Chapter 29 My fault, my fault

When the wedding started, Shirai Akie and I were sitting at a table in the corner. The lights on the ceiling suddenly dimmed. On the central stage, two white lights suddenly shone. From the sky, white catkins began to fall, and it was very beautiful. romantic.

I looked at Akie Shirai next to me. She was focused on the stage. I could detect envy from her pupils. She had never participated in such a romantic wedding. It was probably like this. Only Yu Qing, a twenty-five-year-old boy, could think of a wedding ceremony.

An elegantly dressed, handsome man walked onto the stage. He was the master of ceremonies. He held a microphone and said: "Dear guests and friends, hello everyone."

He has a very good temperament, his conversation is neither hasty nor slow, he is very centered, and his sound is not jarring to the ears. His first impression is very good, and no one will dislike him for no reason.

He bowed deeply, and then the audience burst into applause, "Thank you everyone for the applause. Welcome everyone to come with me to the wedding moment of the two newlyweds. Here, I want to represent Their parents, as well as the two of them, would like to express their sincere thanks and warm welcome to everyone for coming!"

Suddenly, a beam of white light moved away from the head of the emcee and shone on the flowerbed. The road is paved with red carpet. At the end of the road is a magnificent door. What is behind the door? Surprise or disappointment?

"Dear friends, the two newlyweds today are about to step onto the stage. We would like to invite you, the most important person in their lives, to sit under the stage and give them more wedding blessings, and Witness of their true love."

After that, the audience burst into warm applause again. These blessings are exclusive to Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng, who are getting married today. Although Yu Qing is my bad friend. , is my cheating, but when the day comes that he actually walks into the wedding hall, I will also feel sincerely happy for him.

"Children and orchids have flourished for thousands of years, and harp and string music have been played for hundreds of years. Good marriages are made by phoenixes. Couples are born from nature. We are married as husband and wife. There is no doubt about love. Now, once again, we will represent blessings and present joyful applause. , to our current groom, may the applause turn into accompanying petals, and may the wish come true!”

The closed door slowly opened, and at this moment, deafening applause sounded in the field! , some people even took out their mobile phones to take pictures. The lamp on the emcee's head disappeared instantly. The road covered with flowers, symbolizing a bright future, slowly lit up. There were catkins floating down from the sky above the road.

Those fluffs slowly, slowly, fall into everyone’s heart. This romantic wedding is about to begin. The eternal love is now reflected, which is fascinating and crazy. I admire it. At first, a small piece of catkin floated towards me, I caught it, and it made waves in the calm lake in my heart.

It was as beautiful as a butterfly, and then disappeared in my hand. A piece of music sounded on the field. This music was very familiar and touched my heart. I listened in a daze...

In college,Gu Wei and I have already imagined the music in the future wedding hall. What should we choose? This song "Let Me Take Care of You" is me appearing as the groom, and now I appear here. Is it a coincidence or intentional? I should just smile, even if it is stealing, I should bless you, I should not worry about it.

Yu Qing walked out, followed by the best man, Jiang Roowen. I frowned slightly, but Yu Qing was very calm. Even though the sky was full of flecks, he didn’t stop and linger. He didn’t care. He doesn't care about the beauty that only appears temporarily. What he seeks most is eternal love.

Temporary beauty cannot surpass eternal love. Butterfly is beautiful, but it is only temporary beauty. What I seek most is eternity, but who can understand my love? Who can find it? No one knows my love. The person I want to find is nowhere to be found. The world is so big that I don’t know where to start looking.

The lights moved slowly along with Yu Qing’s steps and moved to the stage. Yu Qing turned around to face everyone. He was handsome, straight back and looked majestic. He was a good man and had no violent tendencies. , is a warrior of pure love. He will obey orders unconditionally and will not do anything to let the other person down.

There were traces of flowers on his shoulders, which were shiny and shining. The emcee took the microphone, stood beside Yu Qing, and handed the microphone to Yu Qing.

