On the Mercedes-Benz amggt50, Akie Shirai was driving. I stared blankly at the neon tall buildings in front of me and the street lights that were rapidly retreating on both sides. I desperately wanted to know the truth. I looked at Akie Shirai’s face. , she drove the car intently.
"Qiu Hui, can you tell me the truth about Chu Yue's return? I want to know..."
"You want to know why she appeared at the wedding ", and she sheds tears for you, right?"
Shirai Aki interrupted me, and the next step was logical. Indeed, I really want to know that she has obviously left this place full of desire. The city escaped from the quagmire, but returned again. She could have run forward to follow the footsteps of the light, but I was behind, watching quietly, but she had to turn back for me.
Is it the entangled love that surrounds your heart? I have failed too much and carried too many burdens. I have no choice but to live and watch, and I have no choice but to walk and look. I am very eager to follow the truth in my heart, find someone who can be entrusted to me for life, start a family and start a career, but... I'm very nostalgic. I miss my current life. I don't want to be an adult who just follows the crowd.
I nodded and hummed. Shirai Qiuhui chuckled and said slowly: "You really can't let her go. Let me ask, who is more fond of Gu Wei or Chu Yue in your heart?" "Is it important?"
I pondered for a long time, I couldn't give an answer. Gu Wei is my Bai Yueguang and my first love. Her weight is enough to overwhelm the scale in my heart that is used to measure things. This is the final blow. For Chu Yue, she can only fail, but I can't forget the tears she shed under the moonlight that night. For me, she gave everything she had and gave everything she had. This is an unsolvable emotional proposition. .
No matter which side I stand on, I will cause a lot of harm to both parties, but I can't just sit there without answering, "They are all important."
Shirai Akie did not give an immediate answer He replied, stopped and waited at a traffic light intersection, and then slowly said to me: "Since the wedding, I have noticed her standing in the corner, watching you silently. After I left the hotel door, I found her in the corner of the door. She was squatting and crying. She was crying very sadly. I asked her, but she was full of hostility towards me. I immediately guessed that she was your irresponsible woman."
I listened silently in my heart. But it’s not the taste. I still gave too little to Chu Yue. I monopolized her love, her body, and her heart. It seemed that I drove her to a dead end and subtly let her destroy everything. The person who hurt me is my fault, and I should accompany her well.
"I think she mistook me for your girlfriend and that's why she was hostile to me. I clarified our relationship in front of her and we had no emotional involvement before she told me I told the truth about her return..."
I bit my lip unwillingly. As expected, I was still being sentimental and it was always wishful thinking. Qiu Hui treated me as an ordinary friend and didn't treat me too much. The trespassing of this layer of relationship film, each on both sidesAlthough the world is intertwined and we get along occasionally, she deliberately keeps her distance to prevent me from falling in love with her and hides her true self, but I am attracted by her charming temperament.
Everything in life is like waves, with ups and downs, like hurricanes, destroying all obstacles, but then re-laying them.
"When she heard that Gu Wei would be coming to this wedding, she wanted to rush back all the way from Suzhou. She wanted to meet the woman who hurt you for two years and see what she looked like. She looked at you crying, she watched Gu Wei fulfill other people's love, you know how she evaluated that couple. "
Shirai Qiue said with a smile. It was obvious from her smile that it didn't matter to her, but I did. I cared about what Gu Wei said in Chu Yue's mouth. I care about her opinions. I also want to know whether Chu Yue is hostile to Gu Wei. Otherwise, I will have trouble sleeping all night.
"I want to."
I replied lightly, and Shirai Akie slowly said three words, "Bitch man and woman."
I lowered my head and remained silent. Well, Chu Yue’s evaluation was a heartfelt and true evaluation of my heart-breaking relationship. She thought it was Gu Wei who abandoned me, and then took revenge on me at the wedding. The purpose was to see me make a fool of myself. This is another It was a misunderstanding. She didn't know what happened to Gu Wei and me, and she didn't know that the lies I told led to many huge misunderstandings and tragic endings.
I began to reflect on myself. Shirai Akie and I were silent to each other. The neon lights outside the windshield shone in, and the lights of distant vehicles were all passing us by. My suspicions were gone. It became a reality, I no longer had to wait, I needed to take action, but I was very distressed and wanted to smoke, so I turned around and asked, "Do you have any cigarettes here?"
I looked around in the car. There were no traces of cigarettes on the jewelry. When I was desperate, Shirai Akie took out a pack of cigarettes from the gully of her car door. They were Chinese cigarettes and threw them to me. I was very surprised why a woman had cigarettes in her car. ?
"Do you smoke?"
I asked doubtfully, looking at the cigarette package. It had been opened and there were a few cigarettes missing, so I took out one and took it in my mouth. .
"I don't smoke, it's just my friend who smokes. Do you need fire?"
Shirai Akie explained lightly, I hummed, I stretched my face over, and she I took out a lighter from my pocket and lit the cigarette for me. I rolled down the window and slowly exhaled a puff of mist. The melancholy I felt earlier was immediately relieved.
I took out my mobile phone and called Yu Qing. I wanted to ask him something. Even if he had fallen asleep, he still had to get up to answer the phone. This matter was important. It could have affected a life. The phone rang for a while before it was answered.
"Hello."
Yu Qing's voice was lazy and lifeless, maybe he was sleeping.I woke up after getting off work, and through the phone I heard Cheng Cheng's questioning voice, "Yu Qing, do you know where Jiang Rowen lives in Shanghai?"
