughts and feelings buried deep in her heart.
However, Shijun's coma caught her even more unprepared. She had absolutely no way of predicting what would happen next, or how she would cope with it. She felt helpless and confused, as if her whole world had collapsed.
She closed her eyes tiredly, trying to find some comfort from this endless pain. She hopes to find some strength to face whatever comes next.
In the ward, Shijun slowly opened his eyes and looked around, only to see himself lying on the bed, with Yujun and Xiaoyan quietly guarding him. However, Yu Yan's figure was nowhere to be seen, as if the reunion between them was just a short dream, leaving him with only faint memories and endless thoughts.
"Brother Jun, you are finally awake." Lei Yujun's voice gently sounded in Shijun's ears, waking him up from his meditation.
Shijun struggled to support his weak body with his hands, his eyes focused on Yujun’s face, and asked eagerly: "Yujun, where is Yuyan? Where is she?"
p>Yujun lowered his eyes slightly. He really couldn't bear to see Shijun's hopeful eyes, and said in a slightly sad voice: "Yuyan, she has left."
" She...she's gone..." Shijun's words seemed to be struck by thunder, and his whole body instantly became extremely stiff. The feeling of loss in his heart was like a surging tide, uncontrollably flooding into his heart. The surrounding air seemed to freeze at this moment, and there was a dead silence, leaving only a heavy atmosphere filling the air.
After a long time, Shijun managed to calm down his inner emotions. He took a deep breath and tried to regain his composure. However, his eyes still revealed the loss and pain that could not be concealed, as if he had lost the most important thing in his life.
Shijun slowly lay back on the bed. His body seemed to have lost all strength. His eyes were tightly closed, tears quietly falling from the corners of his eyes, silently confiding the endless pain in his heart. . His heart was filled with endless sorrow and pain, as if it had been torn apart and could not be healed.
Yujun witnessed Shijun being deeply in pain, and she regretted that she failed to listen to Yuyan's advice. He told Shijun about his reunion with Yuyan.
Yujun knew that Shijun's longing for Yuyan was like a tidal wave, which has not subsided after years. When he and Yu Yan reunited, his inner emotions surged like spring water and could no longer be suppressed. So, he decisively told Shijun the news, hoping that the joy of reunion could dispel the haze in Shijun's heart, and that he could come together with Yuyan again and start a new chapter in life together.
"Shijun..." Yuyan suddenly woke up from a deep nightmare. Shijun's painful expression seemed to be reflected in front of her eyes. He vomited blood and fainted in front of her. This The sight made her heart beat violently. She hurriedly sat up from the bed, holding the sheets tightly with both hands, as if looking for some support.
"Yu Yan, you seem to be a little uneasy?" Dawn's voice lingered in Yu Yan's ears. He gently sat on the edge of the bed, carefully steadying Yu Yan's body, his eyes Your worries are like stars in the night, bright and deep, "Is it because of Chairman Zhang's health that makes you feel uneasy and worried?"
Yu Yan stared at the dawn with tearful eyes, There was an imperceptible tremor in his voice: "Brother, do you know Shijun?"
Li Ming's eyes flashedWith a trace of memory, he nodded slightly and said softly: "We had a brief intersection in our past work." His eyes stared deeply at Yu Yan's haggard face, and his voice was full of concern and tenderness: "He is The love you have always kept deep in your heart, right?"
Yu Yan remained silent, tears welling up in her eyes, silently expressing her inner emotions.
"Since you have such deep feelings for him," Li Ming gently held Yu Yan's weak shoulders and asked slowly, "Have you ever considered entering his world again?"
"Enter his world again..." Yu Yan repeated Ming Ming's words in a low voice, her voice filled with endless pathos. "No, it's impossible..." She shook her head violently, tears flowing freely on her cheeks, uncontrollably. She raised her eyes blurred by tears, stared at Dawn, and said with a choked voice: "We can never go back to the good times in the past."
"Why?" Dawn said with deep emotion. He asked with deep questions: "You both love each other deeply, why can't you give each other a chance to start over?"
"Start over", Yu Yan shook her head firmly, she and The fate between Shijun seemed to have come to an end the moment she decided to leave.
The misty drizzle, soft and continuous, gently knocked on the window, and then slid down the glass. Yu Yan stood quietly in front of the window, her eyes deeply attracted by the rain scene outside the window, as if she was trapped in the endless rain curtain.
