I helped her walk out of the bar. She was groggy, lowered her head, and felt weak all over. The night outside was deep, and she felt extremely uncomfortable with every step she took.
The flashing neon lights of the high-rise buildings in front formed a patch, similar to a rainbow. A rainbow in the dark night was very magical and unbelievable. Gu Wei gasped for breath, which made my heart unable to calm down.
She raised her head hard, glanced at me, and used her last strength to push me away. Then she lost her center of gravity and couldn't help but take a few steps back, "Get out!"
I ignored her scolding and walked straight towards her. She continued to scold: "Yan Xiangyang, why do you interfere in my affairs? I don't need you, so don't worry about me. I can do whatever I want. You can do it, smoke or drink, you have no obligation to restrain me."
I remained silent with no expression on my face. I approached her, and she looked even more panicked. She clenched her fists and looked at me. My cheek was punched quickly, and I didn't dodge until the fist fell and hit my cheek. The pain and boney sensation came instantly. My upper and lower jaw teeth couldn't help but clenched, causing the skin and flesh on the inner wall of my mouth to be bitten open. , a smell of rust filled my mouth.
Gu Wei was stunned for a moment, stepped back a few steps, retracted her fist, stared at me in disbelief, and said tremblingly: "Why don't you hide?"
Me He turned around and spat out his saliva, looked at her and said calmly: "If we don't let this happen, I'll take you back."
I wasn't angry about her punch, nor was I angry about her spitting at me. Fenfang felt angry, and I calmed down. It didn't matter even if she didn't know my good intentions. I was used to not being remembered, and I was used to the feeling of being ignored.
Facing such a calm me, Gu Wei lowered her head and gritted her teeth. I pressed forward step by step. She had no way to retreat, and behind her was the wall of the bar.
Just when I was about to reach out and grab her, she raised her head and slapped me in the face. At this moment, anger was born in my chest. I wanted to fight back, and my hands were itchy. , already clenched my fists, my blood as a man was aroused, and my reason was gradually replaced by Gu Wei's unreasonable troubles.
"You already have Chu Yue, why do you want to date me? Yan Xiangyang, can't you ask yourself, is such behavior worth doing? You are very presumptuous, even if You really have good intentions, but I, Gu Wei, don't accept your favor. Anyone can send me home, except you, Yan Xiangyang. Anyone can sleep with me, but not you."
Gu Wei roared angrily, her cheeks turned red, and even the tears in her eyes were forced out by her emotions.
I forcibly suppressed the anger in my heart and unclenched my fists. I had already learned to be the master of my emotions. I turned a deaf ear to her abuse. In my eyes, Gu Wei was just a woman at this moment. A drunk and crazy woman.
I had no advantage in arguing with her, so I ignored her repeated warnings, pulled her back, and walked not far away to stay in the wine room.The Porsche Panamera in front of the bar was walking towards me. She was struggling and trying desperately to take her hand out. I held on tightly and quickened my pace.
"Let go! I don't need you, you hypocritical bastard."
She spoke freely. Faced with me who ignored everything, she had no choice but to put herself He raised his wrist and bit the back of my hand, biting hard.
The pain made me stop. I endured it and looked back at her. She let go and threatened me: "If you don't let go, I will continue to bite you until your skin is torn."
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I looked at the two neat rows of deep red tooth marks on the back of my hand, as well as the sticky saliva.
Gu Wei was very embarrassed at the moment, with disheveled hair, drool hanging from the corner of her mouth, red eyes, tears on the side of her nose, and the smell of alcohol all over her body, which made me feel that everything was not worth it. .
It’s okay if no one knows about my painstaking efforts, and I don’t even listen to my explanation. My heart is already very tired. I once wanted to throw away Gu Wei in front of me and walk towards the darkness by myself. Her life or death is mine. No matter what she looks like in the future, I don't care. I don't care if she smokes until her lungs are completely black, or drinks until she passes out. I don't care if she is addicted to desire and can't extricate herself. I don't care at all.
But only at this moment, I have to take care of her. I will send her home tonight, and we will have nothing to do with her from now on.
I gritted my teeth and pulled her into my arms. When she was stunned for a moment, I reached into her pocket, took out the keys to the Porsche Panamera, and opened the passenger door. The driver's door threw her in, but when doing things, some accidents would inevitably occur.
She screamed. Every time I wanted to close the car door, she pushed it open. She even tried to run out. It took a lot of effort to lock her in the car. She looked at me through the glass. I was spitting out fragrance, and although I couldn't hear it, I could still get a rough idea.
I wiped the sticky saliva on the back of my hand with my sleeve, touched the indented tooth marks, and felt distressed.
Suddenly, Chen Zhen walked out of the bar holding Gu Wei's guitar and ran towards me, "Xiang Yang, this is Gu Wei's guitar."
"Give it to me "Okay, I'll put it in the trunk. I'll remind Gu Wei to take it away tomorrow."
I took the guitar from Chen Zhen, but Chen Zhen's eyes focused on the two rows of tooth marks on the back of my hand. Damn it, who bit you so hard?"
He looked at me and pointed at Gu Wei in the Porsche Panamera behind me. Chen Zhen immediately understood what I meant and said: " You kid, aren't you afraid that Chu Yue will understand that kind of relationship?"
