Chen Suiping, who was sitting beside the hospital bed, trembled.
He called Shi Yan softly:
"Yanyan?"
Shi Yan's eyes rolled under his eyelids.
Chen Suiping shouted again, but he still didn't open his eyes.
Chen Suiping was shocked and confused.
Shi Yan whispered:
"I'm going to die..."
"I'm really going to die... so can... can you please You lied to me..."
Shi Yan opened his eyes and turned his head to look at Chen Suiping, who was sitting beside the hospital bed. Tears kept falling from his eyes.
With his eyes red from crying, he begged Chen Suiping:
"Can you please wait until I die before you can love him again?"
Chen Suiping finally When he understood, Shi Yan was not asleep, he heard what he said.
Chen Suiping could not sit still.
He got up too quickly and his chair was overturned to the ground.
He asked Shi Yan:
"You have been pretending to sleep? Why do you pretend to sleep?"
"What do you mean, Shi Yan?"
"What are you going to do?"
"I have broken up with Xu Shengsheng in front of you. I said I will always be by your side. What else do you want from me? ? ”
Ah.
This smells like scum.
Shi Yan could not control his trembling.
He was completely broken in front of Chen Suiping.
"...I want you to love me." Shi Yan choked.
"I love you."
Chen Suiping said these three words quickly.
Shi Yan closed his eyes and stopped looking at Chen Suiping.
Tears slipped from her closed eyes.
He didn't believe what he said.
Chen Suiping himself didn’t believe it either.
But he had to say it.
He asked Shi Yan:
"Did Xu Mingcheng say something to you?"
Until now, he didn't think that Xu Mingcheng stabbed him in the back. It's not that Shi Yan loves him too much and understands him too well.
Shi Yanman sighed with contentment in his heart, things had come to his favorite stage.
The banquet is getting hot.
This failing body was infused with new strength.
He is so happy.
He likes Chen Suiping, very much.
Chen Suiping will definitely let him down.
As expected, he is a simple rich second generation who has never experienced any major setbacks since childhood and grew up happily.
The car accident of his father, brother and nephew failed to reshape him at all.
He just lookedHe has grown up, but deep down he is still the same person in the original owner's memory.
The little boy who cried secretly.
The huge responsibility and huge pressure will not let him break through.
Shi Yan opened his wet eyes and looked at Chen Suiping, his eyes full of loss.
He said:
"He didn't say anything."
Chen Suiping didn't believe it.
"He just repeated the excuse you gave him." Shi Yan's tears were like broken beads. He asked Chen Suiping in a tone that could not be more sad than a heartbreaking one, "The company... Xu Shengsheng really Can it affect your company? ”
That’s a lie.
A lie Chen Suiping used to prevaricate Xu Mingcheng, but Xu Mingcheng didn't believe it at all.
Shi Yan quit his job to help him start a business together.
Over the years, the company's main structure has not changed.
They said back then that the company could not have only one focus and must develop in a diversified way. Even if it was a game, it could not focus on one track.
Chen Suiping was distraught.
"He is talking nonsense. I left the ward to buy something for you..."
He still tried to hide it.
Shi Yan didn’t want to pretend anymore.
He sat up.
The quilt slipped from his body.
He was so thin that there was only a thin slice of his chest.
This paper-thin man straightened his back and exposed the truth:
"The first time I met you, I understood...everything."
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"Chen Suiping... I don't want to say it."
"I have never fallen asleep."
"Except for being in a coma, I haven't slept well for... a long time It's time to sleep."
"Xu Mingcheng chased you out of the ward..."
"And you went to chase Xu Shengsheng."
After saying this. Shi Yan couldn't bear it anymore. He raised his hand and stuffed the back of his hand into his mouth.
He whimpered and cried.
He was broken again in front of Chen Suiping.
Again and again.
He tried hard to put himself back together, but because of his words, he was broken into pieces again.
"You heard what my mother and I said..."
Shi Yan nodded.
Chen Suiping was forced to the cliff.
All his bad qualities were exposed.
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He was speechless.
Apologize?
Sorry is of no use.
What Shi Yan wants is his love.
He wantsThe thing is that he loves him just as much as he did five years ago.
But he already has someone else in his heart.
That person was not as important as Shi Yan at first, but unknowingly, the two of them shared his heart equally.
No.
Xu Shengsheng is even better.
Otherwise, why would he hate it?
He hated Shi Yan’s return.
Chen Suiping looked directly into his ugly heart.
He was in so much pain that he wanted to kill himself.
There was no way he could deceive Shi Yan anymore.
Emotional matters cannot be forced.
"You shouldn't have come back..."
Chen Suiping spat out this sentence through his teeth.
"Yanyan, you really shouldn't have come back..."
"If you don't come back, you will always think that you are my favorite."
"If you don't come back, you will never know that there is another person beside me."
Chen Suiping knew how cruel his words were.
"I've been lying to you."
"I've just been lying to you."
"I'm just a playboy."
"I was only happy for a second when you returned to China."
"When I rushed into the ward to find you, I was really happy."
"I It's like being in heaven."
"When Xu Mingcheng mentioned Xu Shengsheng, I fell into hell."
"So I hate myself and I hate you. "
"Five years, not five months, not five days..."
"Why do you want to come back?"
"Why can't you come back sooner? ? ”
Chen Suiping is going crazy.
He is really going crazy.
He went to hug Shi Yan and took off the hand that was stuffed in his mouth.
He kissed the tears on his face. He loved him, but he didn't just love him.
He also couldn't let go of Xu Shengsheng.
"Even if I come back half a year early, what about Yanyan?"
"If I come back half a year early, I will run to you without hesitation."
"Now you "What should I do?"
"What should I do?"
Shi Yan did not answer.
Five years ago.
He made the choice for him.
He chose to sacrifice himself and chose to believe in their love.
I believe that the feelings between them can defeat time and space.
Five years later.
Shi Yan found that he was completely defeated.
He no longer has the strength to make decisions.
The heart was stabbed repeatedly with a sharp knife.
The whole person was constantly being smashed and reshaped.
Shi Yan really had no energy left.
No one welcomes him back...
Why should he come back?
Why does he firmly believe that Chen Suiping will wait for him?
A note?
Or that feeling?
Shi Yan doesn’t know.
Chen Suiping was still begging him: "Tell me... you say... Yanyan, tell me what should I do..."
Shi Yan said numbly:
p>"Follow your heart."
His tears seemed to have dried up.
My voice is hoarse.
"Okay."
Chen Suiping agreed.
"I love you."
"I can't let go of Xu Shengsheng."
Chen Suiping's heart was terribly greedy.
He said:
"Don't blame me."
"Don't hate me."
"I will always be with you. "
"When you wake up, I will always be by your side."
"I will only contact him secretly..."
"Don't. I said..." Shi Yan interrupted him, and the tears on his face were kissed away by Chen Suiping.
There was nothing in those eyes that had always been foggy.
"Don't tell me this...Chen Suiping, can you love me more? Don't be so cruel to me...I'm really going to die..."