“Some people are wearing bright clothes and angry horses, holding swords to the end of the world, just to find the innocent ideal in their hearts; some people are bare-faced and have green plums in bud, just to wait for that true love, looking and waiting In between, you are the starting point of my happiness. I walk hand in hand with hope and go to the distant sky together. We walk together in the morning and end at the end. Now I have found you, my true love. You have waited for me, in this world full of desire. The city also has a piece of pure land that belongs to us, a piece of human fireworks. From now on, you don’t have to look for it anymore, and I don’t have to wait anymore. This is our life, our love...our story... ·"

Yu Qing put down the microphone, with tears in the corners of his eyes, but the smile on his face remained motionless. There was applause on the field, and even I couldn't help but be fascinated by it. I applauded, and Shirai Akie also applauded. , none of us feel inappropriate about this. This is a perfect statement, and we all appreciate it.

"Today, at the wedding scene, I saw many friends taking photos. Everyone was unanimously attracted by this gorgeous and stunning wedding scene. Both sides of the stage were sparkling. The light reflected by the clear crystal is clean and pure. It uses simple colors to reflect the meaning of today's wedding. Whether it is love at first sight or love at first sight, this feeling is like a whale heading to the sea or a bird returning to the forest. We Zeng Jin traveled together and let ourselves go together. When loving and being loved happen at the same time, it makes all the efforts meaningful..."

Yu Qing held the microphone and spoke affectionately, Everyone in the audience listened obsessively, fearing that they would miss a word. I was also happy. In addition to me and Shirai Akie, there were several elderly people at my table. The Maotai on the table was taken apart by me. Consider.

Every time it ends, it means every applause and blessing. The emcee takes the microphone. After looking at each other with Yu Qing, a beam of light shines on the closed door again. I know that Cheng Cheng is about to appear. She is another protagonist today.

"Every time I look back, I record the stories of family love. Every time I turn around, I tell the truth and scenery of love. Along the way, from silence to applause, I never No matter how proud I am, I have your company and protection! At this moment, love and family are intertwined and become a companion. Next, we applaud the bride as she walks into our wedding hall accompanied by her father. ” < /p>

The door opened. Cheng Cheng was wearing a wedding dress, holding a bouquet of white flowers in one hand, and holding hands with her father, she slowly walked into the wedding hall. The music "Let's Get Married" sounded on the court. Another perfect coincidence, just as I suspected.

"The white wedding dress, holding the flowers in the hands, is as beautiful as a fairy tale..."

I couldn't help but hum and follow the music...

Catkins fell from the sky again, like snow, extremely beautiful. Gu Wei was the bridesmaid. She walked behind Cheng Cheng, holding the tail of the wedding dress in her hands, and walked together on the road full of flowers and leading to happiness.

"Whenever the door in front slowly opens, we will always see a beam of light, a bright light, warm and bright, shining in front of us, followed by a white Accompanied by her father, she walks toward the light in her wedding dress, with light steps and slow steps. Waiting for the bride in front is another man who can understand her, care for her, and pamper her. If our groom Yu Qing can, Love her only until death, understand her, protect her, and accompany her. Please go and greet your beloved in the presence of your father and all the guests! ”

Yu Qing slowly walked off the stage, going against the path of happiness, and came to Cheng Cheng. Cheng Cheng’s father let go of Cheng Cheng’s hand, and took a serious look at Yu Qing and his daughter. , his eyes were red, and he patted Yu Qing's shoulder, as if placing responsibility on Yu Qing.

Yu Qing nodded, held hands with Cheng Cheng, and walked forward together. He walked the rest of the way with Cheng Cheng. The road to happiness cannot be reached by him alone, but together. Go to.

The two lights merged into one, facing the catkins, and moved forward.

