In a park, Chu Yue was swinging on a swing. I pushed her up gently from behind and let her swing forward. The moonlight was very clear and the night was deep. We were not sleepy. No one wanted to let the silence at this moment It just dissipated, each feeling pity for the other.
"Xiangyang, push it higher."
I heard the words and pushed the swing hard. Chu Yue's skirt fluttered in the wind, and she let out a silver bell-like laugh. , it seemed particularly clear in this quiet night. She hadn’t smiled so heartily in front of me for a long time. The amusement park in her heart was still so virginal.
Chu Yue suddenly shouted excitedly: "Xiang Yang, go higher!"
I increased my strength again, and the swing got higher and higher, and Chu Yue's long hair was flying in the air. , her eyes were shining with joy. In this deserted park, we played with open minds, and looked at it with open hearts. The moonlight was clear, but it couldn't compare with her cheeks.
"Chu Yue, be careful, don't fall, it will be very painful."
I was worried, but I was smiling. Chu Yue responded happily: "It's okay. "Xiang Yang, I'm holding on very tightly."
I looked at her hands holding the ropes on both sides. They were indeed very tight. Even if she was so nervous, she still had to experience the pleasure of swinging every time. When I fall back, I will push gently, and every time I laugh, I will echo.
After coming out of Huafu Tiandi, Chu Yue took me to this park and fell in love with the swings. Our relationship seemed to have risen to a new level. Gu Wei had already withdrawn from my heart. , now the world is dominated by Chu Yue, I still had scruples about this before, I was afraid that the two emotions would intersect, I was afraid that whichever side I chose would hurt each other, but now I don’t have to.
I don’t have to worry about it anymore. I can choose. Since God has given me another chance to live a new life, I will not be depressed again. I will cheer up and protect the beauty of this moment. I want to cherish the value of this moment. I want to protect her and protect Chu Yue. Since I have failed her so much, why can't I make up for it again?
The amplitude of the swing became lower. Chu Yue jumped off the swing and turned to look at me. At this moment, I wanted to know the reason why she returned to Sex and the City. I already knew it. But I still wanted to ask, but I couldn't tell. I wanted to escape the question, so I chose to see through it without telling it.
Chu Yue said softly: "Xiang Yang, thank you for accompanying me. If you hadn't appeared at that time, I might have really made a mistake and gone astray. But because of this, you were humiliated by him, "I was provoked by him."
Chu Yue's tone was low and weak. I took her hand and sat on a bench. I looked at the amusement facilities in front of me and then answered slowly. : "It's not your fault, it's my mistake. Even so, you can't do these evil things. No matter how bad he is, he is still a human being. No matter how hateful he is, he is still a life. We can use a variety of means to defeat him, but You can't hurt your life alone. I only know that you feel unfair for me, and I alsoI am unwilling to give in, but the more unfair it is, the more unwilling I am, the smaller I feel and unable to face it directly, so we choose to ignore it. "
Chu Yue rested her head on my shoulder and said softly: "Xiang Yang, do you think Gu Wei is still important in your heart at this moment? Here, in this park full of virginity, tell me with all your heart, is she still important? ”
Having said this, I can’t help but feel helpless and sad in my heart. I don’t know whether Gu Wei is important or not. I am already at a loss. I hurt her, and she left a mark on my heart. , unforgettable.
The elopement love will not come to an end after all, and it is myself who will be hurt. I was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "It's important. I don't care about that relationship. How could I forget that I have fallen into the whirlpool of memories, enduring the pain caused by her all the time. I know you want to compare my status in my heart with her, to compare whose weight is more important. Gu Wei is gone, I I can't miss you, I can only look forward, that's why I met you. "
I suddenly smiled at Chu Yue. She raised her head and looked at my cheek, then smiled, "Really? I thought you really regarded me as a spare tire and didn't take it seriously. I have paid so much and finally waited for your answer. "
I chuckled, reached into my pocket, and took out the lighter. Chu Yue saw it, and she asked calmly: "Want to smoke? "
I hummed, and she took out a pack of unopened cigarettes from her pocket and handed it to me. She said with a smile: "Here, you like to smoke, I specially gave it to you. You bought it, am I good to you? "
I was a little surprised that this little girl actually knew how to buy me cigarettes. I took it, opened it, took one in my mouth, lit it, and blew out a puff of smoke,
I looked at Chu Yue and said seriously: "Thank you, Chu Yue, for actually remembering the cigarettes I like to smoke.
Chu Yue smiled slightly, "Why are you being polite to me? Although I am reckless, I am very careful in some aspects of my life. I not only know the cigarettes you like to smoke, but also how you like to drink." I know these things during my relationship with you, and I care about you very much, so I care about everything about you. I love you so much, but our relationship is always just friends and we can’t move forward... ·"
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Chu Yue changed from a smile to a frown. When it comes to her identity, she becomes sad. She wants to change, she I want to become a lover from friends, but I have rejected her before because of Gu Wei. For this reason, she works hard to make progress and surpass Gu Wei. She wants to gain a status in my heart. She loves me and will give her all for me. , leaving this Sex and the City for me
After a moment of silence, I took a deep breath of cigarette and said slowly: "Actually..."