"Hey, I believe she can understand. Besides, if I don't do anything bad and don't worry about ghosts knocking on my door, I will simply send Gu Wei away. When I got home, she kept making trouble and I had no choice but to take strong measures. My intentions were good and no one understood me. Do I have to be suspicious of the process? "
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I touched my red cheeks and said. Chen Zhen glanced at Gu Wei in the car behind me, frowned and said, "You, you just can't forget her. She obviously brought her here." The pain hurts your heart. Everything you have done for her has become meaningless and has no value at all. Is it worth it? ”
“It’s worth it, it’s just a little annoying. "
I responded calmly, raised my head and looked at the sky, and said: "Even if she brought me pain and sadness, I have experienced it. The relationship between us has ended, and I am still worthy of it. I have a clear conscience for the sacrifices I have made in this relationship. She doesn’t owe me anything, and I don’t owe her anything. I have already said the apology that should be made, and I have received the beating that should be taken. After this night, she will not be able to make any plans or decisions. I won’t interfere anymore, I can do whatever I want, let her sleep with a man if she likes, I won’t interfere if she likes to drink or smoke.”
I said coldly, Chen Zhen was obviously surprised and couldn’t believe it. In front of him was Yan Xiangyang, who was once full of love for Gu Wei. He drove his Kawasaki Ninja 400 onto the highway for the sake of his departed lover. He spent two years in a foreign land for the sake of his departed lover. For the sake of his departed lover, for that " The promise of "love" tortured me into obscurity with tobacco and alcohol.
"Then do you still regret what you did for her before?"
Chen Zhen lit a cigarette for himself. I looked back at the person sitting in the car. Gu Wei, who was moved, said slowly: "What's the use of regret? If I regret it, can God give me a chance to go back to the past? Why did I do it in the beginning when I knew it was so? At that time, I didn't even think about what happened later."
Chen Zhen took off his cigarette butt, sighed, patted me on the shoulder, and whispered, "Okay, be careful on the road."
After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the bar. Go.
I returned to the car. Gu Wei was sleeping peacefully on the passenger seat. In the silent car, I could hear her breathing clearly. After fastening my seat belt, I plugged in the car key and activated the navigation. I looked at the seat belt sign next to the fuel gauge and realized that Gu Wei had not fastened her seat belt.
Then I leaned towards her and gently fastened her seat belt. I forgot to ask her where her address was. Although I started the car, I had no destination. I tried to turn over the phone. Search the navigation records to see if you can find her address.
Nothing came of it.
I had no choice but to drive her to my address, park the car in the open-air parking lot below the rental house, help her back to my room, and carry Gu Wei to my room. On the bed, I took off her shoes for her, covered her with a quilt, and was about to leave. Suddenly she made some movement, glanced towards the corridor, and vomited all over the floor.
Alcohol is accompanied by stomach acid and undigested dinner. I wiped her mouth with a tissue, dragged my exhausted body to deal with her vomit, and then went to wash up.
After the torment just now, she will beThe mattress was kicked off. It was very hot at night. There was no air conditioning in my room, so I had to force her to blow on the electric fan.
But I also had to pay attention to keeping warm. I returned to the room and covered her with a quilt. At this moment, I noticed her face. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Gu Wei, who was sleeping soundly. After returning from Shanghai, I rarely saw her face. Every time her eyes met, I deliberately avoided her.
I was a little melancholy and looked at her carefully. She was very mature, much more mature than I thought she was. In my memory of my college days, her childish look had dissipated, and she lost that familiar look. I feel that she is very beautiful, but she is unavailable to me now.
Just now, she was not stopped from leaving with a few idiots. Perhaps now, she is lying on the bed in the hotel, being filmed in an indecent video by others, and being ruined, losing the most precious thing in a woman's life. Chastity.
When I recall the ugly cheeks of those idiots, I get very angry. I cannot judge people by their appearance, but people with dirty hearts and ugly faces are not worthy of pity. I will feel even more hatred and disgust.
I can understand people being ugly, but their hearts are also dirty, and I cannot forgive them.
If I really let Gu Wei and them leave, I will feel very sad. I will regret it until death, and I will definitely be in despair.
Gu Wei will most likely go crazy when she wakes up. This is reality, not a movie. How can a serious woman become obsessed with longing after being abducted into bed once? It's pure bullshit.
I don’t dare to continue to speculate on the consequences. This is too terrible, as disgusting as flowers stuck in cow dung.
I took out the cigarettes and the turned off mobile phone from Gu Wei’s pocket, as well as the watch on her wrist, and placed them on the table next to me along with the car keys. I left, and left gently. , after closing the door, I wrapped myself in a small blanket and lay on the sofa. It was already very late at night, but I couldn’t sleep. Obviously I had ten thousand ways to take revenge on Gu Wei, just like standing by and watching in the bar, I ruined her life. Yes, but I didn't do it.
I am not a kind person, nor do I claim to be a kind person. When I was a child, I stole fruits and vegetables from the vegetable farmer next door, bombed other people’s fish ponds, stole batteries, and stole cigarettes and alcohol. , so I have never been a good person.
But what I fell in love with in college was not a similar person, but Gu Wei, a kind, gentle and generous girl. She made me get rid of the appearance of a gangster and start loving life. From then on, I began to Change.
For this relationship that changed me for the first time, I will not stand idly by. Even if she beats and scolds me, I will not fight back. I am such a strange person.
I have let go of my hatred for her at that wedding. After all, I still want to start a new life...