Yu Yan's thoughts were like misty smoke, and she couldn't help but fall into deep thought: "What's going on with Shijun now? If he wakes up and finds that I'm not by his side, will he feel deeply lost and confused?" Disappointed?" Just as she was falling into this complicated emotion, a rapid knock on the door sounded like thunder, instantly interrupting her thoughts.
She hurried to the door, and the moment she opened the door, Xiaoyan's wet figure came into view. She immediately stretched out her hands, pulled Xiaoyan into the house, and asked with concern: "Xiaoyan, why are you here in such a heavy rain?"
Xiaoyan held her hand tightly, with a look in his eyes. Urgently: "Sister Yuyan, I have to come. Brother Jun woke up from his coma and found that you were not around. His heart was full of disappointment. Now he is lying on the bed, neither eating nor drinking, and not saying a word. "We are all worried about him. Sister Yuyan, can you go and see him?"
Yuyan sighed helplessly and shook her head slowly, her eyes showing deep emotion. of sadness. Turning around, tears welled up in his eyes, as if they would burst out at any moment. At this moment, Xiaoyan walked up to her and whispered softly: "Sister Yuyan, even if you can't reconcile with Brother Jun, please wait until he recovers before making a decision. He is currently ill. In urgent need of your love and comfort. Do you know? In the past three years, he has been missing you all the time."
Yu Yan gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, holding Xiaoyan's hand tightly, his voice firm and steady. warmth:"OK, I'll go to the hospital with you. "
Entering the ward, Yuyan witnessed Shijun lying on the bed, his eyes looking at the ceiling unfocused, which made her heart instantly overwhelmed by pain. She gently motioned to Yu Jun and Xiaoyan left first, so Yujun held Xiaoyan's hand tightly, and they walked out of the ward together.
In the quiet ward, only Yuyan and Shijun were beside her. She walked towards the bedside table and carefully scooped up a bowl of steaming porridge. Then, she turned around and said gently to Shijun: "Come on, let me help you sit up slowly and drink the bowl of porridge." "
Shijun shook his head slightly and slowly closed his eyes, tears quietly falling from the corners of his eyes.
Yu Yan silently endured the tears in her eyes, and she turned away decisively. She walked away, supporting her body with weak strength, and walked towards the window step by step. Silence filled the air. After a long moment, her voice trembled and sounded again, with a sense of helplessness and concern, "Why are you doing this? What about torturing yourself? Aren’t all the pains and troubles of the past gone? ”
“No, my relationship with Yu Yan has not become a thing of the past. "Shijun's voice was so soft that it seemed as if it had traveled a long distance and reached Yu Yan's ears. "In the past three years, she has always occupied every corner of my heart, and my thoughts and consciousness have been deeply filled with her. . In my heart, Yuyan has never really left me. She has always been my emotional and spiritual sustenance. "
"Yu Yan, she may not be as perfect as you imagined. " Her eyes were filled with tears, which slipped quietly down her cheeks. Her hands grasped the window sill tightly, as if looking for some kind of support, trying her best to stabilize her shaky body.
"No, she is the most perfect in my heart..."
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The emotions in Yu Yan's heart surged out instantly. , "Please stop talking. "She interrupted Shijun's words, turned around suddenly, tears flowing freely on her cheeks, staring at Shijun, her eyes filled with endless sadness.
"Yu Yan..."Shi Jun There was an incredible light in Jun's eyes, and he stared at her closely, as if he wanted to imprint every detail of her in his heart. He slowly stood up from the bed, his bare feet lightly touching the cold floor. , walked towards Yu Yan step by step. His hands were trembling, but with endless tenderness, he gently stroked the tears on her face. His voice was trembling, and he asked: "Yu Yan, is it really you? ? Isn't this an illusion caused by me missing you too much? "
Tears were like broken pearls, slipping quietly from the corners of Shijun's eyes and quietly dripping into his mouth. He closed his eyes tightly and felt the salty tears carefully, deep in his heart There was an indescribable sadness. He whispered softly: "You know? You suddenly appeared in front of me many times like a phantom, but every time I tried to stretch out my hands to hold you in my arms, you disappeared like smoke. This feeling is like endless torture, making me miserable. "
Yuyan quietly closed her eyes, her headache surging like a tide, ruthlessly eroding her consciousness. She held Shijun's hand tightly, and her voice was weak but firm: "Shijun, I am not Your fantasy, I am indeed here. "
Shijun hugged Yuyan tightly, his tone full of pleading: "Yuyan, come back to me. I am willing to protect you with all my love. "
Yu Yan raised his head slightly, his eyes full of tenderness: "Shijun, only when you recover your health can we work together towards a better future. "
"Yuyan, are you willing to return to my arms? "Shijun gently held her thin face and looked at her slightly haggard face lovingly,"Yu Yan, you have lost a lot of weight. You must have endured too much suffering in the past three years. "His voice was full of endless regret and self-blame,"It's all my fault for making you endure pain that you shouldn't have to endure. "He lovingly embraced her into his warm embrace again.