Chu Yue. Suddenly his eyes lit up, his brows relaxed slightly, and he looked at me expectantly. I stood up and looked at the empty amusement facilities in front of me., I said: "It's not that I can't be a lover. I have no reason to reject your kindness again. I have no excuse. The love you prefer is also what I want and need most at this moment. Thank you Chu Yue, My current low point has given me warmth and the satisfaction of my urgent needs..."
I took off the cigarette butt and turned around to look down at Chu Yue sitting on the bench. She covered her face with her hands. Her mouth and eyes were filled with tears. Tears flowed down from the corners of her eyes, like crystal clear meteors. They streaked across Bai Zhe's cheeks, leaving a light-colored tail. She tremblingly choked and said, "Xiang Yang..." ···”
At this moment, I agreed to her implicit courtship. I didn’t want to be alone in Sex and the City. Recalling the answer she was waiting for that night, I can now give a Satisfied reply, "Chu Yue, you don't have to wait for me for ten years, hundreds of years, and thousands of years. At this moment, I promise you. I admit that you have touched my heart. Your dedication has been waiting for me. You will no longer be alone in the future." , with me here, you can fly freely and happily. I will be your solid backing. Let’s follow the sun in our hearts. Let’s walk out of the darkness and face the dawn..."
Chu Yue cried, cried thoroughly, I opened my arms, she stood up and hugged me, we hugged each other tightly, she cried loudly, tears fell from her cheeks onto my shoulders, her long hair Fa, her breath, I remember it now, she was still choking and whispering, calling my name.
I also wanted to cry, and there were tears that wanted to be plucked from my eyes. The silence in the park was broken by crying. I hugged her, and the sadness in my heart was replaced by warmth. I let go of Gu Wei, I decided not to make the same mistakes again. I couldn't be an irresponsible man. I wanted to protect her. I wanted to make Chu Yue happy. I wanted her to live happily.
If I had not had an abortion at that time, maybe I would have been married and lived with her, then my fantasy would have become a reality. The mistakes I made cannot be recalled, and the choices I made cannot be regretted. We You can make amends for your mistakes and put a Band-Aid on the scars.
"Xiang Yang, I love you..."
Chu Yue took a step back, removed her face from my shoulder, and faced me, she cried like a pear blossom Bringing water, I responded to her love with a smile, "I love you too..."
I reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and she suddenly kissed me, caught off guard, her lips It was warm and gentle. On this sensual night, our love was finally released, and our mutual unwillingness was finally let go. I did not deliberately avoid her kiss. I accepted it and slowly closed my eyes. Feeling the hard-won warmth, tears of happiness shone in each other's eyes.
In the city of desire, this love is hard-won. Maybe if I miss Chu Yue, I will never find a woman who unconditionally believes in me, gives unconditionally, and loves me unconditionally. What a stupid thing to do. He left her alone and frightened her. She was obviously a person, a lonely person.We all have hearts for Ding, but hers is more fragile.
Let time witness our new love, whether it is sincere and whether it can go to the end and achieve the goal of being alone. With this kiss, I saw through what she had done before. Because, one sentence can be summarized as: "After reading all the beautiful flowers and thousands of trees, I hope you will not remember this one."
She wants me to see her value, she wants to be, exist for me, if Time can go back, and I am willing to stay at this moment. If we want to say goodbye, it will end on February 30th. When the moon rises in the west, the sun sets in the east, and the waves tide, we say goodbye. If there really is that moment, I will be forever.
Chu Yue and I embraced each other affectionately, enjoying this hard-won love, feeling the temperature of each other’s lips, feeling the beauty of each other’s souls connecting, feeling the breath of both parties lingering on our bodies, feeling The happiness that represents love was born. We are witnesses and creators. We decided to bravely face the future together and create our own happiness together.
So what if fate always likes to play tricks on people? So what if there is a gap between us again? We will finally be ourselves, plant seeds in the pure land of each other's hearts, wait for them to sprout, and then we will leave an eternal mark, no longer separated, no longer separated...
We are intoxicated in a moment The sweetness of time, no matter what happens, we have to face it together, her lips left, the warmth remained, very sweet, she and I slowly opened our eyes, our eyes met, each other was full of firmness and trust , we can face the unknown difficulties and protect each other's love. I am looking for my Zixia, and I will also wear a tight hoop to become the supreme treasure...
She is like the night sky. The light shines on my heart. She reunites the broken dust in my heart and transforms towards the stars in the sky. The love at this moment has become the courage I never had. All my timidity fades away. Chu Yue In my eyes, it is romance. God shaped her with romance and placed her beside me.
The wind is dancing with the fallen leaves, and the clouds are surrounding the rain. I want to write down this story and record it in a book. The passage of time will take us away, but it cannot take away the eternal font, her The eyes are foggy, love rises in the east and falls in the west, like morning and evening, and each other sheds tears, like rain and dew.
I want the tide to flow for her and add a touch of color to the playground in her heart...
Meeting you is like red plum blossoms falling in winter snow... ····