“Love is not simply holding hands and hugging, but no matter what happens, he will choose to stand by your side without hesitation. Just like today, there are always people who move forward fearlessly on the road under your feet. , there is always someone to accompany you every step of the way, neither arrogant nor impetuous, neither humble nor arrogant, never give up, every step unhurried, the rest of your life will be long, I hopeThe future is far away with you. I am willing to be by your side. In my life, there will be not only romance and sweetness, but also thorns and wind and rain. Only your companionship and persistent love can withstand the long years. I invite you both, Went to Qingtang together. "

Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng walked step by step, cautiously. There was no need for the best man or bridesmaid at this moment. Gu Wei walked off the stage and sat in the middle, quietly watching the two people on the stage. , this is youth, our four-year college youth, and now a couple is reaching consummation.

They support each other and walk to the stage. The emcee gives up the middle position, and then the lights of the whole audience shine on the stage. , the big screen behind the stage moved.

"Dear guests and friends, let us witness the growth of the bride and groom, let us witness their warm time together, witness their happy loyalty, and witness them. Words of love. "

After that, the big screen began to play the growth experience of Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng during their four years in college, how they were together, how they overcame difficulties together, and how they learned knowledge. In the flashing pictures, I Spotting my shadow, Gu Wei and I sat on a bench in the park. Gu Wei leaned on my shoulder and looked at the lake in front of me.

I recalled my clear thoughts. My heart ached, and I couldn't help but look at Gu Wei, who was sitting in front of me. I wanted to explain to her clearly that I wanted to recreate the situation in the photo again and give her a shoulder to lean on.

My eyes were red and I drank another glass of wine.

“Aren’t you worried that you won’t be able to see them exchanging rings when you’re drunk? "

Shirai Akie pushed me gently. She was very moved from the beginning. The atmosphere of the lighting and the words of the emcee would inevitably make her cry. She secretly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue. , but we are all in darkness and cannot recognize ourselves and the people around us.

I shook my head, looked forward, and said in a deep voice: "I won't get drunk. "

That's right, I won't get drunk. Gu Wei is right in front. I haven't apologized to her yet. Why should I get drunk? If I'm drunk, won't I have to pay by mistake again? Leave it to yourself The next painful regret?

After the playback ended, the big screen dimmed, and the master of ceremonies spoke again, "Bridegroom and bride, please stand facing each other, gaze lovingly into each other's eyes, and look for life together as before. The feeling of seeing. "

Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng held hands, faced each other, and followed the emcee's words to complete the next steps.

"I think at this moment, what is being recalled in the depths of your minds It must be the little bits and pieces of your journey along the way, the happiness and touch, sadness and tears, and the good times in the past that you have experienced together, all intertwined into memories that are exclusive to you. At this moment, under the witness of the guests present, it will be in your hearts. What you want to say to each other the most, please say it lovingly at this moment. "

The lights were dim, and the circle in the middle was particularly bright. Cheng Cheng took the microphone from the emcee, looked at Yu Qing, and said affectionately: "We met by chance.These four words make me full of imagination about the future and full of expectations for my future life, because I have met a lover who is worthy of my life. I have never thought that those rainbows that appear in the sky will also appear in the sky. My world, those beautiful blooming flowers, will be connected in my world, because of an encounter..."

Cheng Cheng smiled and handed the microphone to Yu Qing, and Yu Qing took it. He passed the microphone and answered the words in an orderly manner: "Because of an encounter, I met my sweetheart. You are my Zixia Fairy. I am willing to be the Supreme Treasure and love you for ten thousand years." ”

Having said that, the entire wedding venue erupted in unprecedented applause. Most of the people in the audience knew this story, and I couldn’t help but applaud. Yu Qing’s talent level was so high that I couldn’t even hope for it. And.

The emcee on the side nodded in approval. He took the microphone, and the vows of true love were over. The next step was to exchange rings.

