Two days later, the seaside scenery was still the same, and Yuyan decided to take the initiative to contact Shijun. She knew that Shijun had recovered and that the relationship had reached a time when a decision had to be made. After agreeing to meet with Shijun, Yuyan took out painkillers. She wanted to ensure that she could deal with it calmly, lest the excitement of the conversation make her unable to control herself. Then, she turned to the sea with a deep gaze, trying to cover up her inner unrest with the roar of the sea wind.
"Yuyan", Shijun's voice rang in her ears, and she slowly closed her eyes, as if she was intoxicated by this familiar and warm call. She turned around gently and stared into his affectionate eyes, as if she wanted to imprint his face deeply in her mind.
Shijun held her tightly in his arms, as if he had integrated her into one body and would never be separated.
He lifted Yu Yan up from his arms and immediately noticed something strange about her, feeling an inexplicable worry in his heart. He held up her thin face, and his tone was full of love: "Yu Yan, your eyes are red, have you cried?" His fingertips gently touched her cheek, the gentle The touch made the pain in her heart slowly dissipate.
"Yu Yan, I promise you that from today on, I will never let another tear appear in your eyes." He leaned down and wanted to kiss her tears away, but he couldn't help it. kissed her lips.
Crystal tears shone in the corners of Yu Yan’s eyes. She pushed Shijun away hard, tears sliding down her cheeks, and she choked and said, “I asked you here today not to relive the past. I want to end my relationship with you completely."
"Yu Yan, what did you mean by what you just said? " Shijun stretched out his arms to steady her trembling body. , his eyes were full of puzzlement and confusion.
"I mean," Her voice was choked, and tears slipped silently from the corners of her eyes and dripped on her pale cheeks. She knew that this sentence was undoubtedly a sharp knife that would penetrate deeply into his heart, but she still said it, "I have told you that my feelings for you no longer exist, so I can't come back to you."
"No..." Shijun staggered back a few steps, his eyes full of confusion and disappointment: "You have already made a promise to me. Are you lying to me if you want to start over? " He gently and carefully held her slender shoulders, as if he wanted to find the answer and hope to provide her with support.
Yu Yan kept shaking her head like catkins blown by the wind. Her voice revealed determination: "I promised you that day because you were sick. I specially invited you here today to make it clear." Tell you my decision. "
"Yu Yan, please don't be so decisive. I'm not forcing your love. I just can't bear to lose you like this." Tears fell down Shijun's face. His voice was trembling uncontrollably, "I just hope you can come back to me and let me use my life to love you and take care of you, okay? Yu."Yan, are you willing to give me this chance? "
"You no longer have this chance," Yu Yan said resolutely, "If you love me, please respect my choice. "
The pain in Shijun's heart was like being ruthlessly cut by a sharp blade, leaving a wound that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, causing him suffocating pain. Yu Yan's words lingered in his ears again, like It stung his heart like a needle: "We have spent ten long years together, what have you given me? You should know better than anyone the circumstances under which I left you. " Her words were full of grievance, pain and helplessness, like an invisible chain, tightly binding his heart.
Shijun remained silent, and Yu Yan continued: "Then At that time, I was in darkness and lost my visual guidance. Have you ever imagined how I groped and struggled step by step during those painful days? "
"Yu Yan, I deeply understand your pain. These sufferings have passed. I will cherish you and love you more. "His tears fell quietly, and his gentle hand slid across her cheek. He clearly painted in his mind the picture of Yu Yan struggling tenaciously in the darkness. The unspeakable pain and struggle made his heart feel like The knife is twisted, but the love is stronger.
"You love me! Why don't you ask yourself, do you love me or the literary youth? "Yu Yan's words revealed deep confusion, and she shook her head gently, as if searching for the answer.
Shijun held up her tear-stained face heartbrokenly, There was deep sadness in his eyes: "Yu Yan, my feelings for Wen Qing happened before I met you. Since I fell in love with you, I have only you in my heart, you are the only place where my heart belongs. Please believe me, okay? " He hugged Yuyan tightly into his arms, as if he wanted to use his warmth to heal all her pain.
Yuyan was nostalgic for the warmth in Shijun's arms, and she longed to be in this familiar place. However, the physical fatigue and headache ruthlessly broke her tranquility. Although she had taken painkillers in advance, her emotional ups and downs overshadowed the effectiveness of the medicine, and the severe pain swept over her mercilessly again. Coming.
