Shocked.
【What's going on? ]
[Why did Chen Suiping’s favorability towards you plummet after just one phone call from Liu Yunyun? ]
[Host? Dear host? What happened to Chen Suiping? Why does he suddenly stop loving you? ]
[Why is this favorability suddenly down to 60 points? 】
【What happened to him? Host? Host, are you talking? ]
He knew that Shi Yan planned to play the white moonlight and red roses trick with Chen Suiping.
But the problem now is that Bai Yueguang is turning into rice grains.
[This time, Xu Shengsheng used retreat to advance and won. ] Shi Yan didn't analyze Chen Suiping because there was nothing to analyze. All in all, it was just that he was in love with someone else.
Humans are not affectionate animals.
If human beings are affectionate animals, then why do we need to praise stories like dying for each other through life and death?
It is precisely because of things like this and there are so few people like this that they are worthy of praise.
[Liu Yunyun tore off Chen Suiping’s disguise. I guess Chen Suiping saw the note left by the original owner. ]
Did not speak.
Shi Yan continued to analyze Chen Suiping's psychology:
[He knew early on why the original owner left. ]
[He may have really waited for the original owner, but waiting is too difficult for a successful person like him. ]
[There must be all kinds of warblers and birds around him, and Liu Yunyun must be constantly putting pressure on him. 】
【He did not wait any longer. ]
[He accepted Xu Shengsheng. Firstly, Xu Shengsheng was really well-behaved, sensible and obedient. Secondly, after accepting Xu Shengsheng, he would bear the pressure exerted by Liu Yunyun on his behalf. ]
Still can’t believe it:
[But when you come back, he hates you. When he knew you had cancer and were about to die and came back, he hated you, host? This makes no sense at all. ]
[This makes sense. ] Shi Yan retorted, [I left because of my reasons. He hated me when he didn't know my reasons. Why would he hate me after he knew it? ]
[Normal people will only feel entangled, not knowing how to choose between new and old love, instead of hating the old love. ]
[But Chen Suiping hated it. 】
[He kept saying he was dragging him down, saying he didn’t trust him and wouldn’t tell him the truth...]
[I thought he was a little strange at the time. 】
【Judging from his various precautions against Xu Mingcheng, he is a suspicious person. If such a suspicious person didn't see the note left by the original owner, he would definitely make various guesses. ]
[But it was obvious that he didn't make any guesses. ]
[He knew the original owner, or in other words, he didn’t know it when I left.There is illness. ]
[77, Chen Suiping left a lot of clues. ]
After carefully reviewing everything that happened before, I found that what its host said was actually right.
Chen Suiping knew the truth of that year.
[So Chen Suiping hates you, the host, not because he feels that he is not trusted or loved. He hates you coming back as host, and he hates you coming back so he has to make a choice. ]
Got it.
[Host, no wonder I collected some subtle fears belonging to Chen Suiping before. ]
[Of course he is scared. 】 Shi Yan said.
[Men say, "Brother, you are so capable. The red flags at home are not down, and the colorful flags are flying outside. While they are envious, jealous, and hateful in their hearts, they will definitely despise that man's immorality with others behind his back." . ]
[This is determined by social atmosphere. Society requires women to care for their husbands and raise children, be virtuous and virtuous, and be able to make money and take care of the family. But society also requires men not to let down their bad wives, otherwise there will be no saying that those who fail their wives will lose everything. ]
[Chen Suiping does not have a wife, but I can be regarded as his wife who has devoted all my troubles to him. ]
[At this time when I have cancer and am about to die, whether he loves me or not, he must take care of me. ]
[So he hates me. ]
[He hates that he cannot make a choice, and he is afraid of being criticized from the moral high ground. ]
Got it.
Shi Yan told it:
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[As long as we ask for love from him, he will continuously create negative emotions for us. 】
【77, this wave is stable. ]
Set off small fireworks.
It also feels stable.
Chen Suiping sat beside the hospital bed. After only being with him for a while, he couldn't help but stand up from the chair.
The ward was too quiet.
Apart from the medical equipment and Shi Yan's breathing, there were no other sounds.
He is going crazy.
Liu Yunyun’s words kept echoing in his mind.
Are they the same person?
An ungrateful white-eyed wolf?
When did she know?
Who else knows?
Chen Suiping walked to the door of the ward. He locked the door and looked through the entire ward to make sure there was no pinhole camera before returning to the bedside.
He looked at Shi Yan who was still sleeping, and finally couldn't help but tell the secret hidden in his heart:
"I have deceived everyone, but I deceived I can’t control my own heart. My mother is right, she and I are the same person.”
He confessed.
"I saw the note you left five years ago."
[What? ] opened his mouth, [Host, you really guessed it right! ]
Chen Suiping smiled at himself:
"You said you were leaving for a while, you said you asked me to wait for you, you said your parents would come back to me when you settled down. ”
“You didn’t leave without saying goodbye, you didn’t disappear suddenly”
“I found the note you put on the bedside table a week after you heard about it. "
Chen Suiping gently grabbed Shi Yan's hand.
He held his slightly cold hand:
"Xu Shengsheng can find out the truth... I didn't find out at the time... I found out not long after you left... ..."
"I know my mother's attitude. She has told me more than once that she wants to continue the family line. She wants me to marry and have children to continue the legacy of the Chen family. But where is your sexual orientation, even if you leave. I can’t do anything with a woman anymore.”
“Yanyan, the first year you left, I went crazy looking for you because you were forced to leave. I hated her so much. I haven’t seen her for a whole year.”
“She didn’t notice anything unusual. She just thought I was depressed because of your departure.”
“I actually know everything. "
"I lied to you... I didn't dare to tell you the truth... I didn't dare to tell you that I fell in love with someone else."
"At first it was because of waiting. It's too hard. I don't know when you can settle down with your parents, because it's been too long... I miss you every night."
"I was extremely surprised when I heard Xu Shengsheng's voice. . I thought you were back."
"I don't see him, I only talk to him on the phone, and when I don't see his face, I think of him as you."
"Later... things changed."
"The fact that I supported him was exposed, he was bullied by the Internet, he was blackmailed by the entire Internet, and his father said that he had fallen in love with a rich man , did something dirty and made his family unable to hold his head high in his hometown, and asked him for 10 million moving expenses..."
"He was desperate and called me, and he begged me to join him in cp ."
"He moved into my home."
"We are a contractual couple."
"We published. We made a joint statement, saying that we are not a foster care, but a love, and that he will withdraw from the industry and focus on being a full-time lover."
"We started living together and made a lot of vlogs together."
< p> "I discovered how cute he is..."Shi Yan was trembling violently. He was still lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, but he couldn't listen or pretend anymore.
He called Suiping softly, with an obvious cry in his voice.