"The world is very strange. It’s a big, crowded place. Time flies very fast. People come and go. Today you finally confess your love for life and accompany each other with a new identity. Next, please invite the best man and bridesmaid to give you a diamond ring that represents eternity. I Think about the meaning of a diamond ring. It has nothing to do with luxury or nobility. It is a kind of proof. So at this time, please hold your left hands tightly and wear a loyal ring for each other in the name of marriage... "

Gu Wei stood up, and Jiang Ruwen, who was at the same table, came on stage together, opened each other's ring boxes, took out two exquisite diamond rings, and handed them to Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng. When Gu Wei turned around and walked off the stage, I saw clearly Her face, her eyes were red, and she had cried. I don't know if it was my lies that hurt her, or because the romance of the wedding held her heart.

She looked at me in the dark, and we seemed to be together. Our eyes met, but she didn't come towards me, and sat back down.

My heart felt inexplicably.

Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng put on each other's rings. Finally, the song "Simple Love" played on the field. Yu Qing took Cheng Cheng's hand and danced on the stage. They were very elegant. The lights moved with their steps. The entire stage became exclusive to them. Even the emcee They all retreated to the dark to watch.

Cheng Cheng smiled happily, and Yu Qing looked kind. They matched each other so well. Their steps were light and slow. Yu Qing was afraid of stepping on the precious and white wedding dress. She slowed down her pace and danced carefully with Cheng Cheng until they kissed each other at the last moment of the dance.

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Suddenly the lights of the entire venue lit up, and small colorful flower pieces were placed in the corners and sprayed out. People stood up in surprise and applauded. Several young people stood by the stage with long tubes of colorful flower pieces and sprayed them toward the bride and groom. Go, a piece of colorful flowers falls from their heads

It falls on the wedding dress and the suit. It is very beautiful and surprising. The moment the bride and groom separate, they face everyone and put the bouquet in their hands. The flowers were thrown into the sky, and everyone in the audience exclaimed. The yellow lightsThe light shone across the entire audience, and by chance, it was caught by Jiang Ruowen.

I originally thought that this happy wedding should come to an end. Unexpectedly, Jiang Roowen stood up with the bouquet of flowers, and walked towards me with an open bottle of liquor in his hand.

"Xiang Yang, long time no see, how many drinks would you like?"

I smiled disdainfully and pushed the cup out of my hand, as if to say: Come as soon as you come. , afraid of you?

He filled a glass for me, and then he picked up an unused glass on the table and filled it for himself. He and I were almost sulking, and I lowered the rim of the glass without dropping a drop. , "How is it?"

I said. After Jiang Ruowen finished drinking, he pushed up his glasses and said, "You are still the same contemptuous person."

I don't know Jiang Ruowen Why are you here, to mock me? Or slander? I saw Gu Wei from the corner of my eye, and she was looking over here. My desire to win was aroused, and I vowed to get Jiang Ruowen drunk on the table.

"What? Don't accept it? Let's fight it out with wine."

Jiang Ruowen smiled and looked at Shirai Akie next to me. His eyes were full of disdain. , he didn’t say anything, and filled each other’s glasses again. He drank it first, and I was about to drink it, but he stopped me. He blushed and smiled: “Xiangyang, don’t move just yet. Wait until I come back and we’ll have a showdown. "

I nodded, wanting to see what he was up to. He walked towards Gu Wei and said to the emcee on the stage, "That's it."

The emcee nodded. Head, the lights in the entire venue went out in an instant. In the astonishment of everyone, a bunch of white lights shone on Jiang Ruowen. He held the flowers, slowly walked towards Gu Wei, and then knelt down on one knee. In the astonishment of everyone, In his eyes, he took the microphone from the master of ceremonies and said: "Gu Wei, I have liked you for a long time. I have had a crush on you since college. But at that time you chose Yan Xiangyang. I was not willing to accept it, but love is free. I I have no right to interfere. I thought you would leave me, but now there is a turning point. Can you give me a chance to be my girlfriend? I will protect you, care for you, love you, love you, and give you what you want. Life. "

At this moment, my whole body was like thunder. My heart ached. It really hurt. Jiang Ruowen actually confessed to Gu Wei. It was impossible. All of this was impossible. It was fake. It was all fake. Yes, my eyes were moist, and I stared at Gu Wei, who was surrounded by white light. She was also surprised, her vision became increasingly blurred, and the pain in her chest became more intense.