I faced the topic directly and did not mince words or beat around the bush. , after a while Yu Qing said: "I live in Huafu Tiandi, what happened if I came to see him so late?"
"It's okay, just ask, hang up."
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I hung up the phone and asked Shirai Akie to drive me to Washington World. She said, "Are you worried that she will do something stupid?"
I took my hand away. He threw the cigarette butt out and said, "Don't worry, with her temperament, it is really possible that she will do it. I want to be just in case."
Shirai Akie did not answer, but I turned a corner and went straight to Huangpu District. When I got to the ground and got off the car, Shirai Akie drove away without stopping. From a distance, I saw a lonely woman with a back. She was Chu Yue. She was wearing It was very confidential, and I was lingering at the door wearing a mask, and I rushed over immediately.
She noticed me, turned her head and met my eyes. I saw what she was holding in her hand. It was an awl. As I expected, she wanted to kill Jiang Ruowen.
"Chu Yue."
I rushed to her angrily and snatched the awl from her hand. She looked at me in disbelief and asked through her mask. : "Xiangyang, what are you..."
At this moment, we have thousands of things to ask each other. I threw the awl into the nearby greenery, took her hand and walked towards the exit. Go, I am very domineering and strong, but she resisted and said: "Xiang Yang, let me go."
"I won't let go, do you know what you are doing? This is illegal. "If you are allowed to continue like this, it will not be good for anyone. You should give up the idea of killing Jiang Ruowen right now. He is my brother."
I shouted angrily, holding her hand. She suddenly became very stubborn and never wanted to take a step forward, "Xiang Yang, he hurt your heart so much, why do you still protect him? I just want you to stop suffering. What are the reasons for all these crimes? Just let me take the responsibility, so you can go to Gu Wei naturally."
I stopped and my grip on her wrist relaxed. I wanted to slap her, but it would hurt her. I don't know why she would sacrifice herself to fulfill my happiness and be willing to be a stepping stone.
"Are you willing to be a stepping stone to my happiness? Do you really want to give up your own future and prospects to make Gu Wei and I happy? Have you seriously thought about what would happen if I didn't have you? , I will be even more sad? You obviously have a valuable future, but you are not willing to ruin your happiness?"
I said passionately behind her back, with tears in my eyes, thinking Well out, I am unwilling to drag Chu Yue into the quagmire. She has pure wings. She could have just stood by and watched. I don’t need to blame her, but she wants to go for me.I deeply sympathize with the feeling of breaking one's wings and not being able to fly in the sky. I once had wings, and I also lost them. I yearn for the sky and long for freedom.
"You have white wings, soaring in the sky. This is freedom. You have the courage to leave this city. Why do you want to make the same mistakes again and get involved? Are you not afraid of losing your ability to fly in the sky like me? Are you really willing to be deprived of your wings to fly and become an ugly duckling that is forgotten and laughed at? "
I slowed down my voice and said softly, the darkness ahead, I am no longer afraid. What I am afraid of is that Chu Yue will get lost, embark on a path of no return, be entangled in thorns, sting herself, and be covered in bruises.
I turned around and she looked at me with tears in her eyes. At this moment, I lost my temper and whispered softly: "Chu Yue, let's leave them alone. Gu Wei has her own happiness. , this is the choice she made, we have no right to interfere, let’s just follow our own path and follow our own happiness, okay?”
I looked at her lovingly, my vision blurred by tears. Blocked and blurred, her outline was in my eyes. I longed for her to change her mind. She hesitated and lowered her head to think. My words could still wake her up and allow her to listen to a few words so that she would not go down an unsteady path. Return.
"But you obviously cried so miserably..."
Chu Yue whispered softly, her voice was a little choked, and tears fell from her cheeks. I was also very moved. , I touched her face with both hands, raised her head slightly to look at me, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with my fingers, and said with a cry and a smile: "It doesn't look good if you shed tears. You are such a delicate beauty, don't Crying often will give away your beautiful face to those who cry."
Obviously I am crying, but I am not thinking about myself first. We are all lonely, we all think about each other, and we all have ideals in our hearts. It is a rare and precious encounter in the world, and we all pity each other.
I looked at her wrist, and the force just now was not restrained, and a red line was drawn on her wrist. I took her hand and asked softly and gently: "Is it hurting you just now?" This red mark has come out."
Her eyes were shining with tears, and she looked into my eyes, and then nodded. I sighed helplessly and looked at the residential building behind her. It is not a place that we ordinary people can come into contact with. This is our forbidden place, not a place of no return. Even if we live under the same moon, with the same nose and two eyes, we are still divided into three, six or nine grades. Some people are born delicate. , some people are born into humble circumstances.
It is said that wealth cannot last more than three generations, but they don’t know that three generations are businessmen, and those who are rich can live in poverty for three generations, but they don’t know that three generations work as workers and live in poverty all their lives.
The night scene outside is still the same.
We are all sad. We want to leave here and find a place where no one is around to tell. I want to ask her the truth. I want to fully understand the whole story. I want to pull her out of the emotional quagmire. While her wings are not contaminated, let herSoar again.
"Let's leave here, okay? Don't worry about this matter, let's do our own thing. You just came to Shanghai and you don't have a place to live yet? I'll take you to find a place to live."
I asked her with concern, it was time to put an end to all this, Chu Yue nodded, this time I held her hand, very gently, and prepared to leave Washington DC with her, but suddenly A shout broke the quiet and peaceful night, and a huge stone sank in my heart.
"Yan Xiangyang!"
The voice came from behind me. It was very familiar. It had appeared at the wedding...