People always have to live for something, otherwise life will be boring and bitter.
I returned to the rental house in Lianlian. After opening the door, I heard the sound of cooking oil coming from the kitchen. A familiar figure was busy in the kitchen, and the sound of chopping vegetables lingered in the house.
I closed the door and stared at Gu Wei in disbelief. She turned and smiled at me and said, "You are back. Let's take a rest first. I made fried pork with green pepper and braised mutton. , bamboo shoots, eggs, I just came back from buying two bottles of wine. You can drink it happily in a while. You sit down first and you can eat it later."
I was a little surprised and didn't move a step. , looking at her back, revitalizing the cold rental house. At this moment, Gu Wei is like a virtuous wife. The aroma of rice wafting from the kitchen in a trance inspired my appetite.
I sat on the sofa and stared at her profile. The kitchen had not been so lively since she left. Green pepper beef was being fried in a black pot, and there was a small stove on the side. The casserole is most likely stewed with mutton, and the range hood is twitching, sucking away the wisps of smoke.
Gu Wei skillfully put the dishes on the plate and carried them out of the kitchen with ease, a smile on her face, "Come on, come on, I made it specially for you. You liked it before. Let's pair it with Beer, I can’t say enough about the taste.”
She carefully placed the dishes on the table, ran to the refrigerator, took out the beer she bought for me, unzipped it, and put it in mine. In front of me, I said: "Thank you."
Looking at the steaming dishes on the table and the beer covered with water drops, I felt a little overwhelmed.
Her enthusiasm is something I have never seen before. Her initiative makes me uncomfortable. I never imagined that she could retain me like this. I am not doubting Gu Wei’s character. Her impression on me is Here, I have the responsibility of being virtuous, but I never thought that I would use such a method to prevent me from leaving.
She was making up for it, and I saw through her. She wanted to use some details and negotiations in life to slowly take the initiative, and then return and complete her goal.
She is also cherishing it. Just like the night I returned to Shanghai, I felt happy in the Duxing Bar. She is cherishing the last time with Chen Zhencheng. It is not difficult for me to suspect that Gu Wei is the same. It was not easy to get along at the end, just like the countdown ended.
My peripheral vision fell on the two potted plants on the balcony. I was shocked by the faint green they had just born. They sprouted. They actually sprouted.
A small plant of delicate leaves grows, bathed in the sun, so charming.
After Gu Wei brought the last dish, she took off her apron, tied up her hair and said, "It's not easy to prepare a table full of dishes."
I stood up. To provide food for each other, I cannot be a person who gets something for nothing. This can be regarded as giving my own meager effort.
"Where are you going after dinner?"
Gu Wei asked, IAfter thinking for a while, he pondered for a moment and replied: "Go and say goodbye to my friends. I have received a lot of care from them in Shanghai over the years. I can't possibly hide it from them before leaving, right? How embarrassing, not to mention that they have already Take root here, otherwise I would have to take them to Suzhou for a few days, have one last dinner together, and say goodbye properly."
My voice slowed down as I spoke, with some regret and decline. .
She nodded, a little thoughtful...
"This is too hasty..."
I shook my head , Gu Wei's words stopped abruptly, and I said: "It's not a rush, just go and have a few drinks with them at a normal time, chat, and finally give them some instructions, and then you can leave."
"You... are too much like farewell..."
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"Everyone has his own destiny. After I leave, who knows whether we can get together again, and who can ensure that some of us will die early? Everyone is running around, Yu Qing was promoted, Cheng Cheng and I will also have children in the future. By then, others will be inseparable and their future is bright. They will inherit Huang Wentong's mantle at the age of retirement and step into the top ranks. By then, I really won't be able to spare the time. I want to see him. "It's hard to see."
Gu Wei stopped her chopsticks. She didn't expect me to analyze so much. I then added: "There are also Chen Zhenxinyi and the others. Times are changing, and so are they. We have to go with the flow, everyone has embarked on different paths. It will not be a problem for Chen Zhen to leave Shanghai in the future. Time will prove that if we take them away one by one, they will eventually be separated..."
Me After taking a few mouthfuls of rice, Gu Wei saw that there was no vegetables in my bowl, so she picked up a few pieces of fried meat for me. I was startled and slowed down the movement of my hands. I raised my eyes to look at her. At the moment when we faced each other, I asked anxiously: "You have accepted Jiang Ruowen's confession, why don't you go back? He worked so hard to get you from me. Isn't he anxious now?"
I raised the topic between each other to a sensitive level. Although I was a little scared, I had to ask, people have curiosity and desire for knowledge, and they drive me. Let me constantly touch each other's emotional bottom line.
She was stunned for a moment and fell silent. I gave her enough time to think.
After a while, she slowly said: "I... lied to him. I told him that I was looking at real estate outside. My family is in the real estate industry, so he believed Yes, he also called several times during this period, and I put him off... Are you still worried about what happened that night?"
I put down my chopsticks and immediately put down my chopsticks. She retorted: "I don't dwell on this issue. This is the grudge between me and him. I don't hold him accountable for his hypocrisy at that time. I have let it go, but I just don't understand. You don't have to stay to do it." Rice, you don’t have to grovel to please me, why do you preferWant to do the opposite? Aren't you afraid of Jiang Rowen's misunderstanding? He could blow your cover, how sad would it be to know what he had done? You were also present at the argument that night. You could stay out and watch from the other side. Why were you so gentle to me? "
The enthusiasm and tenderness she had just shown were completely destroyed by me at this moment. Gu Wei was shocked. She didn't expect that I would question her like this, and she didn't even have the words to respond.
I can only frown and lower my head slowly to take a few mouthfuls of rice. What I want is a love without any emotional disputes. It is the love that I once had in college, where I was inseparable and talked about endlessly. , is that period of two-way running, letting go of the barriers in the heart, and confessing love to each other.
I no longer have the courage to stay with my lover on the highway, and she has lost the tenderness that fascinated me in the first place. I don’t want to leave her behind. Their feelings were stained with filth. Seeing Gu Wei's silence and still unable to reply to my questions, I felt annoyed. I didn't know why she was like this.
I lost my appetite. The food and the open can of beer made me feel a little disgusted. I lost my mood, so I stood up and said, "I won't eat, I have lost my appetite, so I went out for a walk." "
After hearing this, her face showed panic, and she immediately put down her chopsticks and stood up.
"Xiang Yang..."
And I had already opened the door , Ignoring Gu Wei’s cry, I don’t want her to get involved in my muddy waters, and I don’t want others to misunderstand me. The most important thing in love is a well-matched person. Her status and my status are very different. Do I deserve it? Fuck her.
“Xiangyang! "
Gu Wei shouted again, and there were rapid footsteps behind her. I ignored it and took my own steps forward. I couldn't ignore her shouts, but this time. I got angry and ignored it.
Suddenly I heard the sound of Gu Wei colliding with the chair and stool. I was stunned and panicked.
"Yan." Xiangyang! "
This time it was her cry that made my nose sore and I froze in place.
I couldn't bear it, so I tried very hard to control myself. Impulsive, one can never turn back, the choice made must be implemented, so... I did not look back and continued walking forward...