"Gu Wei, can you give me this chance? I will be a man who loves you and will not let you be wronged at all."

Jiang Ruowen affectionately I said, "Agree with him." "Agree with him." People around me were booing. I wanted to rush up and yell at them for not understanding anything. Gu Wei is a human being. She has her own ideas and will not follow what you say. If she comes to do it, she will definitely not agree to Jiang Ruowen's courtship.

We still have a "love" agreement. I haven't waited for her answer yet. She can't leave me.And go, can't leave.

Gu Wei turned her head and looked at me in the darkness. Tears were left in the corners of her eyes and her brows were slightly furrowed. My tears couldn’t help but flow down anymore. In the dark place, I returned my tears. A sincere tear of light.

She turned back tremblingly. Under the eyes of everyone, she nodded and agreed to Jiang Ruowen's courtship. My faith was broken. My love and my youth were all for her. Someone else made the wedding dress, tears welled up in my eyes, and catkins started falling from the sky again.

In my eyes, the flowers seem to have stagnated. My tears can’t stop flowing. The love I once held tightly has become someone else’s heart. I can’t bear all this. Why should I let it happen? I saw such a heartbreaking scene, why!

The whole audience cheered. Jiang Ruowen took an exquisite gift box from the master of ceremonies and opened it to find a necklace inlaid with twenty-four diamonds. It was beautiful. He stood up and put it on Gu Wei. He took off the necklace, and then he glanced at me in the darkness, his face filled with joy.

He looked down upon the losers like a winner. He seemed to be satirizing my precarious love. My heart was beating. It was over. Everything was over. I My youth was gone, the woman I loved deeply left me, and my nerves were occupied by pain and paralyzed.

I picked up the wine glass and took a shaky sip of the wine. The high alcohol stung my throat instantly, but I still ignored it. Even if I didn’t have time to swallow, the wine slipped from the corner of my mouth. I wouldn't stop until I was almost suffocated, then I put down the glass and took a deep breath.

Tears mixed with alcohol, salty and spicy, I felt like I was fainting, but why was my chest still tight and my heart still hurt? Alcohol did not numb the nerves, but amplified my pain. , who can understand my pain? I could only witness the whole process with my own eyes, the whole process of Gu Wei leaving me.

I can only stare at Gu Wei silently in a dark place forever. I can only watch her happiness. I failed to give her everything. My faith has collapsed. Dreams and other things, I might as well live with these memory fragments. Together they disappeared into the sea.

This wedding is even more joyous than ever!

When people are in extreme pain, they will laugh. I smiled bitterly, tears flowing down my cheeks, drop by drop. Next to me, Shirai Akie frowned and looked at my embarrassed appearance, tenderly Asked: "Xiang Yang, are you okay?"

I endured the pain and smiled bitterly: "It's okay, it's okay, I just cried with joy, hahaha."

"Really Are you okay? Don't bear the pain alone, it will be bad."

My poor disguise was easily seen through. I stopped smiling and took a sip of the remaining wine in the glass. Said: "Go away, I don't need your concern."

When I said this, Shirai Qiue was stunned, then lowered his head slightly, was silent for a while, and said indifferently: "Okay. ”

She got up and left the wedding hall. I hurt another person. I couldn't laugh anymore, my tears were dry, and I couldn't cry anymore. Maybe I should be relieved. Gu Wei has her own choice, who she chooses to be her partner. I have no right to interfere, and I don’t hate Jiang Rowen.

Because I have hurt him before, showing off everything about me and Gu Wei in front of him, he must feel very uncomfortable and painful. The object of his crush was taken away by his brother. He also showed off crazily. The embarrassed me at this time was not the same as he used to be sad, and the proud and proud him now was not the me before.

But now I am crying, just in a corner where no one is paying attention, being a supporting role, no one cares about me, no one cares about me, a supporting role that is not worthy of enjoying love.