In her heart, Yu Yan hoped that time could stand still at this moment, but a severe headache came like a tide, eroding her heartlessly. Consciousness. She reluctantly left Shijun's arms and gently guided him to the bed. She carefully presented him with a bowl of steaming porridge, and said softly with affectionate love in her eyes. "Shijun, eat more and recover as soon as possible so that you can have the strength to protect me. "
Shijun took the porridge, determination flashing in his eyes: "Yuyan, for you, I will overcome everything and regain health." "He was immersed in the longing for happiness, looking forward to the future with Yuyan.
Yuyan's world was swallowed up by darkness in an instant, and all the scenes disappeared without a trace in an instant. Her heart was full of fear and uneasiness, lest Shijun would notice something strange about her. However, the endless darkness did not last long. After just a few seconds, she quickly organized her thoughts, not wanting Shijun to worry about her. She spoke softly. He said: "Shijun, I have some urgent matters that need to be dealt with immediately. I will solve them as soon as possible and contact you immediately. Please be patient, trust me and don't worry about me. "
Shijun gently held Yu Yan's ice-like hand, his eyes full of concern: "Yu Yan, why are your hands so cold? You look so pale too. " His voice was full of tenderness, and he gently put his palm against her face.
"I'm fine, I'm just probably too worried about you and didn't get a good rest. "Yu Yan responded softly. Then, she gently removed his hand from her cheek, stared at him and said, "Shijun, I still have some things to deal with. When I'm done, I'll come back to accompany you. OK? "
Shijun gently held Yu Yan's thin shoulders and stared at her affectionately: "Yu Yan, I will wait for you until you come back. We will never be apart again, forever. "
Yuyan responded softly: "Okay, I will be back as soon as possible. You have a good rest. "Then, she turned and left the ward.
Walk outIn the ward, Yu Yan leaned his back against the wall and buried his hands deeply in his hair, trying to alleviate the torture of the relentless headache. She bit her lip tightly and took out the pill bottle from her bag with trembling hands, but because of the trembling in her hands, the pills fell on the floor. In desperation, she knelt on the floor, carefully picked up a pill, put it in her mouth and swallowed it.
She stood up staggeringly, walked unsteadily to a quiet corner where no one would be disturbed, and then sat down with her hands wrapped around her knees. Finally, she was able to find some peace in this silence. Tears rolled down her face. She seemed to have gone through a life and death struggle. Every ounce of strength in her body had been drained away, leaving only a severe headache lingering stubbornly in her mind.
She supported her tired body, leaned against the wall, and staggered towards Dr. Zhang's office. The painkillers she usually relies on have just been spilled on the ground. She urgently needs Dr. Zhang to prescribe a few more bottles of this special painkiller for her, because this is a good painkiller specially customized for cancer patients and can only be obtained under the doctor's supervision. It can only be obtained with a professional prescription and cannot be provided by ordinary pharmacies.
Yu Yan walked to Dr. Zhang’s office and knocked gently on the door. With a gentle response of "Come in...", she walked in.
Doctor Zhang sat at his desk, his keen eyes catching Yu Yan’s haggard face. He stood up immediately, gently supported her, and guided her to sit on the soft sofa.
Yuyan looked at Dr. Zhang with expectant eyes and asked softly: "Doctor Zhang, can you prescribe a few more bottles of painkillers for me? I really need them to relieve my pain. "
Dr. Zhang shook his head slightly, his tone full of concern and helplessness: "Painkillers can only temporarily relieve your pain, but they cannot cure your disease. It is not wise to rely on them too much. If you do this, your headache may gradually worsen and the painkillers will lose their effectiveness. I hope you can receive treatment instead of relying solely on painkillers."
A trace of confusion and confusion flashed in Yuyan's eyes. Helpless, tears slipped silently down her cheeks and into the corners of her mouth. She felt as if she was in deep trouble, helpless and at a loss.
"The only solution is to undergo surgery," Dr. Zhang said softly, pulling up a chair and sitting down firmly opposite Yu Yan.
