Looking at the calm river, my pain kept replaying in my mind. I was so miserable that I couldn't calm down while sitting on the bank. The breeze blew gently on the river, and the green trees on the bank made a rustling sound. , along with my thoughts, blowing away into the distance.
I don’t understand why I have to hold on to that relationship and hold on to it.
The actions between each other, as well as the subtleties hidden in the verbal conversations, all hinted at each other's inability to let go of this relationship. Gu Wei gave up Jiang Ruwen's matter without having to pay anything. The price, and what about me? There is a girl like Chu Yue who loves me.
It is definitely not something to let go of this relationship just by talking. I can't let her down. I can't let her down for everything she has given me and everything she has brought to me. I can only Only when you are far away from Chu Yue can you miss Gu Wei.
I took out my mobile phone and looked through the photos of Gu Wei and me. I have not deleted these memories. They are all stored in a confidential album. From the moment during the military training in college, I took photos of Gu Wei. Wei's back, she is wearing military training uniform, with long hair tied up, standing upright with her back to me.
She has never known that I secretly photographed her.
I used to feel warm in my heart when I read it again and again. Now I just feel melancholy and empty in my heart.
My eyes stayed for a long time before I reluctantly turned to the next page.
Gu Wei and Cheng Cheng were eating in the cafeteria. They were chatting happily, which was a little blurry. I secretly took the photo in the corner on their side. I didn’t dare to say anything or show it. Gu Wei’s profile was very... It looks good, I reserved it specifically for this reason.
From that day on, I began to join the army of pursuers of Gu Wei. Through some channels, I found Cheng Cheng’s contact information, instead of following the crowd of suitors. Girls all like people with personality. The boys, instead of gathering in a group, were confused.
With Cheng Cheng as the media, Gu Wei and I got together. With her contact information, we had a lively chat with countless topics, ranging from campus appearance to hobbies.
I was very happy. I stood out from thousands of people. After that, we met in private and wandered and chatted alone on campus. Although we were alone, in fact, we were followed by Cheng Cheng and Yu Qing. , they are like followers, hiding.
She and I said goodbye in the cafeteria. She said I was very interesting and easy to talk to.
From then on, we were often inseparable, and the affection in my subconscious grew and became a sprout. With great excitement and anxiety, I carefully held her hand, shy as a man. , reflected in my face, flushed and flushed.
The woman's shyness made her slowly lower her head, facing the setting sun, on the orange avenue, I held hands with her, speechless.
But now the separation is like a poison, stingingIn my heart, until I turned to the bottom of the photo, I still had not recovered from my thoughts.
Biting his lip, feeling a little sad.
Just like she sat alone on the shore last night, holding the guitar and singing deeply, as the lyrics said, starting over?
The two people who longed for the future could not have the in-depth communication based on the unity of opinions. They were stuck at the bottleneck and could no longer make breakthroughs. They satirized the blooming flowers and the naive teenager did not understand why. Because it is love.
Chasing freedom is the essential nature of human beings. No one will feel shackles and restraints. It is a natural gift. No one will shrink back and not move forward. I have been slow to notice Gu Wei’s love for me. No, I don't understand why she did what she did.
The emotions she often learns in dreams are not as good as her looking back in reality.
The deformed words carry a heavy body. The sword pierced into the chest blooms into gorgeous flowers. They are watered with blood and fed with flesh and blood. It is not until the petals wither that you know your heart. How desolate it is.
I sighed, put away my phone, and headed back the way I came.
I am no longer a young man with low self-esteem, no longer a young man who cries when his heart is touched. If I were asked to make a choice at this moment, I only need a ring that symbolizes love.
I raised my head slightly and looked at the sky standing above the tall building. In my heart, it was time to find a destination. It was time to go back, back to Suzhou, back to the place where there was only laughter and laughter.
Let’s go tonight. We’ll leave in the evening.
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This thought lingered in my mind. After I went back, I immediately forgot all the things I had experienced in Shanghai these days. When I passed by a small shop selling tobacco, alcohol and snacks, my steps stopped. After a while, he changed direction and walked inside.
Holding a hand full of lollipops, he paid the bill and stuffed it into his pocket, which was full.
As I was eating one and going home, I suddenly started coughing, and it stopped after a few coughs.
I was walking on the sidewalk, and the various people coming and going on the roadside made me look around.
One after another, tourist groups passed by on buses. People on the bus stuck out their heads and looked around wantonly. There were also young lovers flirting on the street, their faces Her cheerful face makes me envious.
I don’t know how charming this magical city is. It can attract people from all over the world to come and pay homage. Is it an economy that leads the world? Or does it have a profound history and culture?
Many outstanding companies and foreign capital gather together. Is it the title of Magic City second only to the Imperial Capital in China?
I think these are none of these. It is people's yearning that promotes action. Every era has its symbolic representatives. The representative of the reform period is Shenzhen, and the representative of Shanghai is the romantic city that never sleeps during the Republic of China.
meWhat I did was pursue the romance that disappeared in the technological age, and pursue the most simple and unpretentious style of the Republic of China. I wanted love, a romantic love, so I came here and eloped with Gu Wei.
There are many destinations, but I stay here and don’t want to leave.
Idealists like us live only to pursue things that can comfort our hearts and pursue our ideal pure land. No matter what it is, we will take action.
If you want an idealist to be reborn and face real life, let him redeem himself.
A young and frivolous boy dares to enter Tibet on a motorcycle. This is the embodiment of ideals. Isn't it a redemption to achieve his previous goal? Only by perfecting yourself can you perfect others.
There is an example in philosophy. My lover dies and I die for my lover. This is called dying for love. It is very romantic and very romantic. My lover dies and I live for my lover. This is called dying for love. Living for love is very philosophical. Living with the ideal and color of your lover is a kind of salvation for yourself.
What catches our eyes may not necessarily be what we dream of, but may be the dross of life and factors that cannot achieve our ideals. We want to seek a kind of comfort, such as nostalgic bars, which are entrusted to people's subconscious minds. feelings.
And west of the Old City, we are all creating.
People cannot hang on the same tree, just like love, cannot be injured twice in the same person's hands.
I can't escape the torture caused by Gu Wei, but I can also complete my own redemption. Chu Yue is derived from the tragedy of that relationship.
When a tree dies, there is always a leaf that is brand new.
New things are always born when old things die, and so do I, so I will deeply support Chu Yue’s love, even if I am in Cao Ying, my heart is in Han.
I will not do anything to feel sorry for her because of my principles.
The sudden realization of the truth comforts me as I move forward.
What cannot be looked back is not only the passing time, but also the lover who is stuck in the past. Falling in love is a moment of lingering, and then there is an endless farewell.
This sentence reflects the scene after all. The lingering moment is heartbreaking. The endless farewells make my body and mind more and more tired. I once knew that the passage of time will take away The precious thing in my life, I learned to stay and look at my past lover from a distance.
The gradually blurring face makes me more and more uneasy...