I was carrying a big bag in my left hand and a small bag in my right hand. I followed Cheng Cheng tiredly while shopping. I watched her run into this house, sneak into that house, and look around endlessly. I had to buy everything and hesitate to buy anything. I had no choice but to complain: "Shopping with a woman is troublesome."
"You will have to be like this when you get married in the future." < /p>
I was not surprised at all when Cheng Cheng picked up my words from the side. No doubt she wanted to use this as a metaphor to get me out of Gu Wei's shadow, find a good wife, and live a good life.
"Not sure? Who knew that I would get married in the Year of the Monkey and the Horse."
I responded without thinking, then found a bench nearby, sat down, and packed my big and small bags. Place them one by one on the ground, exhaustively take out a cigarette and light it, and then quietly watch the flow of people coming and going in front of me. I can't help but mentally complain to Yu Qing. As Cheng Cheng's fiancé, he actually ran away and went to the company to work overtime, leaving me alone. I accompany Cheng Cheng shopping to buy your wedding supplies. My temporary grumbling will soon disappear in the mist of this cigarette.
Cheng Cheng also sat down next to me, looked at me, and then asked with a smile: "What? You look worried, are you thinking of Gu Wei again?" < /p>
I nodded. The moment I nodded, I suddenly realized that I was wrong. My thoughts were not on Gu Wei, but on complaining about Yu Qing. But why should I nod? I actually nodded subconsciously to confirm. Maybe I still miss Gu Wei and I can't let go of her, at least not now.
Cheng Cheng looked proud, as if there was something going on in front of him, and was slightly interested, "Really? Were you complaining about Yu Qing just now?"
I turned around with a look of confusion on my face. I looked at her, holding the cigarette in my mouth without even smoking, as if my reaction just now had confirmed the answer in Cheng Cheng's heart. Cheng Cheng smiled at me and said nothing.
"Damn it, you Holmes Cheng? Are you so good at guessing?"
"No no no, this is not guessing, this is psychology. You are still young, much more Read some books."
I still looked at Cheng Cheng in disbelief and didn't reply. Then I fell into a moment of embarrassment. After all, it was she who broke the membrane that Chen had suddenly built. She probably I looked at you and you felt very uncomfortable, "When I asked you if you missed Gu Wei just now, you just nodded subconsciously and didn't give an accurate answer, so I guessed who else besides Gu Wei If it reminds you of him (her), then there is only one possibility..."
Then Cheng Cheng performed a signature move of Detective Conan, and then she imitated Conan's tone, Pointing at me, he said: "There is only one truth, and that is..."
"I am complaining about why Yu Qing went back to work overtime and left me to go shopping with you."
My answer was not muddled at all, and she smiled brightly.Nodding, seemingly satisfied with my answer, I glanced back and said, "Boring."
"Ha, you also know boredom?"
"What else? Everyone is bored sometimes. When you are in school, isn’t it boring when you are bored in class?
I explained to her the topic of "why people are bored" from a logical perspective. She nodded in understanding. I said something and she nodded once. This kind of thing is used to flatter others. The approach seems to be a very childish thing in my eyes.
"I understand. You have suddenly become so mature and steady. You must have finally let go of Gu Wei."
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I almost lost my grip on the cigarette in my hand, and then looked at Cheng Cheng in shock. My shock came from what she said. Although it was not right, it was not wrong either. At this moment, I didn't think of Gu Wei, it was just a subconscious reaction, but it didn't mean that I really let go of Gu Wei. I smiled bitterly and ignored it.
"Ah! I guessed wrong."
Cheng Cheng was a little surprised. It seemed that in her setting, she would not lose, but this also set off her He is a person who likes to guess other people's psychology, but he will not rub salt on other people's scars. Instead, he will tap from the side and find out some available information. He can even give others a step down when the conversation is awkward. Such a good person As a woman, when I am with Yu Qing, a twenty-five-year-old boy, I feel that he owes Cheng Cheng.
I nodded and responded softly: "I haven't let her go yet. I only remember the rain that day. It rained so hard that I became a drowned rat in life. It has never happened until now." "It's just to ease it."
She didn't reply this time, but stayed with me silently. We both pondered for a long time, and she finally asked me: "Xiang Yang, I find you are so strange. What's wrong with you?" A moment of sadness, a moment of debauchery? "
After I finished smoking, those trivial matters drifted away with the smoke. I turned to look at her with a happy mind and said with a smile: "No way, I've always been like this, I'm just a cool boy."
I pretended.
"Blow."
Cheng Cheng saw through it at a glance, and it turned out that the mask of hypocrisy could not hide a person with smart eyes.
"Hehe."
I smiled, Cheng Cheng thought for a while and then said: "Xiang Yang, let me ask you, if Gu Wei doesn't come back to you again, what will you do? Can you promise me that you should not be discouraged and look forward to it? Just like the cigarette you just smoked, the first puff will be the best and the second puff will be the most choking."
Me. He smiled and said nothing, as if he acquiesced, but can I really fulfill this promise? If Gu Wei returns to China and forgets our original promise of "love",Am I really not going to cry? Would I, a sentimental person like me, really be able to hold back the sadness and sadness accumulated over the years, and then be a man who silently endures pain and faces life?
"You are really good at comforting people. I will almost die from your comfort..."
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I was sitting on a bench on the first floor. The clouds outside were dark and a heavy rain was coming. I didn’t care, but an indescribable emotion came over me. I thought about this emotion for a moment. Only then did I understand its name, "Melancholy."
This feeling of melancholy made my chest feel tight and panicked. I lit a cigarette and used nicotine to relieve my current anxiety, trying to get rid of this feeling. It was a bad feeling, but no matter how many times I pressed the lighter, there was no trace of flame. I threw the lighter into the trash can next to me, and stuffed the cigarette back into the cigarette case. I sighed, and even I can't smoke well.
It started to rain, the rain was fierce, and the water splashing on the floor soaked my trousers. I picked up the beer I asked Cheng Cheng to buy for me, opened the ring and drank. This is not the first time that I have asked her to buy something for me. Although I think my behavior is a bit shameful. This is their wedding money, but I shamelessly bought other things. But think about it carefully. This bastard, some of the things I have done over the years are shameless. It is common to open a room with other women, and then pick up my pants and run away the next day.
The rain became heavier again, and there was faint thunder in the distance, which brought my thoughts back to that rainy morning. I was in a daze for more than ten minutes, then leaned on the bench and After drinking the beer, I threw the can into the trash can and sighed: "I really want to ride a motorcycle again..."