"After surgery, can I completely get rid of this disease?" Yuyan's eyes flashed with expectation and worry.
Dr. Zhang shook his head gently, with a hint of helplessness in his tone: "I can't guarantee you that the operation will definitely bring improvement, but I can do my best to perform the operation for you. I hope It can buy you more time. Maybe, you can last another year. But if you don’t have surgery, you will probably be completely blind within a month. ”
"You mean that surgery can only buy me some time, but my pain cannot be cured." Yuyan lowered her eyes bitterly, holding her handsBuried powerlessly in the hair.
"Indeed," the doctor's voice revealed deep helplessness: "Your condition has progressed to the mid-to-late stage. If you perform surgery at the early stage, you may still have a chance to be completely cured. "
Yu Yan slowly raised her head, staring at Dr. Zhang with blurry tears in her eyes. She said softly: "Dr. Zhang, thank you for telling me the truth. If the operation is just to temporarily relieve my pain and buy me some time, I would rather choose not to do it."
Dr. Zhang frowned. He frowned and said in a calm tone: "Ms. Fang, are you sure you have thought it through? This is a major decision related to your life. I suggest you discuss it carefully with your family."
The corners of Yu Yan's mouth curled up With a bitter smile, she shook her head slightly and said firmly: "No, I have made a decision. Doctor Zhang, please prescribe some painkillers for me."
Dr. Zhang nodded and quickly walked to his desk. He took out a pen from the pocket of his work clothes, quickly wrote on the prescription paper, then tore off a piece of paper and handed it to Yu Yan, saying gently: "I have changed you to a medicine with better pain relief effect, you can Give it a try."
Yuyan took the prescription and said gratefully: "Okay, thank you, Doctor Zhang." She turned to leave, then turned back and said softly: "Just do your business. Let's go back first."
Holding the medicine she had just taken from the pharmacy, Yu Yan walked heavily towards Shijun's ward. Her fingertips hovered over the door, ready to knock, but the doctor's words echoed in her ears like thunder, instantly shattering all her hopes. She knew that her condition was like a runaway train, unable to change its trajectory. Even if the operation is successful and he gains a year, it is difficult to escape the fate. An unspeakable bitterness surged into her heart. Her body retreated involuntarily, her eyes locked on the door again, and then she quickly turned around and fled from there.
Yuyan came to the seaside, the beloved place where she once spent time with Shijun. Facing the rough sea, the emotions in her heart could no longer be suppressed. Tears welled up in her eyes. She cried helplessly on the soft beach.
"Shijun, Shijun..." She called his name crazily, her heart filled with deep worry and powerlessness. She shook her head helplessly, tears falling silently from her cheeks like broken beads, "What should I do? What should we do..."
"Yu Yan, When you come back, we will never be separated again, forever." Shijun's vow lingered in her ears, and he was still waiting, but she could not give him any definite response.
The doctor's warning enveloped her like a haze: "If you don't have surgery, I'm afraid you won't even survive a month and you will be completely blind." This filled her heart with deep sorrow. Fear and despair.
She made a silent decision in her heart, determined not to let Shijun get involved in her life, which was full of pain and haze.world. She endured the attack of illness every day, like a crumbling world that could collapse at any time. She could no longer give him warmth and happiness like she had in the past, and that promise of happiness was now out of reach.
The ringtone of the mobile phone suddenly rang, waking Yuyan up from his meditation. She quickly took out her cell phone from her bag and recognized the familiar number at a glance - Shijun's. For them, this number is no longer just a simple string of numbers, but a deep emotional bond between them and a unique memory chosen by them together.
She pressed the answer button to answer the call, and Shijun's voice came from the receiver: "Yuyan, where are you now?"
Yuyan gently wiped away the tears on her face. , said in a calm tone: "Shijun, I have some things that need to be dealt with. I will contact you in two days. Please use these two days to have a good rest and adjust your physical condition." Queen, I look forward to seeing you as energetic and healthy as ever." After saying this, Yu Yan hung up the phone before Shijun could respond.
After hanging up the phone, Yu Yan stared blankly at the vast sea. She knew that for Shijun, this decision was undoubtedly a heavy blow. But Yuyan firmly believed that this was a choice she had to make in order to protect him. She couldn't let Shijun see her as she was now - the fragile, helpless woman who was fighting the disease every day. She hopes that the perseverance, optimism and Fang Yuyan will remain in Shijun's heart forever.