Chapter 15 The eloping madman

I was sitting alone on the sofa in that simple rental house, drinking wine. The rising sun outside the window had already risen, casting an afterglow on the distant horizon.

The heartfelt words last night made me light up one cigarette after another. The countless thoughts and melancholy in my heart cannot be expressed in any form. I bear it alone. In the loneliness of the night, I bear the pain that surges out of my heart countless times. Sometimes I also long for a true love, even if it is ordinary, ordinary, find a mother-in-law who loves me, and live a happy life. A comfortable and comfortable life, both parties will no longer live up to it.

I took out the last cigarette in the cigarette case, lit it, took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled a long dragon-shaped smoke. I took off the watch on my wrist and put it on the On the coffee table, I looked back at the six years of my youth, which seemed to have passed by in a flash, but I also left behind many unforgettable experiences. My legend is a legend unique to that era...

That year, in the 19th year, I became Gu Wei’s first love. We were shy when we met each other, but we actually experienced ups and downs in these years. I accompanied her through the spring, summer, autumn and winter, and watched with her the next morning at 6 o’clock The rising sun, accompanied her to watch the national flag raising in Tiananmen Square in Beijing, accompanied her to elope, accompanied her to work hard to create a world for us in this strange Shanghai...

I I was so happy to become Gu Wei's official boyfriend at that time. I jumped up and down happily in the dormitory. Yu Qing celebrated my success in being single. I was so arrogant and arrogant in front of my love rival Jiang Ruowen, trying to think that I was that The final winner, in the following days, I often teased him about the matter between Gu Wei and me. This is a normal competition between men. The winner will always give the loser the final blow.

But he behaved extremely calmly and wished us eternal life. I once thought that I could go to the end with Gu Wei, enter the palace of marriage hand in hand, break the material gap, and share my sincerity. The flower of love is placed in a flowerpot and allowed to sprout, grow, and even bloom.

But I was wrong. True love will eventually be destroyed by material things. On my twenty-second birthday, she gave me a Kawasaki Ninja400 that I had longed for. I had deliberately hidden it before. After working for a year, she learned from Yu Qing that she asked her father for a car. On my birthday, she drove me around Beijing’s Inner Ring Road in a Kawasaki Ninja 400. Although I She looked happy on her face, but she felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

I discovered that she and I are not from the same class. She belongs to the beautiful glass of the upper class, and I am the vulgar glass of the lower class. The same material structure gave birth to two different spiritual worlds. I understand, if I want to bring her home with an honest and fair matchmaker, I have to cross this class gap.

In the fourth and last year of college, the love between Gu Wei and I was discovered by Gu Wei’s family. I don’t know who was this stupid motherless person.I was not aware of anything at first, but Gu Wei stopped them all by herself. She pretended to be fine and went shopping with me. She pretended to be fine and ate with me. She pretended to be fine. , chat with me.

After all, the fire could not be contained, but I still found out that she was also tired, and often cried alone at night. My heart broke, and I went to Gu Wei’s house alone. I knelt in front of her all afternoon. I prayed that Gu Wei’s father would agree to our relationship and give me some time. I had to prove that I was worthy of her. I had to work hard. I had to give them a thumbs-down view of others. Look, I want to save everything I have with both hands. I want to prove that a person from a humble background can be worthy of falling in love with a wealthy daughter. I want to break the chains of class. < /p>

One night later, I took her to ride the Kawasaki Ninja 400 she gave me, and eloped with her, with the white moonlight above my head and the moon that was not round enough, The drizzle hit my hands hazily, and it was cool. She put her arms around my waist and wore a racing helmet. I felt very warm on my waist.

Although we were separated by helmets, our mutual love and resonance could not be separated. She said lovingly: "Xiang Yang, I will elope with you because I love you."

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I skipped school. Instead of guarding a beautiful castle without people, I would rather stay in a simple rental house with the person I like. After I came to Shanghai, she accompanied me to endure hardships and squeezed in with me. We ate instant noodles in a small rental house, washed our clothes by hand, and endured the noise from the windows without soundproofing at night, but she tolerated it all. I worked part-time in the morning, delivering food, and cooking, and in the evening I went to a bar where I met friends. Being a resident singer and earning some tips is not a bar job.

She was waiting for me outside the door at night, waiting for me to carry my guitar on her back, and then walked home hand in hand. In my vague memory, the old town of Shanghai There was a roasted sweet potato vendor nearby called "Happy Sweet Potato". When I got hungry late at night, I bought two of them and went home with her while eating, living an ordinary life and enjoying the happiest love.

But one day I suddenly remembered an idea I had when I was in college. Gu Wei and I were from two different worlds. This was just a tram changing station, and one of her and I would eventually get off and leave. At that time, I fantasized about the scene of our separation, and I prepared myself mentally, but my elopement with her wiped out all my preparations, and I no longer think about it.

ResultsA year later, my idea suddenly came true. At the age of 24, I drove a Kawasaki Ninja 400 onto the highway, chasing the Maybach Exelero that took away my beloved. This was an ending I didn’t expect. I tried my best but couldn't get the Maybach Exelero to stop. I had imagined who was driving in that Maybach Exelero, Gu Wei's father? The Gu family's housekeeper? I wanted to talk to Gu Wei's father again, but I didn't have the chance.

After I fell from the car that time, I lay in the hospital for more than half a year, and then I was taken to the police station to leave a record. After that, I went to Beijing and learned that Gu Wei was forced to marry. After hearing the news about going abroad, I decided to return to Shanghai. This city filled me with sadness and longing. It is not so glamorous, and it is not a city where people are happy wearing so-called prosperous clothes.

In the dark corners of every city, in addition to beggars, there are also sad people.

I persisted for two years until today. I really want to leave. Living here is suffering every day. I will think of Gu Wei from time to time, and I will be in pain and cry. But there is an agreement between me and her. I can't leave, I can't leave yet. If Gu Wei comes back and doesn't find me after I leave, she will be sad and she will live in pain like me.

We are all entangled in this unforgettable relationship, inseparable and inexplicable. The departure of one party is doomed to sadness for the other.

I want to wait for her, so this has become my belief in living in the past two years. When she was here, she would accompany me to the Suzhou River to enjoy the wind and view the scenery, to relieve myself of the surrounding mood. She was there. When we are together, we play and sing songs together, and then make wishes to each other, promising that no one can leave, even if it is difficult for someone to do so. One party's waiting and one party's return will eventually come true when the seagulls are flying and the sun sets.

I want to be the waiter, waiting for her to come back, waiting for the answer from two years ago, the answer in the rainstorm, "Will you still love me?"

Me I opened a pack of cigarettes and smoked another cigarette. Sometimes only men understand the bitterness of men. Speaking of which, my Kawasaki Ninja 400 motorcycle is still in the repair shop. The maintenance fee is a huge amount. Just leave it there, that car is a legend, a legend belonging to Shanghai.

At the Shanghai Motorcycle Club a year ago, everyone who drives a motorcycle knows that one morning, a madman drove a Kawasaki Ninja 400 in a violent storm to chase the Maybach Exelero. Why did he do this? ? Because he is a madman, an infatuated madman. For the love in his heart, he chases the Maybach Exelero that cannot catch up. He is also the embodiment of the spirit of a motorcycle rider. For the princess, he will never give up until death.

I smiled bitterly, picked up the guitar again, and started playing and singing...Whether it's a madman or a knight, we are all grasshoppers on a rope, suffering for the sweet dream in our hearts. alive, smiling painfully, chasing the front,Then disappeared on the road...