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She suddenly broke away from Shijun's arms and took a few steps back involuntarily, her eyes flashing with determination. Light. Her voice was trembling, but she said firmly: "Shijun, stop trying to deceive me. If there is no place for her in your heart, then why did you choose to hide it from me when you met again three years ago? Don’t we even have the most basic honesty between us? "
"Yu Yan, it turns out you already know everything. "Shi Jun held Yu Yan's arm tightly, his tone revealing eagerness and expectation, "Yu Yan, tell me, how did you find out? Did Wen Qing ever come to find you? Yuyan, I beg you, tell me the truth. "
"My source doesn't matter, does it?? "Yu Yan said in a trembling voice, her eyes flashing with complicated emotions, "I have no intention of mentioning the past. I don't care anymore whether you have ever been sincere to me. I just ask you to let me go, stop intruding into my life, and give me a little peace. "After saying that, she turned to leave.
"No, Yuyan, things are not what you imagined. Please listen to my explanation, okay? "Shijun is eager to clarify.
"No! "Yu Yan shook her head resistingly, interrupting his words mercilessly, without giving him a chance to explain. She bit her lower lip tightly and tried her best to support her weak body, but she had a headache. It surged like a tide, becoming more and more intense. Finally, under the painful torture, she could no longer hold on, her consciousness gradually blurred, and she finally fell into his arms and fell into a coma.
"Yu Yan, what's wrong with you? "Shijun shook Yuyan anxiously, trying to wake her up. She opened her eyes slightly, looked at him tiredly, and said: "We will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to apply for divorce tomorrow... Don't think about using another holiday. I was deceived by the divorce agreement, and now I am no longer the blind person I was three years ago. "
Yu Yan's words were like a sharp blade that instantly pierced Shi Jun's heart. He hurriedly stabilized Yu Yan's trembling body and explained: "Yu Yan, you misunderstood, I will never take advantage of you. The blindness comes to deceive you. Tears slid down his cheeks, and his voice trembled slightly with excitement: "Yu Yan, I beg you, give me a chance to love you wholeheartedly, okay?" "
"No! "She shook her head desperately and tried to break away from his arms. However, she only took two steps and fell weakly on the soft beach.
"Yu Yan! "Shijun's heart tightened suddenly, as if it had stopped beating. He quickly walked to her side and gently lifted her up, "Don't do this, I am willing to do anything for you, I just ask you not to do this to me. I. "
However, Yu Yan pushed him away. The tears and sweat in her eyes were intertwined, making her look particularly painful. She struggled to stand up, but her body was unable to support it.
She slowly took out the mobile phone in her bag, her hands trembling slightly, trying her best to stabilize her emotions, and gently swiped the phone screen. She originally planned to call Li Ming, but at this moment, her hand seemed to be pulled by some force. At this moment, Shijun’s trembling voice came to his ears: “Yuyan, I’m here, let me help you, okay? "However, she seemed to be in another world, ignoring his call and still swiping the phone with full concentration.
Finally, the caller ID on the phone screen changed to Liming's number, and she felt happy. , and immediately pressed the answer button. “Brother, I’ll send you my location. Come pick me up, okay? " There was a hint of expectation and eagerness in her voice.
After hanging up the phone, Yu Yan sat alone on the beach, like a ship that had lost its direction. The sea breeze had a salty taste, and it was gentle. It blew gently across her pale and haggard face.Shijun approached her cautiously, gently put his coat on her thin shoulders, and gently held her in his arms. In this warm embrace, Yu Yan did not struggle or refuse, because the severe headache had swallowed up her consciousness, leaving her unable to resist.
Ten minutes later, Liming drove to the beach, and Yu Yan's eyes immediately locked onto Liming's figure. She quickly broke away from Shijun's arms, barely stood up, and staggered towards dawn. Upon seeing this, Liming quickly stepped forward to support her, but her eyes inadvertently drifted to Shijun in the distance, and she saw his figure looking lonely and lonely in the breeze.
"Brother, take me out of here." Yu Yan's voice was trembling.
"Okay." Liming responded softly, guarding Yu Yan carefully, and gently helped her get into the car. He turned around, walked calmly and firmly, and walked towards the driver's seat. The car engine roared, and the wheels drew a deep mark on the beach, gradually disappearing from Shijun's sight.
Shijun was left alone on the empty beach, looking particularly lonely. He faced the sea, tears fell silently, and the scenery in front of him became blurry. The pain in his heart was unspeakable, and he knew clearly that he had completely lost her. Their love, like the rough waves of the sea, is gone forever.