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I walked out of the venue and lit a cigarette for myself. Yu Qing and Cheng Cheng chased me out and dragged me to accompany them.

"Xiang Yang, we really didn't expect this accident. I'm sorry, you must be hurting a lot now, right?"

Cheng Cheng grabbed the corner of my suit and said apologetically , I waved my hand and took off the cigarette, "It's okay, I'm not sad. I'm relieved and let go of Gu Wei."

They still looked at me with worried faces, and I said, "Today is On your wedding, don’t look so sad and make it seem like you’re on the verge of death. I’m fine.”

I took out an Audi A4L car key from my pocket and handed it to Yu Qing, “ This is Li Ping's car key. Return it to him for me. Also, my dad wishes you a happy wedding."

Yu Qing took the key, patted me on the shoulder, and said slowly: "I'll treat you to dinner another day and let's have a good talk."

After that, I walked out, facing the sunshine. There were many drunk people at the wedding. The newlyweds didn't have time, so they wanted to help them. Those people, including Jiang Rowen who was drunk and unconscious, got into the Rolls-Royce Cullinan with the support of Gu Wei and Yu Qing Cheng Cheng.

Gu Wei drove him home.

I looked up at the sky, the corners of my eyes were red, and it was cloudless. Such beautiful weather made one person’s happiness come true and hurt one’s love. Tears circled in my eyes again. , the pain in the heart did not stop, and the tightness in the chest did not dissipate.

The fragments of my memories were shattered into pieces again. The warmth of the hug I once held with Gu Wei has long since cooled down. The noise of the sea of ​​people has drowned my crying. I am very reluctant to let go. I don’t want to. I am willing to let my true love leave me like this, and the tenderness withers away. The love in my heart may only be complete in my memories.

The beauty of Gu Wei still remains in my memory. I miss her saying good night to me. I miss the brown sugar water she made with her own hands when I had a stomachache. I want to hug Gu Wei loudly. Tell her I love you! I still love you, why should I choose someone else, why!

When the Rolls-Royce Cullinan passed me by, I turned away. I didn’t dare let Gu Wei see me.I wanted to pretend to be relieved. I wanted to prove my bravery in front of you. I wanted to touch the tears in the corners of your eyes with my hands. I wanted to say the words I had never imagined, "Let's get married." "

Now that I am heartbroken, I am no longer worthy of Gu Wei. Jiang Rowen can give her a diamond necklace, but what can I give her? Send her to accompany me to live in poverty in a rented house while eating instant noodles?

Jiang Rowen’s family has money, quality, and background, but I am nothing. I am not worthy of Gu Wei. Even if I have it, I can’t give her the happiness she wants. I can only give it up. , watching her walk towards a strange road to happiness, I can only be a dark bystander, and can only watch her choose her own happiness.

I can’t get involved in anything, I can’t do anything, I’m just a waste, a waste who can only rely on women to show his worth, an unfilial son who didn’t take good care of his father, and someone who hurt Shirai Akie’s soul. A scumbag, a scumbag who failed Chu Yue to love.

What is the value of my life? I am already desperate. This despair is like the abyss, endless. This may be my last meeting with Gu Wei, and I have to part ways with Gu Wei. This time If we pass each other by, we will never see each other again.

The lipstick I gave her is still in my pocket. These things of longing lost their meaning the moment Gu Wei agreed to Jiang Zhiwen’s confession. So what about the lipstick named Wei? It's just a second-hand lipstick that was scrawled by someone.

What about the suit you are wearing? No matter how handsome he is, he can only show off, which is useless to a loser like me. The name embroidered on the inner pocket has lost its meaning.

The guitar was soaked in water and could no longer play the emotional notes that both parties once shared. Perhaps this bad ending was already revealed in yesterday’s broken appointment, the abandoned lipstick.

I was so sentimental that I accepted the call. It was all my fault that I became this tragic lover. If it weren’t for lies, Gu Wei wouldn’t have chosen Jiang Ruowen.

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